these are my new year resolutions:

1. i will control on my food intake to slim down.
2. i will not fall in love this year.
3. i will not be distracted from my school work.
4. i will get into Guildhall no matter how slim the chance seem to be.
5. i will stop slouching.
6. i will meet deadlines as early as possible.
7. i will sleep on weekday nights before 12mn.
8. i will minimise money, internet and handphone usage to the best of my ability.
9. i will learn a new word or read an article everyday.
10. i will continue to love my family and friends.

happy 2004!

yesterday went on smoothly for christina the busy lazy bee. she met chuyue at 1050am to go kboxing at marine parade and nirby turned up 2 hours later. although the kboxing time could be extended, the busy lazy bee had to leave to meet her ex-tuition friend sheena, who was working at tanjong pagar, at 1430pm. however she was late and reached at 1450pm instead. sheena and the lazy bee had a nice lunch at the maxwell hawker centre. soon it was time to leave so the lazy bee went to somerset to meet ian the idiot at 1600pm. unfortunately, she took the wrong train direction as she was too busy playing with space impact on her handphone. in the end, she reached somerset at 1620pm. they went to annex to play bishibashi and time crisis. they also went to cineleisure to play metal slug. at 1800pm, both of them have to leave so they parted at cityhall mrt. the lazy bee was too early to meet G3 at 1845pm hence she took some time to go to the HMV at suntec to listen to some music. she found the songs "if you come to me" by atomic kitten and "powerless" by nelly furtado and "not gonna get us" by TATU extremely nice as the music arrangement was 5 star. soon G2 arrived and they decided to have their dinner in kenny rogers and they bumped into amanda zhang. G1 arrived and joined us very shortly and after around one hour of dinner and gossiping, G4 left and walked around suntec and bought some stuff and they parted for home.

friday: went with chu to watch scary movie3. the initial plan was to watch school of rock but apparently we saw the WRONG timing. 12.20pm actually turned out to be A.M instead. so from cine we walked to lido and saw another unearthly timing there and we decided to watch scary movie despite the both of us not having watched the first 2 parts.
hows the show? one word. JOKES!
it was so funny i fell down laughing at one point (i shall not do further elaboration on which part) till i couldnt breathe. thank God they stopped the jokes for a while cos i may have died. but its really short. 85mins. but for comedy buffs, its really worth it, HAHAHA.

saturday: sajc's 02A21 post christmas outing at racheal's home... i cant stop feeling guilty that i gave a cheapo present. but... oh well hahaha. anyway everyone's still the same... and i ate till i swear my waist has grown (yet again).

ive kinda got my resolutions up somewhere in my brain but i tink it'll be nicer if i write down on jan 1st 2004 instead.
so yep... lets see wads my plans for the coming days...

1. tml kboxing with chu and co. 11-2pm
2. meet sheena at tanjong pagar for lunch (i tink)
3.huiguan gang for steamboat at marina!

so little time, so many things to do.

hohoho!
merry merry christmas to everyone...

thank you God for giving us this day to celebrate life with our family and friends.

may You bless good health and love on my family, no matter how much i had ignored them, shunned them, loved them, treasured and cherished them.

may You bless more faith, love and sincerity on my friends, those whom ive cried, laughed, got upset, loved and touched each other with.

may You bless most love on those whom ive hated, bless them by shining Your light on them, guiding me and them to be better people.

may You bless better eyesight on anyone who happens to be reading my blog now.

God bless.

finally found some time, strength, and a computer to blog...

back frm gu tian le's chalet! yes yes ama im sure u wanna hear all abt it?
i got there at ard almost 9pm... yes and im shocked to see only 5guys in the room... then theres me and chuyue...
if im not wrong, the guys' names were gu tian le (now known as GTL), ivan (wif wonderous huge eyes, i tot he was jiarui at first sight), jabriel (HAHAHA hes a huge joker), hu bo (i tink he's GTL's classmate), jianwei (one cool guy with marvellous hair) and me and chu. as ive told chu, i thought i just stepped into a shuai ge paradise.

theres nothing much except that we kept playing daidee, uno, fruits, xbox, and GTL had some pizzas and his fave pizza hut drumlets delivered here and guess wad did i eat? one drumlet.

the whole night was somehow like this:

-GTL will not call my name (dunno for wad reason) and he'll swing his hands at my face to get my attention when he wants to tell me something.
-jabriel will stop at nothing to laugh/sing at the top of his lungs, and will sing on top of his lungs together with the GATSBY advertisement. he'll go "GATSBY! GATSBY!" whenever he wins a card game.
-the others bought and drank hooch while i was the only sober person there.
-i played NBA 2003 and won BOTH jabriel and ivan HAHAHA. take note i used orlando magic while they 2 used LA lakers. both of them are SORE LOSERS HAHAHA.
-played team wif jianwei in the vampire game. died after a long fight.
-constance and jasmine arrived. i sian 1/2. chu sian 3/2.
-we used constance's cosmetics to draw on each other when they lost a game.
-i grimace everytime ivan and jasmine has physical contact.
-its around 2am... and the girls are going home. so is jianwei and jabriel.
-ivan wears my roxy hat. he asks "issit ok?" i am more than happy.
-me, GTL, ivan and hubo walk all the way to fisherman's village.
-we play with all the stuff there. my butt gets stuck on one of the slides.
-i get stuck again on the ride where u grab the rope that swings to the other side.
-GTL tries to hold on to the ride so i can get down.
-GTL almost falls. look at MY size and HIS size.
-we walk back to fisherman's village, ivan and GTL joins in a pool game with some ah bengs.
-we sit there till 6am.
-GTL sits beside me. ama: where were u.
-still playing pool. ivan is GOOD! GTL is VERY GOOD!
-we go back to chalet (AT LAST)
-we stop at the kopitiam for breakfast.
-GTL says "this girl ah. falling asleep already."
-i stare at GTL eating right in front of me and muffles a laugh thinking how much ama would like to be in my shoes.
-ivan removes my hat and puts it on my head. i felt like fainting.
-we return back to the room. i clear the room a little here and there. ivan already lands himself on the bed PEMERNANTLY.
-i take a wonderful bath. WRETCHED HEATER SPOILT.
-GTL wakes up and marvels as i play xbox.
-i sleep, GTL right BESIDE me. ama: u shld haf come. really.
-we wake and pack up to go. GTL's middle name is samaritian. he clears up the room before leaving. me and ivan whines.
-we check out.
-we walk like crazy to get a cab.
-no cab.
-cab comes. i felt like crying upon realising this may be the last time i see ivan. damn.
-HOME!

ok... the ah peh has taken the monitor away and in case u are wondering how the hell im able to type is because i have ESP.

nah. im using my sis's laptop.

its been a busy week! but it was great *smiles* saw a couple of stuff around here and there...

thursday:

kinki kids- G album, 24/7
was supposed to meet ian, who was AN HOUR LATE hahaha... hence while waiting i dropped by hereen's HMV and saw kinki kids' 7th album.
bonnie butterfly is my fave song out of the whole album, its very kinki kids-ish. however the rest of the songs are along the same beat, rhythm and style... so it got quite monotonous...

chitose hajime new album, title unknown
if you are about to die and only have money for one album, its gotta be this one. chitose hajime is the voice of japan. i had to press "next track" quickly to scan through the whole album in case i get hooked onto the song. best song in the album is itsuka kaze ni naru hi! best album i rated next to deep river by utada hikaru.

jeux d'enfants (love me if you dare)
yet another marvellous french film... cos it was NC-16 some stuff in the film are kinda morally questionable... so yah. but it was really beautiful and with splashes of jokes which at the same time draws the "awwww"ism in you. but it was sadistically sweet when the both of them apparently buried themselves in cement. ian and i both agreed that they died, though towards the end they were featured OLD.

metal slug- arcade game
according to ian metal slug is a fairly old game but its seriously addictive hahaha... its cute and easy to nagivate. wads best the players dont die so easily until they come to the boss stage. if any of you chance upon this game the next time step into an arcade, play it!

friday:

kbox at dhoby ghaut
was with the gang (me, michelle, caryn, mervin, edward, and some other guys)
the person in charge was pure shit. never go there. bad service! hahaha... actually it was partly our fault cos we sang till our hearts desire, not really our hearts desires but not bad. until the person came barging in and chasing us out. oh man were we PISSED! hahaha...

bishi bashi and time crisis at hereen's annex
hahaha great game once you have enough tokens and haf a great partner (mine was mich!) and good shooting skills (new style adopted from ian) i swear we'll play that again next time mich! (apart frm bishi bashi)

saturday:

back to school
to clear my lockers and to borrow some SAT books... no one was free to come with me and i resorted to asking my MOM to accompany me! oh man... cleared mine and xp's stuff... and went up stairs to the library to get some SAT books...
apparently i was the only one there excluding the gay librarian. borrowed 8 books... so believe it, my package back home was definitely close to 10kg.
not bad though. i had a bowl of tom yam that kept me going all the way back home.

scent of the night with abigail sin
wad can i say? she's good. but its kinda irritating to see some kids not watching the performance and running here and there while she, prob of the same age, plays the piano like crazy.

my monitor is PINK. so gonna send it for repairs tml... wont be using a comp for the coming week!!!
*plays moonlight sonanta in the background* sobxxxx.... take cares all...

lynn sent me this wonderful email... thought i shld share this story with everyone...

