Saturday, December 25, 2004
do u noe how its like to just feel like crying all day?
how u stare away n tink bout someting happy, yet have tears fill ur eyes all da same?
do u noe how its like to wait for a fone call all day?
how u long to hear da words that in da end are never said?
do u noe how its like to breathe disappointment from da air?
how u imagined it to be, and have it all dashed within da next minute?
do u noe how its like to sit all alone?
how u wished u were somewhere so much closer to him/her?
do u noe how its like to type out wat u feel?
how u tink bout wat to type as tears just roll down ur cheeks?
do u?
how u stare away n tink bout someting happy, yet have tears fill ur eyes all da same?
do u noe how its like to wait for a fone call all day?
how u long to hear da words that in da end are never said?
do u noe how its like to breathe disappointment from da air?
how u imagined it to be, and have it all dashed within da next minute?
do u noe how its like to sit all alone?
how u wished u were somewhere so much closer to him/her?
do u noe how its like to type out wat u feel?
how u tink bout wat to type as tears just roll down ur cheeks?
do u?
**so far gone
@ 03:08
@ 03:08
Thursday, December 23, 2004
i fucking miss secondary school.
i even more fuckingly miss da tribe.
i miss laughing at nothing with frens.
i miss recess breaks.
i miss walking slowly in da corridors.
i miss playing in da toilet.
i miss bitching sessions in class.
i miss taking photos in school.
i miss hanging in orchard with da tribe.
i miss all da ban mian sessions with da tribe.
seriously.
sigh.
i miss working at da old coffee club.
i miss blasting da music during closings.
i miss all da fun cleaning up after work.
i miss big brother danny n joe n celeste n adelynn n aunty.
i miss feeling scared when i was alone on level 2.
i miss all da suppers after work.
im sad.
im empty.
im dead.
i even more fuckingly miss da tribe.
i miss laughing at nothing with frens.
i miss recess breaks.
i miss walking slowly in da corridors.
i miss playing in da toilet.
i miss bitching sessions in class.
i miss taking photos in school.
i miss hanging in orchard with da tribe.
i miss all da ban mian sessions with da tribe.
seriously.
sigh.
i miss working at da old coffee club.
i miss blasting da music during closings.
i miss all da fun cleaning up after work.
i miss big brother danny n joe n celeste n adelynn n aunty.
i miss feeling scared when i was alone on level 2.
i miss all da suppers after work.
im sad.
im empty.
im dead.
**so far gone
@ 22:58
@ 22:58
Sunday, December 19, 2004
5 days since i last blogged.
i dunno wat im doing to my life. n i dunno wat life is doing to me. but nothing is as important as i tot everything would be.
im getting tired. and sick. and depressed. of/bout everything.
der's never been anything special bout me. but im just getting more n more boring.
thinking of shutting my blog down. maybe not. maybe anything.
so u tink i don care bout myself. n im reckless. so u tink i don give a tot bout others. yeah. i guess im all that. if i wasnt. then y would u see all that in me.
anything u say goes.
i am as fucked up as everyone makes me out to be. thats exactly how i am now and how i will be.
im so difficult that u should just slap me. da next time, be more serious n hit me harder in da face.
for all the times u thought i was angry, i was actually disappointed and sad. but it doesnt matter anyways. its all da same.
da time i crossed the road while da taxi was making a u-turn, was becoz i din see it. i told u that later. but u werent listening.
later on, i crossed while a car was coming on becoz u were blocking n i din c it. but i was too angry to explain.
today. i din take da buses becoz i couldnt c da numbers clearly. by da time dey got near enuff, it was too late. i could have told u. but it wouldnt make a difference anyway.
watever it is. it doesnt matter. im not wat u tot i could be. n thats that.
i dunno wat im doing to my life. n i dunno wat life is doing to me. but nothing is as important as i tot everything would be.
im getting tired. and sick. and depressed. of/bout everything.
der's never been anything special bout me. but im just getting more n more boring.
thinking of shutting my blog down. maybe not. maybe anything.
so u tink i don care bout myself. n im reckless. so u tink i don give a tot bout others. yeah. i guess im all that. if i wasnt. then y would u see all that in me.
