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Dreamer's Voice

Slow and Steady.
Slow and Steady.

The Dreamer

Isarandel // Hazel
Cosplayer
1st September Dragon Baby


Dreamer's Life

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- PS - Momohime (Muramasa)
- PS - Xion (Kingdom Hearts)
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30.11.08 // 7:49 PM


Went to watch Madagascar 2 again on the friday that has just passed with the NU friends. We didn't manage to take a group photo, i realised. lol~
After watching, we went to geylang for frog leg porridge. very very nice~
The tou hua there also very nice.
Then derrick drove us to Marina Keppel Bay to lim kopi. hahaha. We went TCC and chatted all the way till 12:45pm. Then he drove us home.

Of course, after enjoying that for friday, i went back to school on sat to study. Reached there around 11am, then did my coursework until around 6+pm. Walked to the busstop with FL and sat there chatting until around 7:30pm.



I'm still looking for you.


22.11.08 // 10:38 PM


Gonna chiong Angel Sanctuary next year liao.

Anyway, will only be confirmed going for Cosfest 2009 both days and EOY 2009. For other events, I'll be putting my studies before it. So if I suddenly feel a need to revise, I'll "put aeroplane" for that event. lol~
PS is not much of a problem though. ~_^""

Am gonna play Netball next week again. Muahahha~ Got hooked onto it liao.
Feel a bit wasted that i didn't join any sports group during primary and secondary school. but i can't play basketball la... hahaha.

My exams are really the week right before CNY. *cries*



I'm still looking for you.


21.11.08 // 9:27 PM



Thursday,
After school, Fen Loo and I went to the sports complex, coz we're playing Netball~ I never play that game before. But she told us the rules and we started playing with our classmates. Total 14 ppl, just nice. 7 each team.
Very fun.
My team won, coz we got players who know how to play. ~_^"
We won 14 - 3.
muahahhaa~
ahhh, it makes me regret not taking sports in schooltime. But our secondary school also dun have netball. sobzz..
We're gonna be playing again next week. kekeke~

Friday:

And this is Emberlynn and her lil bro. He is born today, the 21st of Nov.



I'm still looking for you.


19.11.08 // 10:16 PM

It is always said that we should just move on with life and not be stopped by any difficulties along the way. But sometimes it's better to pause for a little while and reflect on what you have done for the past few months or years. It is also better to pause to take a deeper look into things, into people around you to cherish them and treasure them.

There are some people who just passes by you, some people you just nod your head in greeting to, some people you can say anything and everything to, some people whom you're afraid to show your weakness to, etc...

And there will be someone whom you don't want to let go. That someone who changes you for the better, who makes you look at the world in a different but real view. The person who has suddenly become so important to you that you couldn't imagine life without that person. Just by seeing that person or hearing that person's voice, you know everything will be alright.
But you know that you have to let go of that person. Yet every logic seems to fade away when that person is with another person. That you wish that you have the courage to be selfish, that you wish you were selfish before you let that person go.

Only For You

.

You have managed to creep into my heart

Making a home for yourself in there

Something I could not live without

.

The thought of having to let you go

At first, it was hard

So hard I had cried

It felt as though I’m losing you forever

That you won’t come back home to me

That it wouldn’t be home without you

.

Your happiness comes first

I convinced myself day and night

Your smiles come first

I chanted it over and over again

But with your back to me

It was hard

So hard I had to cry again

.

Further and further you drifted

Further and further I withdrew

Unknowingly my heart has left with you

Unconsciously I have given it to you

.

Hopefully you know

That you hold my heart

It’s ok even if you don’t

As long as I know my heart is with you

.

Only for you

I’ll give it to

Only for you

Willingly, lovingly and unconditionally

Only for you

Just for you




I'm still looking for you.


16.11.08 // 3:24 PM

Gothic Photoshoot
Date: 6th Dec 2008
Day: Saturday
Venue: Old Changi Hospital

Anyone interested?



I'm still looking for you.


13.11.08 // 8:01 PM

Today is definitely a comical day for me.

First, because we'll be playing badminton today, so i wore my mom's sport shoes, coz i can't find mine. it's big actually. quite loose.

