A Journey of White Spray

asked encik for off in the afternoon, at 1st 4pm knock off, but then he took me and a colleague to changi v to have kopi at 3pm, and then i left from there wahahahah..

anyway had dinner at swensen's tampines... the old sogo building that one. the one we guys kenna bad service when we're still in secondary school, and we made them suffer by footing our bills with coins! mum, dad, bernard, melanie, me.

i ate crayfish pasta.... not particularly fantastic... alright lah.

looked across to some other table and i saw this....

joking only lah!!

but what's the crash helmet for??? XD

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:26 pm

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

a big THANK YOU to all you wonderful people!! =)

i've never experienced such a birthday before. feelin warm and fuzzy the whole day. even my boss walked up to me, shook my hands, and wished me happy birthday...

...but i feel a little guilty.

anyways, got back home and after dinner, decided to clear up the mess that my cabinet has become. it comes to a point when you cannot sleep properly knowing that your room is kinda turning into a pig sty hahahah. though it was a tough tough decision that took me about 1 hour to make, i finally put my hands down... through stacks of paper, old files, useless junks etc... tadaaaa! much neater and cleaner and more organised cabinet. there's only one more portion to sort out though.

woooooo... cuzzie yan yin is on the fone....

i forgot!! tomorrow's the dinner with my parents and bernard, and most possibly other relatives... initially i thought it was friday.

asked mum to help me sew on the ranks for my number 3 uniform... err... just chatted with cuzzie yan yin for about 1 min... she's busy at the restaurant, but she called and wished me happy birthday!! she promised presents... hahaha... okok back to uniform. yup it's done now.. and i got everything ready for friday's SAF day.

finished narnia book 3.. was quite an interesting read actually.

oh that you may bless me indeed
and enlarge my territory
that your hand would be with me
and that you would keep me from evil
that i may not cause pain

be expectant.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:59 pm

Happy birthday to us!!

just in case some people dunno... i'm the one in blue pants =)

i'm like erm.... what you looking at, my cake no touch hor!! if you all observe carefully you all will spot a pattern in the nex few fotos. bernard.... is ALWAYS distracted. his attention span is kinda limited WhHAhAHa... *CLAP CLAP* WHEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee =D

blow blow blow the candles out... but actually there's no flame... not yet start celebration lah. so gan cheong XD we've hit the big 2... errrrrrr.... big 2X10 ya? hahahah... well done brother...

FWAH! ah ma... where the heck did you get so much food from! i'm utterly stunned... all this for us?! bernard... as distracted as ever. *CLAP CLAP CLAP* WHEEEEEeeeeeee

spot the pattern yet? i like to put my hands on my waist when i was young hahhaha XD

HOOOORAY! appy choo geeerow birdday choo usssssh!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:01 am

Monday, June 27, 2005

got back from BBHQ... BOTC graduation ceremony. officially enrolled to officers' nominal roll in BBHQ. promoted to 2LT. well, the rank doesn't matter frankly. even if i didn't go through the course, i would still have continued serving the BB as i am doing now. naaaah... must go through the course, even if i have a chance to go back in time, or i would have missed a lot of things. guess i didn't have a choice anyway...

the company achieved GOLD for BB week 2005!! yeaaaah!! and to tink that some pple reading this blog didn't even give more than $5 for the past 7.5 years... tsk tsk... i shall not point or name... =PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

received a most wonderful and thoughtful gift. thoroughly enjoyed it.

yeah =)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:20 pm

Sunday, June 26, 2005

GrrrrrrrRRREAT Day!

but first... in the morning... a not so good episode =[ ...

woke up feeling an outstandingly stiff neck. felt like my head got whacked all over again! when i stood up, i almost blacked out. so i was sitting on my bed, and i couldn't really make out wat's up, down, left, right... all the sounds start getting hollow and distant... and the colours i saw seem to be in shades of grey. it was scary. couldn't really balance properly somemore. when i saw the MO that time for the foot infection, the medics there thought i have low blood pressure. low blood pressure? i don't have a history of it leh. i tink it's all an unlucky combo of very uncomfortable neck, plus had the fan blowing all night long (cold and so the vessels contract and blood drains from the extremites).