anything u say goes.
i am as fucked up as everyone makes me out to be. thats exactly how i am now and how i will be.
im so difficult that u should just slap me. da next time, be more serious n hit me harder in da face.
for all the times u thought i was angry, i was actually disappointed and sad. but it doesnt matter anyways. its all da same.
da time i crossed the road while da taxi was making a u-turn, was becoz i din see it. i told u that later. but u werent listening.
later on, i crossed while a car was coming on becoz u were blocking n i din c it. but i was too angry to explain.
today. i din take da buses becoz i couldnt c da numbers clearly. by da time dey got near enuff, it was too late. i could have told u. but it wouldnt make a difference anyway.
watever it is. it doesnt matter. im not wat u tot i could be. n thats that.
**so far gone
@ 21:40
@ 21:40
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
school sucks please.
school started at 11 yesterday. but due to dat csas presention ting. i had to go to school at 9. 9 yes. i was der. but everyone else was late. please! for once. im on time n everyone else isnt. great.
discussions. n more discussions. all da way till 11. maths tutorial followed by bmic. stupid maths tutor. dat balding ting. he gives sucky explainations. i can do better please. he only makes tings more confusing. der wasnt exactly a bmic tutorial. just kinda class discussion for a mind map ting. was quite fun. was stoning a lil tho.
lunch at biz park.
back to da library for more research for da presentation. practically my whole class was der please. class gathering? hmm. mayb class co-operation sounds better. stayed till 3.
HPI labbie. was fun. partnered donnie. experimented with horse blooood. it was red please!!! erm. yeah. anyways. raine got blood onto her lab coat. den it was twinnie's turn. she got it on both her neck n lab coat. n she really freaked out. haha. cute. next donnie had da staining liquid squirting on her lab coat too. n she started squeezing ethanol on da spots. da spots turned from blue to pink. funny. i was da cleanest please! not boasting. but it was expected yes? haha.
met baby for dinner after school. ate at his house. went down to PS after that. baby subscribed to cable. n yeah. waited so long please! starhub is soooo disorganised. but watever. ate anderson's i/cream after that. sweeeeeet. my fav yes.
yum.
today. i missed da mornin lecs again. i missed one whole topic for bmic n cell bio already. but its still fine. im catching up. school sucks. sigh. went to school for cds. da econs tutor was quite sickening please. but later. it wasnt that bad. that was from 2 to 4. had creative writing from 4 to 6. grouped up with 2 malay guys. haha. dey were kinda funny yes. their ideas were crazy! typical growing boys i would say. den suddenly dey started singing da "banana in pyjamas" song. haha. madness can.
still. school sucks.
i need prozac now. hook me up on drugs please.
school started at 11 yesterday. but due to dat csas presention ting. i had to go to school at 9. 9 yes. i was der. but everyone else was late. please! for once. im on time n everyone else isnt. great.
discussions. n more discussions. all da way till 11. maths tutorial followed by bmic. stupid maths tutor. dat balding ting. he gives sucky explainations. i can do better please. he only makes tings more confusing. der wasnt exactly a bmic tutorial. just kinda class discussion for a mind map ting. was quite fun. was stoning a lil tho.
lunch at biz park.
back to da library for more research for da presentation. practically my whole class was der please. class gathering? hmm. mayb class co-operation sounds better. stayed till 3.
HPI labbie. was fun. partnered donnie. experimented with horse blooood. it was red please!!! erm. yeah. anyways. raine got blood onto her lab coat. den it was twinnie's turn. she got it on both her neck n lab coat. n she really freaked out. haha. cute. next donnie had da staining liquid squirting on her lab coat too. n she started squeezing ethanol on da spots. da spots turned from blue to pink. funny. i was da cleanest please! not boasting. but it was expected yes? haha.
met baby for dinner after school. ate at his house. went down to PS after that. baby subscribed to cable. n yeah. waited so long please! starhub is soooo disorganised. but watever. ate anderson's i/cream after that. sweeeeeet. my fav yes.
yum.
today. i missed da mornin lecs again. i missed one whole topic for bmic n cell bio already. but its still fine. im catching up. school sucks. sigh. went to school for cds. da econs tutor was quite sickening please. but later. it wasnt that bad. that was from 2 to 4. had creative writing from 4 to 6. grouped up with 2 malay guys. haha. dey were kinda funny yes. their ideas were crazy! typical growing boys i would say. den suddenly dey started singing da "banana in pyjamas" song. haha. madness can.
still. school sucks.
i need prozac now. hook me up on drugs please.
