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July 16, 2012 Enter your password to view comments.
A lil better, a lil stronger.
July 2, 2012 Leave a comment
ALL HAIL THE
EURO 2012 CHAMPION – SPAIN
Telling the truth wasn’t as tough as I had expected it to be. But of course, I acted like I’m okay and nonchalant about it. Who knows how much it’s killing me inside but I’m forced to do something against my own will? Maybe army has trained me well, to suck it up and take it like a man.
You dont realize how hard the road to letting go is, until you are the one traveling it.
Forget all the reasons why it won’t work and believe the one reason why it will.
The hardest decision in life, is to decide between trying harder or walking away.
credits to @TheVowQuotes
July 2, 2012 Leave a comment
I love everything about her, every side of her.
Never have I loved someone so deeply before, that even I myself was surprised at how deep I fell. It wasn’t a try-out thing to me.
I loved with my life, and I say it only when I meant it. I still do. Just that I can’t express it the same way that I usually do.
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Hi Love
June 9, 2012 Leave a comment
Been half a year since I cleared the cobwebs here. And its been 3 months. 3 months of bliss and happiness w this special girl.
Someone whom i met 4years+ ago.
Someone who holds a significant place in my heart.
someone who makes me feel carefree doing the most ridic things w her
someone who puts the brightest smile on my face
someone i would like to hold in my arms, forever.
iloveyou.
2 more weeks
December 26, 2011 Leave a comment
I’m a 3 and a 1/2 month soldier right now. Time flies, the last update was when I just enlisted for a month. And now, POP is just 2 weeks away and I will pass out as a trained soldier finally. All the hard work will pay off definitely.
Christmas just passed and what does it mean? The year is coming to and end in just a few days time. I just feel that every year is passing by quicker year by year. Year 2011 has been a rather uneventful year for me. Lots of things happened in this year. Of course I’m taking into account the negative issues like the handphone line debt, losing my ipod touch, malaysian army issue and what not. But, bad times are not always there. I’m glad to have travelled to a new country which is Indonesia, Bali with my usual travel mates before enlistment. I also made many new friends from different places/events which I worked for before enlisting, widening my social circle when I still can. Not forgetting my buddies I made in army whom I went through deep shit with…those memories will be etched in our minds when we pass out too.
During my army days when we rush to wait, wait to rush, I usually will doze off or start thinking about my CV life. I tend to miss my poly days a lot, and I mean A LOT. Those were the carefree days which I can only reminisce as we can’t go back.
Army really changes our lives, deprives us of the freedom we used to have and perhaps, drifts us away from our friends. Oh well, it’s a stage and every Singaporean son is conscripted to go through this 2 years. I definitely have matured and grown mentally and physically. I cherish my family even more and treasure the times I spend with my friends. They might not know, but they are my motivation for me to hang on and survive the tough times.
I’m looking forward to the new year, to a brand new start as I will be posted to a new vocation, hopefully command school after I pass out from BMT. I wish everyone a great 2012 ahead, and a happy ending for the year 2011.
Merry X’mas and a Happy New Year.
One Quarter
October 9, 2011 Leave a comment
That’s right. 1/4 through the journey in BMTC. Sounds like time passed very quickly. But when I’m in camp on another island, time really really pass very slowly. Adapting to new environments have not been a problem for me so far in life, therefore, I can safely say I’ve gotten used to it. And I’ll be learning new things everyday soon when I step into the BMT phase. Nowadays it’s just physical trainings almost everyday for me.
Lost 3-4 kg ever since I enlisted. This should give you an idea on how tough the training is inside. I made quite alot of new friends inside, be it my bunk mates or platoon mates. It can be fun even if the whole platoon gets punished together. My commanders are also really friendly people who always talk cock with us, but when it comes to business, they can be very serious too. It’s all about regimentation and discipline if you were to describe military lifestyle, from point to point you have to either double up yr pace or you march. I think the only time that we (recruits) love is our admin time at night, which means its our free time usually after dinner if there’s no night trainings. We would talk cock in bunk, play monopoly deal, eat some snacks, use our laptops and talk on phone.
Now I really treasure my weekends alot because that’s the only time I can do my own stuff, rest, spend time with family and friends and totally relax myself as a civilian. 3 more months to P.O.P. Time please pass quickly! Can’t wait for my turn to POP after watching some of my friends’ yesterday. I could really feel the happiness for them.
Back to Tekong, in a few hours time. Catch me again, soon.
Entering a New Phase in Life.
September 7, 2011 Leave a comment
The countdown is almost over. It’s the last day of freedom, and perhaps having my blue IC in my possession until I finish my National Service. I didn’t really think much of army until I had about only 7 days left. I heard so many comments and stories regarding NS…really makes me wonder how I wanna spend this 2 years of my life.
To be honest, initially, I’m pretty depressed that I have to enlist 2 months earlier. I can do so much in this period of time, say going for another overseas trip? But when everything was decided and nothing can change it, I heard people saying the good side of going in earlier. 2 months to train me physically and mentally, so I could be in my best shape for BMT and already know how the system in army works. This point changed my initial point of view. Haha, or you can say it’s self-consolation…
Advice from friends is to ask me to control my temper and just follow instructions. I’ll keep that in mind. “Act blur, live longer.” I’m gonna bring a book in to camp to read. Like WHAT?! I never completed a book other than those Enid Blyton hard cover books. I guess that’s a way to kill time inside. I just watched one episode of Every Singaporean Son. Can totally relate to the video content…feeling all so depressed now.
I guess I made the best out of my last few weeks of freedom by catching up with some friends that I never met for some time. Also, not to forget a travel trip to Bali. One thing I’d definitely miss in this 2 years is travelling, UNLESS we really can execute the plan of going overseas after P.O.P. Haven’t enlist, already looking forward to booking out and POP hahaha. By November, all of us would be in army already! (Excluding Lawrence and Louis) I need more things to look forward to man, I don’t even know who can I call every night.
Last but not least, I hope my bunk mates are fun peeps and my buddy and I can take care of each other!
Go in a young boy, come out a real man.
Voice out
August 9, 2011 Leave a comment
I can’t take it anymore.
Even I can’t take it lying down anymore. The more I think, the more I feel fed up.
Turning to friends only when your partner isn’t by your side or not on talking terms? And once it’s all back to normal or your desired life, totally no contact at all. Maybe once or twice, you can be forgiven. BUT, once it becomes a habit, that’s it. That’s not the way to treat your friends or maintaining a friendship. You don’t just dump us aside when you don’t need us at the moment. I’m getting sick of such treatments too, we are humans not your back-up plan.
Sorry, but this is exactly how I’m/we’re feeling.
If you can’t strike a balance between relationship and friendship, learn it the hard way then.
Just note that, not every time when you need friends by your side, they will still be there for you. Humans all want to feel important.
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I'll stand up from where I fell 