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THUNDERS!!its raining very heavily now!.hack!.so the day before was at paulene's house!with pussy!.ya we all had a great fun!.watchin dvds and practically goin mad?.ya!me and paulene were like dancing all day!till we were sweating!.the next day had to go bugis to meet fei fei and emily for some interview thingy!thnks pei shan and fei fei for the job intro!.ya!although im the lucky one who is chosen to stay in bugis with another guy!but i wanna be with fei fei at orchard point :( nvm.so aft the interview headed to town find pussy!.well, bad journey!repeat"BAD JOURNEY!" was walking from cine to far east, when me the loser! saw merick, stupidily i called him!"MERICK" he giving us the sign to ask us to wait for him while he tks the escaltor down!.den he say this"can follow?" i was like "hmmmm, anything lor", i cant say 'no'!it would be so damn bad!.in pris shop.pussy ask him "whyy are u here" and he reply this"i follow them here den now i stand here lor" ok i was bad i laugh LOUDLY!.i cant tak it wad!.den we made a plan to get him off by sayin that we all hav to work!.badd!and off he went.listen to this!.have to seen anyone run in far east like mad dog?well i did!.me and paulene were walking ard den we saw MERICK!.runrunrun!.haha.he's a nice guy!.very nice one indeed but not our type of friend?.
















KTV-ed yesterday with syl.she was late for an hour!.damn it!.sang all those stupid song!haha,even sammie's "mei fei se wu" thats like AH-LIAN!.haha.aft tt had coffee with yane.den planned to meet mr.prada!.drag syl along with me!.ya!3 of us had dinner at fish&co. talked alot during the whole dinner!.i told them some jokes!.but they say its not funny.but my face is funny!.thanks!.aft dinner was suppose to go liq kitchen.but was too tired!.so home i went!.have i mention how gentlemen prada is?.syl was tking bus 980 at the same bus stop as prada.so i was alone?.but he said let my fren go den he bring me to the bus stop den he come back tk the bus alone!.nice friend i have.but all these changed!.wen i left my hp in syl's bag!including my digi cam!.soo, called syl asked her to stop and wait for me!.both of us walk from bugis to lil' india!!.argh!!.i was meltin on my way there!.aft tt took mrt home instead!bathe and change and all den stan call ask me to eat dinner with him!.ya!but my boy wasn't that happy so neva go!.anyway ii tink me and my boy are like this far ------------------- ya!.everything is so wrong!.my mind is so goin wild!


i wanna go youth alive!brian lionels invited me!.but!!i have work try my best to make it!.anyway aaron keep askin me to go the sentosa thingy!.nahhh!skipped it!.too many kids will be there?.hahah i talk as though im 18!haha!wadever.

ii wanna watch barnyard and the break up!who's with me? *ii cant upload photos!!argh*

ok.ive been slackin at home the whole day,including eating up all the junk food!so met up yesterday with my cousin, uncle and aunty for myron's birthday!.fun journey there though, me and joxef were both talkin crap bout my bf and himself!.he sayin that he's a librarian and i said my bf was also, including church member and chess club!.jus to impress my aunty!.whahha!.anyway the chalet wa a double storey one!wen i say that i was like"ii miss having chalet!.i wanna have one double storey one too!.mayb for my birthday!!.yeahh!.alot of them were like not happy?.hmmm rather not say.we all did not eat with them instead ate at a pub with 3 dogs!.thats so troublesome!.its almost like having 3 babies!.aft chalet decided to met sam and sly for movie!-the devil wears prada!. i so like anne hathaway, i tink she is so pretty!.yesterday suppose to meet up with W... but his phone low batt could not get him!.today actually can meet up with W...but im too lazy to get out of my house!.long time neva see him already!!.

