Saturday, April 30, 2005

wat a day.

went out to orchard at around 1+ to gia gia. had about 4+ hours before 6pm meeting with the sailorz. so basically i spent the entire afternoon at borders. 4 hours is of coz not enuff at borders... browsing thru sci fi/fantasy books... browsing cds (but they so chek ark one... only got preview of about 1 min). anyways i ended up minus $32 rich. must be positive .... the vessel is not half empty but half full =)

and so 6pm came... and i waited at orchard mrt as appointed... and waited... and waited... and waited.... till 6.30pm. felt like there's something amiss... although i know i surely the first one to be there. called daniel. guess wat? i tink he's at home, he didn't even know the gathering was on. kok the organiser told me late last night it's on... even said they confirm coming... so i tot daniel was informed... apparently not. furthermore i kenna scolded by daniel, say why i never inform him got gathering... den koky sms me then call me say the gathering cancelled... at 6.40 (-_-) den after that jun song also got sms me scold me why i never tell him gathering cancelled. waaah. well done kok, the cock of the day.

i wasn't angry... i was just disappointed. it's not coz i waited in vain or anything... my afternoon wasn't wasted... it was a good excuse to come out early and spend my time at borders. but wat sucked was that i was looking forward to the gathering the whole day and then this kind of stunt happen. everyone fly big aeroplane... 747... nono... the new airbus. cept me.

wanted to go see ah ma since im at orchard... but uncle say got some guests so i can't stay overnight... oh wat the heck. in the end oso go home.

so hot nowadays... no air con really buay tahan.

prolly monday got gathering with the guys. long time no meet up liao. tomorrow church... and after that meeting for the june camp... YEAH! camp camp camp!!

got a letter from the traffic police......... RELAX!! I PASS MY BASIC DRIVING THEORY!!! wahahahAHHA.... aiyo... talk until like it's so big thing like that...


The dark is generous.

Its first gift is concealment: our true faces lie in the dark beneath our skins, our true hearts remain shadowed deeper still. But the greatest concealment lies not in protecting our secret truths, but in hiding from us the truths of others.

The dark protects us from what we dare not know.

Its second gift is comforting illusion: the ease of gentle dreams in night's embrace, the beauty that imagination brings to what would repel in day's harsh light. But the greatest of its comforts is the illusion that the dark is temporary: that every night brings a new day. Because it is day that is temporary.

Day is the illusion.

Its third gift is the light itself: as days are defined by the nights that divide them, as stars are defined by the infinite black through which they wheel, the dark embraces the light, and brings it forth from the center of its own self.

With each victory of the light, it is the dark that wins.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:37 pm

Friday, April 29, 2005

just found out jun song my junior in sailing is coming to the same unit as i am!!! somemore the same department!!! WOW! of all people of his batch.... and of all places to be posted to.... the chances must be one in a million! i just heard today that we could probably have a new signaller... i tink now confirm liao whahahaha... i called daniel to check out whether got sailorz gathering or not... then found out from him jun song coming hahah. *sigh* no follow up on the outing... so i tink no have.... so tomolo i free =)

yeah TGIF!! looooong weekend somemore! WWEeeeee..

mr cai xihao is finally back in one piece. so fast he kenna fully book liao.... lalalalala

mixed emotions... botc finish liao... on one hand i pass out liao, no more the lowest ranking around mUAHAHa!! on the other hand the group has to split. sad. im quite impressed myself with the squad project... many thanx to baby girl ya! =) really sad... maybe it's the last time i see some of them liao.

......... just got news that tomorrow's gathering is ONz!!! sailorz rock... smooth seas no make good sailorz. 1800 orchard with qian yi, jeron, dan, koky... hopefully more... yippie

"scolded" harshly a clerk who works in the same place as i am. he was kicking a big fuss out of nothing... and i don't really have a good impression of him. although he is currently everyone's public enemy number one, his mannerism is so fake... he likes to be a bootlicker... his attitude gets on pple's nerves... i somehow can't bring myself to be nasty to him. normally i try to be neutral or even nice to him. but today i didn't have self control. i said "it's not as if you are overburdened with work or anything, what the fuck do you do everyday??" i didn't mean that he does nothing everyday... though he doesn't really do much... i just mean that 1 more extra duty is no big deal since he isn't really soooooo busy. and it's not as if he has to do 2 or 3 or more extra duty... tat would be grossly unfair. but still... i feel bad.


