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Yay yay!!! Hee juz added a song to my blog! Thanks to Jan for ur help and Shu Ting for ur suggestions too. As for the rest...well, u all muz be too busy working to visit my blog so i shall forgive u guys. Hahahah! >_<

Yay!! Changed my blog skin again...hmm....this is definitely more me...gimme RED!! haha u can see i'm deriving a kick from this..hee...

the next step would be to add a song to my blog.. how ah? *looks around for experts*

hee hee...hope u guys weren't shocked by my new blog skin. I dun like green but since Ryuichi's face is plastered on this blog skin...i shall use it then..haha..

hmmmm.....really can't stand green...it's not me...maybe i'll change my blog skin again..

Lat night after work, i met Shu Ting and this stuntman who's a lecturer at NUS sch of business!!! *sHoCkeD*

Had supper with Shu Ting at Mc's afterwards... Here's the evidence!

Caught!


Cheeze!


It gets cheezier~


Haha


Parting shot!

Thank you Shu Ting for listening to me talk all that nonsense abt those guys in my life (HAR HAR) and brightening up my days at Mediacorp... it makes my day more bearble whenever i meet u at wardobe! Thanks, friend!

52 more days....*cries* how to pass??????????

*looks at the seconds ticking down*
*tries to be patient*
*distracts myself by doing sth else*
*gives up*
*runs back in front of the clock*
*watches the seconds tick down*

Hmm...i'm thinking of changing my blog skin..but i dunno how to make one...can someone give me some links to nice blogskins? i like fantasy pics...star blog skins are fine too.... prease help mree!!!!! *bows down* onegaishimasu! (please!)

haiz...feeling so uninspired today...dunno why..have a feeling i'm going to stone later at work.. Later going to have outdoor filming at a hawker centre = hot day ahead...

Maybe it's cos it's not my show..i hate not knowing what's happening...sian sian sian..Feeling slightly better listening to songs on my comp. Spitz's 'Kaede' (from Overtime)..nice song~

Now listening to Lead's Atarashii Kisetsu e..

haiz...feeling so uninspired today...dunno why..have a feeling i'm going to stone later at work.. Later going to have outdoor filming at a hawker centre = hot day ahead...

Maybe it's cos it's not my show..i hate not knowing what's happening...sian sian sian..Feeling slightly better listening to songs on my comp. Spitz's 'Kaede' (from Overtime)..nice song~

Now listening to Lead's Atarashii Kisetsu e..

Typed this in my other blog...nvm i've decided to make this post public. What's the point of keeping a blog for public viewing and another blog for secret stuff??? Argghh...i hate that...wish i could return to the time when i first started my blog in J1. Then, i literally put my heart on my blog....(which led to my classmates knowing that i *ahem* weibin<--- shall not elaborate what *ahem* means)

Shit...i haven't told anyone abt this and it's making me sick - literally. The fact is, i am attracted to Jason in my committee. And i'm feeling nauseous. There, i've said it. I just hope my nausea passes..

I dun want to put this in my public blog cos many pple read it, including my sis and jan, who know who jason is (or else they can guess)...dunno why i'm ashamed of what i feel...arrghhh

at least he's someone i am interested in knowing as a person...as opposed to other crushes i've had which were based on physical attraction. I'm attratced to jason cos he's funny and seems pretty different. he's studying mechanical engineering in NUS so he has to be quite smart.He's got longish hair which he tied back in a half-ponytail today. (a bit like ryuichi!) His eyes are pretty big and his nose is sharp (hooked in fact) but he's a bag of bones...haiz i dunno whether i wan him for a boyfriend or a brother....well, he seems interesting (read: funny) and adventurous (he's going backpacking in India after his exams).. but this kind of guy...probably doesn't want a relationship rite, with their love for freedom and all....

What am i talking about.

Nevermind. In a few weeks time I'll probably laugh at myself for having ever written this post...

Damn i still feel nauseous..is it from hunger??

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i got the confirmation letter from NTU yesterday. And i've been accepted to SADM!

I know i should be jumping up and down and bouncing off the walls but i'm not. I'm just very relieved that i got thru. i tink i might have been kinda arrogant/conceited today during my meeting with fellow JYE-ers.

Like, i dunno why but i'm reluctant to say that i'm working in mediacorp. And when my sis told my committee members, i felt this pride in being associated with Mediacorp. When i'm juz the da3 za2 person. And i feel kinda proud for getting into SADM too cos really, it's pretty tough to get in, what with the video & photos & essay that have to be submitted and the faculty test that at least 150 pple took...and not to mention the 1000 over poly and mature applicants.

Jibun ga kirai da. (i hate myself) Like, wake up!!! Hello! U're not the King of the World juz cos u got into SADM!

