Thursday, April 22, 2010

Emo day~~~~~~~~~`

A super duper emo day for me~~~~~~~~

I submitted my resume to Sunway Group yesterday and today a guy from HR called me up when i had my lunch in Pyramid. Previously i got a call from Public Bank and the conversation was comfortable though i just woke up from my sleep. It was a normal conversation where i end it with happy mood.

Surprisingly it was a phone interview from Sunway and i don't prepare myself for any interview. I thought it will be another normal conversation. I never exposed to any interview. Hence my interview skill is terribly suck!!! (=.=lll) *I know i need more practices on this* Well, i did answer to his questions but i don't think i give the best answer to those questions. Before he ends the conversation with me, he informed me that my basic salary will be RM3000 if I'm selected for that programme. Sounds good right!!! What i concern is my interview skill!!! Hope for a good news in 2 weeks time as this proves that i have passed the phone interview.

So overall, I'm emo for today...........................


Sunday, April 18, 2010

Unknown future

As stated in the title, my future is unknown. As I'm going to graduate in this coming June, I'm getting worried about my future especially after i went for the career fair in Midvalley. It was a huge crowd in Midvalley yesterday.

Before i came out from the career fair, my brother asked me try for the Loreal booth. In between the conversation with the guy there, the guy told me ' not to scared you, but there are more than 1000 applications for this job. You can submit your application through online and all you need to do is play a 15 hours game. If your score is the highest, of course we will pick you. You wont waste your time as the grand prize will be 2 tickets to Paris and there will be a lot of prizes u can win for.' WTF!!!!!! Play a 15 hours business game to decide which candidates to choose. LOL!!!

I just feel too stressed after back from the career fair. Lots of effort i need to put on myself. For now, just need to think of my studies and strive hard for this final semester.

Aim for HD is what i want to do now!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

Yuhoo!!!!!!

Mid semester break is gone and back to study life!!!

Today I'm feeling so happy after going out to pyramid with my friend. It is just a weird feeling. Suddenly i feel so happy. The feeling of real happy from my heart. The feeling is just indescribable. As you can see from my blog, i always blog my sad feeling. *All these while because of the stupid relationship* Now I'm free. Being single is better than stuck in a guy who don't respect you at all. =) Recently i read a book with the title '日子再苦,我还是原来的我'. This book has motivated me so much. Anyway, i need to thank to my friends who give me advices and support me whenever I'm down. I appreciate it so much. Without you all, i couldn't be stronger and walk out from the darkness. =p

Cheers..............

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I hate this feeling

Yeah, i hate this feeling... The feeling of missing someone.

It is miserable and i am so dying to make myself not to think about it. It is hard...........Damn hard!!!!!!! How to overcome this problem? Again, TIME!!!!!!!! I miss old times but i cannot turn back the time. How i miss the old times!!!! Feeling can really kill me. It kills me immortally!!!!!!

Anyway, i just want to shout out my feeling in my blog as i know that i cannot make the call even though i wish to!!!

Stay strong!!!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

100th post

I'm relaxing myself at my hometown. I bet my life have a big change in this one week holiday. The reason is finally i let my relationship go. There is no turning back when some big shit happened. At least this moment i  feel relieved and i could have a peaceful mind and life. One of my friend told me that i should be happy and appreciate it as God let me realise the real him before getting married to him. My friend told me my karma let me realise this. Then i asked my friend that why not God don't let this shit happened on me?My friend just answered that 'because you still got a little bad'. LOL!!!!! Anyway, future career and studies will be my main focus now. GAMBATEH to myself!!!!!   

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Busy week 6

Finally everything is done. 2 Tests and proposal are done!!!!!!!! At first i am worried for today IPM test. End up it was just too 'incredible' as it was not a test at all. It is more like an 'open book' test. Hahahaha. Thinking back the situation in the exam hall, i am just speechless. Anyway, i did put my own effort in this exam though 90% of it i *ehem*!! *If only you could understand what i mean*

Oh yeah, today i was quite pek chek when i reached my college. My season parking expired yesterday which is on 31st March 2010. Thinking that next week will be my one week mid-semester break and i will not go to college , it will be a waste if i pay for RM50 season parking. Besides that, even though i back from mid-sem break, i will only use the season parking on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday as there will be no more classes on Monday and Wednesday. So in April, i will lose RM 27 out of my RM 50 season parking. Hence i didn't renew my season parking and today i got class at 2.30pm. I thought i could easily find a parking in sunway car park. Out of surprise, i keep on going round and round for almost 15 minutes until i get a car park. I was so frustrated till end up i paid for my April season parking. (=.=lll) Anyway, i just need to pay for another 2 months!!!

Time to oi oi!!! Adios.........