OH MY MY MY MY MY MY MY!!!!!
can anyone say guitarsssssssssssssssssssssssss??
the owner of all these is either a millionaire.... or a millionaire. think of how much money is it to acquire all this!! and all the space required to store them... u need a BIG house! restringing all of them is a nightmare... he prolly has to hire someone else to do it.... some pple like guitars alot... but this is a weee bit insane... since when are guitars an impulse buy chocolate-bar-on-the-rack-near-the-counter type? wahhhAHhAH! got flying Vs, explorers, strats, Ks... wowww (@_@)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:32 pm

Thursday, April 28, 2005

let's all go lala land... readyyy?? 3..... 2...... 1..... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

YaWnz.... Cheers.

but wait... hungry lah... mmmm...

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:26 pm

when i clicked post, some stupid internal error come out. why i always kenna this kind of thing recently. hotmail also like this... been more than 4 days already. if this goes on... ARGH

work is crappy. pui. some of the pple i work with are just so sick minded.

when one train had a big buang, the media will start to keep on reporting such accidents. it's like whoa!!... we suddenly opened our eyes and realise there's so many sleepy train drivers, stressed train drivers, on high train drivers, old safety systems, poor safety systems, no safety systems yada yada... when actually everyday, everywhere train also buang, big or small.

went for a run this afternoon. dunno is it becoz of weather or has my stamina really dropped. it was so hot... the air so heavy... so difficult to breathe *CHOKE*. and dang it i brought a black shirt and black shorts... did i just hear the batman theme song??... anywayz so stupid of me. i was pouring sweat waterfalls.

watched a discovery channel documentary after i got home. i was disgusted by it. it was about a group of "experts" trying to find out about ramses and the exodus story. i find it so stupid... they were so selective with their "truths" that they were basically twisting everything to suit their really very stupid hypothesis. they reminded me of how science theories were changed from time to time... how science laws could end up as science crap... from another perspective.

helped a bit with the squad project for botc... now begging someone to go to bed.... sigh

mmmm hungry... at 2 am!!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 2:11 am

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

took leave for today... phew... it's gettin busier and busier back in base.

actually i have basic driving theory this morning... so might as well take the whole day off. can catch up with botc report too. the test was quite chicken feet! quite logical and if you got stardee the book sure ok one. i just hope advance theory can be like this too weeeheehee. im quite amazed at the motley crew of pple taking the test. a lot of aunties and uncles, maybe their licence kenna suspended??! muHAHAH.... i tink so... coz most of them look grumpy!! got all kinds of pple... i tot mostly pple my age... mostly all older... got indians... chinese... 1 ang moh also. 1 foreign worker tried to cheat he put the book on the ground LOL!! overall the atmosphere like exam hall like that... just that all the pple around are kinda weird... hahah =X

saaad... my email down. think try to cheat them more space in the end kenna backfire. got some conflict and i haven't been able to access for more than 2 days already. ARGH. saaaad... if really gone case... sad.... how to tell the whole world i change email?!! i never changed before!! all my contacts and everything is inside ARRRGGHHHHG.

spent some time tweaking baby, a 5 (?) year old acoustic guitar, as old as my first fender squier. after almost 2 hours of work, i figured that the neck can only be adjusted concavely, when wat i wanted is to adjust it convexly. initially it was at maximum convexity liao... but i had to experiment 2 hours to figure that out! how can like this... a guitar of this standard should be able to so!! actually when you do things hands on you get to know things better. this is really hands on experience. i can only come up with 2 option. either get strings of lower gauge, perhaps the lower tension exerted on the neck will not cause it to concave so much (and so have a lower string action)... not to mention lower tension means more gentle on the hands... no more OUCH!! or option number 2 is to file down the bridge... would have tried but i don't have the proper tools... dun wanna damage baby~ ya? hehe..