met up with xihao to go blading. he cycling. really overestimated the time to reach east coast.. was kinda early. luckily xihao also overestimated the time. as fate would have it we'll always be early hahaha. before long sookz joined us. then the cycled/bladed to east coast mac. along the way.. the two of them went so fast... in my haste to catch up with them i scraped my knee. now there's a 20 cents coin raw patch of skin.... hmmm... ok... i can hear some pple shouting "that's because you suck at blading!"... but can you blade at all in the first place? =PPP WhahHHAa... k lah... once in a while will also fall one what... haha.. *hope no one saw that* =)

joe and geri joined us at mac. after eating and drinking (not a lot)... joe and me blade while the rest cycled. very sway day... joe's blades got problem... so he fell and now he got scraped skin prolly the size of two 50 cents coins or something. well after the whole episode.. i have a total of 3 blisters!! owww... blading is kinda hard on the knees and feet... or am i not blading correctly?

was hot, sweaty and prolly smelly when xihao, sookz and me arrived at kiliney kopitiam at siglap. joe too lazy lah... went home... with geri in tow heh heh. so lucky, sookz mum also went there for lunch. so the 4 of us eat loh. really can't bring myself to finish the penang char kway teow.. the bean sprout was good, but the whole dish got chao tar smell and taste.... eEEeek. was talking to auntie and i remembered her chicken cassarole.... WAAAAAAH *SLURP* *SLUURRP* =D~~ must go sookz place one of these days.

got home, bathed... and basically waited for 6.15pm to come. was about 4+ already so not such a long wait. met up with xihao before going over to airport terminal 2 fish & co. first time at fish & co and it's awesome! i tink the ambience and the setting of the restaurant.. the theme.. was great! since we had 11.. xh, jon, sookz, joe, ben, me (all 6 guys), geri, lin, wen, cl, rl.. they gave us the private room... waah... can close the doors one whahHAha. but all the waiters that served us... esp one... abit girlie leh... hahaha. all very friendly lah ;)

xh and me had "seafood platter for two". that one uber power. got mussels, prawns, calamari, fish, fries and rice. eat until song song!! cl couldn't finish her fish and chips so i help her finish. so many different kinds of sauce... i tink got around 5 or 6... so yum yum. tinking about it makes my mouth water *SLUUUURRRP* i paid $20 (which is exactly your budget loh wen =P)

a contented and satisfied stomach, not over full. great ambience, great company.. what more to ask for? =)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:08 pm

Friday, June 24, 2005

when i start reading a book... i loathe to put it down. when i put it down, i loathe to start reading it... so how did i read anyway? makes sense? WhAHhahAHA....

really looking forward to the weekends!!

TGIF!!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:17 pm

Thursday, June 23, 2005

family meeting... i do really really dislike the sound of it. 4 people squaring off. the notion of it, even behind cheerful words and faces, will not hide the grisly slaughter that so often happens later on. to be nice and politically correct, "a family meeting at the execution square" is shortened to "family meeting". XD

give the air the whiff, can you smell somthing funny? yup... that's gunpowder for you. the air is loaded with fine gunpowder, just waiting for someone to start a spark...

for most part of it, i wasn't directly involved in anything.. more like a 3rd party, a neutral referee or something... until the last part... ... ...

- i do hope to see my brother more often at home. yeah.
"fathers, do not exasperate your children. instead, bring them up with love"

- sister vs sister again *sigh*. it is no wonder i don't get to pick up long - distance fone calls for so long already. both camps too proud to admit they're partly at fault. too proud to come to a compromise. what a stinkin temper. no surprise though... nothing new... been like that for years and years already.

- money. tired of money. in this world, money should be the least of worries. doesn't mean have to make a lot of money, too much of money devalues it. but still, not enuff is crap. enuff to live by... and be happy... and comfortable... is enuff. variable standards to what is "enough" though.

