this is what you do when you get bored in the middle of the night...
ahahahahahahaa.
shannon's favourite thing to do in sch eh? :D

I need a little more luck, than a little bit,
cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit.
oh how it fits how i feel just now.
i dont like questions that need explaining!
:(

ohh btw thats lyrics of a song. quite old song actually.
but its NICEEEEEEEE!
:D
*hums*

And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care,
were gonna make it I swear.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.


& i dont know what to do with my hair.
ANY SUGGESTIONS?!
dont say cut bowl cut or botak arhhh.
i'll just pretend i didnt see those comments. :D

to all friends~

If your lost,
And you need to find some escape
Or some peace of mind,
Call my name
When you need a friend
I'll be there, I'll be there
If your dreams
Are drenched in sweat
You can't sleep
There's too much in your head
Call my name
Any type of day,
I'll be there, I'll be there

(:

haven't been keeping in contact with friends.
feel detached. esp from close ones like girlfriends.
where's everyone?
:(

just realised that my life is pretty screwed up right now.
every aspect of my life to be exact.
even my studies.
and the feeling sucks.
so many problems.
the first problem seems to come from myself.
the crux of most problems.

have faith.
give me strength.

if they're planning to film Forensic Heroes III without Bobby and Frankie, i see no point.
i'd rather they not do it!
if they really wanna film it i'd rather they not name it Forensic Heroes III.

ANYONE AGREE WITH ME? :)

just feel that the guitar solo should be longer!
but still, like it. :)



(:


& i simply love this.
just...awesome.
keep listening to it.
:)

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The saddest people I’ve ever met in life are the ones who don’t care deeply about anything at all. Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand, and without them, any happiness is only temporary, because there’s nothing to make it last

– Dear John - Nicholas Sparks

did i mention that i love his books?
okay i just did.
:)
i wanna read 3 more books!

sigh.

i love night breezes.

havent been updating proper updates.
shall do one now~

work today!
FINALLY THEY CHANGED THE SONGS PLAYING THERE!
i was really bored of the previous playlists of songs.
can even predict which song is gonna play when one ends.
hahahaha.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh christmas is coming!
i love christmas! :D
going to my workplace just reminds me of it.
now there's a chirstmas tree at my favourite 'stoning spot'.
so that means i cant stone there anymore.
awwwwww.

okay the crowd today was...average for a saturday night i guess?
isnt the busiest i've worked, but still feel a lil tired when it was around 10+.
ohhhhhh and i love working at section C&D!
more fun. hehehehehehe. :D
and today i ate 2 calamari rings and one piece of fish sneakily during work.
ahahahahahahaha :D
me love calamari rings!
but the sad thing is that i can only eat it SNEAKILY.
the calamari ring was practically burning in my mouth. HOT!
ohhhhhh and today i was the last one to have break, that means there's no more staff meal.
BUTT!
i get to eat ala-carte menu items! that means i get to eat the food served at my workplace to normal customers.
better than normal staff meal! WOOO!
last to have break isnt such a bad thing afterall. although i was really hungryyyyyy.
seee there's always a positive side to everything.
(^^)v

awww man im so tempted to eat the seaweed fish at my workplace!
LOOKS NICEEEEE.
T_T

talking about food. my craving wave (okay maybe its a big wave cause its still havent subsided) is still....ongoing.
IM CRAVING FOR MORE FOOD! GOSH.
seoul garden or steamboat or nice food anyone? :D
that's like...only 1% of my cravings.
i have a whole long list.
maybe i should make one list and slowly tick away all my cravings.
hahahaha! :D
im not pregnant fyi =.=

ohhh 3 weeks of holidays after MST seems really short.
so many things i wanna do.
wanna meet up with SAXHORN! (SINCE LIKE...I DONT KNOW WHEN :() and GFs!
hurhhhhhh.
there's 33rd NCO outing soon but i dont think i can go.
its just before exams.
:(

there's so many things to do!
just realised i havent started anything on SPOT!
need to research on Obama for my CA1.
just got reminded by the tv cause my bro is watching national geographic.
arhhhhhh...

i feel like changing my blogskins.
or maybe change blog.
and maybe not put a tagboard.
how? =/

awwww mannn i should not leave 'my' food exposed in the house anymore!
whenever i buy cup noodles, chips or even chocolates or whatever as my 'emergency snacks', my family would always eat them before me!
this happens like 2738727835623 times already.
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
they just ate my UNAGI and SEAWEED chips!
now im hungry. T_T

okay bye bye i shall end here.
gonna go food-hunting.
BYEEEEEEEEEEE!

and from Olga's blog:

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
— Bob Marley

awwwwwwwww? :)

and seriously, this is ultimate cuteness.
awwwwwwwwwww! :)

addicted to:
Michael Buble- Haven't Met You Yet.
(:
like the tune.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D.

did i mention?

i heard Obama MAY (yes. may. im not that sure though) may be dining at my workplace when he's in SG!
COOL ISNT IT! :)
okay i just state that its a MAY.
not confirmed though.

and if you still dont know where i work then...awwwwwwwww too bad.
:)

been busy with life in the offline world recently.
juggling studies, 2 CCAs, SPOT and work.
somehow neglecting my social life.
sorry peeeeeps.
esp girlfriends. we need a catch up sessionnnnn! im like so lost abt you girls now.

i guess everyone of us lead our own lives, a fast paced lives to be exact. to the extent of us neglecting our social lives. that applies to me.

but at the same time, i'm learning to be content with what i have.
some people are meant to be important at some point of your lives.
like a saying goes: some people come into your life at a certain point to fulfil a role. once they are done, they leave.
but, there are some that are meant to stay; to stay with you despite the many obstacles, arguements and setbacks that come your way.

&.
everything that may appear to be normal, happy-go-lucky on the surface are sometimes a facade.
even at my workplace, i cant fully and confidently say that everything is happy-go-lucky.
even witnessed it myself, and heard from others. even some talking-behind-back situations.
not only in my workplace, it may apply to other situations as well.

how true huh? i've come to learn to accept this two harsh but true fact of reality.

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okay aside from personal feelings, i realise i havent been updating about events despite my busy schedule.
shall briefly blog about the most recent even bah:

SWSY AND TP PRESS PLAY II
went there to support some bandmates and friends of mine.
some songs are nice. just that the animation ruined everything.
ESPECIALLY NOAH'S ARK! still not happy with it. hahaha.
okay i know my blog is deprived of pictures so here are someeee! :)

OLGAY!!! :Dgroup photos.....but with missing people. haha

ohhhh Olgay and Murhony (hahahahaha =x) came SP one friday to support Syaq for some malay-drama thing.
took a photo!
GOSH. i've seriously put on weight. with my bottomless-pit stomach and endless cravings.
._________.

okay bye shall end here.
SO DONT SAY I DIDNT UPDATE ALREADY OKAY!
*eyepowers people who ask me to update*
hahahaha :P