oh have ii mention?.that sam actually kinda drove us?.yes!!.she drove!!.at first angie was showing how she actually turn?.its was like brake den a sudden turn, we kinda wen up the pavement!.den lata it was time for sam to drive!.although i was sleepy at that time but my eyes were WIDE open!.haha fun experiance!.ohh ohh!and one more thing i wanna get a nice phone!and i wanna get sly's phone!.cutest phone ever!its like wen someone call u couls hav a video on them?.and sam did a super-duper cute one!!.i like it!


tmr out to town again!abiit reluctant to go!.but i reserve the guess perfume!.so im goin to like
pay and collect it tmr!.damn!whyy am i stil buying things!.job huanting tmr!.i don care where im goin to work at.probably job huant at far east!everywhere is like lookin for assistant!.and all those higher-class one?.they wont want a non-experiance loser like me!!.Kbox soon!!.


and ya i haven mention bout the show "all access".ya its all bout super star naming their kids!. there were lots of weird one like "pilot inspektor"OMG! like pilot inspektor can u ans this question?.there were more like" tu morrow", "god' iss true love", "cash", "rocket" "racer" and the lists just goes on!.like ohh noo!!.but ever since young i wanted to name my daugther "rain" cause i always dream that some boys will say "i love rain" refering to my daughter!.but until the korean hottie rain came out! i was like i will neva name my kid that!!.

tryin not to be lazy!.so im blogging again.ya so 24th was my last paper, a bit disappointed in myself.guess my whole life ive neva once not study.i sayin bout exams here not test!.ya!.and whats evn worse is i only have 2 paper,so i should be doin like better den other courses?but i guess not computing math paper was a killer!.

the day b4 met with tien boon, mervin, han leng, zhi yang and nona for math revision for like 2 hours?.and thats it!.the funny thing is i learn bout changing decimal to octual and all!.but when i open the paper i saw hexadecimal!!.wtf is that!!.and its like 1 question equals to 10marks.so i know part C which is worth 1 MARK???.damn!!.im so failing it!gonner!!.sub paper im coming!.and so of cause i finish my paper early but none of my classmates ass-es were moving!for like 45mins!.i couldn't tk it.i jus stood up walk to the front and hand in!.and guess wad.everyone join me!!.alll of them were also waiting for someone to hand up the paper!so ii made the move!.tee-hee!cute class!anyway thanks tien boon, mervin and zhiyang for your math tuition!.appericated!

out that day with nona, paulene, pris, airy?, izan, and another girl.ya had fun!airy and izan is 2 cool people who i can really joke with.they can take my rubbish!like me singing some tupid songs to them.aft tt i wen over to pussy's house!.yea ii suggested jogging!.so we both jogged to toa payoh!.pris was a bad parnter!keep on stopping!.aft that we both wantd to jog to town?.whahhaa!.in the end we both used some black guys phone and called andy.*aunt jus came to my house*ya andy your great!he bought us to newton for supper!!.whoo!!.he and i chatted away!and i cant believe the world is small he knows the guy ----------- whahahha!.but andy claim that is he know alot of people!.wahahha!

i tink im goin to be late!.my cousin emphasis the word DON BE LATE!.goin to myron's birhday thingy!.yepp.this is the first time celebrating his birthday!.hmm.aft that might be meeting syl and sam.sorry to u guys have to go chalet first.kk im off to get ready and have my lunch!.

iim HOME!!ii miss home!exam is tmr!not studyin not studyin!!.totally heck care!i don care!!.but a bit nervous!!cause its like sitting in the hall but not knowing how to do the questions?a bit irritaing!and exams? it feels like im taking olevel!!.there were like 11 teachers lookin at uu?.ohh damnnn!!.but its cool at least i sit at the last few rows!tuesday aft our first papaer we all went to the library to study?i learn 1 question den.i slept!and i swear this is the first time i ever sleep in the library layin down on the floor!.and fei fei i neva drool on your bag!!.it was shoik!.

anyway sunday clair left us!.yepp it was SAD!!4 of us were really late?.an wen we got there, all cry?.totally spoil mood!.i miss her though!.pictures?will upload it soon!most of them are in mich camera!.yeahhh.







upload the rest soon!!