**so far gone
@ 22:24
@ 22:24
Sunday, December 12, 2004
still school.
thursday. 4th day of school. had lectures from 9 to 12. but decided to skip that yes. wasnt goin out or anything. but just that im already quite sick of school. had entrepreneurship tutorials at 2. called don when reaching school. but realised she changed her cds to Creative Writing. so thats alrite. went for classes. da tutor was so long winded please. imagine all da other classes leaving 45 mins to an hour after 2. but we ended just on time. grouped up with da Hello Girl, da Bug Toothed Butch and da Psycho Guy. da psycho guy just kept smiling to himself most of da time can. god. went to town with baby for ban mian after that. hadnt had that for awhile. it was heavenly.
friday. 5th day of school. missed da 8 to 12 lectures again. lucky i din go please. heard from don later on that da link up systems were down. csas tutorial which was at 4. was brought forward to 3. but last min change to 2. had to take a cab down to school yes. but watever. were put into groups for some research shit. was with jed, ping ting [ my ex labbieee] , agnes, fadilah and that sick ass everyone hates. bloody shiat. still in disappointment he's in da group. but anyways. ate lunch with don in school after tutorial. and i changed my cds to Creative Writing too. cos entrepreneurship just wasnt my type please. poor teacher in charge of da cds stuff. she sounded so irritated when she heard someone wanted to make a change again. but den. she was still so patient. my ex PIPC lecturer. she's cute. really cute. baby went to malaysia to order games alone.
so now my cds are:
1. introductory econs
2. creative writing
too bad i din get into da same class as don and cow. but den again. its alrite. at least its someting more interestin yes. da 1st assignment for creative writing is to write a childrens story book for primary 2 or 3 kids. da book can only have 500 words. and. it has to be illustrated. quite interestin actually. hafta find someone to be my illustrator. n school now ends one hour earlier on thursdays. so. not really thaaaat bad. still quite bad tho. still tryin to persuade myself to go to school early in da mornings.
da topic of school has been taking centre stage on my blog. how boring please.
hammies have slimmed down quite a bit. garfield's exercise regime has been totally successful. but for snoopy. still needs a lil work yes. both still as cute as ever. baby just got his posting today. and he's been posted to be a lifeguard please! i bet he's gonna be da one hu drowns pple. like wat was SAF tinking?! baby not = lifeguard. baby = life HAZARD. big mistake please!
and sammie ish sooooooo sweet. she wants to like me yes? hahahha. how cute.
sammie: im so honouuuured. hahaha.
i love jack-jack from da incredibles. so so sooooo cute please! mine mine mineeee. haha.
thursday. 4th day of school. had lectures from 9 to 12. but decided to skip that yes. wasnt goin out or anything. but just that im already quite sick of school. had entrepreneurship tutorials at 2. called don when reaching school. but realised she changed her cds to Creative Writing. so thats alrite. went for classes. da tutor was so long winded please. imagine all da other classes leaving 45 mins to an hour after 2. but we ended just on time. grouped up with da Hello Girl, da Bug Toothed Butch and da Psycho Guy. da psycho guy just kept smiling to himself most of da time can. god. went to town with baby for ban mian after that. hadnt had that for awhile. it was heavenly.
friday. 5th day of school. missed da 8 to 12 lectures again. lucky i din go please. heard from don later on that da link up systems were down. csas tutorial which was at 4. was brought forward to 3. but last min change to 2. had to take a cab down to school yes. but watever. were put into groups for some research shit. was with jed, ping ting [ my ex labbieee] , agnes, fadilah and that sick ass everyone hates. bloody shiat. still in disappointment he's in da group. but anyways. ate lunch with don in school after tutorial. and i changed my cds to Creative Writing too. cos entrepreneurship just wasnt my type please. poor teacher in charge of da cds stuff. she sounded so irritated when she heard someone wanted to make a change again. but den. she was still so patient. my ex PIPC lecturer. she's cute. really cute. baby went to malaysia to order games alone.