Wemmicks People- Max Lucado

The Wemmicks were small wooden people. Each of the wooden people was carved by a woodworker named Eli. His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village.

Every Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes. Some were tall and others were short. Some wore hats, others wore coats. But all were made by the same carver and all lived in the village.

And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the same thing: They gave each other stickers. Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of gray dot stickers. Up and down the streets all over the city, people could be seen sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones, those with smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars. But if the wood was rough or the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots. The talented ones got stars, too. Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall boxes. Still others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs. Everyone gave them stars.

Some Wemmicks had stars all over them! Every time they got a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another star.

Others, though, could do little. They got dots. Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell. And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots. Sometimes when he fell, it would scar his wood, so the people would give him more dots.

He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the Wemmicks would give him more dots. After a while he had so many dots that he didn't want to go outside. He was afriad he would do something dumb such as forget his hat or step in the water, and then people would give him another dot.

In fact, he had so many gray dots that some people would come up and give him one without reason. "He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another. "He's not a good wooden person." After a while Punchinello believed them. "I'm not a good wemmick," he would say. The few times he went outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had a lot of dots. He felt better around them.

One day he met a Wemmick who was unlike any he'd ever met. She had no dots or stars. She was just wooden. Her name was Lucia. It wasn't that people didn't try to give her stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick. Some admired Lucia for having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star. But it would fall off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a dot. But it wouldn't stay either.

'That's the way I want to be, thought Punchinello. 'I don't want anyone's marks.' So he asked the stickerless Wemmick how she did it.

"It's easy," Lucia replied. "every day I go see Eli."

"Eli?"

"Yes, Eli. The woodcarver. I sit in the workshop with him."

"Why?"

"Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's there." And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away.

"But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out. Lucia didn't hear. So Punchinello went home. He sat near a window and watched the wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots.

"It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he resolved to go see Eli. He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into the big shop. His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top of the workbench. A hammer was as long as his arm. Punchinello swallowed hard. "I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave.

Then he heard his name.

"Punchinello?" The voice was deep and strong.

Punchinello stopped.

"Punchinello! How good to see you. Come and let me have a look at you."

Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman. "You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.

"Of course I do. I made you."

Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench.

"Hmm," the maker spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the gray circles. "Looks like you've been given some bad marks."

"I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried hard."

"Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me, child. I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."

"You don't?"

"No, and you shouldn't either. Who are they to give stars or dots? They're Wemmicks just like you. What they think doesn't matter, Punchinello. All that matters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"

Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders, and spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."

Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this--much less his maker. He didn't know what to say.

"Every day I've been hoping you'd come," Eli explained.

"I came because I met someone who had no marks."

"I know. She told me about you."

"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"

"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?"

"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust my love, the less you care about the stickers."

"I'm not sure I understand."

"You will, but it will take time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care."

Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.

"Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door. "You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."

Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, "I think he really means it."

And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.

it seems like theres nothing much to look forward to nowadays... suz and hyu got a job (that they didnt tel me abt!) and grace got a job in kino at taka, and im sure many others will start getting jobs before christmas.

me, yingshan, shiwei, tianying, and kat (they are my bi-zillion years old classmates frm crescent) are planning to go out on an outing. but till now i havent heard a single news abt where and when to meet and what to do.

while the rest are bored to death abt not having much stuff to do, im bothered by the piles of stuff i ought to do. its really NOT fun having an extra year. i cant wait for school to start but i hate the feeling of getting up in the wee hours and travelling down to boring old tj in the disgusting school uniform. it really sucks.

to keep myself occupied, ive chosen a piece to learn before christmas. "Come, O ye faithful" is what ive chosen but apparently under the watchful eyes of my brother, im under severe stress with every mistake i make.
remembered i havent read the 5th harry potter book. so calling all who have the book: DO KINDLY LEND IT TO ME I PROMISE I WILL RETURN ASAP!!!"

actually i feel seriously lost. i dont feel like doing anything, yet i wish i have something to do. does anyone understand what i mean?

MY FEELINGS
well overall im sorry to say this but i dont really have the same feeling of relief like the others... well, for one, i din take my As. that should have been one major factor. and that was why i couldnt really enjoy grad like the others. but it was really great fun taking photos while looking at your, er... almost best. (i shld leave room for improvement)

FRIENDS
it was also kinda do or die thing, as i finally brushed off worries to ask pple ive never talked to in real life to take photos. i dunno but i still felt kinda awkward, but what the hell. i still enjoyed myself. and its wonderful to see ugly ducklings turn into swans, and frog princes restored to their original form.

FOOD
the food was indescribeable. i shall not go on any further.

ROOM
ritz hotel was not bad at all! but it costed quite a bomb. $305. but it came wif complimentary movie tickets. thank God desmond dint press the button for confirmation to pay to screen an R(A) movie in the room.
i could haf enjoyed a bubble bath but i felt too insecure cos there wasnt any lock in the toilet, and the blinds were down in the toilet i couldnt enjoy a good view while bathing.

2nd dec-grad nite ball part 2

7.30pm: we are at the bottom level.
7.31pm: we gaze at pple we hate, like and dont recognise.
7.32pm: i take off on a phototaking spree.
7.33pm: sueann hands us our pass.
7.35pm: i gawp at shuang K, mojo jojo and etc.
7.40pm: i choke on the sight of a walking blue christmas tree.
7.41pm: i called suz. she xp and hyu were still at bugis.
7.50pm: G3 call. i try hard to nagivate them towards me.
7.51pm: i see MSF.
7.52pm: i step into the water while staring and drench my skirt.
7.53pm: G3 arrives.
7.54pm: i take photos wif all my known friends, and stone, kok head, gu tian le, yonghao, and nirby!
7.55pm: i want to bash gu tian le's face. but it already looks bashed.
8pm: we sign up at the counter.
8.05pm: we enter the ballroom.
8.06pm: i sit wif G3, janet, mandy, shuh tien, yy, aaron, and van.
8.07pm: i stare blatantly at MSF.
8.08pm: MSF notices and notifies his friends, who all turned to stare at me.
8.10pm: we take somemore photos.
8.20pm: shitty emcee sucks big time.
8.25pm: i wait impatiently for the food.
8.30pm: i died waiting for food.
8.45pm: got revived by suz.
9pm: food arrives. i gratefully partake.
9.10pm: somemore food, photos, jokes, and shitty emcee.
10pm: steph arrives with wonderful songs.
11pm: i go toilet. found beautiful velvet sofas in it.
11.15pm: mr and miss college. gu tien le and mojo jojo got nominated.
11.30pm: me ama and debs watches gu tian le while class took class photo without us.
11.35pm: i got agitated.

3rd dec- grad nite ball part 3/post grad nite

12mn: we take photos in the toilet on the sofa.
12.05am: i plucked up enough courage to ask shuang K for a photo at the piano.
12.06am: i jumped in ultimate joy.
12.30am: took ama out of the ballroom and waited for ian to take photos.
12.40am: nirby takes photo with me again!
12.46am: finally got ian and amanda to be present at the same time.
12.47am: ian amanda and me take photos.
12.55am: wandered around with F3.
1am: took foto wif josh.
1.03am: chris gave me a withering flower.
1.05am: F3 and me sit down at sofa.
1.15am: G3 comes and we try take more fotos.
1.25am: me and G3 bid goodbye.
2am: we all get back to the room.
2.30am: we dump all our stuff in a mess.
2.40am: me russ and aaron go to 7-11 to buy batt for cameras.
2.50am: we go back to room.
2.51am: i see the tray of soon kuey and fruits still there.
3am: me, shifu, amandaZ, and russ go downstairs to haf some more photos.
3.05am: shifu gets stuck on the 17th floor wif a drunkard.
3.50am: shifu realised he can go downstairs without the card afterall.
4am: the gang consisting of me, amaZ, ron, des, russ, shifu, hubby, nic, kin, siti and her bf start off to esplanade.
4.10am: me sueann and shifu return to the room to change to more comfy clothes.
4.20am: we found the rest sitting like squatter settlement/blangahs.
4.21am: des leaves for the room first. he's sick.
4.25am: i found my camera cover missing.
4.30am: we take photos and told ghost stories.
4.50am: i got chilled by the stories. i called shikin scardy cat.
5am: we go back to room.
5.01am: im deeply disturbed abt my missing camera cover.
5.10am: reached room.
5.20am: called hotel management to bring us more towels and pillows.
5.30am: we prepare to sleep, des on the couch, the rest of the guys plus seuann and amaZ on the floor wif the blanket and the rest on the bed. nic anne bathing.
5.31am: aaron and russ discuss ways to enter the toilet to peep with an excuse.
5.45am: nic anne comes out of bath and we snuggle in bed.
5.55am: i see the tray of soon kuey and fruits still there, made mental note to call the extension first thing in the morning.
6am: aaron and russ still cracking jokes. i was too busy laughing i cant sleep.
6.15am: i fell asleep.
8.40am: i woke up and found shifu leaving room.
8.45am: i bathed in the tub.
9.10am: des woke up.
9.11am: i take foto of him pinching the sleeping sueann.
9.20am: we started making everyone else wake up.
10am: nic anne and sueann go down for complimentary breakfast.
10.05am: we clean up and pack up.
11am: sueann and nic returns with some pastries and we gobble them while watching whose line issit anyway on cable.
11.35am: we search for sueann's missing flim with one of the exposure containing her and SOMEBODY.
11.45am: couldnt find.
11.50am: i see the tray of soon kuey and fruits still there.
12noon: we check out.

