Monday, March 30, 2009

what's friend for when you realise the other friend is better than this friend.
what's friend when you need to hold back your words, and the need to be aware of what is coming out from you, when all along you just wanna share?
what's friend for when you just lie along just cause you are jealous
what's friend for when you spoil someone's tiny happiness?

why put friends in first when they aint that good?

i'm exhuasted. i don't know what i can do, really.

the only time i smile is when i'm dreaming of you.
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Thursday, March 26, 2009

4:10am
i'm feeling shity, which is wrong, this shouldnt be happening.
it must be the jobless thing! MUST BE!
its like waking up having to know i'm looking forward to nothing everyday.
no new surprises, no new playground.


i knew this would happen, i knew it!
but why?
cause it was fun and sad?????
wtf.
i hope i really learn to know what's fun and my limits.
goodnight, and please give me a job, a freaking waitress i also want la.




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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

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CB. until now i still dont have freaking pictures to blog!!
MY FUCKING CAMERA LOST, FUCKING NEW ONE!!!

i found a phone, i stared at it, i ponder whether to take it and i did! WHAT A BITCH.
and tmr i'm going police station to return the phone! i lost too many things and i feel the freaking pain!

havent been home for pretty many days, always staying somewhere.


ritz carlton slumber party was suppose to be my most look forward thing, but fuck shit i fell ill and ended up sleeping after drinking a bit. damn bitch STUPID FEVER! but it was fun still totally felt i was somewhere but not singapore!
i miss my cousin totally, after staying her house for a day.
and my next aim would be to save up money and move out!and have my very own dog!
i realised i really damn long never blog ever since my bloody damn asshole brother lost my fucking camera! CB!!!

lastly, i've graduated! with a not bad grade k!
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Friday, March 13, 2009

Comparisons are easily doneOnce you've had a taste of perfectionLike an apple hanging from a treeI picked the ripest oneI still got the seedYou said move on Where do I goI guess second bestIs all I will knowCause when I'm with himI am thinking of youThinking of you What you would do ifYou were the one Who was spending the nightOh I wish that IWas looking into your eyesYou're like an Indian summerIn the middle of a winterLike a hard candy With a surprise centerHow do I get betterOnce I've had the bestYou said there'sTons of fish in the waterSo the water's I will testHe kissed my lipsI taste your mouthHe pulled me in I was disgusted with myselfCause when I'm with himI am thinking of youThinking of you What you would do ifYou were the one Who was spending the nightOh I wish that IWas looking into... You're the bestAnd yes I do regretHow I could let myselfLet you goNow the lesson's learnedI touched it I was burnedOh I think you should knowCause when I'm with himI am thinking of youThinking of you What you would do ifYou were the one Who was spending the nightOh I wish that IWas looking into your eyesLooking into your eyes Looking into your eyesOh won't you walk through And bust in the door And take me awayOh no more mistakesCause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009

i know i havent been blogging.
well i just started a new work. and there isnt much time for me to sit and type.
i rather go out.

well, another shitty point of my life is here again.
i love my job and at the meantime i hate it.
i reallly think i should quit it, yet? i feel i've been given this special chance.
wtf.
i'm going work with a damn sulking attitude.
MFMFMFMF. weekends!! BATAM CB! cant wait
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