o yeah!!!
todae was so nice..
considering d fact tt its a mon..
ironic or not?
aniwax..d whole dae just.. breezed past.
then ran allllll d way down to get food for everyone..
zheng gang owes me...2.80..
yepx..
and lyk..we had alot of fun in math olympiad..
v relaxing n interesting..
unlyk d one last yr..
sooooo horrid and naggy and ewwwwwww
this yr rox mann..
and lyk...yepx..
we tried out alll d diff formulas..
so cool..
it was actually fun for once..
and lyk..i was 'flying'
and then after tt, found out tt natalie was stuck in la la land, trying to fly..
awww...poor kiddo..
aniwax.........................................
i went to d band rm wif natalie and d real irritating thing?
wad do ya xpect?
'ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' s frm d sec 2s..and sum seniors..
gona kill them..
then lyk.... daphane..this clarinet senior..
went to ask jasmine cher if we lyk each other lor!!
and lyk..she actually saed yes okk!!!
wad type of animal fren is TT?
crap..
and now EVERYONE whu noes me..and natalie or course..
is starting to think WIEIRD!!!
noooo!!!
mi social life is GONE..
and then shariffa saw us discussing HER bdae tingy..
then lyk..she kept raising her eyebrow..
and everyone though i was blushing.
when i had a BLOODY SUN BURN!!!
sooooo ironic..
and then sum how..they also tink tt i lyk yc!!!
ahhhhhh!!!
mi social life down d drain!!!
poof..great..
and lyk..ben was teasing me bout it in MT..
and lyk..lobster keep asking.
and then tells denise..
and then denise tells shi pinn.
and then shi pinn tells cheryl..
and then cheryl tells shi min..
and then shi min tells eileen..
and then eileen tells li ping..
and then li ping tells zheng gang..
and zheng gang tells mhd..
then mhd tells ihk san..
and then ihk san tells nimat..
and then ni mat tells siti..
and then siti tells zak..
and then zak tells shilah..
then shilah tells jannah..
and then zak tells grace again..
then grace tells ray..
then ray tells fur..
then fur tells pz..
then pz tells ave..
ETC ETC!!!
and now...everyone is going ohh and ahhh and its getting sooooo irritating..
and stupid jasmine cher actually ask if she can b mi bloody bridesmaid!!!
o damn it..
im gona kill everyone..
rid d world of evil n evil rumors..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is ruining mi social life..
think about.. mi whole class..
whole of 2/2..
1/4 of 2/3...
1/4 of 2/4...
1/2 of 2/5...
1/2 of the NA & NT ppl...
wad do u get?
urgh!!!!!!!!!
this is EVIL..
as in.. me n TWO boys whu r mi gd frens?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAYYYY!!!
this is way beyond horrendous..
poof...
poof..
poof...
poof...
bloody hell!!!
this IS hell!!! ... im sooo dead..
haix..there goes ur social life sher!!! sae gd bye..
did i mention tt bcuz jasmine cher confirmed daphene's suspiciouns..
she told mi senior..
and mi senior told melissa..
and melissa told adeline..
and adeline told hannah..
and then hannah told nadia..
and then nadia told french horn ppl..
n then french horn tell flute..
then flute tell clarinet..
then clarinet tell basoon and bass clarinet..
and then they tell lower brasses..
and then..poof..there goes mi life in band..
luckily most of them r graduating..then d sec 1s will cum..
n then !!!!!!!!!!!
hell again..
haix....
suppose no one got pretty used to it.
as in...BEFORE>>>>>>>>
fight & world war & cival war...
and... NOW>>>>>>>>>>>>
friendly chatting, official animal fren..

anithin wrong? nooooo...
but yepx..there goes it..
double dose ya noe? cuz 2 ppl...
as in..julian was enough..
now its 2...
how lucky of me.. wow, wow wow.....

sigh* soooo bored..
i finished studying everything..
ok..crap shit..i forgot tt i hav math olympiad tmr n i got to do d hw!!!!
ahhhh!!!
no!!!
haix..now i hav to start again..poo..
this stinx..
and lyk..bleargh..
aniwax...
i went for tuition and had a real nice time..
did mi chinese hw u noe!!
im lyk..super guai..
and not to mention science..
now all i hav to do is to pack mi bag and finish sec B..
i bet natalie did it..
cuz i smsed him..
but ppl in mi class prob wun do anithin..
hav to buy food again for everyone..
poof..this stinx..
shall get an envelope..
poof..
buaize!!!
****************************************
cut mi hair todae..
poof..
look weird..e
everyone is gona laugh...
sigh*
saw this real nice shirt in nike..
and sooo nice!
and i saw this real nice top too..
matches mi pink skirt ya noe?
o mann..this sooooo rox..
and o yeah!!! i so rule!