Sekali in August i see like, 500 pple in my fac. Great.

Went out with Stella last night. We watched 'Infection'. Seriously, it is a horror movie with a decent story (a la Sixth Sense). Please lah...the film reviewers were obviously too engrossed in thier popcorn when they watched the film, comparing it with Ju-on and Ringu when it is obviously different from the other 2. I liked it ok!

Stella asked me whether i was sliding into depression and i tink...the answer is yes. But i'm not that serious yet lah, not to the point of having suicidal thoughts and stuff. Or maybe i'm just having dateless depression or sth...

Damn. My English has deteriorated over the last couple of months, what with being out of touch with school and working in a mandarin-speaking envrionment. Shit shit shit. And as anyone who knows me well would know, English is my life. (i would like to say language is my life but looking at my B3 for A level Chinese...i tink not.) And i dun want it to deteriorate any further!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if not it will be damn lau4 kui3 when i go back to sch in july...when everyone writes like shen2 (god) and i write like shit <--- see my mixture of dialect and Chinese with English!!!!

SUCKS!

I got SMU's jumping students envelope ytd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaz....

In other words...i got accepted into SMU's info systems management. Whew...now all that's left is NTU...*cross fingers & pray hard*

NUS <---whatever

Lead's Delighted is a damn good hip hop dance song! It's naughty, it's cute, it's full of attitude. (wait, juz realised that it rhymes!) Makes me feel like dancing! So anyone who's friends are putting up a hip hop dance item for teacher's day or labour day or natiional day or whatever, forget those US boybands...check out Lead's Delighted!

Another nice song by Lead: True Romance. It is true to the boyband genre...sth to melt all fangirls' hearts ;P

Today i'm starting my diet & face-care regime...9 weeks left...wanna go nippon in a 50kg body and w/ a better complexion. My complexion has improved since i went to NSC but the progress has stagnated leh...KNS..

Some pics from my workplace..

The table i share with Shu Ting. The orange tray on the left is mine (w/ the stack of Feng Niao scripts)


Me & Zhi Yi. She's very nice & friendly =D (At S'pore river, outside the OUB building)


Me & Kai Wei!!!!!!!!!!! He's so cute! But he looks terrible in this pic, very posed. Notice he's got his hand on my shoulder...Muahahahahaz....Yay..he's wearing the shirt & tie get-up that i like best!! \(^-^)/

Song of the mo': Anna ni issho datta noni by See-Saw


Yay!! This is the 4th month i've been working at Mediacorp!! 2 more months till my contract ends! *YES!*

Time really flies siaz.....entering mediacorp in dec, shocked to see christopher lee, zoe tay and chew chor meng on the first day....spending New Year in the studios...eating curry puffs & soya bean that Edmund chen brought...having fun when Michael films...being sian diaoz when mei feng films..making mistakes...laughing in the studio at cassandra's jokes....pauline nagging at me...talking rubbish with ah mee...nice propsmen (ah hey, ahchall the 'underground' meetings with shu ting (haha)....complaining abt our job....and now, starting a new project...meeting new pple, seeing new faces (liu kai wei!!! hahaha)

Anyone watches Gundam Seed on TVmobile?? Love the theme song 'Anna ni issho datta noni'(We were so close)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn friggin nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It makes me feel like jumping on top of a table and screaming into a mike! Click here to listen to the song.

heh heh juz did this dating test. Got the link from Samantha's website. Here are the results...

Your dating personality profile:

You matched the following traits:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Liberal
2. Romantic
3. Adventurous
4. Big-Hearted
5. Sensual
6. Shy
7. Practical
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Athletic
10. Funny

Your date match profile:

You match with men who have following traits:
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.

Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Adventurous
2. Funny
3. Big-Hearted
4. Outgoing
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Practical
7. Athletic
8. Romantic
9. Sensual
10. Intellectual

Anna ni issho datta noni
by See-Saw

anna ni issho datta no ni yuugure wa mou chigau iro

arifureta yasashisa wa kimi wo toozakeru dake
tsumetaku kirisuteta kokoro wa samayou bakari

sonna kakkowarusa ga ikiru to iu koto nara
samuzora no shita me wo tojite iyou

anna ni issho datta no ni
kotoba hitotsu tooranai kasoku shiteiku senaka ni ima wa
anna ni issho datta no ni yuugure wa mou chigau iro
semete kono tsukiakari no shita de shizuka na nemuri wo

unmei to umaku tsukiatte iku nara kitto
kanashii toka sabishii nante itte rarenai

nando mo tsunagatta kotoba wo muryoku ni shite mo
taikutsu na yoru wo tsubushitainda ne

anna ni issho datta no ni
fuzoroi na futari ni ima tadoritsukeru basho nado nainda
anna ni issho datta no ni hajimete au yokogao ni
fushigi na kurai ni miserareteru tomadou kurai ni

kokoro wa doko ni iru? doko ni fukarete iru? sono hitomi ga mayowanu you ni

anna ni issho datta no ni
kotoba hitotsu tooranai ugoki hajimeta kimi no jounetsu
anna ni issho datta no ni yuugure wa mou chigau iro
semete kono tsukiakari no shita de shizuka na nemuri wo