- poor dad, poor mum (some things you'll never get it), poor bernard, poor me. poor us. about those same things over and over again.

my dearest brother (one and only),

you're never at home nowadays. i wake up and see your room empty... the bed empty, half expecting you'll be there, but not. it's like a silent zone. even the windows are seldom open.

i miss all those days when you're more visible in my life. talks of nothings-in-particular, from sticker albums, then cartoons, then lego toys, then maths exams, then music, then girls and so on and on... over time we speak less and less, interact less and less. i guess it's the price of growing up. you have shaped your life, and i have shaped mine.

i don't care what other people say or think about you though. i don't care if they look down on you or think you're screwed up. those turbulent days are gone. things are more stable now i hope. i don't care if your life is messed up, cause i know deep down in my heart that you are merely a little lost and misguided. to me you're just bernard. it's yiour life and it's in your hands.

i'm sure you have your struggles and obstacles in life that many people probably will never experience and will never understand. i can't say that i can understand them. but i know i can be with you in spirit. over time i see you smile less and less often.

most of all i miss the bernard spirit, the innocence and happy-go-lucky attitude that may never take you far in studies but surely takes you far in life. and that's why ah gong, ah ma and everyone else love you so.

your brother,
cody

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:06 pm

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

seen the commercials?... watched the news? it's back....

NKF CANCER SHOW... CALL 1900 - 112 - 6868....

NOOOOOT!! =PPPPPPPP

man.. this is like die hard 1, 2, 3 or freddy or jason... comes back for more and more, never die!!!!! XD

NKF stands for National Kidney Foundation. but they have expanded to heart, cancer, lungs, baldness, little finger, hairy mole (HAHA) etc... wat nex? NKF All Star Animal Show in support of SPCA =P money money again!! siphoning money from pple's pockets again... what the heck, stand a chance to win $5000 if you call!!! WAAAAA. hmmm i tink i sound so terrible wAHhAHAHA... seriously no problem with charity work or donation to charity... but isn't so many frequent shows by the same organisation abit too overboard? what about the other charities?? i don't suppose NKF share money with them right... there must be a dedicated "tv show" department in NKF to organise so shows so frequently.

$198m one hundred and ninety eight million ONLY... not enuff... still need more... =O ok lah k lah enuff of NKF already.

haven been touching my guitar for so long. feel like playing but very reluctant to do so. it's like stuck in a rut. i was tinking of getting a song book like those in church one... so that i can flip, choose and play. but i realise playing alone isn't as fun or nice as playing with others. not trying to say playing alone is uber bad or not fun though... playing with others will enhance the whole thing.. just like a band... baaaah, dunno if ya all get the drift. setting up the whole rig can be a pain in the a$$ sometimes too... WAhAHahaaa...

started on narnia book 3 - the horse and his boy. pretty interesting concept for a story. just got to a boring part so i stopped to blog. heh heh.

suddenly feel like going overseas... it's been so long since i stepped out of singapore, even to malaysia.

i miss holland. fresh air, green plains as far as the eye can see, flat lands and no structures or even ground elevation in sight.... completely flat, windmills, 4 seasons... yeah... always went there during summer and winter... missed out the spring flowers and the autumn colours, historic buildings, the colour orange (oranje!!), slow pace of life, the familiar streets and lanes, the restaurant, the houses, dutch friends, aunt & uncle and cuzzies.......................

but the cost... argh... and troubles, inconveniences and problems. argh.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 10:52 pm

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

feeling very fine... relaxed... =)

smells like wild flowers??

busy day at work. this period is like super jammed packed with courses, ranges and exercises. *SIGH* somehow, i don't seem to have much things to do... but there seems to be many things to do... at the back of my head is like a little mentally stressed heh heh.

we must try and be nice to everyone... esp pple we don't like. i told my colleague to be nice to our public enemy number 1. being ugly to them will not change the situation but make it worse. try understanding them.. there's a root problem. be nice to them and you'll see a change like i did. aspire their latent nobleness and they will do all they can to live up to the expectation. sometimes all you need is a little concern and encouragement. we're all human.