so now my cds are:
1. introductory econs
2. creative writing
too bad i din get into da same class as don and cow. but den again. its alrite. at least its someting more interestin yes. da 1st assignment for creative writing is to write a childrens story book for primary 2 or 3 kids. da book can only have 500 words. and. it has to be illustrated. quite interestin actually. hafta find someone to be my illustrator. n school now ends one hour earlier on thursdays. so. not really thaaaat bad. still quite bad tho. still tryin to persuade myself to go to school early in da mornings.
da topic of school has been taking centre stage on my blog. how boring please.
hammies have slimmed down quite a bit. garfield's exercise regime has been totally successful. but for snoopy. still needs a lil work yes. both still as cute as ever. baby just got his posting today. and he's been posted to be a lifeguard please! i bet he's gonna be da one hu drowns pple. like wat was SAF tinking?! baby not = lifeguard. baby = life HAZARD. big mistake please!
and sammie ish sooooooo sweet. she wants to like me yes? hahahha. how cute.
sammie: im so honouuuured. hahaha.
i love jack-jack from da incredibles. so so sooooo cute please! mine mine mineeee. haha.
**so far gone
@ 01:14
@ 01:14
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
school school school.
monday was da first day of school. but since der arent tutorials and labs on da first week. der wasnt school. went to fetch baby from TM instead.
tuesday. 2nd day of school. was a 8 to 6 day. was supposed to have a total of 3 hours break for da day. but since da Applied Sc. school is so idertic yes. we MUST take 2 cds intead of 1. cos we wont have much time for cds in da years to come. thus. in a whole 8 to 6 day at school. i only have ONE bloody hour of break. lessons from 8 to 11. and 12 to 6 please. means time table this sem aint as good as i had tot it to be. but thank goodness both my cds dont haf final yr papers. only tests and reports and portfolio. which after all. doesnt seem to be that great.
anyhow. my first cds. Introductory Economics. tutorial started at 2. and dat was only da time i checked my new time table yes. being me. i decided to skip da lesson using da excuse that i didnt noe my new cds had been added already. so was wondering around with Don when she decided to check wat new cds she got. so we asked our CP. and ta-da. we got into da same cds and same class. wee! so we decided to go for classes cos our CP made us go. but it was already 245 please. and we still went for classes. it was a 2 to 4 class. but @ 3. da lesson was over! erm. yeah. how wonderful. so we spent da other hour sitting outside da library and talking rubbish. twinnie and raine had went to TM wifout us.
anyways. 2nd cds. Principles of Entrepreneurship. 4 to 6 lesson. and it really lasted that long please. was kinda restless at first. but den other people in da class started getting funny. so we were laughing most of da time. kinda retarded. but well. was quite alrite.
however. sucky ting bout both cds is that. we've to start doin reports and portfolios almost immediately. one due on da 4th week. da other is due on da 12th week. not forgetting. we've got term tests on da 7th week i guess. and term quizes on christmas week. we even haf a microbiology quiz on christmas eve please! thankew very much ya? stupid ting.
today. 3rd day of school. NO SCHOOL! yeah. due to no tutorials and labs. dreading tomorrow. cos its a 9 to 4 day at school. boring.
yesterday was a bad day. some sickening shit happened. n my poor eyes. itchy and hurting. must be da contaminated solution i keep refusing to change. i nearly scratched my whole eye out anyways. but watever. lets not talk bout yesterday.
going out soon. a lil lazy. but watever too.
dead.
monday was da first day of school. but since der arent tutorials and labs on da first week. der wasnt school. went to fetch baby from TM instead.
