Incomplete.♥

.August 28, 2008 ♥

Heyz People!!
Teacher's Day is just tommorrow..
-Going back to Nyps tmr to meet the Ex-Pupils..
-Just hope there would be early dismissal..
-Sian think will Chem Lesson after dismissal lor..

Did Hm-Econ Practical on Monday..
-The food looked great,although it tasted really bad..
-Haha Jx my partner was super nervous and mixed up lots of things..
-Lucky I tried to patch everything up..
Haha this is our work:

Haha training was really fun today:)

-Guess today had to be the funnest training of the year..

-Everybody was on form today and the matches was super fun!!!

-I even thundered once at the net when playing sub-set:)

-Yay I'm so happy!!!

-Although I'm emo too..

Haix I don't want to talk bout' it here...

-Maybe I'll just leave some emo words ba...

Is it just me...or wad?

-Hope its not the way I think it is to be.....

Hope maybe one day we could go to somewhere else on this place where nobody else knows..just the 2 of us...

-Although I know It can't be true...

Love, @ 9:30 PM

.August 22, 2008 ♥

Hayz people..
-Quiz time..

Tagged by FIVE people..Haix

#1 The first person who tag/pass you is?
Er...Don't really know the order..But should be Yan Lun,Gloria,Hui Min,Jun Xiang then Henry.So to ensure fairness,I shall go by the order in anwering everybody..Hope ya don't mind:)

#2 Your relationship with him/her?

Yan Lun-Er..Quite Okay I should Say,considering the things that has happened recently..:)
Gloria-Hmmmm..Think Friends lor..For her I don't really know la xD
Hui Min-Hmmm..I know many of her secrets, so wad do you think?:)
Jun Xiang-Good Friends..He knows my things and I help him with his:)
Henry-I treat him good and bad sometimes..It depends on his mood..But mostly okay okay lor..

#3 Your five impressions of him/her?

Yan Lun
1)Wants lots of body muscles cos' he always wants to see mine xD
2)Great Runner:)
3)Good Person to Confide in..
4)Good Helper
5)Always Smses in Class..to who I dun nid say la..

Gloria
1)Studies Hard and Well
2)Very Emotional(Ky say one!!)..but I also agree la..
3)Also another one who Smses in Class..Haha right:)
4)Someone I had once Hurt before..
5)Someone who is now doing really well:)

Hui Min
1)A fat pig:)
2)Loves her pets guigui and Bacon..
3)Loves Playing hide and seek during recess..
4)Loves taking photos of herself..
5)Loves _:)

Jun Xiang
1)Hardworking
2)Brave Cos' of wad he did today..you know I really admire you for daring to do that:)
3)Owns in Badminton..
4)Gonna be one of the later-then-steads group le:)
5)Good Person to confide in..After all he does'nt help my secrets;)

Henry
1)Another Emotional Person
2)Tries his best and can do alot better..
3)A bit Strange and weird at times..But nvm la I also xD
4)Loves Cars+Girls
5)Jia You:)

#4 The most memorable thing he/she had done for you ?

Yl-Hmmm..Well it was something he has done to me,but is for someone else..To put it straight,he cleared up the mess I had created and now is living along with it..rite?:)

Gloria-Er she told me bout things bout' myself I really wanted to know some time ago..Thx Btw:)

Hui Min-Haha its all long gone in my stomach and is now a part of me alr:)Hmm she also gave me something small yet not so small xD

Jx-For Keeping my secrets and even helping me to deny to others:):):):)

Henry-Cheering me up and encouraging me before the Cross-Country run:)

#5 The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?

Yl-'So do you think its a good thing or bad thing?':)

Gloria-'You know..er I'm really embarrased ya..' or something like that..Wth I just realized that it sounds sick xD

Hui Min-'Uh so you know already ah?' and 'Are we even talking 'bout the same thing?':)

Jx-'So now what should I do?'