*my days at dad's place was really painful?.its like soo boring in there!.damn!but i had my family dinner ii love it.so warm with all my relatiive ard.i remeber this, my grandma, and cousins and i were on my uncles car.den i had ta go up to ah ma house to get some stuff.aft tt my grandma goin to watch tai ge? the hungry ghost concert thingy?.den daryl say he wanna go up with me as well?.cause he wanna pee.den my ah ma say i also wan "wa ai ke pang jio, if not tang wa lao jio at the ge tai?".hmmm.probably no one will understand!.ha.

yesterday mid-night decided to go pris house!.home too bored!took millons of photo!take a look at it man!




























*having my laksa now!


im watching this show where the urban ppl go to some rural place?.the learn to live there?.so the man do all the hunting!.and i cant believe i actually cried for this show!.its so torturing to see all these animal get killed!.humans are evil including me :( *proof*

i losing my marbles!.believe me im suffering inside, though i may look :) always. im seriously losing it!. right now i believe is retribution, i hate it!

pictures uploaded

im seriously getting lazy to blog nowadays!!but got to write wad happen yesterday!!.it was kinda our last outting yesterday as clair is leaving on sunday to thailand for 4 damn years!.was out with those peeps yesterday!and as usual clair was the lastest!.ya but pris had to work so it was like 4 of us at first!.we shopped, joked ard and i realised i kinda miss that fun time we always had.its kind of pity that aft our o's we hardly come out as a group due to some problems!but once we met each other, everything seems to jus disappear!all we cared was fun!so we had baker's inn pasta again yesterday.GREAT! the food really filled my tummy!.and mich had a thing for starbucks!ya!!she just keeps bugging us to go starbucks!and damn!u all should see the way she drink her ice mocha she like drink up all the whip cream den add more whip cream!and den drink again den buy popcorn eat!.oh no!!how fattering lahh!eeeeewww!yeahh.ohh yaa!!and lata we shopped at cine, den we're in hula and co. suddenly got this guy appear and ask if he could be friends with me!hahaha!ii did not know wad to do!den all of them devil-ing me at the back sayin "say no!, say you got bf". but in my mind i wanted to ask for his number, in this way he wont get totally rejected!.but because of my friends!i jus told him"NO!".ha` ya so anyway it was fun having clair ard!hmm i tink i'll miss her! 4 years?damn!.so ard 9 pris met us!and by den mich had already left, paulene left soon aft pris arrived!.clair left like soon aft tt also?so it was like me and pris?.ya walked ard for a while den we both wen back home!.

*aunty brenda's house today.first stop my place, picked me up!.next, was javian's school!, next was to mos office.well i tot no one recognise me!but still ppl did!.next, to pay some insurance thingy!.and damn!having javian in the car is a pain!wont keep quiet lahh!.next, to buy food,den back to javian's school but now its to pick jarren up!.den finally to my aunt's house!!sweet!.as usual had to babysit them!.made them all sit on the dinning table and study!killer!.aft all those crap!.me and my aunt made mooncakes!!damn its like alot of work?and my aunt say this"i tink its fun lah, but to you i tink not fun lah"i tink its fun ok!made like 4 boxes of it!i have like all the egg yolk one with me now!!goin to share it ard!.end here!ohhh ya!jus now i was msgin my cousin and i jus realised my brother is still an ass!he told or showed my aunty i had tongue stud!like for wadever reason?i dunno whyy is he always doin this!.i don evn leak out anythig bout him?like neva!.wahhh seriously hate it!


*pictures taken yesterday!no one send me!!only have 1 pic.all those losers neva send me!brother is evn a bigger loser, lend my camera to his friend!ass! (upload the rest soon!)