i hate it when they gang up on him behind his back and gossip about it. they absolutely murdered him with their words. i find it disgusting... that they can lower themselves to such a level. if your words are not neccessary... then it is better not to say anything at all. what comes out of your mouth should uplift pple. i'm glad that colleague of mine isn't so nasty as before.

being cruel to your enemies don't make you any nobler.

got a little... just a little freaked out just now... but it's ok!! just take it easy yah? don't brood over the past but be hopeful for the future. and no matter what you did God's love for you don't change. yup. very sure. =)

ok... busy week ahead... even busier in the weeks to come....

time to sleep???

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:42 pm

Monday, June 20, 2005

just got home from tampines mall. watched batman begins with dad!! can you believe it? just me and dad!! how many of you have gone on a movie date with dad?! hahaah... it was so last minute when dad suggested it... i thought he was mad... apparently not...

well anyways, the storyline was quite.... ok... not fantastic but not too poor either. not really much action either... just showcase a lot of technology heh heh. the action is like you see batman fight maybe 10 or 20 pple... not very detailed but very very general... and then in the nex scene he's walking away with all those pple on the ground....

oh oh OHHH!!! the best thing about the whole movie is the bat mobile (?)... err... it's not a car... not a porsche... it's a bloody tank!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dang if i can ever lay my hands on one of those. it's awesome!!!!! the sound of the engine reving up.... and the sound of the spinning axle while cutting a corner... ahhhhhh heaven =)

by the way, saturday morning devotion time =) :

love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

love never fails.

1 corinthians 13: 4 - 8

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 1:00 am

Sunday, June 19, 2005

there's only one word to describe june camp 2005 - SMELLY. morning, afternoon, evening, night, smelly Boys all over the place. take a whiff at them and you can faint and don't wake up. of coz i didn't go up close and sniff them lah!! can imagine the super power "aura" that they have hahaha. you can't imagine what a bunch of smelly Boys can do to a room. they just stay in there for half and hour and the stench won't go away for hours and hours. yes stench! smelly smelly smelly X 100. =D

on friday when i got to sarimbum campsite at jalan bahtera it's about dinner time. took a MRT from tampines to boon lay and then took a taxi to the campsite. i don't blame the taxi uncle for not knowing where in heck is that place... but his attitude was quite bad loh. after i got off he zoomed away when i was closing the door. sorry loh uncle... sorry for bringing you to that ulu ulu place and causing you to lose a lot of time going to a more populated area and hence causing you to lose business and money. but that's what your taxi is for right??!! if it's so easily accessed i need your taxi ah? you're providing a service and it's not good (seems like the problem with singapore service sector), i pay money somemore have to see your black face. you're lucky i didn't tekan you by asking you to go to the nearby cemetery and look for tomb number 888 or something XP

i wasn't in charge of anything during the camp, so i didn't have to do much... suits me though coz i didn't feel like doing anything WhAhAHaa... this must be the most lam nua camp for me XD pastor erick was a very good speaker, he managed to get all the Boys' attention. we should learn from him hahaha. so some of us went out at night to get supper and coffee and misc stuff. there will always be interesting stuff that happen during camps. one junior Boy peed in the tent hahah. came back and talked into morning 3/4 am about our very own legendary camp stories, "stunts", monkey businesses and all sorts of stuff that never go stale even after being recycled for years. very much like 2E maniacs isn't it? =)

there's an indescrible kick sleeping in the church van instead of in the tents with the other officers. woken up to the sound of pattering on the wind screen and windows, lightning and thunder. yongxi and i merely closed up the windows we left open for ventilation and screamed "HENG AHHH!!!!!!!!" in our hearts. amen.

the scouts campsite don't have much mossies... but there's many tiny tiny ants that will somehow get onto your feet even if you're on the move. and they are really irritating coz they bite. talking about foot... much much better now. healing... can walk properly already. not pain liao.

