Al-Iman

Yea, where have I been gone? Hmm.. Let me see, nak kata exam lagi..dah lama dah habis. Ahaks. Ni gara2 internet lambat, jadi susah sikit nak melayari internet.

Sempatlah beberapa hari selepas exam ikut sesi pembentangan. Alhamdulillah, jiwa terisi kembali setelah lama menumpu kepada keperluan duniawi.

Apa yang best? Dapat mendengar 'cerita' tentang buku Munthalaq, oleh Muhammad Ahmad Al-Rashid. Sangat mendalam.

Hmm..cuba tengok orang2 Islam di sekeliling kita. Boleh tak nak kata this is the right/true Islam? Susahkan? Well, the problem is....'AT LEAST'. Yes. 'At least aku baik pe wat cani cani..', 'at least aku solat gak r', 'at least aku dengar ckp mak ayah'. Wah, paling baik punya ayat: 'At least hati dia baik.....'.

Sungguh kasihan. Pemikiran cetek begini menyebabkan ramai umat Islam hanya mengambil apa yang di dasar sahaja. Only the basics of it, walhal kita sepatutnya menjadikan Islam itu sebagai cara hidup. Bukan sekadar ritual keagamaan. Inilah timbul permasalahannya.

Hmm, how do we know that we are only taking the "at least" or we've done the "very best". Well, it's simple. It is just like Bigg's model of learning, (well, I dont know who he is, but it's one of our syllabus for HEP); there are surface, deep and achieving learners. So those in the surface category will often in exams or assignments or anything would say 'well, at least I've passed', although he might have gotten one mark higher than the borderline. Do you think that's safe? Well it is absolutely not enough for those who are deep and achieving learners. They would want to excell, thus they'll learn beyond what is thought. There, got the analogy?

Jadi, jawapan kepada persoalan di atas ialah, kita mestilah sentiasa menuntut ilmu! Bukan ilmu duniawi je, akhirat juga. Supaya kita dapat menjadi Muslim yang lurus. Jangan ingat dengan melarikan diri dari mempelajari ilmu dapat membebaskan kita dari tanggungjawab di akhirat nanti. Ingat! Sesungguhnya seorang 'alim (berilmu) itu lebih baik dari seorang 'abid, kerana nescaya dia akan dapat menjalankan ibadahnya dengan lebih sempurna.

...Wallahua'lam...

Alhamdulillah..
Just finished my exams - written & OSCE!
Feww...had some fun with the OSCE...
Went with Francis, then rested, continued with the leg, HEP and shoulder.
After the second rest, finished the OSCE with history taking and eye examination.

At first I became more nervous as I had to do the MSE (psych) station first! Asked everything I could come up with, but then I went silent..Didn't know what more to ask. But successfully reported all the MSE and a bit of cognition. The examiner gave me a thumb up, so that should be alright, right? I hope so..

Got a very helpful examiner in the leg station! Prompted me things that I forgot to do. Thanks a bunch!
Had fun with the HEP station. Cheerful role player and examiner. Got into a terrible shock with the PA system anyway. Haha!
Then, got my Anatomy tutor, K*** (de-identified)!, for the shoulder examination. Hihi. Uuu..was very anxious. He asked me some questions, and as usual, 'tibai je!!'.. hehe.. I knew what he gave me, so thanks Ki_ _! :P Yeah, 'Joe' was helpful too when I forgot to ask him to sit down during the palpation part...The prob was I am short~ that's why. Haha.
Then for the history taking, I got a Muslimah examiner who was from Pakistan. Relieved to meet her! Alhamdulillah didn't forget to ask about allergies!
Lastly, got Dr. Neville for the last station, eye examination. Did well, but had one slack off.. Don't know what it is. Oh yeah, I think I forgot to ask her to fix her eyes onto my nose (visual field). Haks. But, thanks too!

Overall, Alhamdulillah, I got very helpful examiners!...
Huhuhu, got some chances to sneak on what they've ticked for the last box of my assessment forms ;P hik2...So that's a relief insha Allah.
Insha Allah binnajah.
Oh well, tawakkaltu 'alal Allah...If Allah says success is in my side, then success it is.

Now what? Holidays!!!! And keep on praying for my 1st year result. Uh, I'm going to be a 2nd year next year? (biiznillah) Wow, look how fast the time's passing..