if i continue to wake up as if i have a hangover when i never had a drop of alcohol... imma gonna see the doctor. my neck feels as if it cannot support the weight of my head... maybe ego too big... WhAHAhahah...

finally completed botc project report. oh no... thurs is the last session already..

just heard prolly a sailorz gathering this sat!! Woohooo

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 5:55 pm

Sunday, April 24, 2005

recently been waking up feeling very heavy headed... tink my neck will never 100% heal... old injury *SIGH*

went to borders in the morning... mingled in the sci-fi/fantasy section. read the star wars episode III comic.. so i know what's going to happen liao... but it only serves to whet my appetite for the movie *SLURP*. lotsa ang moh and japanese around orchard road... dunno why i suddenly notice them. got one particular ang moh very outstanding. very skinny kid, younger than me, but his hair is so WHOA! afro style!! his head like one giant pom pom, orange in colour. so tempted to go up and smack his head hahhaah.

star wars is coming soooooon!!!!!!!!!! WWWEeeeeeeeeeeeEEeee *mumbles incoherently* see what i told you years ago xihao, darth sidious = chancellor palpatine =PPPP

then met up with uncle robin and family + ah ma. julian went ballistic after seeing me. ah ma told me he very excited. see i so popular hor? whAHAhAha.... then we went to japanese restaurant.... mmm... don't usually eat sashimi but since uncle ordered and put in front of me so have to eat loh... actually not bad lah hahah. i had nabeyaki udon (NAAAAABE!!!), unagi don, california maki, more udon (dunno wat name.. but got tau pok inside one... funny... sweet sweet one) and sashimi. actually i only ordered nabe udon, the rest is i mope up leftovers hiak hiak. we happen to sit near the entrance, so when customers come in the waiteresses/ waiters will shout something... funny thing is they all seem to be pronouncing the same word differently.

then it's back to ah ma's place. had to hong julian to sleep before we all can have some peace and quiet... and so i hong... but also fell asleep whahahah.

when i woke up uncle roy and family was there for a visit. but julian won't leave me alone... bite me, poke me, pinch me, attempt to drool over me, tickle me, climb onto me, scratch me, karate me, headbutt me... i'm not joking!! yes yes yes very adorable, but also very dangerous. his head so big, and his height around my waist level =X and so it was xbox time until dinner time... then after that i head home.

yupz that's about it... happy birthday grace.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:10 am

Friday, April 22, 2005

forced myself to wake up from my horizontal position... almost KO liao... never knew sleeping can be so dangerous... creeps up behind you and knocks you out cold if you not alert!! (X_X)

did a lot of work today. actually for the past week was playing risk 1.0 1993 version on the computers... 1993!!! still primary school leh! wilvin totally sucked at it. but the computer always very smelly one... difficulty put high it seems as if the dice becomes loaded. it's not as if the computer very smart loh... it's just that they will gang up on you... and if you attack them 14 to 3 you still can lose the fight (-_-). the more i play the more du lan i get!! SO SMELLY!!

met up with watermelon [read slowly.... it's a compliment =) ] in the evening... got there way earlier than expected... and someone sms me so confident will be earlier than me heeee heeee *roll eyes and whistles*. supposed to be doing botc project... actually we did lah... came out with the main points. don't seem to be so complicated as i thought initially. but then we just talk... and talk... and talk... bout many things =) i remember you treat me hor.... that baka waiter... food come so slow bill come so fast... }=)

YaWnZZzzz. gulped down some pi pa gao and i feel quite awake now whaHha... nah should go orh orh... past witching hour already. tomorrow prolly go see ah ma! julian, gladys.... shucks must get ready for some pain WahhHAhh

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:56 pm

Thursday, April 21, 2005

yeahhh..... finally did some magic and my pathetic 2Mb hotmail is now 25Mb liao!! in a couple of more days it will become 250Mb!! neh ni neh ni poo poo to hotmail. so loyal to hotmail... started the account when i was 13... so long liao they repay me by shrinking it to 2Mb. pay back time!!! wEEEeeeeeeeeeeee... =D

sookz is enlisting tomorrow. all the best to him. hmmm... it's been a long time since the group was complete with you. you're drifting away.... what can i say?

xihao... i know how you feel. all i can say is only time can wear away the agony.


Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

don't worry... there's a plan for all of us... nice guys finish last heh heh.


a shubunkin!!

The body standard for the London shubunkin is the same as the common goldfish, which is color variation. The base color is blue, followed by patches of violet, red, orange, yellow and black (usually quite moody and broody... but sometimes will go crazy with other emotions heh heh). The size is smaller than that of the goldfish which reaches no more than 6" in length (...quite short lah). Of the two types of shubunkins, the London is the most often seen.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 9:20 pm

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

my ex-course mate at paya lebar told me he stumbled onto my blog. guess how? he searched "ntu accountancy interview" in google~!! of all ways...... hahah

i don't tink i'll ever be able to understand those charity shows. those tv artists... boy "bands" (pui!)... oldie singers looking to rejuvinate their acts (maaaaan.... im feelin baaaaaad today) putting up a show literally. all those stunts.... very very dangerous meh?? i don't mean to slam their efforts to put up the stunt... i know it's not easy... and they have to practice many times for it... but i don't like the way the media fawn over it. they make it sound as if it's death-defying when really my grandmother can do better (LOL!). fear factor can do much better loh. the media exaggerate so much... and those artists emerge from the stunt almost totally unscathed (-_-).

and those hosts also... so exaggerating.... hallo.... everyone can see they are trying very hard and doing their best lah... no need to talk pi li pa la like they going to break a leg or ruin their face like that... SHHHHhh!! i tink no matter how charitable the whole event seems, can't really run away from business lah. artists and sponsors trying to advertise... publicise how charitable they are. just by associating with the event make them very "charitable" already. i don't understand the money part. pple call and call and call to raise 1 million and they give away a condo/car/cash worth the same amount. why not pple raise 1 million and the sponsors donate the condo... making it 2 million??? but then again if no condo many won't even hit 1 million. bah.

it's a cliche moment... the cameras zooming past all the artists... their right hands is the shape of a telefone plastered to their ears... they're looking at the camera as it goes by... they are mouthing some words.... they have that you-better-call-if-not-u-know-u-are-a-bloody-sucker look muahahah.

bb week should be like this loh... we do a show and raise 5 million. no more bb week for 5 years. hahaha. imagine... bb officers doing stunts like playing bagpipes while hanging upside down... or volunteers doing drill in a hot coal arena... idea right!! hahahah....

fingers a little pain sia... even thru all the thick skin on the tips... must be last nite keep on plucking dust in the wind... must remember never ever to get ghs boomers .10 strings. i dunno if i should part with my first guitar... i haven touched it in a while... it's just gathering dust and it has some contact problems... the guy at the shop say can trade in for about 50 - 80 bucks... not bad... but.... =( i realli want to get an acoustic guitar... if got pickups even better... my dream guitar is a solid one... not too heavy though... natural "bleached" white with wood flames... koa body and neck... rosewood fingerboard... a snaking vine inlay... with two rose at the 12th fret... mmmm....

wen just got me to read a disgusting blog. EEEeeeeeeeeek!!


Pope Rat Zinger =)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 7:35 pm

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

ntu interview.... first thing i must shout....... why ntu so hard to get around!! (-_-)

one block is so massive.... and must be built into the mountain side issit!! so steep slopes! i had no idea which bus stop to drop... dropped somewhere near N buidings... and i figured i'm kinda far from S3. going up and down buildings is really no fun. argh.

in the end had to resort to standing out in the open... and use myself as a sundial. see where the shadow is, and then head for the rough direction of south! i banged straight throught buildings... up slope down slope... cross drain... cross fountain and gardens..... finally.... the mythical S3 building!

i dunno how the interview went... no clues to pick up... they dun seem impressed... neither do they seem upset.... so average i guess. but they very the friendly and warm hahah.

finally bought a new cable.... 24k gold plated one (or so it says). but it plays like a dream... so long i havent heard so clean and bright sounds... so crystal clear. i guess my old cables were really the number one problem.

back to work tomorrow. i tink should organise an outing soon. wen you so free you organise =P

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:34 pm

looking at my own thoughts put a smile on my face.

actually i've solved my own problems. i always have. but sometimes the drudgeries of this world obscures your vision and clarity... and forces you to take a long roundabout with someone to see the light, which was shining at square one.

just wanna say thanx... you know who you are =)

interview laterz... can i be a little rebellious to the "smart casual" dress code? FwaAHhahha...