poof...bored lyk hell..
n for ur info horsey..i AM feminine..
*sticks tongue out*
at least i dun act lyk a 3 yr old snatching hp in a bus..
neh ne neh ne poo poo...
seriously..
no wonder i drew a horse holding a GIANT carrot with his tongue sticking out..
as in..its kinda predictable..
sigh* the immaturity of...horses..
im starting to call horsey pony..
sounds so much more..immature..
aniwax.. got nthg to do lor..
so bored...as in..im just decaying out here..
chris is online..but she cant talk..
fishy is NOT online..
horsey is NOT online..
seriously..his com is ruining his social life..ALOT..
eileen just went off...
im bored to bits..shall just stone..

hiii..im lyk..super bored..
shld b doing hw..
but im so tired and xcited...
going to wai yew's bdae party..
gona go to east coast park 1st..
then go back to his hse and really really really PARRRTTYY!!!
me and zg got his 'eragon' its sooooo nice!!!
yepx..
and lyk...uh huhx..
its gona b formal..
mi turn to knock some fashion sense into the girls!!!
and for wai yew to teach the boys how to dress properly!!!
o yeah!!!
we 2 rule mann!!!
im practically the onli girl in class who dress nice..
seriously..
cant imagine some ppl...
t-shirt n broad shorts..
when i havnt even worn broad shorts in mi WHOLE LIFE....NEVER..
its getting kinda scary eh?
but OP board shorts suck..
as in..u see them all over the place..
sigh*
aniwax....gona lyk..giv ave, fur and pz a TOTAL makeover tmr..
prob spend 1.5 hrs trying to make them pretty..
but ave is already pretty so we just...enhance..
pz and fur hav to teach how to b lady like..
and lyk..walk with grace etc..
im pro mannn!!!
whoo hoo!!
went to spore conference hall todae..
to check the sound etc..
uh huhx..
secretely bough m&ms..
peanuts rule mi life!!!
and lyk..yepx..
i was lyk smsing horsey n fishy cuz they were in diff bus frm me..
sooo cute right?
then lyk...we took pics..
and etc..real fun in d bus..
and lyk..we joked alot..esp wif our seniors...
and lyk..uh huhx..
then lyk..horsey was bugging me for d m&ms..
and dragony? he didnt noe wad horsey was talking about but bugged me aniways..
blanche tried to steal mi m&ms with little or no success...
then lyk..i shared with fishy, ihk san, dragony, horsey, shariffa and benjamin bek..
uh huhx..
i was tempting nigel with them..he was lyk..'stop it!! i cant resist!!!'
but he did lah..tho i tried alot of times..
awww..we were discussing our..cough xperiences..
when i hav cough, i ate ice cream and i got betta..
horsey eats lotsa choc and cold water..
nigel believes in losta beauty sleep and water..
whole load of old tosh if u ask me..
benjamin snatched..no... GRABBED.. mi whole packet of m&ms and tried to deplete it..
BUT BUT BUT..
horsey beat him to it..
actually..everyone went over to 'beat him up'
hahaha...lolx.. crazi ova m&ms..
weirdos..
tts animal frens for u...
trying to contact pz and fur..
no success..
shall call zheng gang..
hm...did liao..
poof...
nthg to do..bored to bits..
yc was... waiting donkey yrs for the bus to come..while mosquitos assulted his hooves..
poor guy....but he DID swipe them away with his erm... tail..
but yepx..
i tink im gona fail in turning fur into a GIRL..
ave will look beautiful...
hehex...:D

hiiiiiiiiiii
im sooo bored now..
reading 'series of unfortunate events'
yepx..
and lyk..realli bored....
sigh*
i just bought it..
the 3 in one thingy..
and i tink im gona get 'eragon' for wai yew..
yepx..
hopefully he hasnt bought it yet..
yepx..
its his bdae soon..
im gona go to the bdae bash!!!
whoo hooo!!!
duno wat to wear yet..
but i prob hafta lyk..wear mi swim suit and clothes outside..
i sense a food fight and a push-someone- in-the-poo/seaside kinda thing..
esp since fur is gona buy crazi ribbon..
yepx!!!
sooo cool right?
yepx..
and lyk..yeah...its kinda nice eh?
so i tink im gona get him eragon..
uh huhx..
and lyk..poof..
gona study real hard..
tink im gona start mi science now..
and prac mi math..
its going down d drain..
i need practice..
lyk crazi..
sigh* mi math is hopeless..
i tink im gona die..
betta work hard or i'll die..
im xcited..
im gona get mi GF shirt tmr!!
its so nice!!
its BLACK..
o yeah!!!
so uh huhx...gtg now...
so bored...totally..

sigh*
i really cant stand it animore..
its getting soooooo irritating..
as in...urgh!!!
EVERYONE..
as in...everyone i know...
d sec 2s..
they're alll talking about..
me...and....horsey!!!
as in....EWWWW..
its kinda GROSS...
cuz lyk..we're frens..
and EWWW
im just gona vomit by d thot of it..
seriously, sum ppl can b soooooo dense...
sigh*
im just gona live with it..
lyk... in p6..
but ..its gona take getting used to again..
sigh*
sher..get ready for a series of unfortunate events..
bull...bull...bull...bull..sigh*
im soooo dead...