ok. off for dinner...

yes i know, i know. the rest of the world out there haf probably scribbled all abt grad nite a few days ago. and im going to do just that but its gonna be a real summarised thingy. pardon me but im lazy and haf a bad sense of time. (yes that explains why im always late for sch)

2nd dec-grad nite ball part 1

10am: woke up, slacked.
11am: quick shower.
12.30pm: out from quick shower.
1pm: i confirm wif sueann and co. abt hotel admin thingy.
2pm: sister reluctantly switches off comp to help me wif make up.
2.10pm: sister starts wif the mascara.
2.30pm: half of my eyelashes are out, mascara still not put on properly.
2.31pm: mom come barges in after onlooking for half an hour.
2.45pm: kokhead called and offered to take cab wif me down to ritz.
2.46pm: i decline and silently swear to myself.
2.47pm: i put the phone down and close to tears.
3pm: eyes done.
3.05pm: mom comments abt the mountain of zits on my face.
3.06pm: i am pissed.
3.30pm: mom starts to mess ard wif my hair.
3.31pm: mom decides combing my hair wif side parting will do.
3.32pm: mom sprays a tonne of unknown gas into my hair.
3.40pm: hair resembles wig.
4pm: i leave for ritz wif sister.
4.01pm: i complain that its drizzling.
4:01:05pm: sister argues with me.
4.02pm: we take 700 to PS.
4.45pm: we reach PS.
4.46pm: we are happy carrefour was closed for the day.
4.50pm: we go into PS to buy face wipes for make up removal in watsons and safety pins from spotlight.
5pm: taxi stand is moderately full.
5.10pm: i noticed TCS actress fang hui, the one acting as mom in the stupid chinese comedy don't worry be happy.
5.20pm: im worried and not happy. taxi traffic is slow.
5.21pm: i got on taxi wif sister.
5.30pm: reach ritz.
5.35pm: shifu comes down to pick me to the room.
5.40pm: shifu jumps on the bed like a 5 yr old kid.
5.42pm: amandaZ parades around with the bathing robe on and acts slutty.
5.45pm: sueann's auntie sent us a tray of dim sum and fruits. soon kuey never tasted so great.
5.50pm: i messed up the tray. TOTALLY unglam.
5.58pm: we take silly video cam.
6.10pm: we flick on TV. watched previews of R(A) movies.
6.20pm: nicole anne arrives with a beautiful green dress and great make up and impressive self deco-ed hair.
7pm: we start to do make up (touch up for me) and get dressed.
7.05pm: i take out ironing board and iron for fun wif the help of shifu.
7.10pm: des and russ and aaron arrives.
7.15pm: noticed a card on the tray that writes "pls contact us by extension 401 so we can clear yr tray for u" and keeps a mental note to myself to do so.
7.16pm: i used the card to slot in place of the key tag to activate the aircon and lights.
7.20pm: we start to panic upon realising lack of time.
7.25pm: we leave room.

ok. mom's screaming at me to go bathe. i'll update part 2 later.

You are Aroura, like a flower you are graceful,
everybody loves you and think that you can do
nothing but bring joy into other peoples lives.
You like company but prefare to be on your own.


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lets see... im more or less set for grad... oh great. except for my bulging fats. *pats tummy*

mom hasnt talked to me for 2 WHOLE days. except when she shouted at me to use a dinner plate instead of a rice bowl, but that doesnt count.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOTHER AND MY BLOG AND MY TAG BOARD AND MY FATS!!!!

my immortal-evanescence

im so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
now im bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

ive tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
ive been alone all along

yes! im typing this in huiyu's house right now! so exciting! but im using the laptop instead of her normal comp cos the former is supposedly cocked up with the pink screen and now im hearing suz talking about faye wong's interview, displaying dao-ness, yet again!

its HUIYU'S BIRTHDAY!!!! we shocked her by rushing to her door suddenly. but i had to wake at 6am in the morning... ZZZ! tried to show xp my grad night top's cutting while holding a yakult, and spilled it on the carpet. and suz washed my tshirt and hanged it out to dry. and huiyu had to vacuum the carpet. sobx. can i EVER do anything right?!?

we're starting to starve, i shall start my cutlinary skills! *cracks knuckles*

tried to teach mom some PROPER ways to learn english but she wanted me the EXACT meaning of "did". if that wasnt bad enough, insisted on writing down some funny long explanations for the word "go".

i can only come up with 2 reasons:
1. theres not enough time before her test, OR
2. im a bad teacher.

well now shes sitting for the test, i'll be keeping my fingers crossed.

amelie on arts central

now i really know why they call this movie a phenomena. very beautiful story...

summary:
amelie leads a friendless life with her father alone after her mom died, becomes a waitress when she was 23. finds a box in a secret compartment in her house belonging to a boy whos ard 50 years old already containing little objects frm his childhood in it. she returns it anonymously and experiences the pure emotion of "touched".
so she starts to do stuff that changes everyone's life ard her.
she notices a man whos always at self photo-taking machines trying to find bits and pieces of discarded freak photos and collect them. he drops his book while running and amelie picks it up.
so yeah she starts on this almost reality-wise impossible mysterious hide-and-seeks with the guy all over the area where they live, even asking him to come over to the cafe where she works in but she just cant pick up her courage to reveal herself to him.
when she learnt through miscommunications in her cafe that one of the other waitress likes the guy too, her heart really broke, but the guy was bent on finding amelie, and so he does, right at her doorstep!

its too beautiful a story, i was holding my breath when i thought the ending would be bad but it proved otherwise! sweet romantic comedy that stirs your imagination, creativity, the good side of you, and your love for others!

friday: dentist.
went for my annual dental checkup. got the thing called scaling. what's that anyway? i used to be the one with most guts back in primary school when we had to visit the dentals'. but when i got on that chair and that thing went into my mouth i went like, "OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?"

i dunno how but mom got inspired by me and went for a checkup too. she's gonna have *undisclosed* teeth plucked! so far she had one out, and i had SO much trouble deciphering what she was trying to tell me for 5 hours. im really looking forward to the next *undisclosed* times!

saturday/sunday: slacked.

monday: GRAD NIGHT COSTUME!
i call it costume. i dun like to call it a gown cos its not THAT extravagant, its more like a one-time show thing, so yah, costume.

i got it! went wif mom to tampines mall where she saw the top that i saw with G3 last month+. she totally flipped. then we went to the original area bugis where i got my skirt. im proud to announce I GOT IT! hahaha... its kinda simple but its nice i tink. first time in my life had i EVER got prepared for any occassion so early.

tried the tom yam soup in bugis hawker centre. oh my God it was really HOT! not as nice as choon huat actually. i'll give it 3.5 stars! fyi choon huat is a 5 star! (graded out of 5)

today: math.
yes after touching three-quads of iterative methods, skipped to vectors and managed to complete one tutorial!
watched holland v, PCK and punk'd. as you all can see, XIAOXIN'S BACKK! i was screaming and laughing all the way when he appeared! punk'd: ashton kutcher is the wonderful specimen that supports the all time fave quote, "God is fair." he's hot/cute whatever you call it but hell, is he an irritating punk.

tried to get the comet cursor shit for my computer but something's wrong i cant do it and im REALLY pissed off. grr.

found out that my brother actually burnt some really great movies and hid them away from me. so i had a happy movie marathon throughout the night. watched lord of the rings 2, meet joe black, catch me if you can(leonardo dicaprio is a really good actor!), and im moving on to minority report. too bad i could only find the second disc for it.

