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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

of waist and trip

It's Tuesday, folks!

Forgot about one small incident that occurred during my weekend outing (post here).

Was browsing some jeans at ROM when a promoter approached us and said, "mau cuba pakai? Pinggang saiz berapa? 27, 28?"(wanna try it? what's ur waistline? 27, 28?) In my head I was thinking like, "Are u referring to me or him?" There is no way anyone can mistaken my waist as 30, let alone 28..Oh well, take it as compliment and smile it away XD hehehehehhe

Momo gave me this video link couple of weeks ago. The video is very soothing and touching at the same time. Feel like put down everything that I was doing right now and go for a trip =)




Video courtesy of vimeo/ http://vimeo.com/32397612



Monday, July 30, 2012

biru blue

Blue blue blue blue....

Everywhere blue. Blame it on monday or what but today is not heading towards a nice end....

Almost late for work this morning...need to be at lab by 730am since I was holding the lab key this time. So, simply campak inside the bag and zoomed off..I knew I forgot something

Crap, my earphone..urggghhh!!!8 hours of torture, it gonna be..didn't mind without one if in writing process since need to concentrate but not when it gonna be reading, editing, chatting, utube-ing XD

Started to taste blood whenever I swallow my saliva..very 'nice', now my gum bleeding..not much but non-stop for the whole morning...

Tonight, my phone died on me several times d..the screen become like those old tv one when the last show ended..all those line line one..so colourful..haaaaiiihhhhhh

Oh well~ Enough whining for a day!

maybe that's all the bad luck for this week *fingers crossed* The rest, shoo shoo..go find some other people with better luck than me =P

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/20
Love,
me

Sunday, July 29, 2012

weekend well spent

What I'm supposed to write today??hurrrrmmmmmmmm.........

Oh ya, write today about what happen yesterday =D

After such freakingly hellish fucking week, I really want to enjoy this weekend to the fullest..well, doesn't really manage to shake work off completely. still need to go to lab on saturday morning for a while. my little baby there need some care. oh well, too many died already. can't afford to lose more..huhu

Then, whisk myself away from there as fast as I could since need to catch the 12pm train...rode my bike really fast one, long time d dont reach 100km/h on bike =P

Time for some movie alone, Brave....not going to talk about the movie since u can find lot of review on it..It's what happen before the movie...went in, waited for the ads and commercial to end..suddenly, it showed some hindustan movie..felt kinda weird d..thought at first it was still the commercial time but getting longer..after 10 mins, the crew came in and shut it off..urrggghhhhh!!!!!!they put the wrong movie..what the heck..oh well~

Movie done, shopping frenzy XD

Before that, walked to Pavilion and waited for my date to arrive 1st...he's late, sure gonna blame it on traffic later..hahahaha...then did some cat-and-mouse chase..he said he's at parkson, so I walked to parkson entrance near faceshop, whatsapped again said he's near tag heur, dragged my feet there..the third whatsapp, near mars jacobs...okay, I'm standing in front of it and saw no one in blue shirt..asked him to walk to entrance..then only saw him but instead of entrance, he walked past me going to the other side..this guy ar, really hopeless for direction =P

Went back to KLCC..unless anyone out there willing to treat me shopping, no way I'm gonna shop at Pavilion..even at KLCC, we look for sale and discounted brand only..hehe...made him pick for me since I really didn't know what matched on me..end up with one dark jeans, one white khakis and one orange ts at price of RM150..pretty cheap in my opinion after 70% off =D

Dinner at Lot 10 Hutong since he never ate there before.


Raw fish porridge from Honkee - RM 7.80 if I'm not mistaken. Really big portion with quite generous portion of raw fish. It was possible to get such thing at half the price other place but considering it's in the mid of KL in airconditioned place, dont care la..haha =D

after dinner, more shopping. His turn, I can't spend anymore...went to Zara, no sale or size since he's pretty fit...out again, into Uniqlo...grabbed some shirt for his work attire without even trying XD hehe

All's done, time to part way..he need to go bangsar while I have to head back home..really hate riding bike in KL at night....