tuesday. 2nd day of school. was a 8 to 6 day. was supposed to have a total of 3 hours break for da day. but since da Applied Sc. school is so idertic yes. we MUST take 2 cds intead of 1. cos we wont have much time for cds in da years to come. thus. in a whole 8 to 6 day at school. i only have ONE bloody hour of break. lessons from 8 to 11. and 12 to 6 please. means time table this sem aint as good as i had tot it to be. but thank goodness both my cds dont haf final yr papers. only tests and reports and portfolio. which after all. doesnt seem to be that great.
anyhow. my first cds. Introductory Economics. tutorial started at 2. and dat was only da time i checked my new time table yes. being me. i decided to skip da lesson using da excuse that i didnt noe my new cds had been added already. so was wondering around with Don when she decided to check wat new cds she got. so we asked our CP. and ta-da. we got into da same cds and same class. wee! so we decided to go for classes cos our CP made us go. but it was already 245 please. and we still went for classes. it was a 2 to 4 class. but @ 3. da lesson was over! erm. yeah. how wonderful. so we spent da other hour sitting outside da library and talking rubbish. twinnie and raine had went to TM wifout us.
anyways. 2nd cds. Principles of Entrepreneurship. 4 to 6 lesson. and it really lasted that long please. was kinda restless at first. but den other people in da class started getting funny. so we were laughing most of da time. kinda retarded. but well. was quite alrite.
however. sucky ting bout both cds is that. we've to start doin reports and portfolios almost immediately. one due on da 4th week. da other is due on da 12th week. not forgetting. we've got term tests on da 7th week i guess. and term quizes on christmas week. we even haf a microbiology quiz on christmas eve please! thankew very much ya? stupid ting.
today. 3rd day of school. NO SCHOOL! yeah. due to no tutorials and labs. dreading tomorrow. cos its a 9 to 4 day at school. boring.
yesterday was a bad day. some sickening shit happened. n my poor eyes. itchy and hurting. must be da contaminated solution i keep refusing to change. i nearly scratched my whole eye out anyways. but watever. lets not talk bout yesterday.
going out soon. a lil lazy. but watever too.
dead.
**so far gone
@ 16:00
@ 16:00
Sunday, December 05, 2004
haha. baby's POP was darn cute can. der was a part where da soldiers sung?! LOL!!!! i mean grown tanned slightly macho guys....singing please!! imagine that. was like a manly choir. kaka. i tink da nicest nicest part was when everyone threw their caps up yes. really niceeee. yippie. baby has finally 'graduated' from bmtc. and so much of our time at tekong was spent gossipin bout his bunk mates' gfs? LOL! mean tings. ooo. this i mussssst say. da sun at tekong ish darn darn beeeeyoutipoooo. took pics. so i'll put dem up soooon. its a must c.
anyways. spent today's afternoon at escape theme park. hmm. went der like in da late afternoon. yupz. da rides were...okay. rides are fun. but variety was kinda sucky yes? well. da day was fine. till we went to play da go-kart tingy. den these stupid bunch of KIDS got really guai lan with us can. and yesh. being me. i scolded dat kid in da front of me. and when da ting was over. i CANT believe that i pointed at dat group of kids and said to baby 'that BOY damn FUCKED UP!' i mean like. woah. that ish SO NOT me. im always so...NOT vulgar. LOL! plus. it was infront of everyone. mama! BUT. baby was quick to respond. baby = man! hahaha. baby din crush my hopes. he scolded dem! even bigger WOAH!! im so proud of him. erms. hahha. den da kids just din noe wat to sae. KIDS!! wats wif kids nowadays please. stupid tings. tryin so hard to be s bad s dey can appear to be. listening to dem speak ish just torture. kids should wait till their voices break before trying to speak vulgar languages please. retarded fucks. grrrr.
jassie & yeuhow: dont say anything when u c this post.
however. da day was still fun! haha. kids dont ruin tings so easily. anyhow. have been trying to kill dat biggggg uglyyyy queen in mario&luigi. from da time we got onto da train to pasir ris till da time we got onto da train to choa chu kang. lol. thats long. but. its done!! all thanks to baby yes? happy yappy.
ohhhhhhh. i finally uncovered my surprise this afternoon! darrrrrn niceeeeeee! i loveeeee. haha.
