farktheshit

ok, i'm still not feeling good. i just wanna cry! cry cry cry!! i'm not having love problem, school or whatever la! it's probably my feelings running here and there making me look like a fool. ok help, can anyone prove me a float? i miss mummy and daddy.

I'm at the lowest point, maybe not lowest, but low enough. I can't really accept on how sensitive I've been. Be it sad, happy or angry, I'm just there to be sensitive. And I really can't live a day without my bf, beside those times when he's in camp and I can't help it. But oh, whatever I'm uttering nonsense. But but but if I ever go uk, I think I would drown to death, yep, in my own tears.

And what could you do, when you know your own dad is sick, smoking too much, drinking too much, taking in too much sugar that is just harming his body. Yet!, no one could stop him, not even me. How am I to feel. I know this may sound selfish, but sometimes I really wish I can die before they do. cause I don't think I could ever live without them. If only.........

Morning, I guess I have to accept the fact that holiday season is really gone. I have been skipping classes to the max, assignment are not done. So from today, ok tmr, I will remind myself that I've got to be serious a bit more.
Anyway I'm having a great morning, a very old couple made me laugh on my way to school, I'm not feeling as tired, I had a fair share of C this week and tonight I'm gonna catch dear john!.
C's going back to camp tonight :( once again back to reality, no more crashing his place after school and no more playground talk with weird man playing monkey bar(wah I swear he was damn weird!).
Bali 49 bucks in may!!who wanna go!! I'm looking for partner. Slut face you want?

omg it's almost 4am, dear john is keeping me wide awake and just as when i think im faling in love with nicholas sparks, i went to google him. haha, i don't like him anymore, he got weird eyes.

omg, can't believe this. but just a few days ago i was complaining to anastasia about not having wendy's here. AND WTF! I JUST REALISE THEY JUST OPENED A NEW WENDY'S! omg must try.

first thing, i can't believe i played lan on cny eve! i'm not saying it's impossible but usually during cny eve, i'll be at some clubs enjoying the emptyness. too bad, not this year.

second thing, like WTF! my brother said he wants to go ah ma house at 11am! kay im now here blogging and my brother happily sleeps -_-". not forgetting, my neighbour all around going " happy new year", "ahhaahaha, byebye".

kay i'm off to nag at my brother.

this is why i'm in love with glee.

Haha, I cannot stop watching glee's eps 1, totally in with how they dance to beyonce's mv. Fucking cute.

i wish i could take a look at the past, i wish that everything isnt as blurry as it is now, cuase some moments in the past are worth to look back at. it has got to be the song im listening to, keeps your mind wondering.

since im free, here's zouk pictures.



super crazy night, 2 martel, 2 moet, 1 jagerbomb set( it looks like a set to me) and jugs, i quit getting drunk nights, quite amazed.

tuesday is always my off day =) but KYQ is causing me to spend like fuck. such a horrible influence, thank god cny gives me extra income. WHICH i am going to try to save it for thailand and uk. always said but not done =( oh well, i gt pictures! happy to death. happy cny and happy vday to all, i doubt i would blog any sooner!




Gusttim @ ion

knn knn KNNBCCB! where got people stay at home on friday! KNN!! FUCKING FUCKED UP! FUCKING, MOTHER FUCKING ANGRY!! CBCBCBCBBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBC!! FUCKED UP LA! KNN! IM GOING TO CURSE AND SWEAR UNTIL I SUPER HAPPY! CB! KNN! FUCK YOU! NB! NOW PEOPLE ASKING ME TO GO ZOUK AND REBEL! WHAT TIME NOW!? KNN!

Cny is coming, pretty sweet. Got all the clothes ready, and it kinda feels good, just the part where I can only see my clothes but still can't wear them suck.

And this friday is another round of loklok! I really hope its doesn't jam like how it did on a monday. Damn hectic man! Fucking jam for a 2 whole hours! But loklok there was satisfying, so kinda worth it?. This week hopefully we don't need to meet clee there, come with us!

Omg, I hate morning classes, I'm fighting real hard to listen to this fucking chapters. God! ok! I fucking need to study la! Knn! I'll blog after school.