day 2 (for me). main event for the day is field cooking for lunch and campfire!! field cooking is obviously a disaster for the Boys. have to guide them if not really cannot eat wHhaahHAh... "boil the water first before you put that in lah!", "you fan fan for what? *takes a look at the tommy cooker* there's no fire lah!", "don't tink i dunno why you put black pepper into the soup... so that the officers can't tell the difference between chao tah floating bits and black pepper right?!". since it was a inter squad competition we have to be the judge... and tasters. after going thru GREEN soup, super salty pasta, sand-crunchy egg and bullet rice... very good effort lah!! we officers didn't eat packed food ok... we also field cooked! show them it can be done MuAHhAhH!! XD

campfire was great. simple lose everything and return to innocence. and be plain simple monkeys. simple campfire, but fun!! they took the kerosene bottle and ran a circle around the firepit, pouring as they went. i took the lighter and lit the fuel. voila!! blue running flames!! campfire songs... cheers... skits... running.. stomping... screaming... booing... bombing... clapping... "kanasai!"... yeah =)

and then it was another late late night.

this morning is basically area cleaning and packing up. since got time we tekan them do over and over again until it's very very acceptable. hee hee. for some reason, maybe becoz i so lam nua the whole time, i kenna officer in charge of toilet. shiok liao WAHhAhAHah =)

Boys do Boys' things. catch frogs, throw stones, kick sand, wrestle, and many other unmentionables... yup perfectly normal =D and then in the afternoon it was time for the bye byes. see ya all during archery workshop!! FUN FUN!!

so touched everyone so encouraging. awwwwwwww.... my birthday coming up leh *SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION* XD

joe - you really dem lazy leh. can be nicer to geri or not??
geri - you two ah. my hair all stand liao wHAhhahHAah
xh - sunday set. roger roger.
wen - i foresee arrow flying your way. stay tuned. =P
lin - you better turn up... or... or...or i won't miss you anymore HMPH!! =D

Ik ben er zeker van dat dit het beste is.
Alleen de tijd zal het leren.
Ik weet dat je daar ook over na hebt zitten nadenken.
Maar we moeten hier duidelijk over zijn.
Verbintenis is een belangrijke zaak.
Het spijt me van de egoistische woorden,
maar zoek in je hart, dan weet je dat het niet waar is.
Alleen de tijd zal het leren.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 7:05 pm

Friday, June 17, 2005

today, sad to say, i'm really not in a good mood =(

impatient.. pricky... i feel like a coiled viper ready to bite anyone who steps on my tail. sorry dad i'm kinda cold today, lukewarm at best. very blur and inattentive... i can't focus on the task at hand. i don't want to have conversations.. just leave me alone.

feels like those downward spirals again. filled with a spirit of anguish. hmph! must get rid of it! =)

there's nothing in particular to be upset about. i guess it's those bad days that you won't understand. i feel stupid writing this down. but then words can't fully describe how pple feel most of the time.

i woke up thinking it's saturday... it really feels like saturday... i still feel it's a saturday!! so i guess i should be happy coz i have an "extra" day haha..

someone's nick gimme an inspiration. pray until something happens coz prayers are free!

going to camp later on... rainy day for a camp hmm.. all the way to boon lay again... 27 MRT stops dang.

i tink i need a break.

see ya all in a couple of days. take care bye bye... WhaAhaHAha...

don't worry i'm really ok... just bitching =]

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 1:45 pm

on leave tomorrow... thinking when should i go for the camp... and how am i suppose to get there. most likely must get one of them to drive me in.... so ulu. rockclimbing tomorrow but prolly my foot's condition won't allow me to participate... argh. but still showing my presence as a support is the least i can do.

prolly friday night (oops tonight!!) or sat night go watch movie or something at jurong point. someone's gotta stay back... but i have a feeling it's gonna be the young cadets WAHhahAHAH =)

dem haven't packed my bags yet. not at all.