Hope to meet him again soon

Love,
me
ps-guess which part of the post is fictional XD





Saturday, July 28, 2012

had a really nice day today after such a long time.

will update it tomorrow though actually not much to write, more like I'm freaking tired and lazy right now

just want to roll around till I fall asleep..

it be nicer if got someone beside me LOLLLLL =D

Time to wish for a sweet dream tonight  =)

Friday, July 27, 2012

desperado at its max

Sorry guys. Think this is the longest time I ever left my blog unattended >_<

Blame it on excessive workload pile on me. Finally, I am free from writing the review. Managed to get it done after 2 weeks burning midnight oil ^_^

Talk about last minute work. The pressure was too much on me I literally became a zombie this week. Went out by 7, arrived at lab, punch card, sat down, start writing, went to toilet, continue work again, 6pm cabut balik. 5 days straight like that. By the 4th day, I had the urge to bang my head on the wall d. If u saw me at that time, there be not a single trace of smile left on my face =.=

But no more. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! Time to for a lighter work; finding publisher, editing my work a bit here and there(bribe the editor) and I'm all set. Hope my review will be published soon =D

Now having some me time at papparich. Good thing the place is not crowded yet. By 10 need to cabut from here d since it be packed.....




Some mexican bun with red bean + cendol drink. bread had too much sugar and butter in it. I really love the drink though next time, I'm just gonna pick one without cendol. A bit too filling already for me XD

Tomorrow gonna be a long and wonderful day for me hopefully. Going for movie, Brave. Wanting to watch it at GSC but they not screening it anymore starting TOMOROOW!!! arrrghhhhhhhhhh...miss by a day only. Only got batman at GSC and I dont like such movie. So have to be content with TGV only. Then dinner with a friend at Lot 10. Hope there still gonna be lot of shop open since we're going pretty late.

By the way, check this song. Sorry to anyone that doesn't understand it since it's in malay. I'll try to include translation if got time to do it




The so-called merdeka theme song for this year. I am highly amused when listened to it due to one line. U guys will understand what I mean. Such a desperate attempt, in my opinion. Oh well~ XD

That's all, peeps. Stay happy no matter whatever comes in ur way =)

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/19
Lots of love,
me

Monday, July 23, 2012

Of psych and kid

I took 2 subjects of psychology during my first year of my undergraduate. Part of the elective we are required to fulfill. Since my math sucks, I hate physic and I don't see the use of learning about geology, end up with psych =D

It was divided into several parts and we, my friends and I, unanimously voted the 1st part, the brain, as our most boring part of all. Seriously, the lecturer was very boring and the content was just too much for one hour lecture. There were also some crazy lecturers that came in with short and t-shirt, put on some heavy metal song before lecture started and used just one slide of his dog to talk for an hour. It's not like 1 out of 18. It was really just one slide prepared for that lecture >_<

The one I loved the most is the developmental/children behaviour thingy. I forgot the correct term already =P hehe..It taught us the process whereby a baby grow, how he acquire his language, his thinking, how his brain and behaviour develops, the effect of reward and punishment on his upbringing. Apart from it's fun to learn, I find it useful and practical to be apply in real life scenario. Just look at some parent and their child and u can already analyze how they bring him up and the effect it had on that child.

As u guys know, I am living with my cousin right now and he has a small daughter, around 6 years old d. When I observed her and how her parent acted around him, I knew there gonna be trouble. Been the only child, they are quite lenient with her. There are rules and whatnot in the house but it could easily bend to suit her lot of times. They don't really complement each other well. When the mom tried to be strict, the dad will save her and give her way and vice versa. It will create lot of confusion to her that reward and punishment no longer have any effect on her. I had seen enough evidences to safely assume that she gonna grow up a bit spoiled if it continues like this.

I feel like barge in sometimes but been an outsider, just gonna have to see from far and hope things will turn out not as I had expected.

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/18
Love,
me

Sunday, July 22, 2012

of feast and S"

It's here, again...

Been a year since the last time it arrived....

The time when food is abundant and the choice is aplenty...

When u can become a glutton and nobody gonna jeer at u...

When laziness is acceptable and u are expected to be tolerant to others...

Still doesn't get it?????

I am referring to the fasting month, silly xP

Isn't that the way it be in this forsaken land? As soon as the month begins, u can see lot of food stalls been set up when the evening struck and mind u, don't expect to find healthy food there. It's all fried, oily stuff with lot of coconut milk used.....