Henry-'Er..Thanks':)

#6 If he/she become your lover, you will ?

Yl-Migrate to Gay World.

Gloria-Get into Deep Shit..with Someone else:)

Hui Min-Give her something really great:)

Jx+Henry-A complete No-no okay cos they both have their girls and I have mine too xD

#7 If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be ?

Yl-His degree of Gayness:)

Gloria-I think I would be the one who would need to improve if it really happens..

Hui Min-Hmmm...Haha dunno..Maybe she can tell me some mushy things too xD

Jx+Henry-They would have to improve on their choice lor..

#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will ?
-Haha basically I won't really do anything,hmm maybe don't talk so much to them..But I won't do anything bad to them la..It depends..

#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ?
Yl-I steal his girl lor what else?
Gloria-Hmm..Think she should know ba..
Hui Min-Hmm..another tough question..er I dun her lor what else?
Jx-Er..If I suan him too much:)
Henry-Cos he do alot of bad things to me..

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Yl-Help him in his love life and exams..:)
Gloria-Help her with Mr.Potato:)
Hui Min-Think of how to do that thing..:)
Jun Xiang-Help him get his girl:)
Henry-Help him jia you:)

#11 Your overall impression of him/her is ?
-Pls read Question 3 cos' I v'lazy too.. :)

#12 How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
-I am very emo all the time..maybe well-balanced in studies,sports and love lor:)

#13 The characters you love of yourself are ?
-My Veiny Hands and Legs and my Sense of Humor..

#14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
-Saying things that hurt people.

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is?
-Er..Be myself lor:)

#16 For people that care and like you, say something to them ?
-Hmmm Thank You!!

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.Pass to people with blogs only.(Not in ranking)Since this is for me to know how others feel bout me, so i guess can pass to pple who did this quiz already right? :D

1.Kevin
2.Yan Lun
3.Jafie
4.Hui Min
5.Gloria
6.Kah Yong
7.Zheng Kai
8.Ping Cheong
9.Brenda
10.Kah Bing

#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-Kah Yong.He likes this girl I shall not say who..:)

#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
-Ping Cheong.I think you should know la, from his gay haircut and China-Face Haha..

#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Zheng Kai and Kah Bing Hahah cant imagine!!It would be a rather a Big-Butted affair and Samuel would kill Zheng Kai..

#21 What is no.2 studying about?
-How to make his girl happy:)

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-Hmmm..think got quite long ago..But not for someone close to me:)Bet their like smsing or chatting now lor..

#23 What kind of music band does no.8 like?
-Ping Cheong.Think some china band ba..or Second Serenade cos he likes their 'Fall For you'..

#24 Does no.1 have any siblings?
Kevin.He has a sister and will soon have a wife too:)

#25 Will you woo no.3?
-Hmm.Maybe but Someone is sure gonna kill me..If I wanted to do so I would have done so long ago..

#26 How about no.7?
-Haha I think rather not..I don't want to get body-slammed or something..

#27 Is no.4 single?
-Haha think not:)

#28 What is the surname of no.5?
-Gloria.Neo.

#29 What's the hobby of no.10?
-Er..Thinking of Samuel lor:)

#30 Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
-Gloria+Brenda.
Gloria thinks all Md girls don't really like her but Brenda says she is fine with her i think..

#31 Where is no.2 studying at?
-Yan Lun.Er..My School lor..

#32 Talk something casually about no.1.
-He is quite high recently cos' of some things haha..

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-Kah Yong.Haha no la I'm a loyal person:)

#34 Where does no.9 live at?
-Hmm...Somewhere In Bedok I think..

#35 What colour does no.4 like ?
Hmmm..White,Pink and Red:)

#36 Are no.1 and 5 best friends?
Haha there're okay la..Kevin told Gloria some secret but somehow it got all over the place..

#37 Does no.1 have any pets?
Er..No I think..Haha he has Fifi lor Hahhahahaha..I think only he knows what I mean..

