Melbourne kids shuffles

was up the whole night having nothing to do,went around looking at websites can this came across..
We Dance Hard...
-http://www.wedancehard.com/

i was wondering what is it so went to click and pop out its Shuffles..
Gosh...
they dance No No...is they shuffles so damn good.
super i can say.
and 1 little boy caught my eyes.



too bad i'm not the shuffle type if not maybe i'll try as Hey,Girls can do it too..
HaHa...but Neh..
stick with my dance is fine with me.

goodnite,i'm off to bed le...

+ shan0n @ 9:53 AM

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minus one problem(Nov 29)

i'm less-stress now as i've told Dad(only abit),Mum and Sis about my problems plus telling them what i'm gonna do and how am i going to face the rest of the problem i had..
am glad that they're there to support me.
now i'm just stress with how should i let my Aunt and Grandmum know as they had put high hope on me.
i'm so guilty for what i've done..
having no choice,i still need to face them and not run away.

reach home from Dad's as went down to his coffeeshop to meet up with Leen dear for dinner.
yum yum...
we had Curry Fish head which shock me and made me feel like vomiting.
Gosh....

now online and gotta know 2 new website(1st is Usmagazine-http://www.usmagazine.com/ where by there's lots of news and gossip and 2nd is FaceBook-http://www.facebook.com which is some website similar to Friendster.) which i find it not bad.
HaHa....
*thanks Darren for introducing me FaceBook but actually i have known this site is just that i didn't wanna join it.

+ shan0n @ 2:50 AM

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do your best

i'm awake and having bad aches around my back
mum woke me up telling me that Sis and her are going down to Dad's le.
i didn't get my butt out of bed thoh i wanna go down too instead i went back to bed till i recieved Leen's msg telling me she's dead dead dead..
recieved another msg from Kenny and ya something is so wrong with him after calling him up.
he's feeling down and i dont know what should i do or say as i'm a failure too.

there's just so many ups and downs in a person's life
we can never predict what would happen
we can never stop anything that is coming
we can only wait and get prepared
do the best for it and earn a good result..

*Kenny,i'm not disappointed in you..
you had tried your best in your exam.
you didn't do well now but try your very best in the next paper.okay??
i never put high hopes but just do your best and i'm happy with it le..
*Leen dear,you have done the paper le and couldn't make any chances..now just pray you will do well okay?look on the bright side and you'll feel better.
i'm always there for you girls and guys..

:D

+ shan0n @ 5:49 PM

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my heart aches alittle

my heart and mind are just so messy now..
why am i feeling so messed up??
toally no idea...
my heart aches alittle when i saw Rey's msn nick:doing the wrong thing at the wrong time-Girl i told you what it is and it just aint like that,why cant you look at me,your still in love with me,dont leave me crying

treating people too good but yet in-return what i get are troubles..

being single is good i know but why am i in such bad condition??
choosing this might be right/wrong choosing that also might be right/wrong..
AHhHahhaAhhhh......

i so hate my life now
kill me pls. !!!
let me start a brand new life

+ shan0n @ 4:13 AM

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studies - fail(Nov 28)

headed down to Clementi and met up with pig cum big bully(pls take good care of yourself..when you cough,pls dont drink) before heading dow to Potong Pasir to meet up Leen dear for revision..
mind is just not set to study and its like only thinking of other stuff and eating.
couldn't control,went to get KFC then Mentos then KFC again.
tried my best to revise but notes just couldn't get into my brain at that point of time.
i'm just so super disappointed..
took a break and think think of what should i really do.
then all of sudden,Sebastian msg then called me up telling me his boss is looking for an Accountant.
i totally don't know should i take up not as my Maths simply just s*ck but with the support from Sebastian asking me to try out,i'll just give it a try.

gave up studies and now am gonna start a new fresh life of work and just work..
gonna work hard and earn then save up and get into a course that i'm really interested in.
can't wait to get my feet to work so i could earn and pay Aunt the money she gave me to study cause i've like wasted it feeling abit guilty so no choice.
*Aunt,hope you understand kk??
and Grandmum,hope you won't get too pissed off.
i know both of you had put high hopes on me and i'm just like giving up now.
trust me,i'm gonna work hard in a fresh new life.kK??
*to my PSB mates,jia you jia you on later's Marketing exam okay?
do your best.
i really enjoy the time spend with you guys and girls.
gonna miss you all alot man.




