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Saturday, July 30, 2005
It has been 3 days already.. Bleah.. Dunno why still sick. Came so sudden some more. So irritating. Can't study cuz got headache.. But somehow doing things which don't require much thinking I can do.. Such a waste of time!! Everyone finished hypo testing and I still haven't done confidence interval. Then there are so many mocks and tests coming up.. But cannot study properly.. Wait monday cannot go to school again.. BLEAH! I'll be sooo behind!
Ended up reading harry potter.. Which happened to be a mistake. Cuz now I got harry potter nightmares. It's so stupid la.. The story wasn't even scary to begin with. (this part of the dream has nth to do with e story) Dreamt that I was some hogwarts teacher eating with lupin who was dressed exactly like hitler. Then, heard the song that fluffy's harp had played in book 1. Damn haunting.. So we both turned around and saw lord voldermort playing the song on an organ. Then we were like.. oh my gosh lord voldermort looks like the neopets villain (the one that lokos like a celery stick). After that, lord voldermort immediately turned around with this evil glint in his eye and we were so afraid of getting avada kedavra-ed, we jumped off a cliff into some dark murky sea. Then after that.. dreamt of something quite gruesome.. But it's quite a spoiler la.. Better start studying and dream of maths or something..
Ended up reading harry potter.. Which happened to be a mistake. Cuz now I got harry potter nightmares. It's so stupid la.. The story wasn't even scary to begin with. (this part of the dream has nth to do with e story) Dreamt that I was some hogwarts teacher eating with lupin who was dressed exactly like hitler. Then, heard the song that fluffy's harp had played in book 1. Damn haunting.. So we both turned around and saw lord voldermort playing the song on an organ. Then we were like.. oh my gosh lord voldermort looks like the neopets villain (the one that lokos like a celery stick). After that, lord voldermort immediately turned around with this evil glint in his eye and we were so afraid of getting avada kedavra-ed, we jumped off a cliff into some dark murky sea. Then after that.. dreamt of something quite gruesome.. But it's quite a spoiler la.. Better start studying and dream of maths or something..
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
StReSs!! How come suddenly the teachers want to collect files?? And so near the mock exam.. Bleah! So many undone tutorials.. And I asked for extension for chem file for tomorrow but I still haven't done anything ever since hydrocarbons!! Damn I'm so going to die of guilt. Ya not from mrs tan's strangling but.. guilt. Oh.. and now I MUST get A for chem. After what mr ong said in chem lect. MUST. Or he'll come after me.
Oh no I think I made sijia angry. Though I don't think she's mad at me now.. Unless she's mad cuz I started casually talking to her and she forgot that she was angry then became mad cuz she figured she forgot she was angry with me. Or she was all along pretending to be angry from the beginning. Hmm.. then that'll be good pretence.. Oh mann.. is she angry or not?? But then.. It's because I feel kind of.. how you say.. a bit torn apart.. That's why..
Ya anyway.. Econs mock was.. BLEAH. K actually the questions were ok la.. It's just that.. I don't feel prepared enough!! Totally no content whatsoever. Even the one ms soong went through with us in class.. Forgot! So.. all about 1/3 done.. But then.. it's the first time we're doing all 3 essays also la.. in like.. 2hrs15mins?? So little time!! Finish so late some more.. Then actually went for chess to DESTRESS. I mean it's like.. chess = stress la then still can go and destress there..
Yup.. but was fun.. Finally not falling for jimmy's tricks. Yes. Achievement. And there was chocolates!! Loads of them! ARGH! There goes my month-long no chocolate diet. *sobz* It was just too good. And.. everyone was offering me chocolate.. How to resist.. Haiz so sad la.. It's the last day the j2s are going back. But then I have no choice rite.. Got to go back for extra training I think? Dunno. 2nd board.. I've never played that one before. Or we might push alex there and I'll play 3rd.. All for the sake of DELAYED GRATIFICATION. Just want the movie. Hm but it'll be cool if we win. Heheh.
Just needed to ramble a bit.
Well... guess since things have come to this stage..
Then I'll just have to make you hate me.
The same way he made me hate him two years ago.
And maybe you'll only realise why two years from now.
Oh no I think I made sijia angry. Though I don't think she's mad at me now.. Unless she's mad cuz I started casually talking to her and she forgot that she was angry then became mad cuz she figured she forgot she was angry with me. Or she was all along pretending to be angry from the beginning. Hmm.. then that'll be good pretence.. Oh mann.. is she angry or not?? But then.. It's because I feel kind of.. how you say.. a bit torn apart.. That's why..
