You are Aroura, like a flower you are graceful,
everybody loves you and think that you can do
nothing but bring joy into other peoples lives.
You like company but prefare to be on your own.


What Disney Princess are you
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lets see... im more or less set for grad... oh great. except for my bulging fats. *pats tummy*

mom hasnt talked to me for 2 WHOLE days. except when she shouted at me to use a dinner plate instead of a rice bowl, but that doesnt count.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MOTHER AND MY BLOG AND MY TAG BOARD AND MY FATS!!!!

my immortal-evanescence

im so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
now im bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

ive tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
ive been alone all along

yes! im typing this in huiyu's house right now! so exciting! but im using the laptop instead of her normal comp cos the former is supposedly cocked up with the pink screen and now im hearing suz talking about faye wong's interview, displaying dao-ness, yet again!

its HUIYU'S BIRTHDAY!!!! we shocked her by rushing to her door suddenly. but i had to wake at 6am in the morning... ZZZ! tried to show xp my grad night top's cutting while holding a yakult, and spilled it on the carpet. and suz washed my tshirt and hanged it out to dry. and huiyu had to vacuum the carpet. sobx. can i EVER do anything right?!?

we're starting to starve, i shall start my cutlinary skills! *cracks knuckles*

tried to teach mom some PROPER ways to learn english but she wanted me the EXACT meaning of "did". if that wasnt bad enough, insisted on writing down some funny long explanations for the word "go".

i can only come up with 2 reasons:
1. theres not enough time before her test, OR
2. im a bad teacher.

well now shes sitting for the test, i'll be keeping my fingers crossed.

amelie on arts central

now i really know why they call this movie a phenomena. very beautiful story...

summary:
amelie leads a friendless life with her father alone after her mom died, becomes a waitress when she was 23. finds a box in a secret compartment in her house belonging to a boy whos ard 50 years old already containing little objects frm his childhood in it. she returns it anonymously and experiences the pure emotion of "touched".
so she starts to do stuff that changes everyone's life ard her.
she notices a man whos always at self photo-taking machines trying to find bits and pieces of discarded freak photos and collect them. he drops his book while running and amelie picks it up.
so yeah she starts on this almost reality-wise impossible mysterious hide-and-seeks with the guy all over the area where they live, even asking him to come over to the cafe where she works in but she just cant pick up her courage to reveal herself to him.
when she learnt through miscommunications in her cafe that one of the other waitress likes the guy too, her heart really broke, but the guy was bent on finding amelie, and so he does, right at her doorstep!

its too beautiful a story, i was holding my breath when i thought the ending would be bad but it proved otherwise! sweet romantic comedy that stirs your imagination, creativity, the good side of you, and your love for others!

friday: dentist.
went for my annual dental checkup. got the thing called scaling. what's that anyway? i used to be the one with most guts back in primary school when we had to visit the dentals'. but when i got on that chair and that thing went into my mouth i went like, "OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?"

i dunno how but mom got inspired by me and went for a checkup too. she's gonna have *undisclosed* teeth plucked! so far she had one out, and i had SO much trouble deciphering what she was trying to tell me for 5 hours. im really looking forward to the next *undisclosed* times!

saturday/sunday: slacked.

monday: GRAD NIGHT COSTUME!
i call it costume. i dun like to call it a gown cos its not THAT extravagant, its more like a one-time show thing, so yah, costume.

i got it! went wif mom to tampines mall where she saw the top that i saw with G3 last month+. she totally flipped. then we went to the original area bugis where i got my skirt. im proud to announce I GOT IT! hahaha... its kinda simple but its nice i tink. first time in my life had i EVER got prepared for any occassion so early.

tried the tom yam soup in bugis hawker centre. oh my God it was really HOT! not as nice as choon huat actually. i'll give it 3.5 stars! fyi choon huat is a 5 star! (graded out of 5)

today: math.
yes after touching three-quads of iterative methods, skipped to vectors and managed to complete one tutorial!
watched holland v, PCK and punk'd. as you all can see, XIAOXIN'S BACKK! i was screaming and laughing all the way when he appeared! punk'd: ashton kutcher is the wonderful specimen that supports the all time fave quote, "God is fair." he's hot/cute whatever you call it but hell, is he an irritating punk.

tried to get the comet cursor shit for my computer but something's wrong i cant do it and im REALLY pissed off. grr.

found out that my brother actually burnt some really great movies and hid them away from me. so i had a happy movie marathon throughout the night. watched lord of the rings 2, meet joe black, catch me if you can(leonardo dicaprio is a really good actor!), and im moving on to minority report. too bad i could only find the second disc for it.

found meet joe black particularly nice. for those who dunno the plot, its this filthy rich old man bill parish who runs a news broadcasting biz who's abt to die. Death personified by brad pitt, a.k.a joe black (yes girls, now i really feel like murdering jennifer aniston) has decided to take a tour in his life a few days before he brings bill away. the body he used was coincidentally the nice guy bill's daughter susan met one morning ago. so Death meets susan, susan meets Death, Death falls in love with susan. shitty asshole drew(bill's handyman) against joe and bent on merging the company with a rival. Death helps expose drew, bill tells family how much he loves them, bill settles everything in company, bill leaves with Death, Death brings nice boy's soul back into the body, nice boy and susan falls in love, happily ever after.

so, yah. loved the music, and esp one quote.
"multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever and you'll still have barely a glimpse of wad im talking about."
and i can tell you the sex scene in this movie is by far the most beautiful one ive ever seen in any other movie. no fetish here!

lord of the rings is nice too... of cos, what good will the movie be without mr.legolas? *winks*

"boyfriends should be customised."- xiaopei

finally picked myself up from all the piles of shit i was in.

cleared my notes!!!
now everything's quite in the typical spick and span condition. even my sister went like "WOW!!" hopefully when term starts i wont mess them up AGAIN. went for some stocking up in popular and got 2 of those XXL files. amazingly my human geog notes filled up to the brim, while my gothic notes PLUS my donne notes cant match up to THAT. and i always thought elwin's notes were completely non-existant.

well anyways... besides being more organised now, i begin to hallucinate the coming year. seriously i cant really picture the horrendous scene where i get chased out by jeba$ during her lessons to study ALONE (the key word) in the library. and worse still, a high possiblity of being in the he-bitch's class, and facing the same old question from present juniors who'll go "AIYO WHY YU WANT TO STAY ANOTHER YEAR?" and at behind my back go "EEEEWW... HER RESULTS LOUSY ONE, THATS WHY REPEAT LAH."
oh man... *buries face in hands*

to all friends taking As and are reading this: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? GO BACK AND STUDY!

ok. back to hit the books.

shut up, just shut up shut up.