+ shan0n @ 3:59 AM

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bites on sweet(Nov 27)

was staying at home the whole morning till evening..
went out to meet up with Kenny for dinner and while journey to Tampines Mall,i tried to fix my phone.
by deleting everything that's inside,resetting and restarting,now my phone is back to life.
HeHe....

headed down to Senpang Bedok for dinner at Spice where i had my Black Spide and Honey Tissue Prata that filles my empty stomach.
bump into Desmond and Tiff but without saying a Hi or a Bye as they seems to be like running away.
*dont shy dont shy...i know i know.

met up with Kenny's friends at the park near by after getting some BBQ stuff,chatted and waited for his cousin and B'day boy to come.
set up the fire and its time for BBQ.
didnt eat much and left soon as Kenny's gonna work tml and i'm gonna meet Leen dear for revision for Marketing exam this Thurs.

when home home,Mum bought back some Donuts which taste abit too sweet.
ate one and then it was online till the next moring.



+ shan0n @ 2:42 AM

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isolated from the world

i totally dont know whats wrong with my phone or issit whats wrong with my M1 line..
its making me so upset that i couldn't call out or even msg out.
worst WORST,people can't even reach me.
had been trying to call or msg out but its just no no cannot.
OooOoh Man~
was planning to meet up Leen dear to do some revision de but now it seem that i couldn't do anything but just to stay at home and study.

Haix....
I'm so isolated from the world
AhHhhAHhhh......
i just couldn't contact anyone now.

+ shan0n @ 2:17 PM

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in memories of the Cambodia dragon boat tragedy(Nov 26)

heard the bad news about the 5 dragon boat rowers from my Leen dear yesterday
and today,while we were half way thru our revision for the marketing exam,Leen went to get the newspaper and we saw the article that the bodies had been found.

by looking at the photos,reading thru the news,we felt so sour in the heart and really am sad towards the parents of these 5 young men with bright future.
learning that life might be so short and that we can never predict what would happen next,i suddenly felt like talking and seeing my closest love ones.
i'm so glad that i have them around and hoping everyone of them are being bless and looked after.

*may god bless these 5 young men and those whom they left behind..




+ shan0n @ 4:28 AM

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What's wrong with 'should' and 'ought'

I'm single and i'm not happy at all...
AhHHhaHHhh.....

woke up all of a sudden and couldn't get to sleep anymore
so i was just laid on my bed thinking of some stuff and rot till i couldnt rot anymore..
played with my dog and now online after Sis got her stuff done.

open my internet explorer and this is what i saw from Yahoo.
What's wrong with 'should' and 'ought'
How to overcome three intentional roadblocks to love
By Kathryn Lord

went to read up about it and find it quite interesting..
i'm just in a tough road where by there's so much roadblocks and heavy wind blowing messing up my hair.
i must be strong and shouldnt keep thinking about the worst.
matters are to be solve and not run away from so i just must learn and face every single of them.

+ shan0n @ 3:15 PM

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i'm so weak(Nov 24- Nov25)

partying life drunken night was what i had that Saturday night
didn't sleep thru out the night and was just chatting chatting and chatting..
mind is filled with problems again and i just made someone pissed off with what i did.
*to that someone,i'm so sorry for what i did when i know i shouldn't do so as i've know what you dislike.pissing you off really am bad.i couldn't ask for anything but just beg you not to be angry anymore.
pls pls pls..
and sorry to all friends whom i bothered so much.
there's just so many sorries to you guys and girl..
*Happy Belated B'day Aunty Bert..
HaHa hope you had a fun drunken night..
hangovers that made me giddy and almost drop dead at work..
ended up i went off early but had some time shop abit with Leen dear then it was down to Potong Pasir CC where we had dinner and revision plus chats..




