Family Reunion was so much fun and I cant tell you how many times I saw super huge dirty smiles from all of my children.  Completely in their element!!!  This little tiny one quite loves that grandma of hers.  It is so nice to have such an amazing women as an example to these cute little ones.  But not only that they just love everything about her!!!  

Well this week was one crazy week it was the mad dash to get the house ready for the boys and try and get licensed.   Even though we had all sorts of craziness going on my cute husband and mom made me a cute birthday cake.  It was the cutest cake that I have ever seen and I really felt so loved.   

So it has been really hard for me to deal with having a hurt foot.  Frustrated with the fact that I was stupid and frustrated with the fact that I have been a horrible mother....I think that this is one of the lows that I will always remember.  Sometimes you wonder why you are giving certain challenges but this one has been hard for me because I have not been able to do things for myself.  I will say that it has given me a great appriciation for the things that I can do and for the children that I have and depression is a very real thing that affects people in a very real way.  I am so thankful for my heavenly father that has always been there for me even in my darkest moments and for a loving husband that knows what I need and always can brighten the darkest room.  this was one of those weeks.  I was feeling sad and very much depressed because I can't do things like I would like to....so we went out and had some fun as a family.  We went to the 24th of July parade and we went to our favorite restaurant. Los Jilbertos!!!