lalalalalala
im soooo obsessed with the bubble trouble thingy..
u noe..d song..by john williams..
by shakespear..witches of macbeth..
so nice!!!
its sooo cool..hp n POA d sound track..
ernest lent it to me..
its soooo nice!!!
aniwax...there was CCA orientation todae..
n lyk..sooooo sian..
so in d end we went to march around..
and lyk.. wat....we got scolded by mr alex chua in d end..
as in...he was damn pissed..
cuz we lyk...march around..
duno lah..
it seemed to irritate him..
weird eh??
aniwax..it was OK lah..
lesson was BORING lyk crap ya noe?
sigh*
aniwax..cant wait to see mi new juniours..
o well..aniwax...its real boring now..
im still listening to double trouble..its sooo nice..
still nice..
yepx...*yawns*
real tired now..
*yawns*

okk...
im bored.
bored as bored can be..
recess was nice...though kinda stupid..
well..it was lah..
well..it alwaes is..
aniwax..i went to have recess wif reb..as usual..
then lyk..as we were going off, we spotted yc and hazwan..
they were doing smthg weird..
so lyk..they asked for mi help..
did i mention tt i help horsey do a total music project in less than 5 mins?
mind maps and all..
im so proud of miself!!!
and lyk..i totally did EVERYTHING k..
totally..
shermaine is soooo smart!!!
wow..
sigh* getting bored of blogging..
i shall stop now..story sooo uncontinued...:D
poof..stupid horsey..
asking me to help him do research on cinnamon cuz his com is soooo busted...
so yeah..gtg now..still have peer tutoring to do..sher is soooo hardworking!
hehex...im soooo freaked..
natalie is in math olympiad...sigh*
he has been muttering to himself when he was sitting bhind me..'can i go now?' can i go now?....can i go now?...
every TWO mins..
n i was sitting bhind him for lyk... 20 mins!!!
tts lyk 10 times of d same thing..
and lyk..every now n then, when i ask qs, he wld lyk..ask me to stop asking..
then when i nod mi head, he wld ask me to stop nodding..
soooo irritating!
and he is an official stag..
pointing his damn antlers around...
nosey freak..
n zg was lyk..encouraging him..
stupid juniour councillors..
aniwax..horsey owes me 12..:D:D:D:D:D
i m soooo smart..

okk..im like..dead pissed off right now..
as in..mi mum REFUSES to blive tt me "letting" mi specs bing squashed by a van during marching was totally accidental..
as in..OK..its sorta mi fault to put mi specs in d pocket..
but lyk..they keep slipping off..
sigh* i tink im gona go balistic..
but..this means...im gona get new specs!!!
o yeah!!!
and yeah..lyk..erm..
nigel was chosen to join math olympiad..sigh*
baddie!!!
he shldnt join..not tt hes not smart enough..just that well... erm..
its lyk..!!! i duno..
but im not jealous or anithin..since im in it too..
d fact tt hes in in..well..sigh*
o damn...i forgot to sign up for robotics but heck lar..nvm..
sigh* real bored right now..
poof..
i need books!!!
and i need THICK ones..
sigh* nvm..i shall b nice..and like..try not to get books..
but there are d books that i want..
1. sabriel
2. artemis fowl: opal deception
3. harry potter and the half blood prince
4. eldest
and they alll NOT out yet..cept sabriel..
hope tt on mi bdae..i wld get books n clothes!!!
top main lists..
:D:D:D:D:D:D
aniwax...its lyk..im dead stressed now..
math is going DOWN..
i cant seem to reli get the powers of 10..
must do more practice..
as in..when i have mi notes and all.
its all OK..
but then i start doing without them..
then they all end up in a piece of shit if u get wat i mean..
sigh*
i need von dutch clothes.
d style is sooo nice..
not to mention roxy and billabong..
sigh* i need major update on clothes..
hope mi mum will bring me on shopping spree at junction 8..
lobster told me got loads of clothes there..
emily d strange..
von dutch..
roxy..
billabong..
and DFS...obvly, jill stuart!!
whooo hoo!!!
sigh* hope i get loads of pressies wif loads of clothes..
*crosses fingers real hard*
if i do well for common test, i will...
1. get mi ears pierced
2. shopping
3. style mi hair
4. new sport shoes