It is never a good thing to go looking for food when u are starving. U buy what u think u can eat but end up ur tummy is not as big as u imagined. Even after not eating for a day, it is not possible for me to eat more than one meal like the way I used to for dinner >_<

Took me lot of rounds around the bazaar before I can settle with something. I promised myself this year no more than one dish per day. For example today, I craved for rojak penang and cendol. Since I can only pick one, I opted for rojak and leave the cendol for tomorrow's pick. If I don't do like this, I'm gonna end up with more than I can possibly chew in one night.

Kinda sad looking at people around me buying to break fast..It simply defeats the purpose of fasting if u gonna feast at night..Some even come out of the month fatter compared before..sigh~

Fast and feast, only one letter differentiate the meaning..sadly enough, they mistaken fast as an excuse to feast

Must not succumb to temptation. Another 28 days to go =)

On a different note, went shopping again yesterday. Partly to find my friend gift and another reason, window shopping. End up with this....


The colour really caught my eye while browsing through and the design is simple. Nothing too fancy and only costed me 25 bucks...my first purple shirt....

I kinda challenged myself when I bought this shirt. If u realized, the size is S' and I rarely bought such size..This time, I took it without even trying. So, it's either gonna fit me or I'm wasting RM25....

AND IT FITTED!!!!!! YIPPPIIIIIEEEE!!!! ^_^


http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/17
Love,
me

Friday, July 20, 2012

missing the old time

It's the time of the year again...

when the doves chirping and leaves turn gold...

errrrrrrr, ignore that...going cookooo a bit  XD

What I means to say is it's the time of the year when people finished their study and graduated for them that completed the course..well, at least in Oz =D

It's the time when people spent their last moment over there if they decided to return back home instead of finding job there...

Couple of my friends are coming back and seeing their post/pic/tweet stirred lot of unwanted emotion in me....

Thought I already got over it but seems like I am still deeply attached to Melbourne....

The people, the environment, the service, the experience, the food, the scenery...all made up memories that can't never be replaced...

I miss Melbourne even before I left it and I miss it even more now...

time where life is easy and worry is less...

If I ever have the chance to rewind time, I want to return back to those 3 years and put it in repeat forever....

arrrghhhh schumck...why am I been sentimental and emotional lately....

snap back mister...life goes on..dont wish for it, work towards it

Must pull myself together and make my dream a reality =)

Love,
me

Thursday, July 19, 2012

crapping shit

Remember I whined last time about me that is lacking in conversation skill? (Read here)

Lately, I been contacting/chatting with someone..think it began last weekend or last 2 weeks ago..cant really remember d..hahahaha

Instead of using just one medium, we opt for 3 different mediums to keep in touch with each other at the same time..yeah u read it right...we used all 3 simultaneously..

What made it interesting is that we talked about different stuff for each medium, nothing is alike XD

well, most of the stuffs are just rubbish but still, for me to be able to keep it up is a miracle =P LOLLLLL

the only same interest that we had so far is food though he is in better shape even though he eats a lot more than me...sigh~ Life is never fair..huhuhuhuhu

either I'm getting better or his skill with crapping is just too great xP

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/16
Love,
me

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

take me home

Going back or stay?

been contemplating the option of going back home this weekend....well, not really this weekend..to be more precise, tomorrow..huhu

my siblings and mum are going back tomorrow night and I am thinking whether I should just tag along and return back hometown for a while...it been 2 months d since I last went back home...not really miss home but rather getting pretty fed up with KL for a while...need some clear air for my body too..sigh~

but if goes back, lot of works gonna get hold up and I am pretty stress up already at my current progress...stupid me for thinking that I would be able to finish what been asked for in another 2 weeks..whatever la, no use complain right now...

Oh well....think I'll need to pass this time...going back does make me feel good but the commitment here is pretty high already..have to make sure everything settled first...even though this will means that the next time I got a chance to go back is in another month

Bye bye mum and siblings..See u guys again in a month

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/14
Love,
me

Monday, July 16, 2012

RFMF '12


A friend of mine posted this video up after he watched their performance at Rainforest World Music Festival....after watching it, I knew why he really enjoyed the show

it was really something unique that u will never hear before..the sound they made is definitely weird but it still sounded nice..got hooked up to it all day long today..humming and strumming my finger to the beat..

if they are going to come perform again next year, that is something terrific..I am planning to attend next year rainforest festival if time and financial permitted...one of my wishlist though the ticket is pretty expensive..300 bucks for 3 days or 110 for each individual day...I'm so gonna be broke if i want to attend all..huhuhu

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/13
Love,
me

Sunday, July 15, 2012

of facebook and friend

wanting to clean my facebook's friend list for a long time. Done it once after finish my degree year since at that time I felt like wanna start new and fresh, far far away from people that don't like me the way I am and judge me for things that I should do..well, get off my life then..nobody ask u to stay onboard....

so from 700+ become 500 only....oh yeaaaaahhhhhhhh XD

actually that is stil pretty a lot considering I only keep in touch like only 1% of that total much..so today done another dusting and cleaning of that fb...am hoping to reach 300 but quite hard to do it..got couple of ppl that I really care of and want to know what happen with them..

in the end, managed to shed off another 100+ and left with 440...

though in real, almost half of those were deactivated profiles that still contributed to the total count of my friend list. facebook should just make a setting to deal with those deactivated profile..quite a hassle to delete it one by one...

think that should do for now..I will keep the rest for now though feel like dumping the big chunk of them into acquaintance group..like that, will see fewer of them in the news feed XD

yeah yeah, I know I'm being a bitch right now but couldn't care less =P

before I forgot, my drink for tonight =D



No alcohol for me...so this one should do the trick...hahaha =D

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/12
Love,
me

Saturday, July 14, 2012

friday the 13th

was not the best Friday the 13th ever.....

woke up in the morning with splitting headache, nausea, diarrhea and fever..I rarely got fever and once it happened, it will be like this la..full package with extra sumore >_< not sure if I ate anything wrong the day before...also got a bit numbness at my fingertip..sigh~

cant afford to skip work on that day since got progress meeting in the morning with my supervisor..so had to drag myself to work even though I felt like shit...meeting started at 10 till 12...2 hrs and I didnt really remember much of what we talked about...need to refer to my friend again later..hahahaha

once the meeting ended, really cant tahan anymore...off my lappy and went hide somewhere..slept all the way through till 4pm..fever increased a bit at that time..really bad idea to sleep in air-conditioned room when u got fever...LOLLLLLL XD

After sleep, went down back to lab, kemas my things and went back home..asked my friend to help me punch out though it aint that necessary in my case...arrived in front of my house and call my brother to open the gate....waited almost another 10mins before he picked up the call...really feel like strangling him at that time but too weak d..leave it for another occasion..huhu

had a light snack and time to hit the bed....woke up this morning feeling fresh and heck lot better..if almost 12 hrs of sleep cant cure it, dont know what will..hahahaha

went to pc fair at klcc since feel like i need change of air for today..been staying at the lab way too much lately..walked around looking for suitable earphone and saw him..yeah HIM(refer here) kinda expected to see him there...look different in person but.........I got no courage to go greet him...haihhhhhh~ stupid me

oh oh..watched Ice Age 4 after pc fair...more like an impulse decision by my friend..just went along with it since got nothing better to do..it is just so-so only..not as funny as it used to be or if compared with madagascar 3..am waiting for Rise of the Guardian..the trailer damn funny and looking good(watch here)

wish u guys have a great and fun weekend..either with urself or ur partner =)

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/11
Love,
me

Thursday, July 12, 2012

beginning of the end

Without me realizing it, I had just passed my 6-month diet plan.............

HELL YEAAAAHHHHH!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

something I imagined would never happen ^.^

Never expected I be able to keep it up that long since it was started on a sudden impulse only without prior planning XD

feels very nice when see myself in the mirror and how different I look like as compared to last year....less fat and maybe a little bit more muscle than it ever had before...I can even freaking wear S" size xP

What has really changed is the inside..am more confident with what I am capable of no matter how difficult it gonna be from now on....anything is possible if the heart is willing enough...

Comes the hardest and the longest part of the diet - Maintenance

Must not slack off just because the 6 month ended....any slip-off and I be back to my old self in no time

Next on the list - eliminate that stubborn baby fat on my tummy =D

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/10
Love,
me

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

stupid cheap admin

Arrived at my lab this morning and the first thing I saw was a firetruck......

okaaaayyyyy..that was last thing u want to see early in the morning at ur workplace...

Apparently at 6am this morning, a fire broke out at one of the lab beside my lab building. It was originated from an air-cond that worked its ass off 24 hours the day before. Good thing couple of students came early in the morning to collect some data and reported about the fire. If not, the whole building gonna get burned down just like the vet building on the other side of my building.

Can't really blame the student for letting the air-cond ran for 24 hours. Most of the labs here need to its surrounding in cold temperature all the time for the experiment to work out well. I blame the admin for not replacing the super old air-cond with new one even after lot of request and complaint made. Because of such cheap admin, now they had to paid out lot of money to replace the burnt machines and lab.

Not only that, I pity the students that had stored their specimen and data in that lab. Nothing left and need to start again almost from scratch >_<

Pray that they be strong and nothing bad happens to my lab anytime soon for the next 2 years

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/09

Love,
me

Monday, July 9, 2012

Of honesty and critique

In cooking and baking, there is one thing that u need to be prepared to face after u are done, critique. That is if u want to improve.......

It may taste good to u but I'm sure other people's opinion won't be the same, if they are not dead hungry la =P LOLLLLLL

There are some of my friends that can't really accept when people give opinion on the food they made. I had seen enough share of my own experience that I decided to always hold back my opinion until it was repeatedly been asked for because sometimes, people ask for it just for the sake of courtesy without really wanting to hear the real response.

Me....well, I don't mind getting critique since I want to improve my skill in making the best one ever. It could be harsh to my ear after such hard work but if it's true, I'll accept it. After all, I cook and bake to let my friend enjoy good foods. So, might as well present the best.

And please, don't try to hide it if u don't like it. I may be sucky at deciphering cue from online chatting but my eye is pretty sharp when it comes to observing expression and gesture...

I brought the cake that I baked two days ago to lab today. It ain't my greatest cake but it was still edible. Someone took a bite and said it was delicious but from her action, I knew she actually think otherwise. She just nibbled at it for quite some times while waiting for me to go away, I think. That made me more determined to stay there and see what she gonna do =P The next thing I knew, she walked towards a friend of mine that was in front of the fridge and lo behold, the cake was gone from her hand and suddenly my friend was munching something eventhough he only got water bottle in his hand before this XD LOLLLLL

ahhh well..next time, just say it if u don't like it..no need to pretend though I pretty enjoy watching people trying to be nice when it ain't necessary =D

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/04
Love,
me

Sunday, July 8, 2012

lazy day, it was

Today was the laziest day ever. Yesterday's outing was quite taxing on me and had decided to just rest and rolling around for today....

Started the day with some good news from Tuls at 630 in the morning xP no dear, I don't mind ur whatsapp at such early morning since it was just half an hour earlier than my alarm only =D

Ever since then, just been in front of my lappy only; played game, refresh facebook tab, refresh blog page as well, stalking ppl, downloading porn.........

ops ops~~ ignore the last two..no no, I been a good boy since the break of dawn..see there got halo on top of my head =P

oh ya, baked cheesecake two days ago.....


Not the best one so far..had no idea why I can't get rid of the air bubble from the mixture no matter how long I beat it...end up, it looked like been poked by fork everywhere >_< plus, I can't find plain cream at any shop that I went to...tried to substitute it with thickening cream though I think that wasn't a good idea...

if u look carefully, u can see that the cake sort of fall down a bit in the middle and the top cracked a bit..the oven that I used is a bit weird one..brownies that took 45 mins to make need at least two hours if used that oven..so I really not sure how to time properly..end up I burnt the cake a little bit and the constant check made it worse....

nx time, maybe I will set it at 1 hrs 40 mins and just leave it there in the oven, hope it will turn out well..still got like 3/4 not finish yet..gonna bring it to my workplace tomorrow..I'm sure they dont mind eating it..hahaha =P

Upcoming week gonna be a hell for me...3 more weeks to go before submission date for my review..I'm sure need to spend lot more time at lab..no more going back by 5pm..sigh~~

Wish myself and everyone out there that need it, a good week ahead and better luck =)

Love,
me

Saturday, July 7, 2012

sinful therapy

A day of splurging and retail therapy....yeah, u read it right

R-E-T-A-I-L T-H-E-R-A-P-Y

something I never done before and definitely not to this extend >_<

before u ask...no, I don't buy any shirt or trouser or jean or slack or t-shirt..I really don't buy clothes until the old ones are worn out =P


there u have it, a day of shopping that worth almost half of my pay for a month T____T good thing I only got debit card, not credit or else might be spending like no tomorrow..huhu

From Bangi, off to Amcorp mall for book..been wanting to update my garfield collections for a while d..18 bucks per piece is quite cheap considering i bought 3-set for 20 USD last time...threw in one Jodi Picoult and Anchee Min books..those should last me for a while before my next book-hunting ^_^

Back to Pavillion since wanna find facial wash...want to try Lab Series but it is not sold at Pavi's Parkson...Aiden suggested me either Biotherm or Clinique, so I pick Clinique since it sounds more promising, somehow =P


Extra-strength face soap + scruffing lotion + cologne + samples for moisturizer and scrubdamn expensive....my first cologne and it has to be the most expensive I could ever find..indeed, I am 'happy like the cologne suggested XD

heard TWG finally launched their branch in Malaysia...went to check it out and heck, the place look really gorgeous....



there were such a long queue for tea time by the time I checked it out for the second time..the menu and price seems not that bad and they really had lot of choices..thinking of trying it next time...felt awkward to try it just now since all of the diners came at least in pair @.@

end up with their signature tea-flavoured macarons


RM 4 apiece, the cheapest macarons I found so far..8 selections to pick from ranging from Moroccan Mint Tea to Grand Wedding Tea...bought one of each flavours....after tried all, my preference would be the Moroccan Mint Tea, Napolean Tea and Caramel, Earl Grey and chocolate, and lastly, Grand Wedding Tea, Passion Fruit and Coconut...apart from great taste, the texture was really nice, a bit like soft brownies...

okaaaayyyyyyy....no more spending for the next 3 months..time to be in tight budget if I wanna have a little bit of fun and money while in Kuching later =D

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/07/03
Love,
me

Friday, July 6, 2012

hold the wagging tongue


urggghhhh, me and my mouth....

I'm really good at screwing up thing everytime I open my mouth...

something that is supposed to be a normal chat turned bad after couple of lines...

and this.......'abomination' become worse in this recent week...

I lost count already how many times I hurt someone's feeling.....

If just one time, it could just be a misunderstanding but one too many times, it has to be something wrong with me...

sighhhhhh~~


I really, really need to learn to shut up and speak when necessary, ONLY!

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Of music and rain


Cam across this video from a channel that I subscribed. Love the two girls in front to the far right and left. It surely doesn't look easy to play at such speed. and I'm drooling the guy at the center, the one that doesn't play anything in this video. He's Zac Zinger, quite a famous saxophone player. U can hear his play in the video below.


Tempus, wanna hear u play something like this in near future =P

I am a fan of instrumental-style music especially orchestral-type IF, and it's a big if, the tempo is fast and upbeat, not the slow-slow one....

No matter how good the piece is, if it has such a slow tempo, I can guarantee u guys I'm gonna fall asleep really fast.....

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Wasted almost 2 hours of my life today at lab. The sky looked damn gloomy and dark by the time I wanted to go home. So, thought of waiting for a while and let the rain came down first and stopped before I went back. Waited till 7pm still the rain so stubborn didn't want to pour....what the hell...if I know it not gonna rain, I would have go back earlier >_< 

Stupid rain...it been like this lately..super hot in the morning/afternoon, rain heavily by 5pm, the time when I want to go back T_____T

Made red jelly today though don't think I should been eating it a lot...put around 15 spoons of sugar into it to make it sweet >_<

Thinking what to bake for this week ^_^

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/06/29
Love,
me

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

unexpected drama

okaayyyyy...this is seriously freaking quick

It had only been a month since I  started working and already got drama at my workplace...zzzzzzz

I don't know I'm capable of making someone has hard feeling towards me with my mouth shut tight. I thought wanna avoid all crises by been low profile and talk less but apparently, it's not..

eh wait, not one...make it two person

seriously, I'm still trying to comprehend....

U kinda don't like me because I don't talk to u?

errrrrrrrrrr......are u fucking serious!!!??

I don't talk because I don't know what to talk about and how to....

U know, I could say the same thing to u as well....

nahhh, not going to..no use me been childish..

gonna continue been oblivious..couldn't care less anymore

http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/06/28
Love,
me

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

I do bcoz I do

Do we really need a reason to like/love someone?

Few months ago I told someone, "I like u" and his reply was "why do u like me?" I was struck dumbfounded and couldn't reply back. When I tried to recall back, there wasn't a moment where I evaluate the reasoning behind my feeling towards him. It just popped out and been there since then.

When he asked again, I just blurted out anything that came to my mind and it sounded so lame and anyone could tell it was created on the spur of the moment. I'm not sure he bought my stupid reason or not =P

Some might argued that it was just a fleeting feeling that came from loneliness but if it's still there after such long period and lot of chance to meet other people, I don't really think 'fleeting' is the correct term to be used.


Back to the question. Some said that due to us been opportunistic creature, there bound to be a reason behind everything that we done, even loving someone. No matter how much we tried to deny it, deep down something has been fulfilled that make us like someone. Once the reason's gone, the feeling will too. Well, it could be true for someone that had a bad childhood, traumatized family that will lead to trust issue. Hence, they are not capable of giving out their feeling without compensation in return after such horrifying experience.

For common people, think it is possible. Not everything in this world operate on a barter system and love is one of them. We love someone from the bottom of our heart because we could and want to. After all, it is what makes loving someone interesting.

So, do u need one?



http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/06/27
Love,
me

Monday, July 2, 2012

cry, father sky

Rain oh rain, u really have a bad sense of humour....it been a fucking hot weekend and u were not there to lighten the mood up. Then came today and u made ur appearance.

I have no complaint for that but why la u must came down at 530pm when I was on my freaking way back home...there was 16 hrs before that that u could pick from and it had to be the moment I'm going back. Because of ur 'perfect' timing, wasted 30 minutes of my day waiting under bridge for the rain to subside.

#%$@#&*^#%#^@!

One more time u did it and I'm gonna curse u so back u'll regret it forever...it's time like this where I seriously  consider to get a car...


On a happier note, baked some brownies yesterday.....this is like the easiest recipe to be follow for quite a good fudge brownies =) but this 2nd batch was not as good as the 1st one..something missing






oh oh, found another blogger today =P LOLLLLLLLLLL

Thought I had found everyone that is possible to be discovered...plus he is like the last guy I think I be able to find out XD hahahahaha

Nice to meet u..hope I don't freak u out =P hehehehhe

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Love,
me

Sunday, July 1, 2012

fart orchestra

My first wind orchestra experience.....

I never attend an orchestra in Malaysia before because the dress code really put me off. Too ridiculous and strict just to attend one. It's not like it will make the experience more memorable. Plus, I'm not in a position to spend last time for  a recital since the ticket was quite expensive.

This time, it was a high school competition. So, there was no fee to enter XD no way I'm gonna let this chance go even if I have to abide to that stupid 'smart casual' rule

Been held at Plenari Hall, PICC, not as big compared with MPO. Think I would prefer it been held at MPO like previous year. The sound not that bad considering the hall is not built for musical purpose.

Eight schools will be performing that managed to get pass the preliminary round out of 24 schools. 10 minutes for each band plus 3-4 minutes for prep. Began by 3.15pm instead of 3 since those VVIPs in Malaysia really don't have money to buy watch for themselves and ended around 5 something. 


My own review after all bands had performed : 2 were really good and had high chance of winning, 2 really sucky and quite sloppy performance, the remaining 4 were just so-so, nothing to shout about. When the result was announced, I had shock of the day. My favorite bands were not even in top 3, only got consolation prize while one of the sucky band got top 3 T______T


Oh well, at least my favorite band's conductor got the 'Best Conductor' award. U deserve it, bro =)


The most happening weekend for me......time to prepare for Monday's blue =.=




http://www.gocomics.com/calvinandhobbes/2012/06/25
Love,
me