H F L

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:59 am

Sunday, April 17, 2005

came back from sentosa this afternoon... about 4.30pm.

i know i was tired... but i don't feel it vertically. once i was horizontal... the comfort was waaaay too tempting and overwhelming. and i was gone. i didn't even bathe (EEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeek!!)

woke up to the sound of my brother's fone sms tone. that was around 7+... now it's 8.32pm. my head feels kinda heavy. slept at 2.30am this morning, woke up at 6am... then just now had this nap... i tink my body clock will screw up abit. later will have a hard time sleeping.

the deepest impression of the whole botc residential weekend was last evening... talked alot... gotto know a lot of people... and had great fellowship in the middle of the night... not forgetting some funny sms =) the world seemed a lot more innocent and nice.

today's orienteering at sentosa is just all wrong for me. i feel terrible. my heart is heavy... i just... don't feel well. but still i'm squad leader, gotta pull myself together and motivate everyone. so difficult... it's tuff just to motivate myself. they keep on saying i'm a good leader... but they dunno the war that goes on in me. maybe i've been a good leader... but still i feel i have let them down, coz i know i could have done much better. i'm sorry. my problems are not your problems. i wish myself lying in the middle of a field of soft green grass with someone who's willing to lie there with me and not say a word, watching the sky, clouds, stars, moon, the colours, whatever..

gotta remember to take off/leave on tues for ntu interview. the school so big how to find my way? tink must call chin lee or ruo lin...

my brother... i feel for him. he knows the path but has long strayed from it. i must remember to pray for him.

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The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:27 pm

Friday, April 15, 2005

Instructor: Whole lot knock it down!!!!!
*Trainees scramble*
Trainees: 1..... 2.... 3.... PERMISSION TO CARRY ON SERGEANT!!
Instructor: Carry on 20!!
Trainees: DOWN! ONE! DOWN! TWO! DOWN! THREE! DOWN! FOUR! ....
Instructor: Start from zero!! Some people chao geng! Trying to smoke me is it?!!
Trainees: NO SERGEANT!!
Instructor: Waiting for what?? Start from zero!!
Trainees: DOWN! ZERO! DOWN! ONE! ....
Instructor: ^&!#*($@!!! You all think you all very smart is it!? *$#&$#*!! I say start from zero you all try to be funny... very good very good.... start from one!!
Trainees: DOWN! ONE! DOWN! TWO! DOWN! THREE! ...
Instructor: I can see some people shag already! Buttocks all on the ground already!! Hands trembling already!!! What you all trying to do to the &#^$^* floor! Cannot tahan is it?!!
Trainees: NO SERGEANT!!
Instructor: WHAT!? Cannot tahan ah!? Don't test my patience gentlemen!!
Trainees: .....
Instructor: No reply... very good.... carry on 20!
Trainees: DOWN! ONE! DOWN! TWO! DOWN! THREE! DOWN! FOUR! ....
Instructor: All so weak liao! Cannot tahan ah!!
Trainees: YES SERGEANT!!
Instructor: WHAT!!? &^$)(%&*#!!! Still dare say yes.... yes you all cannot tahan right!!?? Never mind... carry on 20!!!
Trainees: DOWN! ONE! DOWN! TWO! DOWN! THREE!
Instructor: How many more!!
Trainees: MANDY MANDY MOORE!!
Instructor: **&#)($*&)!*(&@^!!!!!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:12 pm

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

WEEEeeee!! NTU called to inform me to go for an interview for the accountancy course! on the dark side, this means competition this year is pretty tuff tuff... on the light side, at least they didn't reject me straight! almost there liao! this calls for a WEeeeeEEEeeeeee.... come on everybody... WWEeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEee!!