+ shan0n @ 1:39 AM

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Enchanted(Nov 23)

didn't sleep much and now my head was like floating on the water..
*AhhHhhh....

days without him seems to be bit weird as he totally didn't make any single call or sms to me.
i wasn't very shock but just felt he has really given up..
i still did call and drop him a msg but he just hack care and didn't make any reply.
:(
met up with an attitude pig that just simply couldn't wake up but in the end,Yes...
that pig finally woke up bath and then makan abit before i took train down to return my card,chat up abit plus meeting my dear Leen whom's working her last day at OG Orchard.

we were planning to head down to Plaza Sing to catch Enchanted but who knows,we'll just too late so we left to AMK Hub where we bought the tickets and shop abit before the show start off at 10.20pm.
Enchanted
A classic Disney fairytale collides with modern-day New York City in a story about a fairytale princess (AMY ADAMS) from the past who is thrust into present-day by an evil queen (SUSAN SARANDON). Soon after her arrival, Princess Giselle begins to change her views on life and love after meeting a handsome lawyer (PATRICK DEMPSEY). Can a storybook view of romance survive in the real world?

rate:7/10
the show was way cool as there were like Sleeping Beauty,SnowWhite this and that..
and ya the chip. is so damn cute acting as if he was Giselle..
go catch it if you love fairytales like Leen dear and i.
:)

after the show,we walk down to Dad's then dropping off the chef and then Leen before its home sweet home.



+ shan0n @ 3:32 AM

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its different(Nov 22)

its Thanks Giving Day on 22nd Nov..
so am here to say :"Thanks Thanks for that everything..."
lOlx....

havent been feeling very well through out the whole day but things turns out bit better after going out to blow blow air..
there's still like a big stone in my heart and i still couldn't let go BUT i had to let it go.
he's treating me way cold but i'll still there treating him nice.
What's wrong with me???

cab down to Blast. Plaza to meet up with Sebastian(my ex CP laoda and future coll.)
had a talk with the Boss,Daniel telling me how is it going to be like for the job i'll be holding.
HeHe....told ya le.shanon's gonna work work and work hard.wanna keep myself busy and not letting anything bother me up easily.

cab down to Albert to meet up with Kenny then Leen dear whereby after Leen work,we had Fish & Co.
its my first try and i didn't finish the food due to some bad mood i'm having.
but now its fine le thanks to the shake and move i had over at MOS.
its was kinda bored there as the crowd wasn't that good like previous..
as time goes by ya its much better but i had to leave..

pick up by Dad then it was a drop off at Pen.Tower where we spend some time over at Dad's friend pub and now now just home Wee U Weet home.
gonna wash up..
*i'm so dirty...
EeeEeee




+ shan0n @ 4:47 AM

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might may

sleep and wake,sleep and wake
inbetween there's just like 2 hours apart from the time i sleep and awaken by noise and that thinkings in mind.
i'm so upset with how he's treating me...
i'm really upset and dont know how should i face it.
should i just drop this relationship like that or should i try to have another talk to him but face to face?
i might and may look fine now but in my heart,i'm so damn messed up.
wanna shed tears but there's just no tears to roll.

questions again appear in my mind and heart asking me whether
what am i going to do?
what's my next step?
does he still love me?
what am i going to do with his stuff and all those good memories?
etc...
there's just so many many questions.
*AhhhHhhh....
how i wish i could just run away from all this problems but i know in my heart,running away doesn't solve any single thing.i'll just have to face the fact.

*let it rain let it rain let it rain
so i could wash off those questions..
i dont wanna feel that bits of pain..
:,(

+ shan0n @ 2:51 PM

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south park



my Leen dear have made me so in love with South Park man...
they're so funny and super cute with how they speak and react.
*ke ai~
(wanna watch it with me?its @ http://www.sidereel.com/South_Park kK??
and *thanks to Kenny,i got this @ http://www.allsp.com/ HaHa....)
HaHa.....
and i'm glad that i have clear up some problems.
*thanks Stephanie for giving me the chance to know more u U and u...
HaHa...i'm glad we have clear up the misunderstand.
do cheer up and pls eat proper meal before eating your med.kK??
:D



+ shan0n @ 9:35 PM

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empty back

dEar's back and the first thing he did was just pissing me off..
we've already planned to meet up and picking him up when he's back in SG but things turn out diff.
received a call from him asking where am i this midnight then telling me he's cabbing back with his friend when i'm already otw to the airport after dropping WeiWei off.