finished narnia book 2... good read!! book 3 don't look so exciting though...

the only way to communicate with my brother nowadays is thru online gaming... but oh what the heck.

surfing through the net and found that korn's guitarist brian "head" welch has received Christ. i'm kinda surprised to know that... cool website www.headtochrist.com ... esp the testimonials part.

i'm glad it's buried =)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:33 am

Thursday, June 16, 2005

someone up there seems to know i wanted to see the base medical officer today. kept raining and raining... first it was "warning of showers and lightning till 0930", then became "warning of showers and lightning is extended to 1015..." and finally till about 11 then the sky cleared enuff for me to walk to the medical centre. the doc just took one look, a split-second look and i daresay a glancing look... and concluded immediately that it's ringworm (not a real worm lah!) infection on my right foot. issued some cream that really helped. excuse boots for 7 days... which means i'll be in admin for 7 days!! whahahAHAH...

wat's more i was allowed time off so i got home around 1 plus =P this is the first time i see medical officer since i enlisted (up yours all you chao gengers!!). i tink it's a cause for celebration! WHeeeeeEE *pops champagne*

did something amazing... i still don't believe i did it... it seems very unreal. very serene, calm, confident =)

started on 2nd book of narnia series. the lion, the witch and the wardrobe... movie coming up. it's nicer than that scary book 1. very fast about 60% done with the book already...

it is the witching hour exactly... curses are half priced. WAHAHAHAhaha....

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:00 am

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

one life.

______ like there's no tomorrow.

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 10:56 pm

Monday, June 13, 2005

my poor poor legs and my back are still aching like crazy from saturday's soccer session... feels like a lego toy... i tink if you pull my legs they will prolly pop out. so sleepy the whole day, under some heavy eye-lid spell or something.

tirreeeedddddd (-o-) <---- just realised this face also looks like a TIE fighter WahAHAaa.

realised today that on 29 june my unit will be ultra busy conducting ATP range for the FDC guys coming in nex week... if you don't understand the egyptian heiroglyphs i just wrote... basically 180 guys will be going to a range to do live bang bang bang. to give you an idea of the magnitude of this thing, take night firing for example. even if we start night firing at 7pm (which is still quite bright), by the time the last guy bang bang bang finish it's almost already the nex morning (-_-) this is so ARRGHGHGH. and i tot i could take off and go watch war of the worlds opening. there's gonna be a war alright... WARRRRR!!! RRRAAAAAARAAARARARA!!!!

my colleagues joke that they can gimme the 21 round salute or "fire of joy" like NDP on that day... but no thanx man... i haven dong dong chiang yet. don't plan to dong dong chiang anytime soon WAhAhahaAA... too bad it's not M203 or LAW live firing. if it's M203 i prolly can get to play with the white star parachute since it's my birthday! tat's so dem cool. if it's LAW... well... birthday with a BIG BIG BANG!

but somehow i tink those crazy pple will do crazy things anyway... i have a bad feeling about this... heh heh

talented pple are often consumed by their own pride. what an utter waste. why can't they just lay it all down and be a little humble? at the very least they'll be nicer pple. what can i say... being proud was the reason why lucifer fell from grace...

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 9:28 pm

Sunday, June 12, 2005

under the cover of darkness, the stars come out to play
some shine dimly, some burn with a passion
but all flicker eratically, as if they are talking to you
the blacker the night, the brighter they are

did it just flash blue, then yellow, then red?
or are your eyes just fooling with you?

as your eyes are drawn to the prominent minute flames,
you suddenly realise there are uncountable less distinctive ones
ever... ever so subtlely,
they walk through the heavens

try as you may, you fail to see them
for even the light of this world serve to blind and deceive

the Lord gives the best at the best appointed time
He makes all things beautiful, in His time

remember the stars shine for you and me

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:38 pm

came home to a helpless feeling...

