My poor Toki has passed away.
Don't ask me why.. I seriously donno..

I was so excited to go home with my iPad that day,
And when I reach home Lou gong tell me that Toki fell just now.
I was shocked seeing him lying in the cage.
He never act so, he's to active to lye down steel.
Not even when he broke his leg..

After 10 mins, I felt no heart beat on him..
His eyes are dead,
And no more reaction even we touches him..

ThAt's he left us.
I and Jerry couldn't react at all,
Just squad there and remain silent.

Tear drops from my eyes,
And I couldn't stop myself.
Although it's just a few months we've been together,
But he's a family of us,
'someone. I hug and pampered everyday..
He left us without any alarm,
He just left..with unknown reason.
What I guess is just he jump and fell,
Then maybe he break his rib bone and cause inner injury..
I don't know..
He just left.

Farewell my son, mama love you.
You will always in my heart.
I really love you.

我真的很努力，很努力地，
想要修补我们之间的感情。

也许你觉得，
我们并没有问题。
可是事情不是那样的。
我们之间最大的问题，
就是你完全察觉不到问题。

怎么办？
怎么让你知道。
你让我很生气，很懊恼，
你知道吗？

不要一直告诉我你头痛可以吗？
是我们出去让你头痛，
还是我闷着你了，让你头晕？

你说你头痛，头晕，
我不是买药给你了吗？
你又不吃。
你又发现你每次和我出去都头痛吗？

你可以说我无理取闹，
说我不会体谅你，
可是你到底懂不懂，
我真的很讨厌你把你的不悦，
全部表现在你脸上？

我要的约会不是那样的，
我们应该很开心的，
可是每次都不欢而散，
你到底知道的吗！！！！

我觉得我们沟通上出了很大问题，
真的很大。
为什么你要在我们难得整天的约会那样？
我真的搞不懂你。

我真的有付出努力了，
可是你又让我原地踏步。
这样下去，我们很快就完了。