u noe..everything is bing worn down now..
as in..all mi stuff just seem to get old all of a sudd..
sigh* sigh* sigh*
poof..i need new clothes!!!
and bermudas..smthg tt i DIDNT get on mi 'shopping spree'
it wasnt even a shopping spree..
start so late..plus end earli..
n went to all d bo liao stores..
and mi chinese is improving..
i managed to lyk..'insult' ms chua using chinese phrases and tease her..
hehex..as in..i wasnt bing rude lah..but just..informal..
and we had to write formal letter todae..
sooo cool..
as in..u just hav to pic urself as artemis fowl..
b polite and jab and to d point ya noe?
smthg lyk tt..
kinda got tt tone around him..aniwax..
im OBSESSED with greek mythalogy..
and mi class broke d record for d science game..
thanks to mi excellent mouse controlling skills...
:D:D:D:D and zheng gang's memory of course..
and lyk.. ming hao was saying pao niu..
then i was lyk..nooo..u got the han yu pinn ying wrong..
its supposed to b pao niu (3rd degree)
then everyone was lyk..laughing..duh..it was a total open joke..
and then during music class, ms liao was lyk..'can u stop mooing him?'
n i had no idea wat tt means..
we started calling her 'madam' leow..
as in..in d french way..
so its lyk..madamoissele kinda thing..
yepx..
n hannah is WEIRD..
she keeps talking about ang moh boys..
shes into ang mohs..
i find these talks v...stupid n irritating and bimbo.
as in..duh..im girly..kinda..as in...i make it a pt to lyk..wear skirts and all..
n accesorise and all tt..
but seriously..go after boys lyk im crazi?
um...so NOT me..
so lyk..i dun reli lyk those bimbos they lyk..so despo..
but there was this true gentlemen todae..
during concert band sectionals..
we were lyk prac..
and then lyk..hannah's stand drop and lyk..
this sec 1 guy..
soooo nice..help us pick up..
i soooo adore him!!!
true gentleman..
unlyk matthew and nigel and yan cong and erm..
alot of boys..
wow..i lyk tt kid's mum mann..
as in..i dun LYK him..but hes one of the more..polite boys..
kinda..
hmm..duno if i can go to wai yew's bdae party..
for one thing..he onli told me its morning till night..
for the other, he didnt tell me the venue..lyk wow..
and on d other..he didnt tell me wat to get him..
as in..i seriously duno..
and im at a loss..
cuz he has so mani things..
is it reli necessary?
so i hav to tink real hard of wat to get him..
n he owes me a bdae and xmas pressie..while i owe him an xmas pressie..
seriously..the irony of it all!!!
and yeah.. tts bout it?
sigh*
sooo bored..got nthg to do..
talking gibberish here..
soooo long d post..
lyk super long..
and i cant blive GF is lyk..finally over..
so sad right?
as in.. after all the stuff..
sigh* bull shit..crap..
got science tmr..
and tt sucks lyk shit lor..
science is lyk..soooo boring..
and stupid tch doesnt do anithin..
cept lecture..lyk shes sum uni tch..whole load of bull!!!

hiiiiiiiiii..
yesterdae was lyk...OMG..soooooooo COOL!!!
but VERY VERY VERY tiring...
sigh*
woke up at lyk..7.30? then had to go to wai yew's hse to do music proj..
but..he saed tt he postpone to 8.30..
but i dun mind..cuz i went back to sleep...
then i reached there at bout... 8.50..but o well..nvm..
then finished the format of the music thingy and everything..only left the pics..
soooo i went off to let him do..
went to nyps..as in..mi mum did. for some parent teachers meeting crap..
then mi dad fetched me to nygh.. i was soooo happi to see elizabeth cuz lyk...i was 45 mins early..
spent d whole time swinging...the swings in nygh are nice..
then it started.
the whole rigurous rehersal..
actually..it wasnt reli rehersed at all!
the point is that..
we just went through the props thing cuz we v behind time..
soooo... at 3 oclock..we were lyk..soooo nervous..
but nvm...OK lah... but not as gd..
but heck cuz 3 oclock wasnt reli full hse..
then it was scary.... 7 oclock was lyk..OMG..
FULL HOUSE k..
n its kinda creepy..
so lyk.. we all did our best..
totally.
yepx..soo nice..
n i didnt screw up on d fighting...
or the singing..
cuz lyk..at d 3 oclock one.. i hit josh's head accidentally.. n im guilty... how mani brain cells did he lose???
o well..nvm..
then it went real well..
we got an encore!!!
and the audience laughed at alllll the correct parts..and laughed when they're not supposed to laugh..
as in.. geeze..but hey..i dun mind!
and the t-shirt ROX...
its sooo nice..
we did the finalle dance again..
and lyk..elaine did the pyramid TWICE wif omg..sooooooo successfull k!!
and everyone was lyk..pictures here and there for the finalle..
and we took loads..
and concu and bine and king saul rocked lyk hell..
everyone was cheering for them at curtain call..
soooooo cool!!!
and the brothers did the crab dance..
isrealites did the gun shots..
philistines did...BALLET...
samuel and jesse did star wars..
and it was omg...soooooo successful!!!!!
im soooo happi...
all the hard work..
we spent bout... 4 mths practicing..
actually...3.5 mths..
but then there was all d xams and everything..
it wasnt that much time..
i started at round... the end of xams..cuz during the other mths it was the other ppl..:D
aniwax..it was just sooo nice..to do all this..for god..
im so.... touched!!! and the philistines were real great..
they sang real well..and lyk..we managed to hear all of them..
n its sooo cool too...
esp goliath..
uh huhx..
so yeah..im proud to b in GF..n so proud bout plcmc ejmyf!!!
paya lebar chinese methodist church english juniour methodist youth fellowship..
so long right?
hehex..
and we were all freaked when we heard tt the whole thing for the 7 oclock was totally FILMED k..
we so freaked..
but nvm.we managed to go at all the correct ques and all..nice right?
and wow.. the lighting was nice..chrissy-poo did a great job!!!
uh huhx.. and yi ting..she was real drama..
she finally got it..
BUT we made ONE mistake..
xuan forgot to sing the 'have faith take heart mi brothers' part.
but nvm..
and yi ting sang wrongly..i told her not to drag so she didnt keep in time with the music..
but o well...nvm... n we did a great job out of it..
as in..during all the FDRs..i was lyk..'wif this standard..'
then yesterdae was lyk.. 'omg!!!! we sooooo improved!!!!'
*grins lyk crazi*
so yeah..enough of mi gibberish..i tink u've had enough eh?
since blogs are 'useless mutterings..' :D:D:D:D...