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:59 am

Thursday, June 09, 2005

NUS colours... orange and blue... don't they look kinda familiar? very intoxicating... very high... heh heh. yup none other than tiger beer! i saw a couple of guys and girls wearing NUS shirts and jackets etc. i can't help but the first thing that came to my mine was tiger beer promoters, until i took a closer look WAHhahHAH. this is not a school bashing remark!! i'm innocent!! nooooOOoo....!!

finished reading the chronicles of narnia book 1 - the magician's nephew. it's somewhat like a fairy tale... generally it's much more "childish" than the hobbit. it's not bad quite a good read... with many things based on the bible. i guess it appeals to the kid in all of us. i admit i got a little scared reading it... i still don't get it. i get scared reading a kiddish book!! it's not the phantom-figure-in-a-dark-decrepid-house-AHHHHHHHHhh kind of scary... but it's more like a tension in the chest... kind of like ominous feeling that something is baaad real baaaaaaaad kind of feeling.... mmmm...

the quiz i created is either really not popular (implying i suck) or it's soooo tough that pple like wen find it more challenging than a mensa iq test and refuse to click the submit button =P WAHahhaAHh.... watever the case let's take a look at the answers!

1) My childhood ambition is to be a? Heh heh... =)
pilot! Fly thru the sky at supersonic speed... do a loop-the-loop! rain death and destruction on your enemies BwAhahAHAAHaa... now in airbase... ok lah not bad... can take a look at them once in a while.

2) What is the colour of my room?
green! it's not green as in puke green or other hideous shades of green... but a nice nice shade of green (er?). dad didn't believe it'll look good but i insisted anyway. after that no one had any second thoughts heh heh.

3) Which of these numbers is significant to me?
9797... it's my sail number!

4) I joined the Boys' Brigade since I was __ years old?
11 years old... P5. still got my white, green, purple, blue, red, silver award (middle chevron).

5) What was my band's name? I really like it... =P
halogen. it actually is a shortened form of "halo generation". kinda holy holy ya? WaHAHah.. science students will know it's group VII ala chlorine, iodine, fluorine lalalalala...

6) "Cody" means...?
betcha get this wrong... it means "cushion". yup don't ask me why... check out the name book for babies. i guess i'm kinda huggable or something.... =)

7) Arrange my paternal heirachy in descending ranking WahaHHAhahah!!
Cody, Bernard, Kathy, Pamela, Jasmine, Gladys, Julian, Tiffanny. i admit this is the million dollar question XD some of my cuzzies:

8) I used to give my soft toys names. There is this palm-sized blue dog that I have since I was 5. Unfortunately it is being used as a door stopper now =( And its name is...?
maverick. i tink the name looked dem cool. prolly inspired by top gun if im not wrong... and it sounded like "mavy" to me then AHHahaaa...

9) My address.....ssss.....Mua...MUaH...MuahHAhaaaa....
BLK 229 TAMPINES ST 23 #06-253.... no comments...

10) mmm... last question already. OK simple one... my birthday!!
29 June 1985. *HINT HINT*

WahAHahah... ok so don't be upset if you "failed" the test! don't take it too seriously! i tink the lower your score the better... coz you know me better now ; )

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:37 pm

Monday, June 06, 2005

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

everyone who knows me take the quiz!!

don't worry about the results... if it's a high score good for you! if it's a low score good for you too!! coz you just knew more about me =P

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:39 pm

foul.

moody.

broody.

was.

sometimes the world's values overwhelms you. it gets difficult even to breathe.

seems like it's good to be bad... and bad to be good.

people just take advantage of you. they don't even bat an eyelid while doing that. it doesn't even affect them. it's like they don't even have a conscience or something. if you let them do it once, they'll just do it again and again and again. if you don't "take over" their job... they just heck the whole thingie. it's like a jigsaw puzzle... if the little pieces are not joined, there will never be a big picture.

i just can't swallow such disgusting attitude to work and life.

or is it that i just took it too seriously?

i'm so glad to be home. talked to mum about it. hahah... sometimes all you need is someone to listen to you... let off some steam... and it's ok already! WAhAHAHahhaaaAA.... =)

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 9:01 pm

Sunday, June 05, 2005

well what can i say...

