Music has always been one thing that I've enjoyed most. Never played anything, but just listening soothes my soul. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Tupac. When people have asked me in the past "Why do u like him?" I didn't really know why? Why do you like the music you like?? You just do, right? Well I've been thinking a lot about music as it's (at times) becoming a little difficult to listen sometimes. I've noticed that I get emotional more easily since we lost G, and if a song touches me, even a little, I WILL CRY. LOL. But I have been thinking the most about why I do like the music I do.

Answer: I love the music I do and Tupac specifically because you can hear such raw passion and emotion in his voice. Have u ever really listened? U can tell when he smiles by his voice, he laughs in his music, he GASPS for air, I swear that u can tell when he recorded a song and he had been drinking, and his really angry songs you can hear getting so into it and getting so loud and crazy that hes spitting when hes rapping. Any artist that goes so hard and gets into it that much is GREAT! So I'm left feeling kinda bummed that it get harder and harder for us to enjoy the simple things that we loved so much before our losses :( It's bitter/sweet. Just curious if I'm the only one thats felt this since we lost our babies?