*2.32am feeling kinda painful.ii neva knew people so close to me had so many problems in life.i feel so selfish now, neva taking them to heart to feel their pain and all.all i did was being mean and rude to them. their so near to me,but our hearts are jus so far away!whyy does it always feel these way!.well but mine isn't any better!sometimes i feel like giving up, really don wanna carry on.but there are too many reasons holding me back.*peace*

you woke me up at 630am today.tellin me you're leaving for good to america?.hearing your voice again?.the voice i use to hear everyday?.i dunno.it feels so weird!.i was half awake at that time totally not knowing wad i was saying.aft we hang up the phone, you started msging me!.and of cause telling me how bad eveything is.as for me i had to give u the cold shoulders, because i know you would tink too much if i care for uu. you telling me not to regret?.regret like wad i was wondering, regreting letting go of the luxrey life i might have?.nahhh thats not what i want.all i was asking for is love and having someone by my side...you continued telling me how shitty your life is!.ii guess you were suprise by my reply.iim deeply sorry, although i knw you will neva read this blog.but wad i wanna say is your life is so crazy now its bcause of me?.im sorry.cause all has ended, and i have started another story with another person.

*have a fun journey to america today!, ii believe goin there would be a beta place for you.

*seandainya kau ada disini denganku, mungkin ku tak sendiri. bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku, hiasi malan sepiku, kuingin bersama dirimu. ku tak kan pernahberpaling darimu, walau kini kau jauh dariku, kan selalu kunanti karena ku sayang kamu* - last msg from uu.

am i asking too much?.

staying home today!TOTALLY BORED! ii was the one who decided to stay home!and yet now i cant control it!boredness is killing me!but im saving money!!so i must control myself!eaten?not yet!plannin to eat at 6 or 7?so i only eat 1 meal?feel like eatin salad!im on a strict diet!!1st time in my whole entire life im doin this!cause im fat le!if im too bored mayb go jogging?ii wanna cycle but bike tyre no air!!.sucks!if not can cycle to aunt's place!yepp!.

*steamboat-ed last night!with my boy and his friends.did not really eat.cause ate noodles b4 that!.enjoyed eatin though!.wad ii like best was dong hao's entertainment!he totally made us laugh?i jus could not control my laughter!!he jus made eveything so funny!.as for my boy i kinda spoilt his day?.well he wanted to go momo very badly yesterday but i "stopped" him?.well i did not want him to keep goin clubbing!.ive always allow him.but he jus keeps on goin.and for him, he will say don go den say go den say don go!.in my mind i was like "ii cant hav a guy who is like that?". totally no!.but in the end he did not go!totally made my day!*ii love him.its getting to a state when i feel that i must have him with me!totally gald that ive found him!*pleased*.love hiim.

BORING AHH!!.jogging?dunno!!ok im off!goin to tink what to do!

at paulene's house now!jus had cheesy bites!whooooo!!!been craving for that, finally had a taste of iT!.wasn't that fantistic!.tasted like the normal stuff cust pizza!hmmm feeling tired now, always feeling sleepy aft eating.seriously living a pig life!damn it!


*yesterday was swimmin day!.at toa payoh!everything was fine besides paulene's super kicks!ya!she kicks wen she swims and water splashes like everywhere!damn irritating.hahaha!ya so i was sayin everything was fine?till i needa tighten my swim wear? den this weird man came and ask"is everything fine?"me laughing away say"ya!".den he wore his googles and put his head down and was looking at me?.nah i should say body!.ya!den out of nowhere he touch me!!!i was like you touch me for wad.den he jus keep saying sorry!ok...so wen ever he came near? we get out of the pool and head the opp. diection!till once we lost him and he was beside me!said hi to me!i swim away and left the pool.all these man are pervertic, i cant believe they would actually go to pools and do this!damn asss!! aft all these shit headed to town.paulene's mum needa clothes for her work!it was a tough time for her!!haha!was at PS saw mr.moon! yep! he was with his gf so i was like mooooooooonnn??.haha had a conversation with him!neva really talk to him taht much wen i used to see him everyday to me he was this hunk!cute and handsome model so mayb i was scared of talkin to him.haha!well he said i grew up very fast?.haha!he telling me that my brother is always bringing girls?ya!he has his own tattoo shop!whoooo!!ok so i had KFC!i was like all those swimmin was wasted!i needa go on diet and im eainf KFC and pizza hut.


