Thursday, December 31, 2009
first and foremost i'm really struggling to stay awake , i NEED to watch my "the seventh day" tvb drama, ok i know i watched it before but i'm still mad about it.
can't believe im gonna say bye to 2009 tmr, i think the age thing is killing me i swear. anyhows 2009 has been a great year, to me at least. i finally graduated from NYP even after failing and being a full-time floater for 2 years? NYP has been great, i made some close friends like em, sl, hl, tb though i never thought i would. i was a floater after the first sem, naturally i was drifted away from everyone. lucky enough i was back on track in year 3, things got a bit better but what matters is the friendship after poly. although its just a handful of them, i'm already contented.
what about relationship? ups and downs, AND again ups and downs. i've been in and out of many different relationships, but i guess the one that cause the greatest impact would have to be ben and charlie (i think this would be interesting). ben and i had a really rough one together, it was either me or him. well, if i were to say out everything sure lack of sleep. what's the conclusion is i will NEVER EVER like him or get back with him. so i'm actually hoping that everyone would not go around assuming that we're back to square 1 and of course stop being paranoid. it's such a 1990s thing.
as for charlie, i always grin to myself whenever i think about the process of us getting to know each other. i still remember how i was afraid you would be like all the failed lovers i had in the past, and always preventing the wrong moves. after a good whole 2 months, (ok la not say very good, but still passable) you've really been a great boyf to me. mega spoil me every single time, which is not good, as i get pissed whenever i don't get things the way i want it to be. like recently. but you always know how to make it better, by appearing at my window at 7am?, dumping your friends for me, just making it better. like today(31 dec), we went blading and i had a great fall,
can't believe im gonna say bye to 2009 tmr, i think the age thing is killing me i swear. anyhows 2009 has been a great year, to me at least. i finally graduated from NYP even after failing and being a full-time floater for 2 years? NYP has been great, i made some close friends like em, sl, hl, tb though i never thought i would. i was a floater after the first sem, naturally i was drifted away from everyone. lucky enough i was back on track in year 3, things got a bit better but what matters is the friendship after poly. although its just a handful of them, i'm already contented.
what about relationship? ups and downs, AND again ups and downs. i've been in and out of many different relationships, but i guess the one that cause the greatest impact would have to be ben and charlie (i think this would be interesting). ben and i had a really rough one together, it was either me or him. well, if i were to say out everything sure lack of sleep. what's the conclusion is i will NEVER EVER like him or get back with him. so i'm actually hoping that everyone would not go around assuming that we're back to square 1 and of course stop being paranoid. it's such a 1990s thing.
as for charlie, i always grin to myself whenever i think about the process of us getting to know each other. i still remember how i was afraid you would be like all the failed lovers i had in the past, and always preventing the wrong moves. after a good whole 2 months, (ok la not say very good, but still passable) you've really been a great boyf to me. mega spoil me every single time, which is not good, as i get pissed whenever i don't get things the way i want it to be. like recently. but you always know how to make it better, by appearing at my window at 7am?, dumping your friends for me, just making it better. like today(31 dec), we went blading and i had a great fall,
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
how can we be sure that the other half knows that we love them? has the 3 words been said too often, that it doesn't feel as special as it felt the first time we said it? has expectation changed, we just want more don't we? have we been too comfortable to an extend that we forgot to show our love a little more?
well, i am definitely sure about my love. there's not a day where i stop loving or love a little lesser.
days back i was afraid that history would repeat, but i was convinced. convinced that it just my imagination. right now i guess i could be right all along.
6:30am i'm utterly exhuasted.
well, i am definitely sure about my love. there's not a day where i stop loving or love a little lesser.
days back i was afraid that history would repeat, but i was convinced. convinced that it just my imagination. right now i guess i could be right all along.
6:30am i'm utterly exhuasted.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Helloo everyone, xmas is gone and 2010 is coming. I had a warm xmas this year, as uausal dinner with jems - m + c + v!, small gathering at hanleng's, countdown at alvans and family dinner. Skipped fullerton's cause it was a little out of place. Anyways that not the point, my stupid fat rice(opppss)is in KL right now, and we haven't met since like what? Xmas! Bad enough! Slut you better buy back some shit for me.
I really drag 2010, cause I'll be turning 22? Wtf! Such a huge number man. Its like a number to remind me the end of my youth, which means I can't go forever 21, wah nb better go before I turn 22 man. And and and 2009 has been a long eventful year, as least to me. I graduated, I worked, many other things la! I'll name it on the next post. Ok, I nearly got a heart attack, I'm over at hillside "watching" a soccer match, guys super synchronise man! Soccer make them look like fools. So, I just wish, wish only that 2010 never comes.
Tmr's new years lunch with jemsc, and dom's bday.damn wtf! Cause I thought everything was today! Like how I though lunch was today and I was a little happy, asked stupid charlie along, it was super stupid la! We still went to vivo bought food and realised it was for tmr! So what!? Me and C went all the way to vivo to buy pork belly?, and AGAIN bistro 103 was close, C got summon. Seee!! Nor your fault la! Wtf!
Okay, I'm bored of typing, I shall TRY to enjoy this soccer match.