encik kwan turned 47 today! ops room got him a small blackcurrant choco cake. old die-hard guardsman! he's like a father-figure to me... so i tink if i ask him to gimme off to go for the accountancy interview he will gimme... i hope... so i dun have to clear any leave =P. i wish you another ippt gold nex year! the cake was really nice.... really really nice... im still dreamin of it... mmmm.... *slurp*....

went to central to meet chon eng so tat he can pass me a junior Boy's bb week cards, argh... still got 1 more junior and 4 more seniors.... clayton will pass me all 4 seniors during tomorrow's botc i hope. so pai seh... have to trouble these people to be the loan sharks to chase after those Boys muahah... tat makes me the mastermind loanshark hehh... gia gia with chon eng around central... but it was around 9 already... shops closing..

so i walked home.

do you need some time, on your own?/
do you need some time, all alone?/
everybody needs some time, on their own/
don't you know you need some time, all alone?/
i know it's hard to keep an open heart/
when even friends seem out to harm you/

but if you would ease a broken heart/
wouldn't time be out to charm you? =D

guns 'n' roses - november rain

the choco cake was great... mmmm..... yum yum.... =D~~

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 9:40 pm

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

just when i am full of fire to set up the whole rig, pick up my guitar and play... no sound at all.

*cricket singing*

you heard any crickets? i sure did. oh well... did some troubleshoot and figured my trusty cable was the problem (can't be my precioussssss right? right? RIGHT? NOOOOOooooooooo!). prolly all rusty and rotten inside already. been with me so long. tolerated enuff abuse already, about time it expired heh heh. time to throw away and get a new one... trusty rusty cable..

mmm... it's still good and strong enuff to hang people! }=)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:52 pm

Monday, April 11, 2005

yesterday's BB enrolment was great on a personal note.

the Boys are... unlike Boys of the past. we used to be used to standing under the sun for hours doing drill. not bringing stuff like nametag... and not polishing uniform (!) was unheard of. the colour party was embarrassing. times have changed. where's all the pride gone to i wonder?

i thought many old Boys of my batch would come back... but my brother backed out at the last minute with a sms in the middle of the night saying he'll be too tired to attend. i woke up in the morning and he just got home, sleeping in the next room. a pity, many people would have liked to see him.

chris, wei jie, ronald turned up. the rest of the old Boys were our senior batches. ryan and i had a good good chat with chris, reminiscing about the past hahah. the times when we juniors were more garang than the seniors, our drill and discipline was better than them, and our numbers bigger than them. i still remember the gold award presentation at sembawang campsite, we had about 20 of us receiving the award. im going back there this saturday. we wacked ronald real good for giving 5 cents to bb week (X_X)!! lotsa fotos were taken.. can't wait for them to be ready.

the static display put up by ah hee and ah qi was good!! i loved it! pictures from the 60s till todays. well in the 90s section there was a picture with me inside... so cute! all wrapped up in bandage... must be some safety or first aid activity. everyone played spot sir cody, spot sir ryan, sir yong xi, sir vincent heh heh.

i couldn't get to sleep last nite. dunno why. took so long to fall asleep, and in the middle of the night i keep on waking up. something must be bothering me... but what?

gotto submit bb week by nex week... time is tight. today back in base i had so much things to do. argh. im praying hard i'll get thru this week smoothly. this weekend still got BOTC residential weekend!! but i believe it'll be fun! WEeeeeeeeeeeeHHHHEeeeeeeeeee!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:19 pm

Saturday, April 09, 2005

counted a lot of money just now.... biggest sum so far in my life in terms of cold hard cash. my eyes are going blurry and i felt like i spent the whole day under the sun exercising. i'm money faced already!! ($_$) actually i did exercise... played street soccer with the blue bloods in the evening. drank too much liquid while still in church for enrolment rehearsal, went to the gents... and then someone called =P ... and i became an ungentleman heh heh.

phew finally went to organise and sort some stuff out... now things look much better. not so cluttered heh heh.