#38 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-Haha maybe his Butt is his most appealing feature:)

#39 What is no. 6 doing now?
-Hmmm..Maybe mugging or doing homework:)

-Haix..Finally done with this mum quiz..
-Sian think I screwed up Bio test today la...
-Was quite emo today cos' of some things...Nvm...

-You Came.
-In time.

Love, @ 8:42 PM

.August 20, 2008 ♥

Hey people..
-This week has been quite a busy one...
Still Have Geo and Bio test tmr and on Friday..
Sian.....Later still got to go mug..
-Will do all the quizzes on Friday when I post again okay:)

-Looking at wad everybody's doing makes me feel so..
-Is it that I don't bother at all,or that I'm doing it next time?
..
-Concentrating now almost seems impossible..when you know someone else is telling you what to do in school..
-Yet they don't say it.
..
-Too busy?Too free almost you're like waiting for it?
-I don't think so.
-You don't know the feeling cos' you don't see it flat in your eyes everyday.
-Well....
-At least I'm the one getting all these..

So what am I supposed to do?
-I can't keep it inside forever you know.
Do you ever mind but not say it?Or you're thinking that I would mind if you took the first step?
-Well..if you know what I mean..I don't okay.
-I won't ever mind what you do..other than..
...

-The class' in a whole different feeling now.
-I can't exactly say that I'm doing the best..
-Though everybody thinks so..
-They come and go.
-Yet they never stay for long.
-Relationships..Haix..

-Nowadays I don't know why..
-I keep thinking bout' how the future would be like..
-Checked the Calender for that date..
-I don't know whether to smile or to laugh..

-Think it's time we talked..
....

Was just wondering..
-Where was ya when I needed you most?
-Its not your fault really..
-It's just..
me.

其实我比谁都要懦弱..

Emo time's over.

Time to mug now...

Love, @ 7:21 PM

.August 15, 2008 ♥

Heyz People...
-Haix week 8 is like already gone in a flash..
-Only 2 more weeks till end of term 3...
-Ah..
-The pressure is catching up with me...

-Chinese lessons are now very slack...
-Everytime read read thing,watch some Beijing Olympic stuff and thats practically all...
-Everybody seems to be very sian and tired every lesson....Especially during the periods after recess...
-Dunno wad is happening...

Now trainings are only on Tuesdays and Thursdays cos of exams coming...
-No more mixed training for now..
-Well at least its all gonna go back to normal after EOY...
-Trainings are all very much the same,really..
-Da Dui-ed alot this week as Subset..
-Yay I can finally set good balls le:)
-Jumping is quite ok ba...Haha my whole left hand can reach the ceiling outside our classroom..Then me and Kevin were like jumping around today..

-Poned half of thursday training cos' we wanted to watch the netball matches..
-Played some soccer with JT and HM people..
-Lol then when we went for training there were like no sec 3s..
-Only me,yl and ky were there..
-But they all came later anyway..

Today
Was supposed to have Chinese and English test but only did chinese in the end..
-Hope to at least get 75 or above for Chinese:)
-And I think the Sick disease is coming back to our class again...
-First is Bing Xin.
-Then is me..
-Some people around me also like gonna get sick too....
-Haix dunno why today everybody like so tired after Second period..
-Everybody was like wanna die liddat..
-Haix..I somehow made it pass today with my combination of flu, fever and throat infection..
-Then came the Basketball match inter-class with FG..
-Got owned super badly..
-But seriously they really v.good la..
-Their tricks and passing was godly..
-Haha I score two points for MD:)Haha think It was our first two points..
-Later the Basketball girls helped our class to play..lol..
-I think I played quite ok ba..
-My dribbling was quite okay I think...
Except for my through balls..
-They all missed badly..Most just bounced out..:x
-But Nvm...It had been a really long time since I ever really played Basketball anyway...

-Went to see doctor just now....
-Got some medicine and quite some tablets..
-Haha looks like this weekend is gonna be quite a relaxing one....
-Although there is Bio,Eng and Geo test next week....