hiii..
im not feeling v hyper..
actually..im quite close to a headache..
havnt been getting much sleep...
slogging for Giant Faith..
urgh..mann..i seriously pray that i wun get sore throat after all d shouting i did todae in band..
as in...we were left to ourselves..(juniors)
then lyk.. everyone was lyk sooooo noisey..
and they wanted to plae hunchback so fine..
shouted over ALLL the noise to ask them to keep quiet..
no thanks to natalie, lamb and yc..
they sooo wana make mi life a living hell..
not to mention ben is out to irritate me again.
is it THAT hard to believe that i dun lyk horsey OR natalie in aniother way bsides frens?
some ppl r soooo immature in their thinking..
as in..omg.. me and horsey or me and natalie in a sentence is rendered ZERO marks..
no sparks, no chem..no nthg..
and no one seems to blive ME..
not to mention ben has been spreading them..
and d ppl frm 2/5 aint helping!!!
aniwax... i got some real annoying sentences which make me realli wana skin ben, yc and natalie right on d spot but cant..
did i mention tt ben managed to steal mi food and run away wif it around d canteen for 2 rounds until i shouted at him to stop or i wld poke d fork into his nose?
well..just did..
sum ppl just LIVE to irritate ME..sigh*
aniwax..... shouted at the whole sec 2 level..and lyk.. natalie just wld shut up..
had to make the clarinets come up wif masking tape first.
aniwax...d flutes went missing half way so we had to stop n start again..
no fun..
n d tenor was soooo damn loud..i tink im deaf now..
sigh* poor ears..
natalie was sitting next to me..
supposed to b fishy..
BUT..he had to b evil and lyk sae he want to move forward too..
and we cant mix sections..
soooo i ended up sitting next to him..
stupid irritating prat..
lions cant roar properly..well, at least natalie cant..:D
actually..everything was nice throughout the day..
until someone had to giv hw..
that was soooo impossible to complete..
sigh*
i tink im gona die..
cant understand math..urgh!!!
i sooo hate miself..
as in..i was nvr THIS confused at math..
mayb bcuz i nvr met mi waterloo..
but seriously..everyone seems to think its sooo easi..
BUT..i cant seem to remember the formulas..
and i dun understand them either sooo..not working..
and bcuz of mi enourmous hw pile, i have to lyk..wat...not go for vocal training..
and i seriously need it..so that i can hit d high note wif mi 1st voice..which i can do sumtimes..
sigh* giant faith is sooo taking the toll on me..
not to mention pw..
and this music project...
sigh*
damn..have to go to wai yew's hse on sat to do..
cuz mi bro having tuition..
damn it..
i tink betta change it to 7.30..
i'll prob have to leave at bout... 11?
yeah..need to go to nygh audi..Giant Faith!!! whoo hoo!!!
so lyk...7.30 - 11 is lyk..i duno..kinda short..
bsides..i just KNOW that d boys will b late..
n no..i didnt choose to gp wif them..
mrs sng did.. aka mdm leow..
im grouped wif siti, wai yew and shaff...
and for art, ave, pz, me and zg..
pw is me, pz, siti, zg,ch..
and we're called...the serene seraphs!!
o yeah..and our gp logo rox..
not to mention our cheer..
moo moo dot dot dot dot dotters!!!
hahahaha..actually..its not official..but im gp leader and zg is asst..
yepx..
uh huhx...
sigh* got science hw..n its stupid and impossible to do..
but..have to do..o well..there i go again, wasting mi braincells..toodaloo!!