Ya anyway.. Econs mock was.. BLEAH. K actually the questions were ok la.. It's just that.. I don't feel prepared enough!! Totally no content whatsoever. Even the one ms soong went through with us in class.. Forgot! So.. all about 1/3 done.. But then.. it's the first time we're doing all 3 essays also la.. in like.. 2hrs15mins?? So little time!! Finish so late some more.. Then actually went for chess to DESTRESS. I mean it's like.. chess = stress la then still can go and destress there..
Yup.. but was fun.. Finally not falling for jimmy's tricks. Yes. Achievement. And there was chocolates!! Loads of them! ARGH! There goes my month-long no chocolate diet. *sobz* It was just too good. And.. everyone was offering me chocolate.. How to resist.. Haiz so sad la.. It's the last day the j2s are going back. But then I have no choice rite.. Got to go back for extra training I think? Dunno. 2nd board.. I've never played that one before. Or we might push alex there and I'll play 3rd.. All for the sake of DELAYED GRATIFICATION. Just want the movie. Hm but it'll be cool if we win. Heheh.
Just needed to ramble a bit.
Well... guess since things have come to this stage..
Then I'll just have to make you hate me.
The same way he made me hate him two years ago.
And maybe you'll only realise why two years from now.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Racial harmony day!! The last one of all the schooling years. Not counting uni. Haha it was like the first year I actually dared to wear a sari. Last year was like.. Quite disastrous.. Wearing this gigantic green punjabi suit that made me look so fat and court shoes cuz I forgot to bring shoes. And who was the one who called me a green angbao?! Hmm.. but a bit sad la.. Not everyone in the class wore ethnic costumes this time.. But still fun though. Were super late for the assembly cuz everyone was busy changing and stuff..
The show was.. ok la.. just watching out for the ics one cuz maxine they all were inside.. This year's racial harmony wasn't as nice as last year.. Think we only started lessons at 1? Ya this year is at 9.30. Bleah. Our long day some more. Had chem immediately right after the show. Oh mann.. Hardly any time to take nice neoprint-type posed pics. All the normal stand and take pictures. All the time was like squeezed out from just before lectures and a bit from break.
Tried all the different food! Nice~.. Heehee.. Supported dear ol' sijia who was selling dumplings. K she's young. Ya anyway, she was so busy the whole day, couldn't take picture with her!! *sobz* Should give us more picture taking time!!! Oh.. But got henna done!! Luv it!! Gotta check it out.
Mr chin rawkz! Heheh.. Yea.. Cuz after he heard we had gp mock just before his lesson, he let us go home 1hr earlier!! yay!! K I'll put in more effort for bio to repay this early day. After I finish all my old maths homework. PTM on saturday. Must pass everything up tomorrow before ms lim can say anything evil heheh. Chiong crv!!
~ReAL HaPPy ThAt I cAn SaY ThIs WaS tHe BeSt RacIaL HarMoNy i HaD.
photos: http://photobucket.com/albums/y287/melancholic_ecstasy/racial%20harmony%202005/
The show was.. ok la.. just watching out for the ics one cuz maxine they all were inside.. This year's racial harmony wasn't as nice as last year.. Think we only started lessons at 1? Ya this year is at 9.30. Bleah. Our long day some more. Had chem immediately right after the show. Oh mann.. Hardly any time to take nice neoprint-type posed pics. All the normal stand and take pictures. All the time was like squeezed out from just before lectures and a bit from break.
Tried all the different food! Nice~.. Heehee.. Supported dear ol' sijia who was selling dumplings. K she's young. Ya anyway, she was so busy the whole day, couldn't take picture with her!! *sobz* Should give us more picture taking time!!! Oh.. But got henna done!! Luv it!! Gotta check it out.
Mr chin rawkz! Heheh.. Yea.. Cuz after he heard we had gp mock just before his lesson, he let us go home 1hr earlier!! yay!! K I'll put in more effort for bio to repay this early day. After I finish all my old maths homework. PTM on saturday. Must pass everything up tomorrow before ms lim can say anything evil heheh. Chiong crv!!
~ReAL HaPPy ThAt I cAn SaY ThIs WaS tHe BeSt RacIaL HarMoNy i HaD.
photos: http://photobucket.com/albums/y287/melancholic_ecstasy/racial%20harmony%202005/
Friday, July 15, 2005
So many things can actually happen in such a short time.. Still trying to come to terms with some things..
K we lost the competition.. Damn I'm still regretting my last game. There was a free rook?! Where?! Everyone in the team saw me NOT EAT a free rook and I didn't see?! Sucks.. And think it's really my last game already. I could have gotten half a point more. Fine. Chess is officially over for now. Maybe I'll try to make a comeback hehe.. But now must concentrate on As already la with midyrs like that. Well.. got to know the c chess people.. Was kind of malu.. Didn't know their names till then.