Then after the first lesson, we got a ten minutes break. we went to ask the lecturer something. then when we go back, this is when the stupid thing happens.
My friend walked in front of me, so she didn't know.
Anyway, i was walking up the steps. but the steps were quite wide apart, and i think i miscalculated my landing leg. it was supposed to be on the next step and when it didn't, my legs went soft and i went down to the ground. coz when u step up a step, u'll prepare ur legs for it. so one leg will lock, then other will soften. but because i didn't manage to step onto the step, my legs went soft and i 'collapse' onto the ground with no sound at all. it was so funny, i just crouched there and laughed.
when i finally got strength to stand up, while still laughing, a friend was saying that the lecturer was laughing as well, coz i fell down in front of him. lol~~

Then when playing badminton, tiffany and i were paired up separately with two guys. then so damn funny la. coz they were making bets with each other that whoever wins will get a free 100plus and lunch. then they were good at badminton. my badminton only play play.
So it was very stressed playing with them.
Anyway then this stupid part came. My pair's strategy is that once the game start, we'll move to the center, me in front, him behind.
so it was like that. Quite ok. i got no problem with the positioning.
then this time, i kept hitting the shuttlecock back. but then this return was a bit higher than expected, so i squatted down, so that he can hit it. the next moment, i was hit by the shuttlecock on my forehead.
Like how the hell did it happen?!?!?!
he and i were facing in the same direction, u know, facing the opponents. and the shuttlecock he hit actually hit me on my forehead and the impact was great. it was almost like he was in front of me and hitting it towards me.
i was totally stunned. i was telling tiffany that if it were the racket which hit me, i think i'll be lying there liao. lol~



I'm still looking for you.


9.11.08 // 8:35 PM


Hey~ I'm thinking of having a gothic photoshoot~
Am thinking of making it a family of sisters type of photoshoot. hehheh~ vampires? but no more red lens. well they do have other eye colours. haha~
Maybe at OCH?
Anyone interested?



I'm still looking for you.



Muahahahah~
It's 12:45am. And I'm still awake.

Just wrote a poem and submitted it on fictionpress and deviantart.

Am doing maths, coz i've skipped a couple of tutorials already. So am thinking of completing them tonight/this morning.

For any other events next year, I still have usaki's costume, i just realised. Just need to borrow katana and get a frameless specs, can liao.
Oh well, that one can settle later.



I'm still looking for you.


8.11.08 // 8:57 PM

Went to eat steamboat with some classmates last night. We had a lot of fun. Then after eating, we were discussing where to go next. Some want to watch movie, some want to go home, some want to walk walk.
So we decided to walk walk a while first to digest. While walking from the steamboat shop to Bugis Junction, we paused again to rediscuss again. ~_^"
Anyway, then one of my friend sang, "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Stars~"
And i quickly joined in with, "There are no stars in the sky~", which is true. lol~
Then one of the guys looked at me with a weird look. hahahahaha~~~

Then u know that water 'fountain' thingy outside seiyu?
We ran inside to the middle to take photos. lol~ When i got the photos, i shall post it up.
Ahh~~ First outing with the class, but only 9 ppl were there.
One of them said to have it once a month. ~_^"

Cosplay, cosplay...
Let me stick to whatever i already have and decided on for next year. Please stop me from having another idea again.



I'm still looking for you.


6.11.08 // 10:17 PM


Dear, my friend thought you are my sister from this photo. haha~ and when i told him i don't have any sisters, he said you're my niece. ~_^"

Ahh~
Feel like going for ice-skating. sobzz~
Feel like chionging some sports stuff to feel that aching again. lol~
But schoolwork and revision are piling up.... sobzz...

There are starting to have a lot of political things going on within the class. ~_^"
I totally hate people who 重色轻友, esp guys who do that.
sighz...



I'm still looking for you.


4.11.08 // 9:42 PM

I seriously have to cut down on my expenses on Cosplay liao.

I think I'll cancel the meroko's plan.
I still got my Uranus's costume with the aunty.

I think for next year, I'll only make Setsuna's costume/s, Okita and Alexiel's.
These three or four costumes will be enough liao.
For the cosplay ball, I'll slowly think about it.
For the GW photoshoot, I'll think about it as well...

Breakdown(Estimation):
Setsuna - Wig(Paid), Costume($60), Costume($80), Lens($28)
Okita - Wig($60), Costume($150), Lens($28)
Alexiel - Wig($60), Costume($150), Lens($28)

Ahhh~ Money flowing out liao.. sobzz...



I'm still looking for you.


2.11.08 // 1:17 PM


KKM photos are all upped in the sgcafe link that I gave in the previous thread.
Now, I prefer to go for Photoshoots instead of events. Coz I'm really bad at portrait photos. lol~

Yesterday went to help Dear's friend's event. So we went there without knowing anything, just that we have to cosplay. So we did. And we spent more than an hour preparing. But only a few minutes of appearance.
Thus, in order not to waste that effort, we camwhored in the toilet. lol~

Of course, when camwhoring in the toilet, esp one with so many mirrors, we'll definitely capture things/people that we do not want. hahaha~

Need to go study for mini-test tml. ahh~



I'm still looking for you.