found meet joe black particularly nice. for those who dunno the plot, its this filthy rich old man bill parish who runs a news broadcasting biz who's abt to die. Death personified by brad pitt, a.k.a joe black (yes girls, now i really feel like murdering jennifer aniston) has decided to take a tour in his life a few days before he brings bill away. the body he used was coincidentally the nice guy bill's daughter susan met one morning ago. so Death meets susan, susan meets Death, Death falls in love with susan. shitty asshole drew(bill's handyman) against joe and bent on merging the company with a rival. Death helps expose drew, bill tells family how much he loves them, bill settles everything in company, bill leaves with Death, Death brings nice boy's soul back into the body, nice boy and susan falls in love, happily ever after.

so, yah. loved the music, and esp one quote.
"multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever and you'll still have barely a glimpse of wad im talking about."
and i can tell you the sex scene in this movie is by far the most beautiful one ive ever seen in any other movie. no fetish here!

lord of the rings is nice too... of cos, what good will the movie be without mr.legolas? *winks*

"boyfriends should be customised."- xiaopei

finally picked myself up from all the piles of shit i was in.

cleared my notes!!!
now everything's quite in the typical spick and span condition. even my sister went like "WOW!!" hopefully when term starts i wont mess them up AGAIN. went for some stocking up in popular and got 2 of those XXL files. amazingly my human geog notes filled up to the brim, while my gothic notes PLUS my donne notes cant match up to THAT. and i always thought elwin's notes were completely non-existant.

well anyways... besides being more organised now, i begin to hallucinate the coming year. seriously i cant really picture the horrendous scene where i get chased out by jeba$ during her lessons to study ALONE (the key word) in the library. and worse still, a high possiblity of being in the he-bitch's class, and facing the same old question from present juniors who'll go "AIYO WHY YU WANT TO STAY ANOTHER YEAR?" and at behind my back go "EEEEWW... HER RESULTS LOUSY ONE, THATS WHY REPEAT LAH."
oh man... *buries face in hands*

to all friends taking As and are reading this: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? GO BACK AND STUDY!

ok. back to hit the books.

shut up, just shut up shut up.

aurora.



quietly beautiful. if yu noe wad i mean. usually auroras occur at the poles, but apparently now its nearer to the equator. the work of global warming... i'll take it as a good thing since i may get to witness it in ard 10 years or maybe less right here in singapore.


north korea.

i wonder why they have to invest so much into nuclear, while their people are suffering from poverty and even the UN's donation are dimishing. why even accept help when yu're so headstrong? show us yu can survive with both nuclear AND poverty then.


apocalypse of forest.

what is wrong with the people who commited the arson? as if the pollution from overnumbering of cars and smokers arent enough. lives are lost and property damaged. are they suffering frm depression or something? i'd rather they shoot themselves.


miss afghanistan.

the ABA(afghanistan born american) is really not what i call the least bit pretty. but at least, its a break through. but sadly, afghanistan still remains islamic-ish by slamming her. oh well.


conclusion: the whole world is crazy.

the pretender

does it matter when the clock strikes 12?
will only then that you'll see her yell?
the burning scare within her dwell...
so right there, there and then, she just fell.

the clown tends to come out during the day,
it isnt her, "just an image," she would say.
time and time again would she pray,
that the wrong side of her consciousness wouldnt stay.

deep inside she is crying for help,
but no one helps her, it cant be dealt.
who actually knows how she felt?
none could answer this, so there before God she knelt.

just take a moment to reflect on your life,
does it sound similar to hers, a lie?
not wanting people to see the real you,
but there inside, you're hoping someone knew.

"many who now are first will be last;
and many who are now last will be first."
this is taken from the gospel of Matthew,
whether you believe is up to you.

jocund, not melancholy she will feel.
graciousness, she will receive, something entirely new.
love, it pays off with a big deal.
hope, she will strive for and not to yield.

the way to overcome fear is to go through it,
to believe in yourself, you stand, not sit.
then only will the hidden candle be lit,
and up in the skies, the stars will glit.

my sister and brother are down with some illness. the family sounds the same, as quiet as usual. but im now a part-time nurse-in-acting for them, and in a good way, at least there's some sort of communication between us now. and theres no way she can sound angry 24/7 for the time being.

oh well. oh well. oh well.

onaji butai ni nagaku wa irarenai.

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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found this song in the forbidden city soundtrack particularly beautiful. basically this part of the song talks abt the pretty women getting ready to be chosen including yehenara (a.k.a empress dowager) and the other concubines craving for the emperor's attention of the one night when they can make love, or else rot in the palace literally. the women are painfully yet beautifully submissive...

starting with the eyes
painted for an emperor
wonder if his eyes will see me

living in a cage
his forbidden city
wonder if tonight he'll choose me

put my heart at ease (taught to tempt and tease)
son of heaven please
bring your golden keys for me

we have given all these years
the son of heaven fills our dreams
he alone can change our lives
the power of the throne
just one man
only man that we could love
if he never looks our way
we'll die alone

G3: hope yu all liked my pressie of that dancing family... so cool rite! hee hee...

today was really... how shld i put it? special. yep. basically G3 (namely me, xp and hyu) spent ard a week or so planning a supposed "surprise" bdae gig for suz. apparently she had been successfully kept in the dark (hallelujah) and though she landed up sick at home we managed to surprise her all the same by going to her house! got for her bottled sweets, xp and hyu fried rice wif special selective ingredients (hahaha) and got for her a cute necklace in a beautiful golden wired box! played mahjong cards (in case yu all tink im the typical tai tai, NO i was a total idiot throughout the 4 games) and did the, urm SOMETHING.
i haf to give a standing ovation to G3. my artistic talent is truely limited i must admit. thanks for the help... i couldnt haf done that thing myself... though i really put alot of effort ok and STOP making fun of me cos this is my first time for God's sake! jokes...

sometimes i tink abt stuff when i lie on bed. wad am i doing wif my life now? can i achieve something different from everyone else? why do i feel sick suddenly when im all alone?
sheena smsed me after we went home on saturday night. "sister. sometimes i wish i can stop time when everything is just so right."
i replied. "precisely cos time passes so fast we learnt how to cherish the best of times, and so that we can create as many beautiful moments as possible."

wad the hell did i tel her? why do i sound so philosophical? so cliche? so... unoriginal. like im sir alex ferguson preaching to the man utd team abt teamwork when he himself doesnt kick a ball before in his life. im appalled at myself.

You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.


What class of vampire are you? (some new images)
brought to you by Quizilla

currently reading "the little prince". this book is one hell load of headache. so much read between the lines its driving me crazy.

oso bot the clay aiken's cd, measure of a man. its an alternaltive from the normal pop yu hear. it's very flattering to his voice, but the lack in catchiness reduces the appeal to teens. i wish some good pple can write beautiful songs for him. he'll be marc anthony number two!

nothings much happening in my life. occasional spills of laughter, but thats about it.

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
usually? normal sch time would be 5am... weekends? heh heh ard 12pm.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
john milton. he's blind. prob cant see me eating like a pig in front of him!

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
silver's nice! before its tarnished, that is.

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
sob sob i watched "underworld" ALONE last thursday...

5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
simpsons and whose line issit anyway!

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
normally a piece of bread.

7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
the future love of my life!

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
abbbuahhh..ehh...eeee... *gives up* no.

9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
beautiful songs!

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
drama-mama

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
can i opt for a beautiful lushious landscape wif a mountain?

12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
i prefer autumn... but i like winter too!

13. YUM?
is this supposed to be a qtn?

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
i love sweet ones!!! where are they???

15. FAVOURITE CAR?
hmm after spending my childhood playing car cards wif my brother, ive decided that the ferrari is the best!

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
mushroom, ham, pickles!

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
all except trance!!!

19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE
hypocrites. they SUCK!!!

20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
i love roses... the dark red ones...

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
uhm. i tink i will never spend all... cos im really careful wif money!

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
yep! i love my kitty one!

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
very black

24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
i tink 2? one for the lock one for the door.

25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
some beautiful green landscape areas... wif cows... and im on the rocking chair wif my hubby... ahh...

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
i can try....

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
saturday! feels so zuo boh.

28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
lol no alcohol for me... even sparkling juice was killing.

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
everything! tomyam steamboat wif my G3

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
im ashamed to say... no.

31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
just finished "memoirs of a geisha"... dunno wad book to start now.

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
payday!

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
wink up!

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
the perfume of miracle by lancome. smell of anything yummy or sweet. honey!

35. COMFORT FOOD?
EVERYTHING! hahahaa

36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
the bell that rings every 12noon first day of the month

37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
not getting wad u want when u know u could haf.

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
wah lau.

39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
should be... long johns.

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY,
i will give to my mom.

43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
which one are u toking abt? my forever friends one? or snoopy? or minnie mouse or panda?

44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
cool when u watch it. scary when u're in it.

47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME,
i'll do everything as properly as i can. im rather perfectionist actually.

