photo of this past 3 days




+ shan0n @ 2:57 AM

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i pretend to wear a mask with a smile but deep in me,
i felt very pain
i felt very angry
i felt i'm so stupid

people tend to ask this and that and all i could say is i'll stand strong asking them not to worry but i dont have fate that i can do it
now all i can do is to keep myself busy with outings with all my friends that cares and worried of me
friends thot i might commit suicide but i won't cause its too foolish le.

couldn't eat/sleep and work like normal
my sales were super low but Michael and Izhar tried to help and pushes me around making me feel better and happy at work.
Van Darling also did her best to make me cheer up
SK did come see see look look at me
Melissa also came by to check on me asking me am i really fine
i'm glad i have such good friends whom care.

thot he would pop by to see and check on me but he didnt and dont bother
so i just chill and go meet up Melissa and friends with Izhar and Van Darling at Cine
talk awhile and train to Tamp,while having Macflurry,Van Darling plan out something to chill me off and ya her as well with outing like opening chalet this coming July and next August to KL and next September to Batam and next year April to Thailand.
Cool right??so many good plan to chill me off...
i'm glad..
yes i really am
cause i see that i have real friends that cares..
wanna thanks them alot
AND yes yes this Thursday off to be spend with my sis at Salon while i do my hair,chill with AiAi,PaPa and brothers at Marina
plus plus Friday is partying at Phuture with Laopo,Van Darling,Kors,Friends,Colleagues!!!
can't wait...dont wanna stay home and cry cause Laopo said Big Girl Don't Cry.




+ shan0n @ 2:05 AM

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starting a new life and a new style
3 B(s) that i'll always remember..
from now Shanon need to tell herself not to think so much!!

+ shan0n @ 11:34 PM

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last night i did something very seriously wrong and it won't be forgotten
i knew it would make a wound but i still did and hurt Kenny.

we made our story end there and i left his house and his family without a single word
oOooh did say:"its all my fault" to Kenny's mum.

took MC as tummy isn't well,but did get some time spend my "off day" at the beach just talking my heart,fear and everything out to my friends.
didnt felt any better i left the beach and to Kallang Bridge just to chill abit.

don't question me what happened etc cause all i want now is to be alone
after each quarrel we've made i still dont learn till we end,i realise i've really made him lost hope in me.
* Kenny,you might just think i'm a kid who don't know how to think
after ending this relationship,i've saw all my mistake and hear them out not just from Mummy but your Mum too.
I am really greatful for you being there all this while and when you need me,i'm just pissed off and shut myself off from you.
you did it right to not care about me in the end
i've did a wrong move that might cause us not to become friends anymore.
hate me or not,take it or not,i'm really sorry for what i've done.
take care ba...enjoy yourself if you can before your NS start.



+ shan0n @ 11:22 PM

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last week of June
















+ shan0n @ 10:28 PM

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we need groceries shopping

there's nothing else much happier to shop and get but GROCERIES!!
people can't live the world with out food,water and everything that you can find in the supermarket.
and it'll always be my favorite place to shop and get what i need.




+ shan0n @ 10:12 PM

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America next top model 10

oOooh my god
the next girls are just way pretty and seems to talk more than ever
talented girls man
giving points to Chantal as she blond and yaya mei de lo





+ shan0n @ 10:00 PM

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trying to be happy but its seems so hard
not sure why but felt that my smiles are quite fake
i'm really trying hard to be back like last time but its too difficult for me

its even harder to make people round me happy
i lost hope
i really dont know what to do
but i'll keep on trying to love myself,pamper myself and make sure i'll get to enjoy.


+ shan0n @ 9:43 PM

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+ shan0n @ 11:33 PM

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shouted out:"i misses my good life and i misses my friends!!"
was viewing friendster and gosh i've missed out so much time with my friends.
come to worst,some i even lost contact with le.

