"Once upon a time, there was this ship called ShiLing. She was launched into the ocean one day to begin her journey. There were waves and currents rushing against her. Wobbling(which is not an expression for marine) slightly, she managed to keep going without it obstructing her too much.Then one day, this huge wave, otherwise named as Tsunami, but the crew on ShiLing called it "Marine Dynamics" crashed into the ship. And down it went. ShiLing the ship sank. However because of the strength of that wave, ShiLing didn't sink at the place it was struck, instead it was pushed a couple of kilometers before it really sank into the deep sea. Ever since then divers were sent down to search for the ship. Until recently, there was still no news on the ship. Will there be a day where the ship ShiLing will be found and rebuilt again? "Oh well, that was lame. But ya, just imagine that. I'm a ship sent into the ocean(Uni). Then waves and currents being the modules. That stupid tsunami is this stupid module which is so damn difficult to understand. It was said that in UK, 28 out of 30 people failed the paper last time...
So ya, i was defeated by this stupid module. And my ship has sunk. And now it's nowhere to be found. Tml my friend and i are going to find that tsunami's creator(the lecturer) and fight it out with him. lol~ Hopefully i'll be able to rebuild my ship and send it out into the sea again. hahahah~
I'm still looking for you.
Alright, that is Ghost-Yuuri coming in to say that he has received all the photos from Staci.
You can either go "My Cosplay Album" under links to access,
or you can go: http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=55926 , which includes storyline.
Some photos are still processing, thus won't be upped so soon.
Below are the pictures that i told you about, Dear.
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I'm still looking for you.
There's this feeler of a cosplay ball on sgcafe. This time organised by Tessie. It'll be on White Day (14th March 2009). Anyone interested?
It's $60 per head though.
Here for more details: http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=55919
Great idea. But no costume. sobzz...
Cross-playing is allowed. But seriously dunno who to go as...
And also.. that day Dear just asked me if there's any feminine characters that i cosplayed or am gonna cosplay. And i realised, that she's right that it seems that i didn't really choose any feminine character to cosplay as...
Female Char:
- Mikan (Well, julia said mikan's not feminine.)
- Alexiel (not feminine)
- Sakura (the only feminine one, i believe.)
- Tomoyo (oh yes, nearly forgot about her. hahaha)
- Saya (she wields sword. Doesn't really classify as feminine, right? ~_^")
- Maya (well, she wields sword also. And i believe julia meant those sweet char.)
- Uranus (she's not feminine.)
- Asuka (well, depends on how u see her... lol~ )
And thus concludes that... gosh, i really don't have any feminine characters. arghh... Maybe i should start putting some in.
Let's just do CCS. lol~
I'm still looking for you.
Rmb that i said my friends, poly ones, are making me wear more feminine clothings?
Well, i've just concluded something.
Reasons why girls wear feminine clothing:
- It's stated female.
- It makes them look good.
- It makes them look attractive.
- They wear it to attract guys.
- They wear it for their boyfriends.
Reasons why I wear what I wear, esp the boyish clothes:
- It's comfy.
- It makes me feel good.
- I wear it for myself.
Anyway, i seriously dun care liao. I'll just wear whatever i like depending on my mood. muahahah~
I'm still looking for you.
Went shopping today. Bought a dress, a cardigan, a shirt and a pair of shoes. kekeke~
All under $100. muahahahha~
I've just registered for the AFA event. If cosplayers pre-register for it, you get a free entry pass. But it says that if the costume is deemed not enough as cosplaying, then you'll be rejected by the organiser. Which is what i'm afraid the most. Coz my 'costume' is damn simple. Just a pair of jeans and a white hoodie, and which i just realised it might not be jeans... hmmm....
A glimpse of Mikan:
The overall doesn't flip open so wide by itself even when it's unzipped all the way. So it's quite safe still. The beanie looks tight around the head, coz the aunty forgot that there'll be a wig on my head as well. ~_^"
I left the glove and the goggles for mikan. Then i'm done. muahahaha~
no... not really. need to whiten myself still... arghhh...
wait, i still need all the clips and all. arghh
I'm still looking for you.
Have been staying back in school these few days, or rather last thurs and friday and this thurs and friday until 7+pm to do up homework or revise. But sometimes i feel that i still dun get anything into my head yet. Sighz.. .
Found a poem on sgcafe, i feel that it's really meaningful and all.
Sometimes, life is unfair. You didn't even do anything, but you have to suffer for what others did.
I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine..
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.
Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.
Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?
I'm still looking for you.
Oh crapz... I'm getting fat. sobzz... must be the lack of exercise. ahhh!! nooooooo
must exercise in the morning liao and eat lesser liao. *crys*
now having slight headache... must be from all the stupid air con...
Btw dear, Setsuna's costume is long sleeved orange top and beige pants. ~_^"
I'm still looking for you.
I guess the feeling of going out with you all than going out with my poly friends are so different... Partly could be coz we were not outside shopping, but bonding with each other. Haha~
Went BBQ last night for Yan Jean's birthday. Though we didn't really do much, it was satisfying. Most probably could be coz we are there together after not seeing each other for so long. Ahh~
Really, really misses you all~
Don't watch Burn After Reading. It's a waste of time and money. If you really wanna watch, watch it on the cheapest day.
I sometimes don't like people who reads too much into my msn nick. I mean, I just like to put things that catches my eye as my msn nick and most of the time, it's about romance stuff. So that pheliosstar, he always likes to analyse my nick, together with my display pic.