48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
yah... quite nice u know!

49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
i like red.

50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
my mom's old newspaper cuttings and her documents... opps!

is this the end? the class of 3602 has finally reached the end of its last chapter. i can still remember vividly how reluctant i was to enter tj. how i started to envy shifu, gayren and dada for joining student council... upon realising my foolishness at not making the best of wad i haf in tj.

but i had a group of most beautiful friends in 3602. every single one of them.

shifu for his interesting domestic man attributes, gayren for his kurt angle and funny ah beng anecdotes, desmond for his SUPER irritating but quick witted jokes, even at the expense of me! weiqi for teaching me beatbox and me labelled as the "talented but lazy" disciple of his, aaron's really sweet gestures (AARON I LOVE YOU!), TGL for his clubbing, extraordinary grades and extremely polluted mind, ivan for his strong character underlying his black face, hahaha! and last but not least, russell for his amazing feats of waking up 5mins before an exam paper, and his interestingly strong faith in God.

summarise: lonely hearts club RAWKS BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!

dada's memorable talk on being your true self, ama for her blurness and cuteness, debs on her unwavering love for keynes (and great legs too!), niccole for her super coolness and fabulous fashion statements, nic for her most innovative and beautiful ideas and creations of art, shikin for her microscopic brain (im not that bad after all! hahaha), hubby for her beautiful and cute bimbotic self that reeks of unmost sincerity, mandy for her "im not THAT stupid, am i?" jokes, shuhtien and her fetishic psyche, even worse than mine! janet's cantonese-hard-of-hearing saint, xueying and her, urm, ENTHU self. yingyuan and her cute gullible self...

astri and stephanie for soaring away to reach greater heights... somewhere i cannot reach cos i cant break out of this "comfort zone" (irony finds its way here). here i admire them. truely.

G3. the pple i haf most ups and downs wif. it couldnt haf been any more memorable without the 3 of yu... putting up wif the zillions of eyecandies and non-eyecandies... stone, bazhang, grossest guy on earth, gross guy, meh meh, utt, xiao feiyu, ke neng ling, liang jing jing, wesley chong(HAHAHA)... etc. we haf our differences and everything... but i tink we couldnt haf bonded anymore better this way. we haf grown to accept each other and beware of wad triggers off each other's tempers... this understanding is short lived.

i wish i can haf another 2 more years to relive my jc life wif u all again. i can do a better job. i wish i could...

how would i describe today? ive never felt so alone before... but somehow it was therapeutic. decided not to go school, so went woodlands to spend a little time with myself.

sitting in macdonalds and practiced some stats, drank about 4 cups of free flow coffee. counted 11 packets of sugar and 3 packets of powdered milk used. i must haf had an overdose of coffee, for my hands started shaking and my heart beat against my chest furiously.
looking out of the glass window and saw "cathay cineplex" staring back at me. decided to catch the 2.40pm underworld in westmall. settled a little in the woodlands library and read up on practical criticism, and went for lunch.

i dont know if it was an adrenaline rush or the coffee, it must haf been the latter cos my whole body started shaking even more than before. i decided that i can never be alone ever, for never have i felt such a sense of loss. i found myself silently talking subconsciously, commenting everything, even the weather, to no one else but me.

this has got to be the first and last time watching a movie alone. it really sucks to haf everyone gawping at you like yu're some kind of vampyre cos yu're watching a movie ALONE. even the ah peh in the cinema was wif his wife. the whole movie was kinda gory, but perfect gothic setting, i shld rate the setting higher than the one in LXG. other than that, the whole movie plot etc was not really THAT impressive, maybe cos i had too high expectations for goth movies? it was a little resident evil-ish. after the movie i found myself acting like a vampyre. but i didnt really feel alone anymore. i felt numb, i couldnt even smile. guess i simply cant live in a gothic era.

well now im back at home. feeling kinda celine-ish.

today was devastatingly happening. we finally went kbox for a long awaited karaoke session. besides the horrendous singing of the "rival" room and the poor thing that spilled our drinks all over the place, everything was really fun...

oh well. i guess it really does take alot of courage to make such a decision... wad the heck. just stay on and get on wif my goal. lets dance.

haf been struggling to finish the memoirs of a geisha that suz lent me. its terribly interesting but its so long i can't wait to finish it up.

watched yamakasi AGAIN. borrowed frm weiqi. cant seem to get enough of these 7 cool dudes jumping ard!

chewed on my cheek by accident thrice in a row. its terribly sore now, like i just had a teeth pulled. not after humiliating myself like a SUPER piece of shit in the canteen yesterday. oh God can i ever graduate without making a scene AT ALL?

can't help but im starting to tink even the nicest of guys can be ultra hypocrites at times.

PSALM 23 (Revised Student Version- RSV)

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not flunk;
He keepeth me from lying down when I should be studying.
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break;
He restoreth my faith in study guides.
He leads me to better study habits
For my grade's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of borderline grades,
I will not have a nervous breakdown;
For thou art with me.
My prayers and my friends, they comfort me.
Thou givest me answers in moments of blankness;
Thou anointest my head with understanding.
My test paper runneth over with questions I recognise.
Surely passing grades and flying colours shall follow me
All the days of my examinations,
And I shall not have to dwell in this college forever,
Amen!

how do i begin to express how i feel right now? after reading so many girls' blogs, i realise i seriously differ from the typical "girl".

1.i haf absolutely NO desire to get a nice gown and look ravishing in front of other girls on grad night.

2.i haf stopped complaining abt how fat i look and lamenting abt how much i wanna look like kyoko fuckada.

3.i haf stopped bothering to get rid of my ugly eyebags, using my specs to cover it.

4.i dunno where my contact lens are.

5.i prefer guys' talk than girls' talk.

6.ive become more and more horny.

7.im acting totally lesbian wif qianyi. wif her clinging onto me.

8.mom said i dun care how i look already. MOM.

conclusion: im turning into a guy!!!!!!

forbidden city was great. the costumes, makeup, props, lightings, actors, almost everything.
the only thing was that the whole concept is much too westernised. and kit chan could improve on her acting... but the feelings were very much there when she was singing... i guess thats the problem of a singer acting. when yu sing and act, theres a sharp contrast in stage confidence level after yu finish a song.

then again, if huiguan can haf such a budget and full time devotion, im sure we are capable of coming up with something just as nice... ok. maybe something almost as nice. ah. yes.

these few days haf been too busy sleeping, having fun, slacking, stoning, playing daidee or chatting to blog. on some instances, when i actually start typing, i hang down there, hoping wadever that i wanna write can appear on the screen without me typing. i guess that'll happen only in the year 3000.

lets see. after my last paper(PC) on thursday, went wif suz to make a police report of my supposedly "lost" NKF donation card. after the comic scene that suz had on the bus, and after wandering aimlessly around the blocks that were undergoing construction, finally reached the ulu police post.

policeman: (types in the database) so, where's the location of loss of card?
me: "urm... at home?"
policeman: (stops, turns to me) at home?
me: "urm.. yah. at home."

and after series of blunders and comedy with the amused policeman (no, he's not good looking, damn!) finally left the place only to realise that rain was everywhere. then we went back sch to hand in the form, den...
-went tampines mall to meet xp and hy for the cake and the sparkling juice
-went to pebblebay shore park (or wadever its called) and walked long way to the pool party
-shifu bbqing alone while the rest slacking under the shade
-ate, cut cake, took foto, left
-walked ard parkway
-went to eat five star chicken rice, hahaha... (dun worry suz, its once in a lifetime yo!)
-home

friday:
-woke up late
-reached bugis at 1pm to buy qianyi's topshop purse
-met qianyi at bugis 1.15pm
-squeezed in bugis village to find necklace
-no necklace
-went to cine to makan
-went heeren to pierce her naval
-walked around aimlessly with her exclaiming
-finally chased her away
-met kok
-tried to seduce qianyi's cousin in flash and splash
-still no discount
-went citylink
-bought hot pink roxy bikini for her
-home

ok... its time to go to meet grace and her sister to watch forbidden city... ah. this is life. before results are out. damn.

btw, this is the hottest thing alive in my list, devon aoki.

"Hello Hermione!" he said, smiling at her.
"Oh hi Harry." she replied, having no clue on whatsoever that was going on within the biological structure of her friend Harry.
"We've know each other for what, 6 years?" Harry said as he sat next to her in the cold common room.

It was usually empty at this time of the day. Much to his delight.

"Why of course Harry!' she replied uncomfortably, realising Harry was staring at her in an unsual manner.
"So I was thinking," Harry said as he edged closer to his childhood friend who had now blossmed into a rather beautiful woman.
"how is it that you and I never ever gone out before..with you...you know' Harry answered smiling at Hermione as he scaned her nubile body.
"You know what?" she said, feeling extremely irritated with Harry who is now practically sitting next to her.
"Well... you're so beautiful and all," he said as he looked at her with his green eyes.
"Oh Harry that's so sweet!"
"Of course! I'm Harry Potter"
"Well I need to finish my potions essay so if you.."
"You can do that later!" he exclaimed.

