chinese new year. again.

arent you all sick of the same old boring stuff?

i'll go, eat, watch and greet the same places, shows and people as i did last year, and the year before, and the year before before and the year before before before, and... you get the point.

dread aside, i could use this break. not like ive been working hard recently, but at least theres this perfect opportunity to slack without guilt. and eat. whoops.

looking at the resolutions ive made... i really THINK ive been following them strictly. BUT ive tried! i havent touched the indonesian food stall, no real supper! er... didnt really eat fruits, ran... twice?

ARGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

enough lamenting. came across something frm anne morrow lindbergh... have realised and understood alot.

"When you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and
flow of life, of love, of relationships. We leap at the flow of the tide and resist in terror its ebb. We are afraid it will never return. We insist on permanency, on duration, on continuity; when the only continuity possible, in life as in love, is in growth, in fluidity - in freedom, in the sense that the dancers are free, barely touching as they pass, but partners in the same pattern.

The only real security is not in owning or possessing, not in demanding or expecting, not in hoping, even. Security in a relationship lies neither in looking back to what was in nostalgia, nor forward to what it might be in dread or anticipation, but
living in the present relationship and accepting it as it is now. Relationships must be like islands, one must accept them for what they are here and now, within their limits - islands, surrounded and interrupted by the sea, and continually visited and abandoned by the tides."

nope... not breaking my resolution of healthy living by sleeping early. just bathed and waiting for my hair to dry, might as well blog something. havent blogged for a week plus!

studio so far has been ok. cos i didnt put in much effort (group project, and being the only girl) today we begin a one month project on the colonial core in singapore, along the arts house. this place is mightily important to me. it stores a huge part of my life and passion, with the arts house and victoria theatre and concert hall, as well as old huiguan. i hope i wont screw it up this time round!! btw i love my tutor. hes a set designer for many singapore productions and hes so encouraging and so deep sometimes i feel like a speck of dust particle next to him. fong is funny, but that doesnt change the fact that hes an obnobxious MCP.

i miss team fong. i miss the songs, i miss the jokes and i miss the yaya papaya feeling that im in the most happening studio group. sigh.

hall has been piling me with so many things i just feel like fainting. or quitting hall and renting a place near sch. ok the latter sounded absurd. anyways, i like my room, and the people, but not the activities!!! TOO MUCH LER!! H.E.L.P!

shaca opening for funka at taka was ok... i made a huge mistake (whats new) by missing out a whole chunk of words, but i managed to remember my lines and finish the song. errrk. jon forgot to come (?@#$#@%$) while lloyd sat behind the huge stone lion breathing in 2nd hand smoke. diao. sis happened to be in taka, so she also watched. happy :)

and i have a freaking huge craving for sashimi. i remember in kushinbo i hardly touched any, but after that 2.5 pieces at genki with team fong and shawn, oh my goodness. it just DOESNT die off. darn.

God has been good to us so far. though i still feel like wringing the necks of the girls who talk to lloyd, i know at the end of the day, its me who has seen the ugly side of him and his deep dark secrets. hahaha!! *rubs hands together with evil look* important things ive learnt is never to use your template of how things should be done or said onto anything, be open about your thoughts, and to compromise whenever possible.

my hair's dry. everyone, do try to sleep early... HEALTHY LIVING!

just barely 40 hours of the new year and a WHOLE lot of work piled up!!!!

quick announcement!!!

into hip hop dance and bling blings? come watch NUS funkamania dance competition... semifinals/prelimanaries!!

ok i dont exactly know when's the finals cos shacapella is only scheduled for the semi's opening!!

venue: taka
date: 14th jan (sat)
time: 7pm (i think)

shaca's only singing 2 songs, one by juniors and one by seniors, which means i'll haf 2mins of stage time hahaha... plspls all come and support the event!!! junsheng toad (dunnno if tat is in or not) mark fangxi waylon i tink janice too are all dancing!!

brand new year... same old shit...

these are my new year resolutions:

1. i will focus on healthy living
2. i will run at least twice a week
3. i will eat a fruit before my dinner
4. i will not overeat
5. i will stay away from uncle vincent's supper
6. ok maybe except the chicken wings, once a fortnight HAHAHA
7. i will train myself to be focused with speed and accuracy for my assignments
8. i will continue to be nice to my friends and family
9. i will TRY to be nicer to the people i dont like
10. i will continue to lead my life with laughter and without regrets
11. i will try not to break my promises
12. i will read more and play less
13. i will pamper myself with movies like i did before
14. i will bury myself with work and music to drown out the negative feelings that i may feel
15. i will donate 10cents to every needy i see
16. i will start going for cell with sueann and live in His way
17. i will manage and spend my time wisely

happy 2006 to everyone!