I'd rather I was the one with all this..
-So you won't even need to put up with it..
-So what are we now?
-I really don't know...

-Looks like both of us are down...
-Must get well together ah:)
Love you.

Love, @ 9:27 PM

.August 11, 2008 ♥

Heyz Posting really short today..
-Think I have lots of tests this week..Sian must start to work hard already..
-Thought bout' lots of things this week, and knew lots of things this week..
-Realized many things too.....

.............................

-Don't really know why..
-Today seems really boring..

-When she told me that,I almost broke to tears..
-I never realized what I was doing, and what I had ever done.

-I just realized how lucky I was.
How fortunate we were.
-When I looked at them,then I took a look at us..
...
-I won't do anything to hurt you anymore.
Serious.

Love, @ 8:41 PM

.August 09, 2008 ♥

Heyzz People!!I back here again posting!!
-Think got lots of photos to post todaeee:)
-Haha dunno why I like a bit high now..
-Maybe its cos I slept till super late todaeee:o

Haha..

08/08/08
8th August 08

-Haha did'nt wake up late although I thought I would..
-Cos' of some things that happened the night before..
-Did'nt really had a good sleep..
-Think I slept at 1plus...
-My stomach felt funny and my head was'nt very clear..
-Luckily ya smsed me..if not I don't think I would have even felt better:)

-Mum fetched me there...
-Fooled around and enjoyed the morning seaside scene:)
-But sadly could not go to the jetty or the beach cos' the teachers did'nt let us..

Assembled..
-Listen to some teachers talkin' bout' some Singapore things..
-Haha everybody expected Mr Loh to give a super long speech..
-But it like ended in less in 5 minutes..
Lol..

So we were like warming up for the big race..
-Ate a bar of Kit Kat given from someone special...
-Destroyed my hunger pangs for a while....
-Yan Lun and me was like telling everybody to help us stretch..
-Although some people like Justin were like aiming for our *****
Haha..

So..the ran came...
-Hoped to stay in the top 10 cos' of lots of good runners this year..
-Haha think I was the only one who wore earphones during the run...
-It was really tough to keep on jogging okay...
-Dunno why this year I took more notice of the course and the surroundings..
-Haha at least there was quite a lot of shade and alot of trees for oxygen:)
Halfway there..Sipped some cold water and splashed the rest on my chest..
-Haha I was like re-energized totally:)
-But later got some chest pains cos' I tot the finish line was just in front when it was not...
-And I wasted alot of my Chionging' strength:(
-Met Yan Lun running jogging alone not like last year when he was surrounded by lots of other people....
-Caught up with him and told him to Jia You...
-But he had asthma attack then cannot jog already...
-So I went past him and saw only the Ming Zhe from Ly and Gao Han...
-Lol then I tot I was like 3rd lor...
Haha then run run run...chest got super pain at the last part...
-But I see the Jetty so near then i dun care anymore le....
-Lol got 4th like last year cos' the first guy was actually the Tad from Bn...
-Wth I never even see him in the whole race lor...
-Ssooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fast...

-But Never mind..
-Still Maintained despite all the good runners this year:)
Some Places from some of our class people..
Guys:

5th-Yan Lun
27th-Eugene
37th-Bing Xin
40th-Kevin
49th-Henry
52th-Zhi Han

Girls:
3rd-Yue Ying
5th-Brenda
7th-Xin Ying

Good Job people!!!:):):)
-Haha Girls got 1st for group running while the guys got 3rd yay:)
-Sian lor..
-Cos the 3rd individual runners can get this Beijing Olympics doll..
-Then cannot give ya:(
-But never mind la:)
-Wat's important is not the gift anyway:)

-Got thrown with water bags by Justin and Kenneth for getting top ten as a 'reward'..
-Yan Lun was spared cos' he never bring extra clothes..
-Haha Pc recorded everything in his phone..
-Mum my butt got wet..
But lucky underwear never haha I never bring extra underwear leh:)

-Changed and took taxi to Tm with the rest and Zhi Han and Pc..
-Wth the Cabbie was like super sick..
-Haha he even said I was a gay!!
-But of course I never angry Haha:)

-Ate at food court cos' Macs too full le..
-Went to play lan while Yan Lun did some things first..
-Sian lor..
-The coms I use all spoil spoil de...
Cannot play Cs de..
-So I ended up Surfing Blogs...

