4 more weeks. just 4 more weeks. but it will be a fruitful 4 weeks. (i hope.)
and no, i'm not going to beg for time to slow down. if time will wait, there is no point in having time. but i shudder to think about how i'm gonna do for A's. i dont want to see myself regreting, i dont want to find myself in a fix because no uni will open its doors for me, i dont want to do badly. meaning, i want to do well, but that's just stupid because everyone wants to do well.

i'm trying to pick up pace but i find myself failing badly. i'm lagging behind my study time table. but i'm not going to fret about it anymore, i think its time to really, really, start putting aside everything that i have been doing, and really really start studying. easier said than done huh.

3 saturdays in a row i have seminars and workshops and what not. one by one, i tick my saturday off cos the whole day's gone. rah. just received the complex loci ppt from ms ong, gosh i'll take 3 hours just to go through that lah. and the tutorials and assignments due. so much for e-learning day. at least, at least, i do not have to drag myself out of bed at 6.30am in the morning. =) that itself is something to rejoice for. sleep is sooo yearned for.

watched potter last week, i know i'm slow but we didnt want to be caught with the crowd. prefer to have it quiet and people-less. dont even need to queue to get tics. haha. i ended school at 1.50, and the show's supposed to be at 2. so we cabbed down to tm to grab lunch and ran our way to cs. it was fun. =) zig-zagging through the crowds, finally reaching at 2.05pm. it's an achievement ok. haha. and we assumed that there will be 10 minutes of adverts. i guess not, probably only about 5 minutes. so we missed a wee bit. oh well, it doesnt really matter, at least we managed to catch the show together. finally. =) love you dearie. <3

next week's gonna be a fantastic week;
wed: celebrations
thurs: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
fri: school hol.

hurray.

and, from dinner some time ago. =)


my buddy loves me sooo much. i know. =P

bestie and nenny ning nae the perv. hugs. =)

if there are choices, there will be consequences.
choices have consequences, huh.

ho-hum, it has been a week since i've come online. and today's a fairly good day. =)

dinner was good, the company was great.

and i cant help thinking about life. there are things which you have, things which you dont. but my life would be completely different if i didnt know the people i've known. yes, i may not be making sense, but i am really glad for having gone to sac, and having this greatest bunch of people in the best days of my secondary school life.

1. still poking someone's so called 'fats', those days next to this buddy was, well, relieved today. though on the wrong side.
2. and the lamest friend whose jokes end up on herself most of the time. but we still love you. lol.
3. not forgetting my one bestest friend, with whom i shared the most of everything. we've shared those good times, mugging bio every friday night, thinking of my mum's cereal prawn. haha.

it really was heartwarming, we need our monthly dose of each other! =D

the clubber who ps-ed us, dont you dare make your presence known.
HAHA.


memories, once more.

a beautiful song indeed.

phantom of the opera - Think of me

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try

When you find that once again,
you long to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember,
stop and think of me

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen
don't think about the things
which might have been

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and resigned

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you from my mind

Recall those days, look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you

" i want watermelons to grow in my stomach "

that's the quote of the day, courtesy of vanessa. haha. i had a good laugh.

4/7 gathering coming up, to those we didnt know, well, now you know. haha. but now, i'm not sure if i can go already, with badminton at 4pm and likely to drag till dont know what time.

going back to school with tutorials and lectures and all hasnt really got on well for me, i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms from the month long june holidays. school seriously equals to no life, and that sucks. and with those horrendous papers coming back along with horrendous results, i'm really, really dead. parents have to collect the results slip this time, and there's no way i can escape it this time. help me. please.

i cannot believe i did so badly for gp essay. this is the first bloody time i failed an essay. why does it have to be NOW, when the results kind-of matter. those monthly test assignments didnt really matter but the results are like opposite. such a disappointment. but thank goodness for compre which managed to pull my overall to a pass. because of that essay which i had stupidly done, i dropped 3 grades. that's bad, really bad.

everyone's not in the mood to do anything today, some skipping cca because they simply cant bring themselves to do anything at all, those stupid examinations are really the bane of everyone's life. and i cannot say enough how it really is the bane of my life. together with school.
rahhhhh.

i'd prefer to be reading my book.


it hurts to know you didn't think i could do it
"people need trust from their fellow men"
hey ho, those disgusting detestable exams are over. ok, for now only. =S

yes jolie, its great. =)

even so, i'm too busy to blog anyway. haha. busy slacking, busy enjoying the EXAMS ARE OVER kind of feeling. you know, that feeling. of liberation. no "why am i not studying now" nagging at the back of your head each time you are not studying. no feeling of guilt. at least, for NOW.

wanted to catch a show with dearie on friday after my papers, but there arent nice shows screening. bummer. not very interested in transformers, nor this other show which i cant rmb. only 4 shows were screening, mind you. on a friday night. =(

and sat morning we held a round of interviews. i had to wake up at 7 on a saturday morning. rahh. it ended at 11.30, followed by meeting etc. didnt join the class at clarke quay for dinner. =( but anyway,
happy birthday michael and niko. hope you guys had fun. =)

today had brunch with my sister, went shopping and stuff, and that's the morning spent. ooh, i bought a new book! jodi picoult's songs of the humpback whale. =P simply divine.

will be heading out soon, so tata. AND. school holiday tomorrow. wonderful.




at the crossroads once again