Ahh~ back to schoolwork, back to schoolwork~
I'm still looking for you.
Work from School:
- MATLab Coursework [Due on 23rd Oct 2008] 25%
- Marine Structure Coursework [Due on 19th Dec 2008] 30%
It's going to be a month of school soon. These few days when I was doing the tutorials, it's a bit saddening when I realised that I did them all wrong. With the wrong method to start with and all. It feels as though I totally do not know what I was doing and I was just there for the sake of being there. Arghh... This is bad, very bad.
But there's this guy in the class who's very helpful. He actually has already taken the Advanced Diploma for this course, but he wants to do it again coz his results weren't that good. Anyway, coz he has been through whatever we're going through now, he helped my friend and I with our work. He even recommends some of the helpful library books to us. Haha~ I told my friend that I just saw another flicker of hope. Lol~
Anyway, for outings and gatherings, I'll apologise first if I can't make it last minute. Coz sometimes, I guess things just suddenly get into me and I get tired that suddenly. Or I just felt that work is piling up too much and I need some rest here and there. But trust me, coz I really wish I can be there. You know, to let go and enjoy for that few hours of time without thinking of stupid things. ~_^"
"You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine...
Please don't take my Sunshine away...."
I'm still looking for you.
Came back from KKM PS, seriously super tired right now...
We did the fountain scene as well, meaning we went into the water... ya. hahaha~ waiting for the photos.
The day was super hot as well. arghh...
My com is having some problem again... gonna reformat again. sighz...
I'm still looking for you.
I totally love the show i was watching for the past week. The relationship between Brian and Justin is just too cute~
anyway, it's because of the show, that i didn't do much other things lately. lol~
been slacking...
yesterday, i went to school like usual. at around 11am, when marine dynamics class started and the lecturer starting teaching, i was trying to pay attention to what he was saying, but after a while, i totally gave up and leant back on my seat.
the lecturer has this super bad habit of going straight into a formula and started talking about it without telling us what that formula is, what he's going to go thru for the lesson and what the hell is marine dynamics about.
so after i totally gave up listening to him, i felt super tired. after that lesson it was lunch time. my two friends and i began our 'journey' to canteen 1 from blk 51. we walked and walked. my friend, FL, walked quite fast, partly because the sun was blazing hot. the other friend CC was walking slower and was telling me that FL is super hyper. But i was seriously tired, so i was walking very slowly and wasn't responding to CC. then CC started asking how come i seemed so tired and started saying some rubbish, like the ninja must have overworked herself last night, killing people here and there. and now is dragging herself to the canteen one to drink some fruit juice to regain her health. ~_^" alright, then i suddenly got some energy, coz i was trying to walk away from his rubbish. ~_^"
When i got home, i slept from 4+ to 6+pm. but during the night, i still slept at 11+pm, even though i slept two hours in the evening. sighz...
I'm still looking for you.
Ethan: It was ONE STUPID MISTAKE!! Look how many times you forgave Brian!Justin: I NEVER forgave Brian... I never had to. Justin: Because he never promise me anything... You did. Rmb i told you about the series i'm watching. This scene just keeps repeating itself in my mind.
I nv really like romance shows. But the guys in there are just too hot, well only Justin and Brian. lol~ And they together is too hot to be described. hahaha~
So, short summary of what led to that is because, Brian is the type of guy who just does it with anyone. And Justin tot he was special to Brian. But that's Brian. He don't do dates. Justin slowly accepts that. But when Ethan, a talented violinist, came and showed Justin the romantic ways of a r/s, Justin started having second tots. Then Justin got together with Ethan. Ethan promised him a lot of things and gave him a ring. When Ethan gotten a contract for his musical talent, he rejected it at first, because one of the requirement was for him to be straight. Later however, he signed it and kept his r/s with Justin a secret, which Justin doesn't really like the idea of tt. Anyway to keep it short, Ethan was lonely just because he didn't get to see Justin for 1 night and he fooled ard. That guy came over the next day with flowers, which unfortunately, Justin was there as well. Thus, the above situation... And of course Justin took off the ring and left.
Anyway, that is not the main point, the main thing that keeps running in my mind is what Justin said about never having to forgive Brian, because he didn't promise him anything. I.. well, dunno how to say it, but it keeps running itself thru my mind.
I'm still looking for you.
School has been the same for me, cept that i'm trying to relax. But my mind kept telling me i'm not supposed to. and my friends are all chionging, so it's really not reassuring to be relaxing too much.
I'm currently watching this TV show on youtube. It's a gay[guys and girls included] show. but focused more on the main pairing of the two guys. 5 seasons in total. haha~
And the worst thing is.... i was supposed to get my costume on monday. but then, the tailor fell sick. so it was delayed again. She said she'll sms me. When i smsed yesterday to ask about it, she told me she forgot!! WTH!?!?!
I have a photoshoot next sunday, and i need it earlier so that i can do some touch-up and try outs first.
Cosplay:Anime Festival Asia 2008 (AFA08)
- 22nd, 23rd Nov
EOY 2008
- 13th Dec
SOYA 2009 [I dunno what the A stands for...]
- 31st Jan
I'm still looking for you.
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The overall doesn't flip open so wide by itself even when it's unzipped all the way. So it's quite safe still. The beanie looks tight around the head, coz the aunty forgot that there'll be a wig on my head as well. ~_^"