I really drag 2010, cause I'll be turning 22? Wtf! Such a huge number man. Its like a number to remind me the end of my youth, which means I can't go forever 21, wah nb better go before I turn 22 man. And and and 2009 has been a long eventful year, as least to me. I graduated, I worked, many other things la! I'll name it on the next post. Ok, I nearly got a heart attack, I'm over at hillside "watching" a soccer match, guys super synchronise man! Soccer make them look like fools. So, I just wish, wish only that 2010 never comes.
Tmr's new years lunch with jemsc, and dom's bday.damn wtf! Cause I thought everything was today! Like how I though lunch was today and I was a little happy, asked stupid charlie along, it was super stupid la! We still went to vivo bought food and realised it was for tmr! So what!? Me and C went all the way to vivo to buy pork belly?, and AGAIN bistro 103 was close, C got summon. Seee!! Nor your fault la! Wtf!
Okay, I'm bored of typing, I shall TRY to enjoy this soccer match.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
HAHAHA i was swooning over all those cute puppy pictures and maybe i change my mind abit, hahahaha! im still a chihuahuha fan! few days back i told C that i want all pugs! BUT pugs QUITE scary looking lor! i dont mind having 1, but not 10. kay i was just day dreaming how my future house could fit my 10 dogs. HAHAHA! but i think 9 chihuahua and 1 pug will do. PUI HOON dont be bias! chihuahua is cute right! better den pebbles lor!
it's not really easy to find a cute pug image.
charlie goh give you a picture to go happy.Tuesday, December 22, 2009
another good whole week and i can't believe just a blink and xmas is coming. i don't have the xmas vibes like how others do, i guess its just 21 years of xmas, afterall it's just another xmas. good thing is, i thought i would never have another family xmas dindin after last year's no xmas dinner. Thank god! i super thick skin i went to ask my uncle for xmas dinner! and he say GOT GOT! ask me what type of food i want! now i feel the family!
back too my good week, friday was JB with sm and em! i'm amazed how fun JB could actually be, usually it's just the normal dinning and walking ard. this trip different man! cause i went BERSAK! i buy buy buy buy! though i dont have much la! but i everything also wanna buy! i even have the thoughts of swiping my card, and now i regret i didn't, cause sg doesnt have the dress that i wanted from MNG. plus their rayban all super madness, 40%, no wonder my stupid bf cannot resist and bought his for 50%! WTF! i wanna go back JB!.
i had mad shopping with pris and bought nothing much! i havent worn any of my new clothes, bad habits bad habits! buy buy buy never wear!. charlie took mc for 2 days, and i made full use of it. sunset grill like finally but level 2 was such a spoiler! i remember the other time with mainy and ling even with level 2 i was weeping like baby! this time finger licking good also can.
today was super eventful, bought ham which broke my fridge layering thing, caught sniper over at charlie's -_-" not very nice, over to bt batok and FINALLY that stupid charlie's data plan is
working! bbm bbm! and and to ah ma house for tang yuan! and i got MANY kinder buenos!!!!!!
kay i manage to dig a few pictures because i was playing bbm with charlie sending him pictures and all! super boring blog! no pris no pictures!
back too my good week, friday was JB with sm and em! i'm amazed how fun JB could actually be, usually it's just the normal dinning and walking ard. this trip different man! cause i went BERSAK! i buy buy buy buy! though i dont have much la! but i everything also wanna buy! i even have the thoughts of swiping my card, and now i regret i didn't, cause sg doesnt have the dress that i wanted from MNG. plus their rayban all super madness, 40%, no wonder my stupid bf cannot resist and bought his for 50%! WTF! i wanna go back JB!.
i had mad shopping with pris and bought nothing much! i havent worn any of my new clothes, bad habits bad habits! buy buy buy never wear!. charlie took mc for 2 days, and i made full use of it. sunset grill like finally but level 2 was such a spoiler! i remember the other time with mainy and ling even with level 2 i was weeping like baby! this time finger licking good also can.
today was super eventful, bought ham which broke my fridge layering thing, caught sniper over at charlie's -_-" not very nice, over to bt batok and FINALLY that stupid charlie's data plan is
working! bbm bbm! and and to ah ma house for tang yuan! and i got MANY kinder buenos!!!!!!
kay i manage to dig a few pictures because i was playing bbm with charlie sending him pictures and all! super boring blog! no pris no pictures!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
super love this week, holidays are here, i had a ppf suntanning session, my love is back, so telll me how not to love this week besides the part where i acted overly senstitive? ARGH heck! everything's fine.
suntanning was fun! i'm front burnt and back completely white! YEAP! awesome catching up with miss slut and her nonsense whose slippers got chopped off. WHATEVER! SLUT, K FINE! BITCH! MAKE A NEW DATE TO TAN OUR FREAKING BACK! and stop caling me to tell me lame stuff that will make me roll my eyes?
guess what i got from love! Krispy Kreme =) awesome! i just cant get enough of it. 
and and!my MBMJ wallet! FINALLY! pretty amazed. he anyhow buy also can buy the one i wanted. super loved.
hurray i'm working tmr, and friday i'm going JB. everything is prefectly cool.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
am i ageing already?everything feels a little out of place. to be exact i'm talking about friends. like how i rather be home after school den having my usual hang out. wtf! 3 hours before school and i'm thinking about such stuff. gosh. anyhows, i don't get how someone can have such constant false thinking about themselves just so they could feel better. well, if you think that i'm not any different at least i don't go saying how pretty i am, oopps. too much to say!
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