tomorrow's enrolment service... hope my uniform looks immaculate =)

once again to dedicate my life to BB. and to tink tat i joined coz chris told me there's sega to play during camps .... kenna smoked (-_-). before i know it... it's been 10 years. a decade. since then my life is forever changed, i dunno how to describe how i feel. so much good things happened to me, it's intangible and unquantifiable.

it's gonna be a big gathering tomorrow... all the alumni will be there... even bernard and chris will be there!! all the old mans will be there too! MuahahhAHh... forever old Boys.

my body is resting already... but my mind still active. must be queensryche im listening to now.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:59 pm

Friday, April 08, 2005

5 min with Joe


Joe the Cynic says:
or he needs some bastard mojo frm me
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
hahaha
Joe the Cynic says:
bah
Joe the Cynic says:
gals are waste of time
Joe the Cynic says:
though my dickhead thinks otherwise
Joe the Cynic says:
hmm
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
hahahah
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
it doesnt have a brain
Joe the Cynic says:
it does!
Joe the Cynic says:
a small one
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
HAHHA
Joe the Cynic says:
otherwise why do they call it a head
Joe the Cynic says:
it only starts thinking when blood gets pumped into it
Joe the Cynic says:
and it threatens to take over your higher intellect
Joe the Cynic says:
like the dark side
Joe the Cynic says:
bah i am talkin crap
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
put tat in your blog
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
im sure it'll be more interesting
Joe the Cynic says:
bah
Joe the Cynic says:
u can cut and paste that on your blog
Joe the Cynic says:
and title it " 5 min with joe"
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
u tink i don't dare ah
Joe the Cynic says:
heh
Joe the Cynic says:
put la
Joe the Cynic says:
it will spice up ur BORING blog
Joe the Cynic says:
-dats for calling my blog boring-
Joe the Cynic says:
hmph!
when nine hundred years old you reach, look as good you will not. says:
u asked for it bub!
Joe the Cynic says:
=P

*Roll eyes*

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 7:27 pm

Thursday, April 07, 2005

walked from BBHQ (Bad Boys Head Quarters) to tiong bahru mrt....

there's this guardian pharmacy advert on the glass panel beside the corner seats. there's a crap load of words on it... so boring! who's gonna read it?! suddenly a short phrase caught the corner of my eye "...shoulder lenght hair..." yup there's spelling mistake! and the advert is all over the train! dang... i am so boliao.

yaaaaaawwwwnn.... i can't tink of anything now.

TGIF!! tomorrow's (today) friday! afternoon gonna go maju camp play "arcade". bang bang bang.

YAWWWWWWWNNNNNZzzzZZZzzzz

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:58 pm

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

ARGHGHGHGHGHG!!

I MISS SAILING!

i miss the wind in my hair, filling up my sails... and off i go! one moment, a breeze... another a violent gale. or sometimes totally no wind at all... and i wished i had a paddle with me. nah! just manually rock the boat, or scull the boat, or just lie on my belly and paddle with my hands!

i miss the ever changing weather. bright and hot this moment, stormy and raining the next. i miss seeing water spouts sometimes... i got to see 3 spouts once before... but weather was bad.

i miss the sea, it is the best natural scenary of this world. it's never the same. the serenity is infectious. the fury is incomparable. it's vastness reminds you to be humble. the lonely horizon brings emotions. i look at the sea and i see myself.

i miss the sun. the glorious sun. the times when i looked good with a tan and a reason to wear my oakleys =P

i miss the rush when i'm sailing. it's hard to describe. it's a joy, an excitement, a gung-ho attitude, butterfly in stomach feeling... and more more... all rolled into one. i missed hiking with 2/3 of my body out of the side of the boat.

i miss the the spirit of sailing. when you're out there, it's just you and the elements. it's fair to everyone. when it's angry it's angry to all. even your teammates become your opponents (in a sense) during regattas. the "YESSSSsss" when you kick someone's butt flat. the look on the kid's faces when my sail covers their sail completely (poor them, they simply stop coz all the wind got sucked up by my much larger sail), as if godzilla just went by.

i miss the long trip from east coast to changi for the monsoon season. i wacked the currents flat that day.

i miss the sound of a luffing sail.

