Hey ppl back!But this is not going to be an emo session..oh wells im here cos ive been having problems sleeping every sunday night, so im gonna sleep later today..nows alr 12 plus but i took a nap just now..so should be okay..
Week 10 of term 2 starts today!!Aw yea after that going hong kong for 2 weeks:) Then can slack and catch up with peg and davy!!Man rly sometimes i wish that i can stay there longer and know my relatives better..
Anyway last post talked about sh and he came for his 2nd session on sat. But before that he went back cc for morning trainings to get his overdued jacket back. Haha turns out now the guys have alumnis like joseph and don chew back to play matches with the sec3s..haha abit like our own time..they want us to come back more often so can help train sec 3s..haha oh wells perfect man..im like imaginating saturdays like morning go cc then after that vteam..whole day vball...wa too bad i cant do that until im back from hk cos i gt sentosa competition for the weekend..anyway the part where we went to hand in the form was epic. its like we stopped outside pei chun pri, then walk walk to community centre ask where vas is, then end up walking back to pc cos the office is like in one small corner in their hall..like wtf lucky we got go in walk if nt wun even see...anyway over there the woman was nice enough to let us see all the forms from other ppl..haha epic no jh or kingsley or whatever..but got last year 4th seeded team..a team with 2 180+, one 180 and 150+..epic..with names like what ..pikachu is godlike 123?? Like wth..well me and yl's name is epic and our initials is SOS..Haha not bad right..well tim and kevin's team name is kevin..damn kp cos he nvr go with us hand in form..
Anyway most of our competitors from anderson, victoria and dunman, so we stand a chance cos we nvr see any big names..but the net will rly be freaking high at 2.43 on sand..wl sand hard to run jump then spike cos lots of momentum is lost on sand..so my jumping rly weak..i have to resort to kp balls and fangs everywhere..while yl can spike more balls down and kp with his unpredictabilty. Haah even i dunno what he is doing sometimes..but oh wells..i just aim to play my best while he wants to get in semis..haix well depends on our grping..hope we dont get to play with tim kev cos it may get damn kp and ugly..but i believe our team can tank that..yea hope we can do well!!Needs a miracle haha!!
Anyway last vteam session on sat was esp inspiring for me..cos we played well with full team and we were like leading 10 pts at one instance..and thats fking gay for a team that gets owned by alumnis and b boys...tim kev outside, me yl centre, sh setter and ky ss. Lolol now i can play anywhere on the court alr...sec 1-1 outside,sec 3-4 setting and now centre..with advice from the frog and danny as well as other pros, now i can block more decently..though spiking from centre is damn weird..and is like when i tank at the back..i can like take lots of balls..is like predict predict then wa to the hands..feels rly good when the ball lands right where u xpect..that was hw we managed to tank all the spikes and we them in long rallies..got one point i even kick over from a crazy angle..and sh caused the purple washington guy to hit the ball over to the swimming pool..haha first time this kind of thing at vteam..epic..but oh wells i think my tanking now nt bad esp when its come to prediction..hope it can help me this sat at the beach...
man rly love my vball team,vteam and cc vballers..its like go sch emo over this and that..then meet up with them and destress...quite ironic i feel much closer to cc ppl even though im in hc most of the time..oh well but thats what happens when jc never stops for anyone..
"Im continuing on down this road,even if it means losing myself" :)
Love, @ 12:04 AM
.May 12, 2011 ♥
Man its 1.30am and i got a econs test tmr..but oh wells,just what the fag..
Good times pass really quickly. Looking back at my past archives, i cant help but feel sentimental about many things that i have not cherished as much in the past.Not that its my fault, but its just..much better than school life now.
I'm not saying Hc sucks, its just that..now coping with the elitist atmosphere is really stressful, and lectures tutorials start to distance themselves away from me..I no longer feel confident on any subject anymore, cos it always catching up,catching up. I think about the kpkb times in cc where things were much more slack(though MD was mug) and funer with vballers. Talking about them, now the team tries to meet up once a week to play with vteam.Haha well tim,ky and yl are still pursuing vball, for me i got no choice. Anyway there are some really experienced pros and top quality players there. What i like about them is that they focus aloot on skill and smartness, and more often than not we will get owned by their tricks. But well its a fun experience and really helps me destress alot alot nowadays.. Todays was a div final vball between HC and Aj. Met up with yl and sh there, which was a quite epic since sh wanted to rejoin vball too. HC owned in 3 sets, though i prefer AJ's style of playing:skill and tank. Got some vids but too late alr to post, gotta sleep soon. After that went Po he to catch up. He's still the same usual self, wanting to play more to improve his chance in aj. Me and yl was thinking of telling him come vteam and it like the whole team would be playing together again epic..haha but must see first. CC vball is rly very memorable. Too bad i feel HC vball wont be as memorable for me. Miss those times i was the only one thundering.Miss times evrything i did seemed to work out. Going to this sch of high achievers is really pushing me..too hard. I tries to keep up past few weeks, and with so many holidays the sch days are so short, but despite all this i still feel like shit. Really feel like giving up and do what i like and what i want. Even a worm would turn. Everyone says subjects can be catched up during holidays. But like i cant even imagine myself studying then..But whats worse would be retaining..cos i really wanna stop tanking all this shit in 1 half more year... What i realised about jc life is that it robs ppl of their happiness and freedom. Lots of ppl in jc have became much more shag. U can see it in their faces and eyes. Sometimes i also dunno whats pushing me to go sch the very next day. Life seems so dull.After jc ns,more shit.After ns uni,back to mugging.Even more shit. After that, work?!WTF man i think working is rly the worse, lots of politics and stuff. I dun even know what i want. I rly got to think about this properly. Cant make the same mistake anymore. I got selected to go taiwan immersion during year end. And a buddy would be staying with me during july period for 2 weeks. Well at least thats something to look forward to..haix..memories are priceless.Everyday feels like a heavy chore. Sometimes i hate the fact that i can bottle everything up inside so well..ccb man. Man this is just one of my bad days. Well it just got better.I go saboed for combined sports meet.200 and 100m relay. Seriuosly gg.Last time i sprinted was when i was chasing the bus last week. Fk everything man. And why must I be so hum ji? Seems like after that incident, its quite hard to let anyone else in. Though I'll still try. Hope its not a case of toad and flower.