With the flick of the wrist, the parchment went flying across the room onto the floor.

"Harry!' Hermione cried. "What on earth are you doing?"
"Getting to know you better," he said. "It seems like I barely know you now," he continued as he slowly placed his hand on her thigh, rubbing his hand around her thigh in circles.

"Harry... please..."
"Hush darling..."
"HARRY NO."
"Come on girl."
"NO HARRY NOOO!"
"Aww come on. Do you wanna be the oldest virgin in Hogwarts?"
"NO Harry stop it!" she cried.
"Come on Hermione. It's not like I've never seen the way you look at me during quidditch trainings."
"No HARRY STOP it!"

But her cries were futile.

As Harry managed to pin Hermonie down,
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?" a familiar voice rang.
Harry turned around. It was Ron.
"HARRY WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"
"Nothing Ron. Me and Hermione are just gonna do a lil' bit of self magic. Now if you'll excuse us..."
"HELP ME RON!" Hermione pleaded as she continued struggling to wrestle her way out of Harry's grasp.
"WHAT THE... HARRY.. WHAT ARE YOU..." Ron spoke as he stared at his two good friends.

Secretly, he too, felt a rush of adrenaline as he stared at the scene unfolding before him. There was this strong sense of justice in him to go help Hermione but somehow he felt rooted to the ground.

"Come on Ron... we can do this together if you want."
"YOU'RE SICK POTTER" she cried.
"SHUT UP BITCH."
"RON HELP ME!"

These were the words that continued flowing into Rons ears as he stood rooted to the ground.
"RON PLEASE... PLEASE RON. OH GOD!"
"Come on Ron. I know how you feel about Hermione. THIS IS YOUR BEST CHANCE!"
"HARRY PLEASE OH GOD STOP HARRY" she cried as a riping sound echoed off the walls of Gryffindor. Harry had managed to tear Hermione's blouse. With an evil laugh, he soon faced Ron shouting,
"COME ON RON! JOIN ME"
"NEVER!" Ron cried as he rushed towards Harry with his wand.

"NIRBY-IS-A-HOE!" he cried as he pointed the weapon towards Harry. A bright spark soon came flying off the wand hitting Harry straight in the chest, sending harry flying across the room.
"Oof!"

"OH RON THANK YOU!" Hermione cried as tears continued streaming down her eyes.
"Er. no problem," he replied as his eyes stared at Hermione's bare shoulders. The shoulders that were exposed by Harry.

"you'll pay for this!" Harry snarled, revealing his wand.
"MANCHESTER-UNITED-SUCKS!" he shouted.

There was a brilliant flash followed swiftly by a man in red running towards Ron.

"GET DOWN!" Hermione shouted, waving her wand at the man.
"ORIENTAL-DELIGHT!"

The man vanished at an instant with a loud explosion.

"DAMM YOU!" Harry shouted as he raced forward in the direction of where the duo stood.
"EAT THIS!" Ron shouted, throwing a stool at Harry.

Unfortunately, the stool missed Harry completely. But it was successful in hitting the old picture that hung behind him.

"Ouch!" cried the picture.

"DAMMIT RON! FOR NIGHTS I'VE HEARD YOU PLEASURING YOURSELF AS YOU MOANED THE NAME HERMIONE! NOW SHE'S WITHIN OUR GRASP AND YOU PLAY THE GOOD GUY?"

"Is that true?" Hermione asked she looked at Ron.
"Er no. He's lying. He's raving mad!" Ron replied, not looking at Hermonie in the eye.
"YOU..." she stammered, pointing at Ron.
"YOU'RE ALL ALIKE!"
"DAMMIT RON. YOU SEE. WHAT'S THE USE OF BEING THE GOOD GUY? I SAY WE TAKE HER!"
"SHUT UP!" He roared at Harry before giving Hermione an apologetic look.
"I'm sorry Hermione. But... I... I... I like you and you're so beautiful and all..."
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP YOU" she cried, covering her ears.
"DAMMIT RON! CAN'T YOU SEE..."
"SHUT UP POTTER!"
"DAMN YOU WEASLEY!"
"FUCK YOU POTTER!"
"FUCK HER, WEASLEY! WHAT HAVE WE GOT TO LOSE? I'M HARRY POTTER DAMMIT!"

"NOOO!" Ron cried, seizing the candle stand that stood upon the table before charging towards Harry.
"You'll go no where near my Hermy!" he growled.

"OOO. MY Hermy now, issit?"
"STOP IT!"
"STAY OUT OF THIS, HERMIONE! I'LL FINISH OFF THIS ASS FOR YOU RIGHT NOW!"
"AWW COME ON RON. She wants a part of the action!"
"THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF ME!" Hermione cried. "AND SO IT SHALL END WITH ME!"

Raising her wand, she cried out "Pirtsemerab!"

Darkness soon engulfed the room followed by the screams of Hermione.
"NOOO! HERMIONE! NOOOOOO!" Ron screamed.
"CLEAN AND CLEAR!" he shouted.

The darkness cleared at once but no Hermione. Feeling a sense of loss he sank to his knees as tears began to roll down his cheeks.
"Hermione..." he muttered.

That was when he discovered Harry was staring at something. It had to be something big because he had never seen Harry staring in such a bewildered manner.
He turn and to his horror there hermonie stood. NAKED.

"Hermione..." said Ron with his eyes fixed on his childhood friend.

"Awww come on Ron. You're always saying she's so uptight. Why not loosen her up!"
"YOU FUCK!" shouted Ron, and he grabbed a broken piece of glass, giving a swipe at Harry.

-WILL HARRY DIE?-
-WILL RON THE UNDERDOG WIN?-
-WILL DUMBLEDORE JOIN IN THE SEXUAL FUN?-
-IS MCGONAGALL A VIRGIN?-
-WILL HERMONIE GET LAID EVENTUALLY?-

FIND OUT IN THE NEXT EPISODE OF:

THE MAGIC OF SEX

disclaimer: it is important to note that the following text is NOT written by me, and the author prefers to remain anonymous. any similarities to anything in existence is purely coincidental, dead or living. this text is also strictly copyrighted. thank you.

wow. i feel seriously exhausted and taxed after these few days...

everything looks fine. except that the teachers arent giving me any dirty nor friendly looks. lets put it in another way. they are AVOIDING me. i feel so dead... like a sense of foreboding...

i wonder why. i still haf this gothic feeling. tot of another song... i love it. esp the heart bleeding part...

love song for a vampire- annie lennox

come into these arms again
and lay your body down
the rhythm of this trembling heart
is beating like a drum

it beats for you, it bleeds for you
it know not how it sound
for it is the drum of drums
it is the song of songs

once i had rarest rose
that ever deigned to bloom.
cruel winter chilled the bud
and stole my flower too soon.

oh loneliness, oh hopelessness
to search the ends of time
for there is in all the world
no greater love than mine.

love, oh love, oh love
still falls the rain (still falls the rain)
love, oh love, oh, love
still falls the night
love, oh love, oh love
be mine forever (be mine forever)
love, oh love, oh love

let me be the only one
to keep you from the cold
now the floor of heaven's lain
with stars of brightest gold

they shine for you, they shine for you
they burn for all to see
come into these arms again
and set this spirit free

im a piece of shit. i slacked the WHOLE day yesterday!!! gosh, how lazy can one get!!! and this morning i just realised how much stuff i havent touch!!! damn them then!

angela, james, bram, robert... all of them are SO going to kill me tomorrow.
with my limited knowledge and hopefully a stroke of luck, i can save my paper 1...

now. i shalt invest mine time on tis seemingly impossible feat! O, all stars shine thy torch for mee!
lets pray my eyes wun bludge out after reading ALL the notes by tomorrow.

preparing to get myself into the gothic mood, hahaha...

space- female of the species

a thousand thundering thrills await me
facing insurmountable odds greatly
the female of the species is more deadly than the male.
hock shock horror horror, shock shock horror!
i'll shout myself hoarse for your supernatural force!
the female of the species is more deadly than the male.

oh, she deals in witchcraft and
one kiss and im zapped. oh
how can heaven hold a place for me
when a girl like you has cast her spell on me?
oh, how can heaven hold a place for me
when a girl like you has cast her spell on me?

Frankenstein and Dracula have nothing on you
Jekyll and Hyde join the back of the queue
the female of the species is more deadly than the male.
for she wants to conquer the world completely
but first she'll conquer me discreetly
the female of the species is more deadlier than the male.

"there used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. yu became the light on the dark side of me. and now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey."

doom doom doom... i dun wanna do badly for math... pls...

my GP topic: consider the importance of humour. SHIT!!!!!!! WTF did i do that qtn!!!!!