),:

+ shan0n @ 10:45 PM

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+ shan0n @ 9:50 PM

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Off day for BeeBee,GinLi,William,Yuen and me!!
spend the whole of my off day staying at home
sleeping from last night 3/4plus till just 5 going 6 then wake up

still feeling tried but after watching some hilarious video on tv and on youtube,i felt much awake.
time flies while at work and lots of craps down
sales's pretty good as we tired to push
end work met up with Lina Mummy and Grandmum(Lina Mummy's mum) at G2000 Takashimaya
walk around and GinLi came along
Mummy had spend so much money this month that she needs to cut down from more spending
*mummy,buy what you need only kK??
this month got GSS so get whatever you need most impt as from next month onwards,the price is back to it regular

Mummy left me with:"Girl,must guai guai ar......."
and asking GinLi to take care of me,GinLi and i then went for further shopping at Forever 21 where we tried on the dresses and skirt.the white dress i picked was so cute but too bad as its very loose
*sian lo*
next was to Topshop,so many many nice sleep wear and girl's panties and GinLi and i was like
"so cute so cute!!"
"omg so nice to touch!!"
"so pretty!!"
and
"lets come back and get it next month!!!"
"ooOoh yes!"
its such a girly talk we had while at the bag/panties sections
HeHe.....

out of Topshop and into Flesh Imp to say Hi to Emily and Claudir before leaving Wisma
back to Heeren where we bump into Harry and gf.
nono is Harry and gf bump into us.
HeHe....chated while waiting for BeeBee,Darling and Val
walk down Orchard Road to CentrePoint's Mac for supper with SK and bump into Amy and Mo.
chat and chats with more chat

made a little joke at Dohby's toilet and then while about to board train,BeeBee and i bump into Alvin when before that i was still thinking whether was that guy near the door him not..
HaHa......
decided to chill alittle before we end off the night,went Mac again and chatted till late.

well,thats all for yesterday
oOooosp and almost forgot,Laopo came down with her friends while i'm at work,
so long nv see her le lo and *laopo,did u take out your hair extention??

photos up later kK??

+ shan0n @ 8:13 PM

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slightly feverish on the end of 3rd week of June

lots of things for me to do but still i dont have much time
feeling sick and not much rest i've taken
later still need to go down SongKa
*my oh my*

woke up late after waking up time after time(hmMmmmm i seems to say this time after time alot)
went down to see doctor for MC and it cost me $39++ for 3 type of medicines..
*yuck*

downs are some photo take today and yesterday and the day before yesterday
and People whom like MANGO alot,please bring your cash/cards and legs down to all Mango outlets as they're having big big sales!
i repeat,
People whom like MANGO alot,please bring your cash/cards and legs down to all Mango outlets as they're having big big sales!!!




+ shan0n @ 6:25 PM

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cab down work again
repeated time after time to myself not to but in the end still had no choice but to cabby down to work due to headache
*Gosh*

while break,William and i had no else place to go so we went to Pull and Bear,AIX then Zara and my oh my there's so many nice things that i missed out.
can't afford to get anything more as i've spend alot le

after work,having nothing to do,went Kino>Taka>AIX(as i've seen a nice pull over but way too ex le $239++) with Van Darling and William while waiting for BeeBee
had our dinner and shop a little at Mango as they're having sales to late night.
gotta nothing but Ms GinLi got something :)
had Mc ice cream before heading back,played with my dear girl and now online till late as i'm taking MC for tml as i'm not feeling too good.
:(

21June marks and bring me some sad memories**

+ shan0n @ 3:09 AM

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+ shan0n @ 6:45 PM

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simple 4 girls and 1 guy

these days havent been really hanging out with my ladies living in the East as i havent been home
missed them so much but havent got the chance to date them out tgt but come 27 will be a chance..

lately just hanging round Town after work or during work with my lovers
Valeria(she's a pretty young girl whom we care for),Vanessa(Darling),GinLi(she's so damn cute when she give you those face) and not least my BeeBee(the only guy)..
*Alvin,faster meet us up so we could include you in our photos and group!!




+ shan0n @ 4:57 PM

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