
Jameson turned 1 today and I can't believe it. I still remember so clearly the morning I walked into the hospital to have him. So, like everyone else does, I am going to start this blog by sharing how Jameson came into this world. It is going to be lengthy so get comfy. Oh...there will probably be TMI (too much information) shared in this blog too so if you happen to be a guy reading this....GET OVER IT!
First of all, Jameson is a miracle baby. Rusty and I decided we were ready to start a family and prayed that God would bless us when He thought the time was right. So for a couple of months my cycles were very irregular, so I decided to go to the doctor. While I was there, they did a pregnancy test because I was very very late. The test was negative. My doctor decided to give me a prescription to make my cycle start and become more regular. All week I struggled with taking the pills. I didn't want to take them. Now I know it was God telling me to wait. Finally on that Sat. I decided I would take the pills to get the "show" on the road, but right before I took them I read on the bottle that they could cause miscarriage. So I put the bottle down and took a pregnancy test instead....just to be sure. Not thinking it would be positive, I left it in the bathroom and came back maybe 15 minutes later. To my surprise, there was a big fat plus sign sitting on the back of my toilet. That was one of the happiest moments of my life....little did I know how amazing the birthing process was!
I had a wonderful pregnancy with no major complications. I LOVED being pregnant and was sad when I was no longer big and fat. Weird huh? Anyway, my original due date was August 3 but my little Jameson did not make an appearance. I was induced on August 5 at 5:30 am. Rusty and I walked into the hospital that Tuesday morning not knowing what we were in store for. The nurses greeted me and took me to my room. By 6:00 a.m I had checked in, changed, had my I V started and my water broken all within 30 minutes. My contractions started immediately....and they were hard immediately! I looked at Rusty when everyone had left the room with panic in my eyes. I was thinking to myself that I was not sure I could do this anymore. Everything was just happening so fast and it freaked me out a little. that was the only time that I felt completely out of control. I think Russ noticed my fear and came right over to comfort me. By the way, Russ was great during the whole process too. By around 9 or so I had my epidural and was at 3 cm. About and hour later I was at 5cm and another hour later I was pushing. I pushed for 30 minutes and Jameson was born at 11:41 a.m. It was the most amazing experience I have ever had and I will never forget the feeling that I had when they put Jameson up on my tummy. I couldn't hold back the tears and the immediate love I felt is indescribable. Pregnancy was great, labor and delivery was great, and being a mom is great. Jameson is amazing and I love him so much I can't explain it. I think every parent knows the love I am talking about. He is the most precious little boy. He is always smiling, doesn't meet a stranger, and makes me laugh daily. His little personality is stubborn yet hilarious. I am so glad I didn't take those pills that Saturday morning and I am so thankful and blessed that God gave me Jameson.
Jameson,
Thank you for being born. Thank you for making me so happy and filling my heart with indescribable love. Thank you for loving me and allowing me to take care of you. You are my sweet boy and nothing you ever do will make me stop loving you. I am yours forever! Thank you for your smiles and sweet heart. Thank you for reminding me how blessed I am to have a healty baby and family. Thank you for setting my priorities straight. I love the way you giggle, cry and fight. I love the way you reach up for me just wanting to be held. I love the way you look at me when you are mad. I love the way you smile at me when you are happy. I love the way you lose your breath when you get excited. You are perfect in every way. You are my baby and I love you so much. Happy Birthday!
Love,
Mommy