-Ate at Macs later..
-Got the Swimming Olympics cup..
-Lol I now have the Archery,Running and Swimming de..
-Played some arcade..Haha the table hockey very fun:)
-Lots of people played and lots of stupid things happened..

-Mrted home after that...
Some Pics to Share:

Yan Lun got a bit carried away..

Cherry Socks!

Justin holding the water bags ready to wet my butt:)

Yay!2 Trophies on one day!!

Zhi Han showing us his handsome face.

Haix this year is really a lovey-dovey year...

-Soo many people are liking,confessing,rejecting,giving things to each other....

-Haha it's not a good nor bad thing...

-Hope everybody can be with who they want to be with:)

-Although I know of some who can't alr..

-You know that you should.

-Yet you're not doing anything..

....

-Just wanted to tell you..

-Its now or never....

-Sorry I did'nt do exactly what you wanted...

-But at least its getting better...

-One year has passed just so quickly.....

-Wonder how would things be at the next Cross-Country...

............

Love, @ 2:56 PM

.August 06, 2008 ♥

Read Slowly...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would being my heart.Would I be in yours?
If you care about me as much as I care about you you will send this back.
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends.

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are,let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and ........... always will..
I care about YOU !!Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...
and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...

The past week was pretty much different..
-Now I really don't know what to do..

-Went to Batam over the weekend..
-Just mainly slacked at Holiday Inn:)
-Swam,Pooled,Cards,and Tved..
-Ferryed to and back..
-Cut hair till super short Haha..

-Lessons were all the same...
-Could not paint art properly although I drew quite well...
-Just had Physics test today...
-Alr made some mistakes la....

-Still have Chem test tmr..
-Later still have to study...

-Haix..
-Not really improving in Volleyball..
-Cant really jump high and hang in the air...
...................

Haix....
-Really in a delima now..
-Sorry I hate to emo..
-But some things jsut can't be controlled...

-You know I feel really guilty?
-Guilty cos' I don't have the courage to tell you what I want so much..
-I feel so bad when I see you struggling...
-I feel so useless why did'nt I trust myself..
-I feel so regretful why I did nothing but delay everything..
....................
-I'm so sorry.......
....................
-Everytime I see you look here I have this strange feeling rushing all over me...
-Yet all we do is just look and stare..
-I really feel like telling you everything..
-I don't want all this to continue..
-Seriously...
-I know you feel the same way..
-I know you feel the same way about me...
-But..................
-Maybe you'll be here to see all this, maybe not...
-Maybe you don't even like me at all..
But this time, I'm really gonna trust my feelings...

-I first felt so great, so happy, yet sad and guilty..
-Why I did'nt go to you..
-Why I did'nt even tell you I did..
...................

Now everything is clogging up my head..
-And I can't think Straight...
-It really hurts when I see you liddat..
-It really hurts when you bottle up everything inside...
-it really hurts when we meet in the eye..

-It was so hard to fall into love..
-And now I'm stuck at both ends..
-Stuck at everything..

............................

I really don't understand myself..
-Why do I do things I hate so much...
-Why I make the people around me so disappointed...
-Why do I say those things...
.......
-I'm not asking for you all to forgive me..
-I'm not asking for anything...
........

Now I still can't forget the two of you...
-Would'nt it have been better if humans had no emotions at all?
-Then there would'nt even be any love...

Love, @ 7:23 PM