baaaa. schools starting. i pray der wont be tutorials and labs on da first weeeeek pleaseee. den i wont haf school on wed. and i'd finish school so much earlierrrrr every other day. except tuesday. bloody lecture day. from 8 till 6. thankew very much.
anyways. i am tired. and everythin that has to be said has already been said.
tas.
anyways. spent today's afternoon at escape theme park. hmm. went der like in da late afternoon. yupz. da rides were...okay. rides are fun. but variety was kinda sucky yes? well. da day was fine. till we went to play da go-kart tingy. den these stupid bunch of KIDS got really guai lan with us can. and yesh. being me. i scolded dat kid in da front of me. and when da ting was over. i CANT believe that i pointed at dat group of kids and said to baby 'that BOY damn FUCKED UP!' i mean like. woah. that ish SO NOT me. im always so...NOT vulgar. LOL! plus. it was infront of everyone. mama! BUT. baby was quick to respond. baby = man! hahaha. baby din crush my hopes. he scolded dem! even bigger WOAH!! im so proud of him. erms. hahha. den da kids just din noe wat to sae. KIDS!! wats wif kids nowadays please. stupid tings. tryin so hard to be s bad s dey can appear to be. listening to dem speak ish just torture. kids should wait till their voices break before trying to speak vulgar languages please. retarded fucks. grrrr.
jassie & yeuhow: dont say anything when u c this post.
however. da day was still fun! haha. kids dont ruin tings so easily. anyhow. have been trying to kill dat biggggg uglyyyy queen in mario&luigi. from da time we got onto da train to pasir ris till da time we got onto da train to choa chu kang. lol. thats long. but. its done!! all thanks to baby yes? happy yappy.
ohhhhhhh. i finally uncovered my surprise this afternoon! darrrrrn niceeeeeee! i loveeeee. haha.
baaaa. schools starting. i pray der wont be tutorials and labs on da first weeeeek pleaseee. den i wont haf school on wed. and i'd finish school so much earlierrrrr every other day. except tuesday. bloody lecture day. from 8 till 6. thankew very much.
anyways. i am tired. and everythin that has to be said has already been said.
tas.
**so far gone
@ 01:57
@ 01:57
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Your Beauty liesin Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl nextdoor. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actuallyvery beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more thatlets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may comeand go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simplethings and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things mostconsider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendlyand probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-roundedindividual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it off because they don't know what they're
missing.
Expression: Simple Smile
Mythological Creature: Fox Demon, Hobbit
i actually really like this picture a lot. kinda wish i could haf hair jus like hers. and i guess all that is said is quite accurate. im very much a ger next door. nothing exactly special bout me. haha.
**so far gone
@ 13:49
@ 13:49
im sleepy.
but i cant fall asleep please.
spasteek nonsense.
i need help yes?
seriously.
im not sleeping enuff.
n hammies r sleeping too much.
someone make tings work rite please.
more balance n less contradiction yes.
but i cant fall asleep please.
spasteek nonsense.
i need help yes?
seriously.
im not sleeping enuff.
n hammies r sleeping too much.
someone make tings work rite please.
more balance n less contradiction yes.
**so far gone
@ 02:36
@ 02:36
yeahhhh. taufik won!! woohoo! LOL. at least SGreans have proven that dey arent deaf after all. i must say this too. sylvester really cant sing. its beyond obvious. its only rightful that taufik won. face it. taufik is da better man out of da 2. sorry to fans of sylvester. my harshful words are bad. eat me if u must.
;)
well well. must first thank everyone for dropping by and doodling on my board. makes da blog so much livier yes? thanks peeps.
oh. today. sadly. i threw away my most beloved precious lil elephant. it was da one from precious tots that JULS & SAM HUANG & YY gave to me for my bdae in sec 1. was so sad when i threw it away. sigh. but i had no choice. really. dont know if its still being sold. wanna buy one to replace it.
erm. packed my cupboard as planned. ate only one pack of cheezels instead of da intended 10. cos baby said no. so no it was. left 6 out of da 10 sweets he bought me. errrrr. quite a boring day actually. wanted to go swimming. but it rained. so plan cancelled. mayb tmr. was suppose to lose weight during da hols. but. seems like i either gained or m still da same. boring.