okk..i realised that i didint blog for a real long time.
well..a few days at the most..
reason(s)?
well..i was seriously too tired..
try waking up at 6..leaving d hse at 6.15
staying in sch until 5.10 and then rushing back home..
reach home at bout..5.30
eat dinner and shower in 30 mins..
go to church..
reach there at 6.30..
stay there until 9.30
reach home at 10?
seriously..its driving me crazi..
alllllll because of Giant Faith..
sigh*
but josh is worse off...lives in bukit timah n travels allll the way to d east after sch n has to travel alll the way back..
its been the same on mon and tues.
and did i mention that i have HOMEWORK on d 1st day of sch?
wow..how nice..
aniwax... everything is real rushy right now..
got this music project..and lyk..alot of stuff..
sigh*
i tink i'll b going to wy's hse to do d music thingy..
poof...
good thing im frens wif wy if not..i tink im gona die
soooo many things to do, soooo little time..
sec 2 reli IS hetic..
sigh* mi poor brain..
seriously, i dont get the powers of 10 at all..
as in..i get it in some extent..
but i dont see the logic in the formula!!!
ahhhh!!!!
and then there is... lit..i havnt read finish animal farm.
sigh* and i NEED to read bartimaeus the trilogy before i die..
not to mention getting THAT bk frm nigel.
and i still have to memorise this super long piece for sec 1 orientation camp..
and its lyk....!!!!!
sigh* i tink im gona die..
did i mention i have math olympiad at 1-2 on fri?
then i have to go home...
and then set off at 5 for giant faith again?
its crazi i tell u..
and i have math tuition..
missed alot bcuz of hols..
and i seriously have to catch up...
and its only the first week!!!
sigh* i tink im going crazi..
urgh...so much hw!!!
and like..im reli tired nowadaes..
loads of dancing and singing..
and....gosh..so many things..
as in..im rlei hyper in sch..
but then when d lesson starts to get real boring..i totally can lyk..sleep..
my energy is wearing off..
sigh*
and i need to get things frm the bk shop..
BUT..
d que is so damn effing long..
and i hate queing up..
as in..i lack d patience..
totally..
and lyk..now..i need to start running again..
build up mi stamina again..
and then hopefully do better in PFT..
and i totally have ot mug mug mug..
okk..enough of mi complaining..

hm..todae was real fun to some extent..
had english todae..and it was what you call..OK..
as in..ms chua was revising with us adverbs of time manner etc..
then lyk..she was asking us..
and then she asked EVERYONE except ME..
and she was lyk..going in a totally fast pace of asking ppl..
and then we wld just shake our heads..
then she was sooooo despo..she was lyk..'shermaine!'
then the whole class was lyk..silent..
as in..i got quite a shock..so i was lyk..'i duno!'
n the whole class seem to find it quite funni..no idea y..
and we had science..and learnt stuff bout matter n d movement of particles..
kinda nice..
went for recess!!!
got real hyper...
was talking to fishy..
uh huhx..
then i went walking around wif rebecca again..
then i went alllll over the canteen looking for horsey..
lent him mi english book..his english book was..'beyond useable'
and he claims that it was MY fault that he left his english bk in d band rm..
as in..what did I do? nthg.
yeah..just blame everything on me..
and lyk..the whole day went whizzing by until CME..
and we had to do this cheesy thing..
and ms chua didnt want to do it..
sooooo...she went to lyk..make us play this game..
we had to past this..dog thing around and describe one of our best/good frens..
and lyk... it was real fun..cuz we had to give reasons on why we liked that person as a fren and all that.
and we came up with stupid reasons lyk..
1. he breathes the same air as me
2. hes chubby
3. look retarded
4. look stupid
5. likes to bite pencil boxes
etc etc..
just anthin stupid that comes to our mind..
then we started bombing ms chua wif qs on how many tchs got married over d hols..
soooo cute! they married on the same day..
lyk..ms leow aka mrs sng..
ms kang aka mrs quek
ms koh aka ....
ms ho aka...
mr chua...
and lyk..wow..so mani tchs..
as in..whoa.. but its soooooo romantic!!!
awwwwwwww
assembly was totally B-O-R-I-N-G!!!
slept through most of it though no one realised..i know im bad..
as in..i was in a sorta semi conscious state that kind of thing..
and i think i did real badly for my essay writing about MY FRENS IN BGSS
i think i did real horrid..cuz i wasnt in the right state of mind..
i would b surprised if i actually managed to get higher marks than yancong or benjamin bek..
as in..they're real great writers..kenneth and ernest too i suppose..
and i musnt forget wai yew..
omg..
soooooo mani ppl fighting for 1st in english!!!!
im real scared now..more like freaked..
as in..they're all boys..and here i am..trying to get past them..
i did get past kenneth, ernest and wai yew..
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT....!!!! i didnt beat yc and bb...
sigh* so sad right?
i know..
yc will prob win the highest for english..do his class proud and kick 2/1 ass..
o well...
and then theres natalie..he has a certain threat in terms of position..
esp since he shares most of MY teachers!!!
humph!
he has mdm salenah, ms chua, mrs tang, mrs lee, candy hong, benjamin tan...almost all mi tchs!!!
its soooo NOT fair..
but nvm..i shall face the challenge and triumph over the enemy!!!
hahahaha.. qoute GF..
sigh* aniwax..getting real bored..mm..horsey is sooo NOT online..