Heheh. But I guess.. I'm quite glad I took part though initially I was afraid to.. Almost psychoed myself that I'll lose every game. But after this.. Dunno.. Was like a sense of renewed hope. Feel like I can face more things now instead of moving away from them. Feels like.. I know more about what I want. The worst thing in chess is not having any idea on how to play on. The worst thing in life is not knowing where to go from where we are. It's no point drifting around anymore. It's time to move on and focus.
Hate the midyr results. ccdec6. And to think I thought bio was kind of easy. E.. Cannot cannot. Can't afford to get that for As. Or I'll never go to nus.. Not even a b.. Can't believe it.. 4 people from t32 got 4As!! How did they do it?! Gosh how much money have I lost.. And a pending vegetarian pizza treat.. haha.. Oh nooo.. And ms lim is going to kill me during ptm.. Haven't passed up maths since binomial.. Only passed up normal 1 and 2.. Will be sLaUgHtErEd!
Ya and by the way, I think one day is just too.. Sigh what can I say. It's just not real. Haiz what a situation. K nvmmmm...
To think I actually listened to all your crap. What a big joke.
Result of Quiz :: What philosophy do you follow?
created by arocoun
Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre
“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal
Existentialism 100%
Utilitarianism 80%
Hedonism 80%
Kantianism 65%
Justice(Fairness) 55%
Strong Egoism 40%
Apathy 30%
Divine Command 20%
Nihilism 10%
K we lost the competition.. Damn I'm still regretting my last game. There was a free rook?! Where?! Everyone in the team saw me NOT EAT a free rook and I didn't see?! Sucks.. And think it's really my last game already. I could have gotten half a point more. Fine. Chess is officially over for now. Maybe I'll try to make a comeback hehe.. But now must concentrate on As already la with midyrs like that. Well.. got to know the c chess people.. Was kind of malu.. Didn't know their names till then.
Heheh. But I guess.. I'm quite glad I took part though initially I was afraid to.. Almost psychoed myself that I'll lose every game. But after this.. Dunno.. Was like a sense of renewed hope. Feel like I can face more things now instead of moving away from them. Feels like.. I know more about what I want. The worst thing in chess is not having any idea on how to play on. The worst thing in life is not knowing where to go from where we are. It's no point drifting around anymore. It's time to move on and focus.
Hate the midyr results. ccdec6. And to think I thought bio was kind of easy. E.. Cannot cannot. Can't afford to get that for As. Or I'll never go to nus.. Not even a b.. Can't believe it.. 4 people from t32 got 4As!! How did they do it?! Gosh how much money have I lost.. And a pending vegetarian pizza treat.. haha.. Oh nooo.. And ms lim is going to kill me during ptm.. Haven't passed up maths since binomial.. Only passed up normal 1 and 2.. Will be sLaUgHtErEd!
Ya and by the way, I think one day is just too.. Sigh what can I say. It's just not real. Haiz what a situation. K nvmmmm...
To think I actually listened to all your crap. What a big joke.
Result of Quiz :: What philosophy do you follow?
created by arocoun
Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre
“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal
Existentialism 100%
Utilitarianism 80%
Hedonism 80%
Kantianism 65%
Justice(Fairness) 55%
Strong Egoism 40%
Apathy 30%
Divine Command 20%
Nihilism 10%
Saturday, July 09, 2005
1st day of the comp.. It's like back to ij times... The feeling. Where I HAVE TO win everything. But this time I didn't. Because I didn't memorise the opening. BLEAH. Lucky today all the games I played white. But tomorrow. Or actually.. later.. It's probably going to be all mostly black. Argh. Ok well at least it was different. As in, I'm sLiGhTLy more prepared. That helped a bit. Going to mug more openings early in the morning. If I can wake up.
Cj did quite ok la I guess. 6/12 game points. 16 more games to play. Hope all our heads don't give way.
Haha was quite fun though. Would have been quite amusing if terry changed us all to play weiqi instead of i chess. Wonder how that would have turned out. And was playing all the fortune telling and magic trick card games during dinner! Oh and just found out andy is in s paper! Never saw him there.. Some more we also went for class yesterday.. Cool..
~~nervous but HOPEful~^~^~*
Cj did quite ok la I guess. 6/12 game points. 16 more games to play. Hope all our heads don't give way.
Haha was quite fun though. Would have been quite amusing if terry changed us all to play weiqi instead of i chess. Wonder how that would have turned out. And was playing all the fortune telling and magic trick card games during dinner! Oh and just found out andy is in s paper! Never saw him there.. Some more we also went for class yesterday.. Cool..
~~nervous but HOPEful~^~^~*