most of all, i miss the solitude. just me and my trusty tj 11. a chance to reflect on myself. a chance to wander about life, the world, everything... God. a chance to see the sunset out at sea.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 9:53 pm

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Michael Learns To Rock - Sleeping Child

The milky way, upon the heavens
is twinkling just for you
And mr moon, he came by
to say good nite to you
I'll sing for you, I'll sing for mother
we're praying for the world
And for the people everywhere
gonna show them all we care

Oh my sleeping child
the world so wild
but you built your own paradise
that's one reason why
I'll cover you sleeping child

If all the people around the world
they had a mind like yours
We have no fighting
and no wars
there would be lasting peace on earth
If all the kings and all the leaders
could see you here this way
they would hold the earth
in their arms
they would learn to watch you play

Oh my sleeping child
the world so wild
but you built your own paradise
that's one reason why
I'll cover you sleeping child

I'm gonna cover my sleeping child
Keep you away from the world so wild
Keep you away from the world
away from the world so wild

Oh my sleeping child
the world so wild
but you built your own paradise
that's one reason why
I'll cover you sleeping child




The Wind Wrote in the Water at 4:15 pm

Friday, April 01, 2005

Once upon a time, there was an egg.

This egg could easily fit into the palm of your hands. It was as white as the purest of pearls, as smooth as velvet to the touch. Needless to say it was probably lighter than the trinkets you carry. But not many would realise that a wonderous creature lay snoozing inside.

The proud parents of this treasure were two blue kingfishers, and they made a nest of fallen twigs, strings, rubbish, textile on a tree. The nest looks precariously perched on a mid-way branch, but quite frankly, it was as steady as a rock.

Mama bird would sit of the egg most of the time, incubating it with her body heat. Papa bird would scrounge for food within the vicinity of the nest, as well as doing his vigilant patrols, keeping all would-be intruders at bay.

After 7 weeks, baby bird broke out of his egg shell. It was as naked as a mole rat, and its eyes were not yet opened. Exhausted after breaking his cage, he just tumbled around the nest and laid quite still, except the soft breathing heaving his tiny chest up and down, up and down, up and down...

The two parent birds would take turns to fly out and forage for food. Sometimes their journey would take them many miles into the open fields and small streams. Ceaselessly and tirelessly they would go out on such sorties, facing unexpected dangers, returning with some small insect. The ravenous baby bird made short work of his meal.

By now baby bird was quite aware of his surroundings and with time, his strength and curiosity grew. Furry grey feathers grew on his once naked body. Opening his eyes for the first time, he surveyed his world.

Perching high above the ground had the advantage of being on a vantage point. He saw many many buildings, all around. People went about their daily businesses. Some were carrying groceries, some in twos or threes, all kinds of people. It was the cars that scared him with their loud noises. Soon, something caught his eyes. It was a green lantern hung above a window.

The green lantern fascinated baby bird. By day it sometimes twirled with the gentle breeze that swept pass. By night it glowed like a ghostly flame in the dark, alluring all and certainly very attention catching. Baby bird could not shift his gaze, mesmerised.

In time, he grew larger and bolder. His old feathers have almost moulted away. In place were new feathers, blue and dazzling. He flapped his wings, eager to exercise those cold flight muscles. Never was his attention drawn away from the green lantern across the street. His heart now yearns to be at the green lantern, to claim it as his own.

Eventually, the time came for him to take his daring first flight. Of course, it was a good effort, but poor performance. He spiraled half flying, half falling towards the ground. In less than 2 seconds he had dropped to the ground. It took him the whole day just to return to his nest, but of course, it was good practice. Nature has its way with all living things. Soon, baby bird was proficient at flying.

With a much bolder heart and confidence in his flying abilities, baby bird decided to head for the green lantern, yearning for him just across the street. He flapped his wings vigourously, warming them up. He plotted his flight path in his mind. Standing at the edge of the nest, he slowly, slowly, dropped into the air.

What a rush he felt, finally flying towards the green lantern. He was only halfway across the street when an oncoming car slammed right into him, and him on the windscreen.

THE END.

p.s happy april's fool.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 6:42 pm


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