"swing swing swing from the tangles of... my heart is crushed by a former love..."

i stare at my books and wonder why im doing all these.

who's gonna be there 10 years down the road asking yu to integrate y=xlnx by parts?
who's gonna be there 15 years down the road asking yu to tell them that wind erosion in deserts occur only below 1m ?
who's gonna be there 20 years down the road asking yu to analyse a poem by some guy who has died bi-zillion years ago?

but every year everyone studies everything. all slog through all this shit. and im just gonna be another one of them.

nuff said. today's paper was full of careless mistakes. now to see how more ugly i'll die for the rest of the papers...

with any luck, i'll look like this at the end of the year.

i walked.

i saw this old man... very neatly dressed in a nicely pressed long sleeved shirt, typical singaporean old man black pants, with a black umbrealla for a walking stick... hobbled into the bushes...

i wondered what he was doing... probably some senile uncle... but no. he strolled amongst the bushes... and stopped at a tree. and lowered his head... and started to do what i deem as a silent prayer...

its kinda stunning for a moment... and then i was touched... i dunno why. it was just so overwhelming.

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"before you enjoy the beauty of the rainbow, you have to learn to embrace the rain."

for teachers' day celebration, the family went fish and co. one seafood platter for 2, one salmon dish, and one new corbia dish.
at last for once, the whole family gets to go out to makan nicely without conflicts.

mugging haf to start now... or else yu guys will see me in tj next year.

had a little talk wif mom this morning on her life before marriage...

i learnt that my grandpa was a crazy old man... after the WW2, shophouses that were unoccupied were going for sale at S$30 per shophouse. S$30!!! grandma was pestering grandpa to get one of it... cos the shophouses there were not like wad they are now... lemme see...

1 former day shopshouse = 6 present day shophouse

how does that sound? wads worst is that grandpa said we dun need such a huge house... for God's sake. its $30!!! yu can only get 10 plates of chicken rice with $30 in present day singapore. if he had agreed to buy... we might haf been bi-zillionaires by now... and mom needn't marry my shitty dad and she would haf been a highly educated career minded woman... and hadnt gotten married, and i wouldnt haf existed. hmm.

christina seet... a very special Virgoan.

you are deeply perceptive. remember the story of the Princess and the Pea? you can detect a lentil under a million mattresses. do not understand that you spend your time looking for things to criticise. far from it, you go out of your way to avoid finding fault. it's just that faults have a way of finding you. it is as if they walk up to you and tap you on the shoulder saying "christina, look at me. cant you see how badly made\designed\organised i am? please put me out of my misery. for heavens' sake let someone know what is wrong with me and tell them how to put me right!" you are a kind, sympathetic person who is always willing to help. how can you resist such a request? reluctantly, for you know it will cause controversy and you hate any form of conflict, you will come bravely to the aid of this poor little problem.

or so, at least thats how it seems to be. you are a Virgo and all Virgos find themselves, for some inexplicable reason, being labelled 'fussy.' you, though is actually very broad minded, tolerant and far sighted. you can forgive a thousand transgressions and excuse a multitude of mistakes. anyone can take advantage of your endless good nature and generally abuse your willingness to be friendly without ever hearing so much as a word of complaint. if, though, as anyone walk all over christina anyone can commit the cardinal sin of leaving their shoelaces undone, they will soon hear sharp words of complaint. there is though, a reason why you are so often easy going, restrained, and liable to take the blame for things which are not your fault. given your impeccable eye for detail, your infallible insight into other people, and your accurate good judgement you can soon end up ruling the world. to ensure that others have at least a fighting chance nature has imbued you with a small handicap in the shape of a mild (and totally inappropriate) inferiority complex.

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"you no need to buy lantern liao arh."

hahaha... my last moments as a newly 18 yr old...
my diet plans haf just *poof*... gone.
i was having TYS (tom yam steamboat) until i buay dong...
woohoo.
presents gotten are numberous... big and small...

i feel like a happy little bird today... sweet 18!
got a HUGE surprise from all the presents...
thank you ALL!
G3, F4, M4... the whole class...
friends in the sch... haha i feel so wonderful.
really shocked to get birthday notes frm seriously unexpected pple...
HAHAHA!
later still got steamboat at suz's...
ahhh...

its my birthday! now i haf ard 364 days and 20mins to do everything i ever wanted to...
mom says its my most "beautiful" year of my life... gotta complete all my reesolutions!
happy birthday to me!

"gentlemen, good night. ladies, good morning."

still cant finish my PC. kate chopin, kate chopin, kate chopin... if only yu were still alive...
why write such a story? yu truly amaze me...

im supposed to go for my second try for a gold at napfa re-test tml.
am i able to grow stronger biceps in less than 24 hrs?
i swore i felt them growing last week.

anyway i just had steamboat mom prepared... and tml im supposed to haf steamboat at suz's.

oh God. i seriously need a diet.

now to log off and finish up my the story of an hour by kate chopin.

wow... its damn true.


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i wonder wad happened to me.
the world is still beautiful...

yesterday had a hell lot of fun wif the huiguan whole gang. we went for a karaoke bash in chinatown...
ex ex ex!!! warning to all: dun go there!
weiyuan was all raring to go and really CRAZEE!
EVERYBODY was snatching the mike and all... lol!!!!!

there were: tingbin and his gf, tinghan, me, linhui, qinrui, liting, rouxin, shiya, miaojuan who met at the chinatown mrt station first. then later clara came, xiukun and weiyuan at the macs, liren, weifen and yinghao who met us in room, and yingwen who arrived wif my cake! which i managed to cut so carefully that everyone had a piece! but the fruits were all mutilated by me trying to divide the fruits equally...

yah... hahaha... guess wad? out of my 12 years in huiguan, this is the first time celebrating wif them my bdae...

we sang a zillion songs... MOST memorable was the song by matilda tao "jie jie mei mei zhan qi lai". me and liren were SCREAMING into the mikes when the chorus started everytime... until we actually STOOD up and shouted at each other pointing at each other as if we were in this mad hot blooded battle... the rest were laughing till they were choking on their honey water. not forgetting to mention the honey water cost a whopping $8.00 per glass.

had to leave early cos it was 10.30 already... boohoo. liren offered to send me to the mrt station but we walked past SMITH STREET!!!
so yinghao and liren couldnt control their hunger anymore cos they hadnt eaten their dinner after their rugby match.
so the plan changed to liren sending me HOME! yay!
so me, xiukun, liren, yinghao, weifen and weiyuan munched up some food and off we went...

yu CANNOT believe how liren drives. it was soooooo SHIOK! he threatened to buang here and there and did stunts like round-abouts in max speed and he drove the OPPOSITE direction of a one way street, until this ah peh in a taxi woke up frm his doze and stared at our truck.

we stopped at the old huiguan.
beautiful. marvellous. FA-BU-LU-SO!
its a totally diff place frm the last time we had... looking at the 8 storey building that looked so magnificent, who can believe it was once a 4 storey, tiny stepped, non-elevated, cemented floor, gloomy staged (suz shld know this... she was freaked out that time she was there), heavy curtained, dust infested, shatter-prone glass windows and doors, but cosy, homey, memorable classrooms...

i teared.

then liren and me were suggesting so many ideals that can be done if only the adminstration building can accomodate us an area as a theatre exclusive to us... wif comfy seats. so we wun need to go thru so many shit to get a chaat place in that stoopid building that limits our every move.
maybe... someday...

den liren went to fill his petrol at esso... and i proudly announce i know how to fill oil now! thanks to yesterday's teaching, hahaha...
frm 10.30pm... the journey home was so fantasic. i forced yinghao to exchange seats so i can sit at the front. good view!

ZOOOOOOMMMMMMM.... *screechhhhh* the smell of burning tires. everyone's hair was standing up. except mine. i kept screaming WOOHOO!!!!!
im addicted to liren's RECKLESS driving!!!

"xiling, i tell yu. cannot everytime anyhow drive one. *sharp turn* later yu buang arh. if yu lucky, yu die. if unlucky, EVERYONE die. *brakes*"

mom was waiting downstairs. it was 12.30am. she couldnt believe that her daughter came home in a LORRY.
bathed. went thru wif mom a little of her english homework. slept.

making contacts later... finally a REAL pair. shld i add my astig? hmm.
meeting G3 later after contacts. ahhh.

"now this looks like a job for me, so everybody just follow me. cos we need a little controversy, cos it feels so empty without me."

pon GP today and went cartel wif suz and hy. ate till i burst. this time no yuckky pasta/cheese! xp where are yu??? miss ya loads.

the ribs reminded me of degradation back to old civilisation where hunters roast their hunts on spits and tear down the ribs with their clumsily over-sharpened little knives.

overslept on 12 AGAIN. decided to take a look in the national library... finally read the 25th book of the celestial zone! quite nice... but there's celestial zone2 coming! then i came across this book... "a smart girl's guide to boys"... found this page abt changing interests quite apt:

"rx for an ailing friendship"
if yu haf a bf (or want one) and yr friend doesnt:

1.dun ask the boy to come along every single time yu go somewhere wif yr friend. SAVE TIME just for her.