*my bf wanted this song badly."why don u tell me why......"(he created his own lyrics!!he is mad at times) ya so i wanted to search for him thet song, so i actually search all of micheal buble songs on Utube coz thats they only classical man i know!and of cause did not manage to find it!. sang it to paulene she was like"yayya i know that song!!" me asking she wad's the song name and title! she say i dunno!THANKS!sucks!see boy i actually tried my best to find the song u wanted and yet u made me angry!real mad!


this is wad i do in paulene's house

no money no money!feeling really dumb and stupid when all those mother farker don return your money!.its shit know!.all tose idiots beta fark those walls at home!damn ass!.idiot!!!my bank left like 40!?am i goin to survive?.dunno lah.jus tt i know i look like a poor bitch in school.everytime u will hear me sayin i no money who got?.ya!!.sucks!*calm down*

home from schoool.had a test today a but pissed aft the test.cause i was late for class well i tink he tot i copied!cause i kinda do a bit fast!.so he wen i was hadling up the work he ask me redo.and show him!and i was like "you tink i copy ah?" wah!!.wadever!anyway my dear friend lim yong quan kanna debar!.for 3 modules!.shit lorr!!today i wen to see lum sai cheong with him, stan was tryin to ask whether he could join our class next year but still will retake the failed modules.mentor did not rellee wanna help though!.sucks!


*yesterday was steamboat-ing with classmates!.aft school out with nona!spend all my money at shop and offically broke!.hmmmm.nona was not suppose to go with us as it was not HALA!in the end she tag along with me!hahaha.we had the pork section and the non-pork section!.of cause i was at the pork section!.sorry nona!i seriously love piggy meat!it jus taste so good!.hahaha.as usualy mr stan was late!but at least he came!yepp..nona wen out early so it was left with me, stan, han leng, pei shan, emily, fei fei, mervin and tien boon.yep.billard for the guys aft dinner!.and for me and the girls + stan was TV!!whahahha!kinda wen crazy over there!aft that guys wanna play arcade!.really enjoyed the kiddy ride!wahhahaa!.stan actually put a coin into the machine and we played in it!!.whahaha!>aft that was home!.and bed!


*meetin syl and sam later on den my boy

last presentation is OVER!.O-V-E-R!.yeahh!!.it wen pretty well today,thanks to my 2 fellow, miss nona and mr han leng!.you guys are the best!.love uu all so much.i did pretty lil but yet they did show any faces to me!.relle glad to have them!.ya!.today during class was like a photo shoot period , everyone was like jus taking photo!?.but i look weird in all the photo!.whahahaha!.

*omg!.ive neva put this kinda face on camera!.but these 2boys totally bullied me!the face naturally came out like tt! thats the 2 handsome in class, mr tien boon and yong quan(stan).

*that fei fei is who we bully!!whahhaa!!but he stil like us!

well today i made the effort to actually stay back till 5pm for my remidal!?.ya cause me, stan and mervin could not make it for the 1pm's class.presentation took a long time!.so 3pm 3 of us wen for this lesson!only 3 of us!!>whoo hooo..but soon mervin left for work.only me and stan!.me and stan studyin together!!whooooo!!yong quan!must jia you!!.wahhahaa well he is tryin his best to study i guess?aft schoool talk to him alot while we're on our way home!talk bout gf, bf, classmates, his past and all!.tmr steamboating at marina!(tian qie hou gou). cant wait!

watched nacho libre!funny show!still loved the XooOxxXoO part!its hillarious!!mayb i should write one letter to my boy like tt one day!small hug big hug.teehee!its still on my mind!

*adorable pic of him i tink