will be away for a staff retreat this friday. hope it'll be fun =)

david sides is truly AMAZING. check out his piano pieces on you tube. every single song sounded so beautiful, so captivating. hearing him play can be quite hypnotizing you know. haha. i practically stopped whatever i was doing and drifted into dream land. hah.

adlin reminded me about the lc. and i went back to our blog, read through every, single, entry, and thought for a long, long time. i can't help feeling sorry for what's lost, for what could have been different. or is it just one sided thinking on my part? perhaps, even after i've tried it will still be the same? perhaps, that friendship was not meant to be. perhaps, it wasn't meant to last.
and the memories just made it more painful.
adlin, didi, tiff and i. and our 100cm by 100cm mascot. doesn't it seem like it's only 3 of us left?


next term's gonna be busier, with year end exams coming up. about 5 weeks left, after the hols.

and i'm going to enjoy myself while i can. before going back to the boring, studious life, which until now i'm still wondering how it's gonna be like.. i hope for the best.


wake me up when september ends

just let me rant.

1. i find it so hard to keep this going, and it has become more of an obligation than anything. i have nothing to say, no longer, its all you talking and me listening. and i have nothing to say about your insensitivity.
but, it hurts just the same.

2. i dont know what happened between this friendship at its strongest 3, 4 years ago. it seems like i dont know you now. the last time we met was, a year ago? wow.

3. the more you try, the worse it gets. So, stop trying.

all are 3 different issues. and it feels good to just dole it out. at least my laptop listens to me. thank you =) hahahaha. ok i'm getting lame. maybe its because it is time for my beauty sleep.

can't wait for sept hols. one whole week of waking up late! yay. i've been working on my paper quiling, wait till i show you my masterpiece! hah.

toodles and good night

nothing to blog about. so, just let me advertise an upcoming event!



its for youths, by youths. so do lend your support. there'll be a mini play, as well as a few exhibitions.

P.S anyone's interested in ushering for the event? need some help here.. just drop me a message or email if you can help. thanks! =)



Life is like a ferris wheel, spinnin' around
When you get to the top it's hard to look down
Just hang on, we'll make it through
Save me a seat next to you

Reduce, Reuse, Recycle.

i've always wanted to live by that, but, the laziness of lazy me, sometimes i just can't.
i see tons and tons of things i can recycle, but i think, what am i going to do with it now? bottles, drink cartons, juice cartons, and the list goes on, but i can't possibly keep them until it accumulates and send it for recycling can i. well actually i can. but where am i gonna store them? and if i want to store i have to wash it first. or the ants will start visiting. store already, bring to where? i don't know where my nearest recycling bin is.

but i do recycle ok. i recycle paper. i recycle plastic bags. i bring my own bags for ntuc shopping, horray for me! right. i TELL my sister to recycle.

i reuse many many things.

i reduce, er, let me think.. i reduce the usage of electricity!! haha. i don't switch on the fan and lights as much now. hey, it helps ok. We'll all Save the Earth!

in school the girls bring items for recycling every thursday, and they earn points for their house. i think that's great. because i know they're recycling not because they gain something, since house points are pretty much useless. haha.

i didnt know what to rant about so i decided on a topic - reuse, reduce, recycle.
Save Gaia! =)
i believe even though what we do may be minute, but together, if everyone plays their part, it will make a difference. sound so bleh, but its true!

dinner time. fooood. forget the calories and kilograms!



i see you next to never,
how can we say forever