2.dun break a date wif yr friend bcos the boy asked yu to do something else. its rude and annoying.

3.dun try to convince her that she shld like boys too. telling a friend she's slow or backward or uncool is not a smart move if yu wanna stay friends. (i dun really see much of this though)

4.dun talk to yr friend abt this boy all the time. at best, it'll bore her. it may also make her feel jealous and left out.

tml's last essay test for human geog on population...
i'll go study now.

"can't you see? she's not breathing."

1800 tickings i endured... my temples throbbed...
the walk had never seem so long, so ardious. every single step was painful.
futile attempts to talk abt something, anything. trying to relate back to the old times.
the adjacent position made it impossible to see the features.
every sob pang into my ears and cut deep into my heart, every single one of them. cos i know it's never the same, genuine ones ive heard before.
short exchanges, little nods, faint smiles.

a shrug to end it all.

*****************************************************

at sch was guys galore today... the whole world was there.
utt, mehmeh (its his bdae tml!), mojo, cutecute, shuang k, EVERYONE YOU NAME IT.
btw... bazhang knows i... yah. i could feel his eyes boring hole through me in the hawker centre. dead as usual.
played the "wallet game" wif suz... its seriously very A.A...
was really fun...
can't wait for monday!

"sometimes it's better to be alone. nobody can hurt you."

i will be meeting mich and merv at changi to study tml... hopefully something productive can come outta it.
friday going to makan wif c4 xalmon silk again... kway chap?
sat making specs wif bro and meeting zhebin to spend sometime wif him before he goes back to canada.
sun evaluation for thirteen

filling up my days wif loads... weathering it down, eroding.

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friday, 8th aug 2003

shall not comment on frm 1000-1600hrs

1615hrs- met suz hy at bugis junction
1625hrs- walked into the shop wif the nice display outside the shop
1626hrs- whilst stepping into the fitting room, saw 2 stepped out wif same dress
1640hrs- started to bus stop waiting for 12 to katong sc for xp
1710hrs- reached. game 3/4 thru
1740hrs- met coldfire
1800hrs- screamed for ruzz, xp, ron and shifu
1830hrs- won 4th place. went down marina first wif nicole, dada and suz
1900hrs- waited for mandy janet shikin who lost their way in the mrt lines
1901hrs- met coldfire again at mrt
1930hrs- settled in wads-that-called steamboat area
2030hrs- silk ard marina. tried to find me, to no avail
2045hrs- coldfire msg, replied wif oily hands
2115hrs- sueann noticed tay ping hui look alike and took fotos
2130hrs- suz suffer frm indigestion
2200hrs- mrt to city hall
2230hrs- took 700
2315hrs- reached LRT station, no miss this time
2330hrs- reached home

thursday, 7th aug 2003

1230hrs- sch over. hid in library. mugged math
1300hrs- msg c4 xalmon coldfire and silk, mugged somemore
1530hrs- met c4 opp sch bus stop
1545hrs- walked ard central, settled in BK, c4 ate, pinched some fries
1600hrs- tj butch entered BK, c4 freaked out
1630hrs- left BK walked ard somemore
1700hrs- met coldfire xalmon
1715hrs- gave dirty looks to c4 for wanting to go home
1720hrs- took 14 to blk 85
1745hrs- silk arrives after first round of cheng teng, chokes on longan
1748hrs- silk goes buying $10 bah chor mee
1830hrs- no bah chor mee
1845hrs- bah chor mee comes
1900hrs- finish bah chor mee
1901hrs- joking session begins
1945hrs- craving for liew lians
2000hrs- bought 6 liew lians
2015hrs- started eating durians, made fun of banglahs and PRCs

2030hrs- finished liew lians at some void deck, chokes on durians
2045hrs- marathon walk back to sch accompanied by c4
2105hrs- grabs bag and leaves
2115hrs- gets on 12 frm back gate
2200hrs- miss stop
2230hrs- gets on 190 at stamford road
2315hrs- miss stop
0000hrs- reach home

child art- $30
flowers- $10
friendship- priceless

sometimes we fail to see the nice side of things... and focus too much on the bad side... and over do it.
why cant we just love everyone?

call me a hermit, say anything yu want. i predict i will be having a sore throat tml and i cant talk.

last day of performance. big mistake to ask elemental and C4 to go...
one word. CRAP.
nah. it wasnt that bad. quite fun actually... sorry for making yu guys wait for me for so long!
spending time with the indian community...
due to time constrain... macs was quite horrendous... sorry again!!!
den it was another set of video taking... jokes...
great day, WOO!

4th day for my performance today...
met the big boss today... miraculously after round one of bombarding wif the silly tutor's comments... nothing much happened... sigh. wads new?
mich and mervin came to watch the play today... heard that they were hanky panky-ing throughout my play!!! for God's sake its a theatre play, not a cinema!
remember i was talking abt the ayumi parody? here it is...

LNG: day 6

met elwin today. it wasnt as bad as i tot... i was expecting somemore "undiluted shit" from him...

got loads of GP work to do...

tml got 2nd full dress... tired!

renowned prof savage came for a talk on tourism... dunno why he suddenly made me feel like being a tour guide! hahaha...

how come i so busy these few days arh...

LNG: day 5
"O bloody period!"-Lodovico, OTHELLO act 5 scene 2

my all time fave movie... the league of extraordinary gentlemen

its kinda tiring... going off to lala land early...

i feel like ive just gone through distillation...
moral of today's experience: its a must to stay as clean as possible at all times, esp after pe.
lemme see... gotta put up my check list for revision soon.
or maybe a homework list?
mug mug mug.

LNG: day 3

3rd day of 13. hope everything will go well. i didn't expect this... but... ok. never mind. i shall write the full details.

check out the website: thirteen

details are as follows:
13
date: 25-27th july (friday to sunday), 1-3rd august (friday to sunday)
time: all at 8pm
venue: Singapore Federation Chinese Clans Association (397, toa payoh lorong 2)
tickets at: $13
contact: 6354 1972

its been quite a let down cos the ticket sales are poor, this time. we used to haf full house for all the rest of the productions... pls come and watch... this production is a brand new experience... do come! i'll be calling yu pple!!!!!!!!

LNG: day 2

2nd day of 13. total flop. im not so stressed already. since my part is only 3mins. but i was quite hurt by some stuff they said abt me... but thats not the point. i almost wanted to cry at backstage. its so touching! when the music came out... the backstage crew were counting the beats of the music and were slightly dancing wif the music while the dancers were dancing in front... i dunno... but it made me tear...

i cant believe in the desperate circumstance to sell tickets due to poor sales, i asked kenichi fujima to come. of ALL pple. he came wif his malay friend, and another friend. after the thing i was like so damn reluctant to talk to him, but i did anyway.
now guess wad. he's bringing MORE pple to come to watch next week. i dunno whether to cry or laugh.

ive been blasting my discman into my ears non-stop for hours... i tink im going abit deaf... drowning myself frm the rest of the pple out there in the world.
was pmsing severely for hours. kicked my beloved soft toys and everything.

celebrated rouxin's bdae yesterday... the made this surprise thing for her... i dunno whether it will be the same for me... i doubt so.

i love brocolli, fermented beancurd, potato, meepok, ban mian, ribena, and peanuts!

first day of 13. VERY tired. cant talk now. will blog soon.

its been two days. two days seemed like eternity. seriously, i just cant keep offline.

had been studying, tuesday i forgot to go down for full run. talk abt forgetfulness. preparing for human geog test (studied damn hard, but mental block at last min! *ROAR* cant believe im gonna fail this time again. so unfair!!!) italy!!! yu make me crazy!!! donne! i'll come undone! in short, im tired.

full dress rehearsals for the past days. nice costumes, nice setting, 10 lines to speak. i wondered why i took up the role. considering the fact that the person i accepted the role for is totally ungrateful. but its inside me. the blood of theatre.

went to kallang airport there to makan wif suz's family at the loh mee stall. the family was... nice. as in, i havent experience the family where bilingual-ality exists. although there's uhm, some sort of disparities... but suz's mom and dad were funny pple. esp the mom.
compared to MY family. which the shittiest thing happened. hp was flat, mom picked me up frm the LRT station to home, door locked from behind. no answer. went down stairs to call up using a non credited card, went upstairs again. still no answer. mom went down i was up called and tried opening. brother opened door, found out sister locked it, i wented down again, no mom, went up, went to bathe. next thing i knew when i came out frm bath was mom scolding sis.

check out how different families can be.

tired tired tired.