Songs of the mo': w-inds.' Kawari Yuku Sora & Lead's Atarashii Kisetsu E (Very niceee!!!!)

oh man i'm so sian...later gotta go back mediacorp to film one scene...at 11.30pm..Yes at 2330h...*doingz*

Just finished 'The Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown....sai...didn't expect the mastermind to be that character...overall a pretty intriguing book..but the ending is realy...*doinGz*

Someone watch 3-iron with me!!!

Ytd has to be the most screwy day ever. The lowest of the lows. Haiz...thinking of it...i don 't even want to think abt it. Suffice it to say that it sucked. Well, I sucked.

i'm sooo glad that today is here.

Arrgghhhh...hope i won't get fired...

On to happier news:
I'm going for the Hokkaido homestay in july!!!! Yeah!!!! (Apparently 2 pple pulled out) Shit...but if i go i'll miss orientation..shit shit how? Damn. Dun care go hokkaido den say..haha...

Wish me luck for my SMU interview later...

Song on my Comp: w-inds. - Kawari Yuku Sora

Juz read the emails i exchanged with Stella and MC abt our Jap idols last yr....AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NATSUKASHII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really missed those times....when life was simpler....when we felt we had a life...when life wasn't juz abt work.....

Ytd i couldn't get up..and it was only the 3rd day of outdoor filming. Shit...imagine if i have 5 days straight then how??? Shit...v worried leh...

i woke up at 5am to read my script (i slept w/o reading the script the night b4). Read until 5.40. I mm gam wan (bu4 gan1 yuan4) for missing my beauty sleep so i set my alarm to 5.55am and went back to bed. When the alarm rang, i pressed snooze. It rang 10mins later but i still din wake up. Then my mum came to my room to wake me up. Only then did i crawl out of bed.........KNS........ Felt like a slug.........

So the whole day i was tinking to myself "i'm tired...i'm tired, i'm so tired...." But amazingly, as the day went by i got energetic..maybe cos got a lot of different actors ytd so nearly every scene meet new pple so not so bored. Ytd i had Michelle Chia, huang wenyong, then amy cheng (Growing up, First Touch), bing liang, then tay ping hui, then Ix shen, yin zhu, liang tian...a lot of pple rite??? they're all very nice/funny...not standoffish or anything..And Ix shen spoke to me after filming outside wardrobe. "Wo hai bu zhi dao ni de ming zi (I still dunno ur name)" "wo jiao Baofei. Ni ke yi jiao wo Baobei. (I'm Baofei. You can call me Baobei)" And i got to shake his hand haha...Tay Ping Hui very shuai!! And funny!! ^______________^

Another part of my ankle (not the part i sprained a mth ago) started swelling...shit....still can move ard lah but i'm puzzled as to why it swelled.....KNS shall rub it later...

I was rejected for the Hokkaido homestay thingie...Pray that the Tokyo trip is still on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watched 'Kawari yuku sora' MTV juz now on MTV (haha sounds weird). The song very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love the last2 lines of the chorus!!!!!!!!!!!! Sounds damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"itsuka omoida ni kawaru made
dakishimete hanasanai yo ~~ "

And this line too:

"nagare yuku toki wa nani mo kamo kaeru kedo
kimi wo omou kimochi wa kawaranai yo"
(everything may change when the passage of time but my feelings for you will not)

Got shortlisted for SMU business (information systems). (Wait where's my accountancy???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Oh well...comp stuff is quite cool oso lahz....
My interview is next wed...shit juz realised i dunno how to get to the venue...oh watever...go there and ask around..

Then the next day (thurs), i've got NTU's SADM Faculty test.
Jan: u got the email notification yet?? Heh can go there together!!!!!!

Tml i've got my first night time outdoor filming. (1.30pm to midnight) Hope i dun fall asleep!!

Photos Photos Photos...

From my Men Dang Hu Dui cruise:

Orchard Outing dated: someday/march/2005
Venue: Outside KFC at Far East Plaza







Wish that we haf more time to spend wif each other...esp me & Stella...hahahaz...
Ming choo u muz be *jealous* right now ;P

Song in my head: Lead - Atarashii Kisetsu E

Pic of the day: