prac wasnt exactly as fruitful as i wanted it to be. maybe the idea of booking in today really sapped whatever mental resolve i had for the day.

1 half hours into practicing and i was mentally draining. yea. playing music is definitely not as physically draining as the stuff you do in army but hell it's mentally consuming alright.

ah at least i managed to succeed playing properly the first 7pages of rhythm song. almost that with the memorising bit.

and i've just crafted up a follow up on my aim to gain weight on the way back home. i have to, 7 weeks of bmt have made me lost weight. no, girls, losing weight is Not a good thing, at least for my case.

right. if things according to plan i'm supposed to meet with hw next weekend for lunch and to buy my itouch. hw, remind me again sometime thursday.

and havent met up with the mj band pple in ages. nvm pop coming soon i.e. 1weeks of block leave hah

there.

i'm kind of tired actually, might catch forty winks before heading to pasirris for that insanely arduous and gloomy trip back to tekong.

one more day to book in.. ah well at least there's just 10days more to byebye to tekong :)

heading to simlim to check out that awesome itouch i've been itching to get my fingers on since god knows when with my bunk mates before chionging down to payalebar to meet up with my homies from sec sch. midnight mahjong? haha i keep my fingers crossed.

anyhow, ccab to prac again tmr morning. yes i love my life.

seriously. even amidst army, it's all cool when stuff just seems to fall right into schedule for you. at least, for the most part of it.

bookin at 5 tmr though. sigh.


oh well you cant have the best of everything i guess.

now i'm craving for some food, so while i go grab some of those wonderfully unhealthy snacks to stuff myself in time for lunch later on, chill out dudes :)


oh. might be in for confinement next week cause my boots were caught dirty on SDC day -.- sheesh.

*prays for defaulters parade instead*

yes.

vicfirth staccato and timgen 5.

awesome.

about time i got some foundation sticks anyway

oh singapore discovery centre was fun, if you get what i mean.

5months earlier i wrote somewhat the same. and i shall do so once more.

please don't let it repeat itself. please

stay strong.

let it all be alright.

wow. it's been 2wks.

the past 3weeks. i dare say are the most memorable of my whole BMT experience.

aside from experiencing the mindboggling effeciency of the organisation as aptly described in the title, saw stuff, realised stuff. yeah..

the Wayangs, i'm quite okay with them. what really irks me, are those that cannot stand on their two feet, those that want to give up even though they are much more physically capable, those who insist that their pain/tiredness is too much to bear, to continue. army really does force the hidden persona within everybody out, how everybody reacts to extreme fatigue and all.

i don't know, it disgusts me.

and then there's all that brotherhood-ish thingy that goes on. you know how people always complain how guys seem to talk bout army all the time, whole army buddies seem to be immensely close, friends for life, i truly know why.

anyhow, many things have happened which have definitely pushed me to my physical and mental limit.

not that it's bad of course. (neither exactly fine and dandy of course, i swear my thigh muscles havent been properly regenerated for the past 2 wks)

it's interesting

and for now. i'm freaking tired.

and there's 4days of relaxation. at least, for most of it.

oh.

blisters abound on my feet.

PS: vocations are starting to perturb me.

ouch.

all in all.

yes bmt is helluva experience, love it or hate it, it's definitely one valuable one.

back to camp soon. and this time it'll be a good 2wks thanks to situational test.

headed to music studio this morning for some catch up time with practicing till afternoon before meeting kow for lunch. was supposed to head to the nus open house this morning but yeah ended up not going. got kow to tapao some brochures from the open house instead.

there's something about bmt that makes you insist on eating good food everytime you bookout, yes. the fact that you only book out in the weekends -.-

headed all the way down to clarke quay for my favourite pasta and soup which was as usual, heavenly.

chitchatted abit with kow about interesting issues. hahaha. we always broach on interesting topics everytime we meet up... how, ambivalent. lol

anyhow, stuff to do over the 2 awesome weeks in army, other than the usual chionging around sweating and physical training bit ( i'm actually looking forward to it after a week of doing other stuff in field camp.. ) are reading up on the oh so many brochures i amassed.

and stuff to do after that:

apply for uni (yes 28th march is dangerously close to the closing of applications)

buy SAT book (apply for SAT along the way, maybe)

yep.

that's all for 2weeks, whoever that still reads this rarely updated, otherwise completely stagnant blog.

fieldcamp's out.

a week's confinement + sit test coming up next.

and.

sigh.

I'm sorry dad, for not becoming the son you wanted me to be.

i like walking down that long stretch from orchard to dhoby ghaut, just to soak in the night vibe.

strangely calming.

plans abound.

i hope that fervour doesnt die down.

2 alternate paths.

2 drastic views.

conflicting ideas.

pain.