feeling abit angry,i went home with Dad,Mum,Bro and Sis and first thing first i went to wash up then fell asleep.
*thank god

had a really bad morning thanks to those noise from the renovations and thanks to him..
he's giving me the bad feelings again that i ain't impt to him and i've wasted this off day instead of talking things out to settle our problem.
he's always not there when i need him the most and when he needs me,i'm always there.
i realise i'm always saying this and nothing have change.
not a single thing after every quarrels and breakdowns..
i'm just so tired with this type of life i'm living with.
trying to change it but i just couldn't.

all i'm left with right at this moment is a messed up mind with lots of questions with no answers..
*dEar,if your feeling for me have fate,just let me know cos i dont find i'm impt to you anymore like how i felt in the past.
we seems to have drift apart and things doesnt get any better.
when its time to let go,think we should just let go if not both of us are just there thinking too much and suffering from any aches.
i really dont know what to do i really dont know

+ shan0n @ 3:29 PM

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DongDongs is back(Nov 20)

was planning to start work early with Leen de but ended up both of us overslept and got work late..
Leen dear went first and i was there just nice before 1.30pm.
why am i there just nice,all thanks to my Dad whom brought me around to Grandmum's then to Clark Quay to settle his bill and made me waited so long with a hungry stomach..

i was dancing singing along with Leen while working
eating alone in the locker room and sitting outside at the smoking area thinking and looking at some stuff.
time passes slowly but we ended off having quite a good time having dinner/supper.
i'm back to dongdongs again and this time round i still didn't get what i wanted but am happy with what it cames out and also am happy tat Dad's coffeeshop problem have been save.
:D Happy*




+ shan0n @ 2:58 PM

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random day with random pic(Nov 18-19)




+ shan0n @ 2:20 PM

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facing so many problems

happiness is taken away from me for the time being
i'll still smile and go on with my life but prob. need to be more hardworking.
received bad news from Mum and Dad and now prob. i would need to take a long break from school and start working hard for money to save my family and myself.

life is so messed up now as old shareholders of Dad's coffeeshop are giving him problems and Dad himself are facing some money problems as he cannot get his money back..i'm just so affected and really don't know what i should do.
my bills are not settled,my relationship with dEar are not very smooth,my school fees are on hold as Dad's facing some financial problem,my relationship with some friends are on rock...there's just so many problems shaking me and i'm just acting i'm living happily.
i'm so damn down and for those people who hate me,you should be laughing but no worries cos i'll get my life back and surely would learn from mistake and hopefully Dad too will not be so stoopid anymore.

*God pls save us..
forgive Dad's sin
give him a better life and don't bring in anymore ass'es friends to him.
i don't wanna see my mum being sad and worried for Dad.
AND pls dont let my grandmum know if not i bet she'll be damn damn worried for Dad that she won'tt get to sleep and eat properly.
hope all these problems would be resolved soon.
*pray*
*pray*
*pray*

i've change my number for the time being..those who wants it,get it from me kK??
sorry if i were to go MIA.
i just wanna stay out from anymore troubles.
:,(

+ shan0n @ 3:34 AM

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sentosa cove(Nov 17)

wasn't prepared,wasn't sure but in the end i still did went to meet up with Kor,Bert and gf plus their friends over at Vivo City where we cab into Sentosa and drop off at the Yatch Club.
hmMmm.....was it the place where Ivan is working at?
hmMmm....

i'm like abit over dressed when more of the girls board the yatch but lucky thanks to the stockings,i dont really feel that bad.
ate nothing much but a satay my kor took for me.
the weather and sky was perfect and kor's friends are friendly and there's nothing more for me to shy and scared but still wish to leave early as no i shouldn't stay late.

met up with Kenny over at OG Orchard as he's working full while waiting for me..
ppl working there was like asking me the same questions as i'm so well dressed.
HaHa....But bo pian ma if not want to go home change le then come out again meh?
was planning to had Long John but instead we went for a shop and bought nothing.
:D

train down to Clark Quay while inbetween we bump into a member from Hype..
he was otw to work at MOS but instead of going there straight,he join us for my dinner then Plush where i left first as there's nothing for me to do and kinda feeling weird as i dont know why is Stephanie was like turning away from me when i'm looking at her.(luckily now we know why and hopefully she knows i dont dislike her or angry with her..*misunderstandings*)

and now,goodnite i wanna go orh orh le...
tml working morning shift and i'm still sleeping late.
*die





+ shan0n @ 2:41 AM

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