hmm. everyone seems to be putting up christmas wishlists. wanna put mine up tooooo! but. i don exactly noe wat i really really wan. i wan clothes clothes n more clothes. more n more n more $$. i wan a sling bag. new hp. i still kinda like e700. but den again. der are so many new phones. and of cos. i still wan a gd88. cos i lost it. da worse part ish that da fone belongs to baby. n i still havent got enuff of da fone. stupid me. sigh. how carelessssss of me. grrrrr. nvm. back to da wish list aye. i wan a doggie too! and more hammies. i wan a slimming package! LOL!!! new sony or canon digi cam. baaaaaa. so many wishes. yet i guess none can be fulfilled. stupid ting.
toking bout hammies. dey're terrible. now that dey're so fat. and dey jus keep rolling around. dey just don run da wheel anymore! mama. all dey do ish sleep all day. if dey're not sleeping den dey're staring at me and waiting for food. wat nonsense!!
my dieting plan is as follows:
- only eat once instead of twice a day
- no sunflower seeds for da week
- running around on da sofa for 20 mins a day
- 5 min massage a day [ hopefully i'll massage their fats away. LOL!! ]
attending baby's POP on friday. so i guess im gonna decide wat to wear tmr. if not. i'll never reach der on time. wat should i wear huh? suggestionssss pls. and after POP. it'll be "put-powder-on-skin-abrasions" time. kaka. my poor lil ting. time for a week of pampering soon!
suddenly just feel like saying this: i loveeeeee bacardi. hoho! wanna drink till im drunk pls. if dat is even possible. guaguagua. -.-
hahahaahahaha. garfield was like lying on her back. n her tummy was facing up. so i tickled her rite at da tummy. and she gave this really cute squeak. my my my. so damn cute can! dang. and she's back to sleep again. nonsense yes?! such sleepy heads.
my surprise is still covered. haha. i can resist temptation okay. ive just proven it!
;)
well well. must first thank everyone for dropping by and doodling on my board. makes da blog so much livier yes? thanks peeps.
oh. today. sadly. i threw away my most beloved precious lil elephant. it was da one from precious tots that JULS & SAM HUANG & YY gave to me for my bdae in sec 1. was so sad when i threw it away. sigh. but i had no choice. really. dont know if its still being sold. wanna buy one to replace it.
erm. packed my cupboard as planned. ate only one pack of cheezels instead of da intended 10. cos baby said no. so no it was. left 6 out of da 10 sweets he bought me. errrrr. quite a boring day actually. wanted to go swimming. but it rained. so plan cancelled. mayb tmr. was suppose to lose weight during da hols. but. seems like i either gained or m still da same. boring.
hmm. everyone seems to be putting up christmas wishlists. wanna put mine up tooooo! but. i don exactly noe wat i really really wan. i wan clothes clothes n more clothes. more n more n more $$. i wan a sling bag. new hp. i still kinda like e700. but den again. der are so many new phones. and of cos. i still wan a gd88. cos i lost it. da worse part ish that da fone belongs to baby. n i still havent got enuff of da fone. stupid me. sigh. how carelessssss of me. grrrrr. nvm. back to da wish list aye. i wan a doggie too! and more hammies. i wan a slimming package! LOL!!! new sony or canon digi cam. baaaaaa. so many wishes. yet i guess none can be fulfilled. stupid ting.
toking bout hammies. dey're terrible. now that dey're so fat. and dey jus keep rolling around. dey just don run da wheel anymore! mama. all dey do ish sleep all day. if dey're not sleeping den dey're staring at me and waiting for food. wat nonsense!!
my dieting plan is as follows:
- only eat once instead of twice a day
- no sunflower seeds for da week
- running around on da sofa for 20 mins a day
- 5 min massage a day [ hopefully i'll massage their fats away. LOL!! ]
attending baby's POP on friday. so i guess im gonna decide wat to wear tmr. if not. i'll never reach der on time. wat should i wear huh? suggestionssss pls. and after POP. it'll be "put-powder-on-skin-abrasions" time. kaka. my poor lil ting. time for a week of pampering soon!
suddenly just feel like saying this: i loveeeeee bacardi. hoho! wanna drink till im drunk pls. if dat is even possible. guaguagua. -.-
hahahaahahaha. garfield was like lying on her back. n her tummy was facing up. so i tickled her rite at da tummy. and she gave this really cute squeak. my my my. so damn cute can! dang. and she's back to sleep again. nonsense yes?! such sleepy heads.
my surprise is still covered. haha. i can resist temptation okay. ive just proven it!
