27 March 2006

Birthday's Thoughts....

25th March 2006, a special day of mine…my 19th birthday.

During that day, I was on the trip in ipoh as I spent last weekend there with Yityung, Zhuan, Poh Wei, Marine and Jien Yeen as host…It was a wonderful trip…( Maybe I will write a post and post some pictures bout that trip only if I have time, have mood and when I not ‘so lame’…Oh Yeah! We watched ‘I’m not stupid too’ on 24th March…It was really an excellent movie! Touching + Hilarious)
What I expect to get in this 19 year-old? I am not very sure… Perhaps a good study life…Currently, I feel that future is really in uncertainty… It’s all about Indonesia medicine…Nobody can really know exactly how the life and environment is when studying in Indonesia... Now I can only continue to wait and hope…

2 days before my birthday, the result of Sem 2 had released…I didn’t manage to get 4 flat…therefore I have to say that the near future is totally not under my control already...I regarded my birthday gift from God for this year is a warning alarm of my life... I realized how inefficient of my study…The last few preparation weeks before the exam were terrible for me… After the final exam, I knew that if I drop any tear due to an unsatisfactory result, it is not for the result, but for my worst preparation… I wish that I have the determination to correct any mistake in studying… for myself and for a better future…I hope it won’t be too late… “烂的苹果,如果切掉烂的部分,它还是个好苹果。”

Anyway…so many days have passed, even my 19th birthday has passed…the past has passed... I just hope that I can do much harder in this final sem and enjoy every moments when together with friends here before we head to our own destination few months later…
“前面是绝路,转角是希望。”
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀, 带我飞, 飞过绝望。
I began my first day of 19 happily, and I wish that on the final day of my 19, I will also very happy and satisfy with my life and situation then…

To everyone who wished my birthday, organized the small party for me and gave me sms, gifts and cards…Thanks You a lot!!! Hope you all happy always too... Unlimited special thanks to Jien Yeen for everything in ipoh!

Happy Birthday to me!!! Be strong!
祝自己:生日快乐!天天快乐!