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

8 years and counting... i'm really happy today!

sooooo happy!

ARRRRHHH!!!!

remember to burn the lunchtime concert cd hor!!

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 12:51 am

Thursday, June 02, 2005

life's too short, why fill it with the negatives? won't they turn out to be a source of regret in the future?

why make more enemies when you can make more friends? or at least on your part treat them properly. being cruel to your enemies don't make you any nobler.

sometimes it seems like it's only a problem of perception. shift it and the whole axis will change.

why demand perfection when it is impossible to achieve?

many so called "skills" and "talents", will take a lifetime to learn. it is the same for personal mastery. a journey without a destination.

economics - the power of supply and demand, encompass almost everything. on the supply side, too much of anything devalues it. be it money, gems, time, a "sorry", a "thank you", appreciative clapping... what's the worth of gold if we manage to dig up all of it from the sea bed? what's the worth of your love if you share it with too many women? what's the worth of your sorries if you spew them out like sand on the beach? just about as much as sand is worth i guess.

forgive those pple who don't say "sorry" for things they ought to be sorry for or "thank you" for things they ought to be thankful for. but when they do say such things, they absolutely mean it.

all these things... easier said than done... i just lost my nerve already.

life's short, why wait?

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 11:11 pm

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

and i tink tat kinda sucks coz if i can't manage my finances, how am i suppose to manage the Company's (not that i'm totally in charge though... understardee heh heh... heng ah)? last month was lots of impulsive spendings... basically i just gave in to what i wanted totally. in fact i still have a lot more "i wants", watch, this, that, yada yada. must be more disciplined... i don't normally spend so much of stuff... and i'm kinda regretting on some things i bought. still got another 9 days before the nex pay day. must remember i still have uni to worry about =(

i just came back from the optician and i blew another 200+ bucks on a new spec coz i can't see properly... not sharp not defined. i thought my eye sight got worse. the new lenses actually have less astigmatism than my current ones. so does it mean my eye sight improved? can't really answer that coz when i asked the optician he said he dunno coz there's many factors to it. hahah. but watever the case i tink it's an improvement. so the nex time if you see blur blur it could be that your eyes are playing tricks on you *wink*.

in conjunction with the recent school holidays, i have decided to take a holiday too... from blogging hahah. jk jk... but i tink i may be not so frequent blogging liao... wanna rest my mind abit... hmmmmm... and maybe also to try and spend less time with the computer. sometimes it can get so bored but you'll still be glued to it... dunno why. there's thousands better things to do... like playing music, watching tv (esp discovery channel), or reading books. i haven't read revenge of the sith movie tie-in novel and it's now with xh... wAhHAHaha... so i must spend more time doing other things...

the race is on to see who is the 2000 hit visitor of this blog!! once bitten twice shy, history shall not repeat itself!! the lucky visitor stands to win some fantastic prizes!! =)

felt so stupid today... helped one of the officers by putting my name down for 800m and 1500m events... the SAFSA sports... tink of it as SAF sports day. i tot just put my name down only... in the end i had to go for both events' heats at changi naval base. sometimes i don't get it... they build such wonderful facilities at such a ulu ulu place (-_-). aiyoyo... who's gonna make use of it? anyways, i don't feel like participating in the events. back in school, competition was fierce enuff... and that was just the school only. used to run for house committee and got some trophies, but this is totally different loh. the best athletes of the SAF will be around. i felt superbly inferior when the race started. those guys look like they're ready to kill kill kill, armed to the teeth with sprinting shoes, studded track shoes, special shirts, sunglasses, tattoos (HAHA). hailing from units such as 9 div, armour, naval divers!!! wah biang. it was a superbly humbling experience. i'm not a good runner. i'm just at the wrong place at the wrong time WHAahHA. i feel like i don't run as good as i did back in school.

oh well... matrix reloaded on hbo...

The Wind Wrote in the Water at 8:47 pm