**so far gone
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
still havent open up my surprise. its still covered up. its still a surprise. haha. it'll remain a surprise till ive decided to uncover it yes? probably during da weekend after baby's POP.
that means no more BMT aye? time flies. almost 2 months since enlistment. interesting.
well. hammies are back home with me. and ive made up my mind to start a dieting programme with my new lil fatty bomboms. i dont noe wat baby did to dem. he must have fed them like crazy! seems like dey're no longer winter white hammies. dey look more like campbell hammies now! goodness. fat lil tings. dey just seem to roll around all day. literally. hahaha. but dey're still cute s ever. still my darlingest darlings.
was planning to pack my cupboard today. but erm. had da tot postponed. perhaps tomorrow. and im also planning to eat all the cheezels baby bought for me in a day. LOL! yes yes. all 10 packs! sounds fabulous!
oh oh. ders been this "too-lazy-to-write-u-a-testimonial" spell wandering around me. and i kinda feel bad bout it. i mean. i promised eric i'd write him a testi. that was like way long back. and till today. i haben written him one. and den trudy left me a testi too. wanted to write her one back but i havent done so either. den ders elaine and cindy. was also thinking of dropping jassie & vivien & sammie & hk & aida & fion & esther testis too. but haf failed to do so too. baaaaaa. so sorry peeps. my bad.
damn. less den a week till school starts. man. i tink ive even forgotten how to write! yips yipz. my sleeping pattern has slightly improved. thankew. and when i start school. baby has a one week break. sickening timing. wats with all da event clashes?! cant da break coincide wif my holis? stupid ting. and da worse ting i heard was that my mum's trip to phillippines is being cancelled. means my bro wont be going over to my granny's to stay for da week. and that means no stay overs for baby!!! idioticly sickening ting!!! im so frigging angryyyyyy. grrrrrr.
moooooo. feeling sleepy. which is something good. must catch some sleep before da sleepy hour passes. yawns.
that means no more BMT aye? time flies. almost 2 months since enlistment. interesting.
well. hammies are back home with me. and ive made up my mind to start a dieting programme with my new lil fatty bomboms. i dont noe wat baby did to dem. he must have fed them like crazy! seems like dey're no longer winter white hammies. dey look more like campbell hammies now! goodness. fat lil tings. dey just seem to roll around all day. literally. hahaha. but dey're still cute s ever. still my darlingest darlings.
was planning to pack my cupboard today. but erm. had da tot postponed. perhaps tomorrow. and im also planning to eat all the cheezels baby bought for me in a day. LOL! yes yes. all 10 packs! sounds fabulous!
oh oh. ders been this "too-lazy-to-write-u-a-testimonial" spell wandering around me. and i kinda feel bad bout it. i mean. i promised eric i'd write him a testi. that was like way long back. and till today. i haben written him one. and den trudy left me a testi too. wanted to write her one back but i havent done so either. den ders elaine and cindy. was also thinking of dropping jassie & vivien & sammie & hk & aida & fion & esther testis too. but haf failed to do so too. baaaaaa. so sorry peeps. my bad.
damn. less den a week till school starts. man. i tink ive even forgotten how to write! yips yipz. my sleeping pattern has slightly improved. thankew. and when i start school. baby has a one week break. sickening timing. wats with all da event clashes?! cant da break coincide wif my holis? stupid ting. and da worse ting i heard was that my mum's trip to phillippines is being cancelled. means my bro wont be going over to my granny's to stay for da week. and that means no stay overs for baby!!! idioticly sickening ting!!! im so frigging angryyyyyy. grrrrrr.
moooooo. feeling sleepy. which is something good. must catch some sleep before da sleepy hour passes. yawns.
**so far gone
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