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NEWS

All School of Art, Design & Media (ADM) classes begin on Monday, August 1, 2005. The week of July 25 - 29 has been reserved for university-wide freshmen orientation.

Oh my god. I feel so blessed. I kept worrying and worrying and worrying that classes woyuld start on the 26th but i went to the SADM website and out popped this window proclaiming the above news....oh my gosh...I was afraid i read the news wrongly and i read the words 3 times. I scared if there`s lessons, then i have to take leave, call up the sch, send my letter, etc and this is not really convenient now that i`m in Sapporo.

To Ming Choo - 本当にありがとう!!! *kneels & bows* *knocks head on the floor* Thx for ur help. Love ya!


Blew $200 on his CDs....bot 4 so far...someone stop me from killing myself when i stop liking him ;P

Haiz. Arrrghhhh. I can't wait for the camp to start. I'm going nuts here over Gackt. Coz i can't have him, that why. It's sick rite (or else it's human nature), the more i can't have him the more crazy i am for him. Arrghhh. I'm going nuts. Yet i ask myself, is he worth it? Yeah, he's a talented singer/musician, but what if beneath all that he's just some shallow jerk? Wait. That is assuming that not all guys are jerks but they are. Quoting Wei Wei, "they "think with the lower half of their bodies". Correct? Show me which guy who doesn't. Yet there are some with feelings as well...grrr....So as long as he has a head on his shoulders and he treats me well, i shouldn't worry so much right?

Heard so many horror stories from my frens abt the guys these days. Kowai yo~ I ahven't approached b4 by any guy and i scared i'll be like the kind of girl who falls for any guy who treats her a little better/shows her some attention. Arrghhh....

Ok. Finally decided to take part in the cultural activities club camp. It's from 11th july to 15th july so i'll probably leave in the afternoon of 15th. Gotta sleep & stuff. Shit...which leaves me only wif a few day to get my stuff packed for HOKKAIDO & for SCHOOL. Damn.

Heard many horror stories from Hui ling & Wei wei abt their NUS camps. Wanted to back off. But nvm i'll just go. You only get to be a freshie (can imagine shuang han cringing) once, rite? So juz go play, man!

Thanks for the Tioman sand, Hui Ling. And thanks to Shuang Han who accompanied me to Gramophone to look for Gackt's cd. So sad...in the end still can't find it. And HMV is selling it for like 64 bucks!!!!! Other albums are oso abt $52...wah lao...nothing that i can buy lah. Damn. I remember seeing the cd in the HMV in Ikebukuro but i can't remember the price. Grrr....The more i can't have it, the more i want it. I'm like, dying to get my hands on the cd now when previously i was juz like, "Buy and see how." Humans are twisted rite. Or maybe it's juz me.


"Where's my CD?"

White Road
by Glay

seinaru yoru ni kuchizuke wo
fuyunari no hate ni kaze no uta ga kikoeta
kokkyou no tayori ni kokoro de te wo awasete
kooru madobeni no soto ha kanashiki kouya
kotoshi wa donna toshi datta no?
fui ni kikarete kotoba ni tsumaru jidai da
koko de sayonara wo soshite mata yakusoku wo
sou dochira mo tsurezure ni mune wo saki mune ni saku
kisetsu wa kawari

kataomoi no setsunasa wo koeta futari no kono koi wa
saisho jyanaku saikou demo nai kamoshirenai keredo
yagate ai ni kawaru saigo no koi to yoberu
sou omou yo

nemurenu yoru wa itsu datte
sarigiwa no 'mata ne' wo kokoro de makimodoshi
hohoemi wo yadosu tada arifureta koi ni
mou nando sukuwareta no ka wakaranai yo
shirazu shirazu ni mata yume wo
karuku kuchi ni sureba shibondeiku you de
'yume ni tsukaretara kaettekoi yo' nante
kuse no aru hanashikata
bukiyou na yasashisa ni namida koboshita

furikaereba kokkyou wa basho de ha nakute
anata deshita
kodomo wo daki kaketa michi
kore kara ha aisuru hito to narande
hitamuki ni ikiteyuku WHITE ROAD

kaerazaru hibi ha omoide to natte
hitori no yoru ni ha sotto toridashite

deai to iu michi no ue wakare no ashiato kazoenagara
kataomoi no setsunasa wo koeta futari no kono koi wa
saisho jyanaku saikou demo nai kamoshirenai keredo
yagate ai ni kawaru saigo no koi to yoberu
sou omou yo
sou chikau yo

kokoro no naka ni itsumo ano WHITE ROAD

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Call me auntie if u must but it's really a nice & sweet love song...So sweet~~ *melts*

Stuff to say..

In My Father's Den >> a freaking good low budget film so don't miss it.

Had fun wif Stella today walking around Jurong Point. Looked at furniture at Courts..haha dreaming abt my castle wif Gackt.

Decided not to join any camps. Take the time to rest at home..do the things i've been meaning to do since the A's ended...straighten my shit out.

Changed the song on my blog to KinKi Kids' "Ai no Katamari". Nice song...i'm sure my sec sch frens who watch Music station would recognize it. (Koichi in that translucent black top! oh nooo..) Ahh....brings back the good ol' days. Actually wanted to put Hirai Ken's "Hitomi o Tojite" coz the show "Sekai no chuushin de ai o sakebu" is coming out soon, plus i'm in a melancholic mood (singing Gackt's 'Last Song' the whole day) but i've already deleted it from my comp. Oh well. Try to cheer myself up oso good lah. Though i'm am reluctant to budge from my wonderful state of melancoly.

Gackt Gackt Gackt...wonder how long this obssession will last. My obsession with older guys usually dun last too long. Kimura lasted abt a month. One thing i've learnt is not to get stuff wif the artiste's face on it. CDs are fine but not pictures/concert vcds. I'd much rather Gackt remained as a mystery. Then i wouldn't get sick of him. Whoever said familiarity breeds contempt was sayin' the truth, all right.


Handsome as the devil. Oh well, everyone needs a daydream.

Ugh he smokes.