hi ya!!!
o mann..im soooo hyper todae..
cuz lyk..todae is the FIRST sunday of 2005!!!!
aint tt nice?
aniwax.. we played this game ti welcome the new p6s..
i dun reli lyk gabrielle..
shes soo..cold..
o well..nvm..
as in..i nvr met a person whu is soooo anti social.
aniwax..back to the more dun thingys..
we played pass the...adaptor..
and lyk.. chrisy-poo and rachel ng got tiao..
soooo..they have to wayang..
in case u ppl duno wad tt means, it means chinese opera..
:D:D:D:D
sooo cool!
then we played tree and squirrel
and lyk..josh ben and elaine got wayang-ed too
lolx..
had to tell a story about this evil old man(josh)
who kept hitting ppl with his walking stick..
soooo..in d end.. 2 ppl decided to teach him a lesson with paint brushes..
it was sooooo funni..
hehex.
yepx..after that, went for sundae sch..
uh huh..
got new sun sch tch..
hmm...uncle sam and miah...yay!!!
but miah is abit on and off
cuz he has uni..so most of d time its uncle sam..yepx..
so sad..our class is soooo lonely.
onli chrisy-poo, selenah, sarah, elaine and si jia..o yeah..and this new guy..xavier..
uh huhx..sooooo sad!!!
mini-me wasnt there!!!
o well..nvm..we'll prob see them again..:D:D:D
chrisy-poo betta bring him..
me and yi ting swore to skin chrisy-poo alive if we didnt see mini-me nxt sun..
hehex...
then i went to service..
and it was sooooooo long..
i slept through the last 15 mins of the sermon..
luckily im not the onli one whu fell asleep..:D
aviel did too..:D though he chose to do it in a more..open manner.
but he still didnt beat how josh slept last time..
he wld prob work to it... bet he cld do it if he was tall enough!
i shall not elaborate..
aniwax.. ate lunch at bout..1 smthg..
then had vocal training..and then josh gave us warm ups on how to feel hyper..:D:D:D:D
we walked around..then did the dotters cheer..
then lyk.. did some cool exercises..
and we were sooooo energetic..josh had to force us to sit down..:D
so if ure prob wondering how i got so hyper sometimes........
uh huhx..
then aunty lisa gave us stage warm ups..
and then we went into the real thing..
and it was the BEST rehersal we ever had..
as in..we kinda did everything without rachel telling us..
and it was real cool..
cuz we did EVERYTHING correctly..
im soooo happi!!!
i did the fighting scene correctly!!!
*sobx*
yeah..and yi mei was soooo touched cuz we sooooo did the finale dance soooooooooo together!!!
i cldnt help but laugh when i was skipping and then d boys were lyk..skipping too..
seriously, its a funni sight to see..
and lyk..we and sarah chan lyk..totally smriked when we managed to do the 'creation shouts his worth' part!!!!
o yeah!!!
and then we looked soooo sad and pathetic and totally wretched.. one of the pastors cried..
and yi ting actually managed to CRY..and i squeezed out TWO tears..
soooooo nice!!!
omg omg omg..
and we soooo got our lines right..
and didnt laugh when we delivered the punch-line..
*grins lyk chesiere cat*
sooooooo COOL!!!
hahahahaha...qoute concu and bine..
yepx.. and wow..it so totally rox..
BUT BUT BUT BUT...
i have rehersals tmr and on tues and on fri..
sigh* o well...
and i have to see what i eat to make sure that nthg wld affect mi singing..
sigh* no chilli...(not tt i eat chilli)
no fried stuff..
no french fries..
no choc..
no iced water..
no sweet drinks..
no this, no that..
sigh* i must as well b a damn vegeterian..
sigh* o well..
its onli for a few days..
we almost sold all the 7 pm tix..
all tts left is d 3 pm one..
im gona get ms chua and ms koh to buy tix...if i can :D:D:D:D:D:D
hehex..
and rebecca too i guess...
horsey's mum wldnt hear a word of it..him bing in nygh and all..
as in..his parents are kinda lyk mine.as in..when it comes to going out
dun worri horsey..i dun hold it against u..
mm...i cant sleep..
mum insists that i sleep at 9.30..
its driving me insane already at the thought of it..
sigh* o well...
did i mention that the 'promised' song rox..
especially when its my part..
cuz the boys wld do backstage singing..
and its sooooooooo cool!!!!
and concu and bine totally ROCK at bing concu and bine..
i soooooo LOVE the musicical!!!
yepx...
gona chat now..n make sure i brought everything..buaize.

hm...
the house is all quiet..
so natually..
i wld just sit on d bed and think..
think think and think again...
well..
mi conscience just wldnt bug off..
as in..
was it right of me to lyk..let nigel trans to tenor instead of me?
as in..sure i was relieved..
but..the fact that..he didnt want to trans..
well..kinda..
but his parents supported him in d decision..
mine wldnt even blink an eye or object stronly to it..
its all bcuz of d dumb piano thing in pri sch..
i was gona take mi grade 4 xam for piano..
then on d dae itself..
i went into the room..
and refused to play at all..
as in..totally refused..
so i practically lyk.. stomped out of the room..
and lyk...mi dad knew about it.
and he was bloody livid..
i nvr reli lyked d piano..
as in..i just see nthg in it..
sure..its a nice instrument..
v popular and common..
but did it just occur to them tt i didnt want to play it?
no.
ALLLL they thought of was d piano.
sure..im v lucky to have piano lessons for free when some cant even afford it..
but..!!!
its so stupid..to FORCE me to play smthg i dont want to n xpect me to find pleasure in it..
i guess mi dad nvr reli got used to the fact that someone in this world wld actually prefer the saxophone to the piano..
wish he wld just open his damn bloody eyes and LOOK..
as in..im 13..going on 14..
so tell me wat d freakin hell is so gd bout d piano when its one of the easiest instruments to play?
or the fact that a song can be played on ani key..
while for an alto sax..
it cant b played on 'just ani key'
it has to b played on d correct one..
n it not onli test ur finger coordination..
but ur brain as well..not to mention tongue..
hm..
yc spreaks bluntly sumtimes..but its tru u noe..
wad he saes..
mi life and his aint much diff..
just that well...
his parents support him in every single way..
and mine..are the most unsupportive when it comes to music..
and even more so when it comes to other things..
i DID tell mi dad i might trans to tenor..
guess wat he saed..'so ure taking on an even more useless instrument?'
sigh* mi life is pretty screwed aint it?
despite all d perks..
he just soooo loves to rule mi life..
keeps whineing about how difficult i m to handle..
ever occured to him tt if he actually didnt try to rule mi life, i wld b abit more sensitive?
noooo...so im damn bloody cold and dead unsensitive..
as in...look at A
her parents let her do wateva she wants..
think shes a better person to handle?
DUH!
urgh..stupid parents whu arnt parents..
havnt they learnt?
im sooo a lab rat..
bing used to.. xperiment wat a child does when he/she was at tt age..
then apply the correct dosage to d 2nd child..
making it unfair to d 1st..
stupid prats.
but it alllll turns to..
i cld hav just accepted the cruel fact that i have to trans to tenor..
and sooo not tink about mi parents approving at all..
n just ignore them on their dumb thots on d different instruments..
but noooo..i just cldnt help but tink wad mi dad wld sae..
sigh*
so i had to under go a whole series of mood swings..
snapping at anione and i tink, everyone...
then acting all moody and stuff...
and then bing a total bitch and start bitching around..
and then act happi lyk nthg is happening..
and then get all pissed off..
then bing all bubbly and bouncy..
and then bing damn sulky and quiet and frustrated..
as in.how mani emotions can one handle at a time?
sigh*
urgh...
i swear..if natalie complains about d tenor one more time..i will trans to it and save him d pain..
bet he'll b over the moon..
sigh* did i cause the misery?
is he miserable?
or.. unhappy?
or feeling totally damned?
or asking himself y on earth did he bloody save me frm all d parental objections?
or regreting trans to tenor..
urgh!!!!!!!!
this is sooooo frustrating..
stupid brain..
y cant i b a lil smarter and then try to fig out if hes regretting d decision or not?
urgh..i so wana read minds lyk jean grey..
!!!!
sigh* wat shld i do?
wat shld i do?
mi conscience is just not letting me off..
when he saed he wld trans to tenor..
i was over the moon..sure..but ...i just cldnt help tinking if it was correct of me to just.. let him trans..
as in..i knew he was a gd player in alto..
he was just gona make the mark..
make a print..
leave a print..
and then..he had to trans..
and make his mark all ova again?
sigh* i duno..i reli duno..
sumtimes..i wld just stare out d window..
n wonder to miself..
wat it wld b to lyk..feel the wind 10 stories down..
duno.. sigh* suicidal? no..
just......duno..
sigh* sigh* sigh*

okk...im so gona kill rachel, daniel and ning on sun k..
i still cant get chucky out of mi head..
stupid nygh audi..
y do they have to have BLUE lights n DESERTED corridors and DARK stairs??
why? why? why?
urgh..purposely make d damn thing so creepy
and giving seleney-poo and lizzie to lyk..totally ditch me in d audi and hide bhind d door and bloody boo me..
urgh!!!
i HATE chucky..
stupid doll..
n mi stupid overactive imagination..
everything was fine b4 lunch..
but then after lunch..
it was total chaos and dark and chucky was at d back of d audi in d middle row in d middle seat..
ahh!!!
cant still imagine d green aura around tt freak..
not to mention daniel..
keeps sneaking up bhind and goes in this cold.. voice..
and then ning..had to have awfully cold fingers..
and she was standing bside me for the pre post song..
so everytime b4 it was mi turn to sing d part of the song..she wld lyk..put a cold finger on mi neck..
eeks!!!
aniwax.. i was pretty bored yesterdae..
and pretty bored now..
making breakfast..
lalalalala.. bored..
hm.. watched kongfu hustle yesterdae..
n lyk..it was a waste of time and money..
as in..i didnt even want to watch it..
but mi dad decided to spend and waste money on IMAX tix and lyk..wat..
bring us there..
urgh..i dun lyk d moovie..
but i at least got popcorn..
but !!! its sooooo nonsensical..
without ani proper story line..
yeah it was funny..
but kinda gruesome ya noe?
as in..decapicated bodies..
kidna gross?
n i hate blood in movies..
as in..they show a cat's shadow bing cut in half..
and erm..a blood splattered on d wall..
gross..
and lyk..heads..
and axes..
bleah..
i'd rather watch national treasure..
hm..actually...our discussion turned from NT to chucky in d 1st place.
hm..gotta pack mi room..
its in a total mess...
again
bye....sigh*