Wednesday, February 27, 2013
tell or not tell
Most of us are still staying low in term of revealing our sexual orientation to the general public especially in this forsaken land where everything is wrong and forbidden except things that benefit the politician. To those that came out to their family and get accepted, either peacefully or forcefully, there's nothing else to be afraid of.
Because of that, we choose carefully which one of our straight friend that we reveal our 'dark' secret to as we never know whether they can accept it or not. Well, if they really considered u as friend, they should accept u for the better or worse. But, that besides the point of what I'm trying to think today.
I know telling a straight guy/girl about gay friend we have gonna be quite a tricky thing to do but what about telling other gay friend? I mean we are all in the same boat anyway, so is there still a need for discreetness?
For example; let's say I make a new gay friend over jack'd, is it permissible for me to introduce/show his pic to my other gay friends without asking him first?
I have never seen such thing in the straight world, like "Hey, can I show ur pic to other friends that I have?" It ain't happen, no
But one thing I know for sure; if u gonna stay low/discreet and don't want to reveal ur existence, then don't ask me about my gay friends.
This is just my thought, anyway. So, chill up =)
Love,
me
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Slashing a year off
Another year taken off my shoulder, another wrinkle gonna pop out soon =P
I took down my birthday date from Facebook because I think it doesn't serve any purpose anymore and not a surprise, I can count with just my hands the number of people that remembered my birthday. Sad? Nah, not really. A birthday is just another day in the year, nothing too special about it to me.
But just two people can make it such a happening day. This year gotta be the best celebration ever. Not because of the number of friends that celebrated with me or the amount of gifts I received or the wishes that were thrown at me but rather the attention and the caring and the love that I experienced.
Celebrated the stroke of midnight with L. Went to House of Milwaukee, a steak house. Nice food, cozy ambiance but just one bad luck; bumped into one of his junior. We assumed he didn't recognized L, so we just kept holding hand. Went for movie after that, Beautiful Creature. A great and romantic movie. Since it ended at 12, I got my birthday kiss inside the cinema. =P haha
The day of the birthday, went out with J almost whole day. Had some encounter somewhere that shall be disclosed in another post soon =P Dinner at Shogun, a japanese buffet restaurant at Solaris Hartamas. After that, stopped by at Desa Parkcity for cake that he baked for me. How much special can u ask for =)
Here are the gifts that I collected this year :
The taste may be normal to other but it gotta be the nicest cake I had. Good thing it was quite windy at that time or else it gonna be a pain in the ass to blow all 24 candles(and his dick) =P hahaha
To both of u guys, J and L, I am truly grateful for ever come into contact with both of u. That has been the best gift I will cherish for my entire life.
Love,
me
Monday, February 18, 2013
post-cny
Hey guys, Happy Chinese New Year for whomever celebrating it. Since I missed the chance to wish it during the 1st day of CNY, I'll use the opportunity of the Hokkien New Year to wish u guys XD hehe
Went to Pangkor as planned during the CNY break with J. There were not much pictures taken during the trip, so don't think I'll upload any picture for the trip. I did enjoy the trip even though I didn't think the same for J since he got pinched by a crab. Think he got phobia with sea now after that incident =P
Birthday's coming up soon. Gonna get a year older which is not something called for a celebration >_< still thinking what to do during the day. There's one thing need done before the blessed day. Let's hope I get the answer.
Sorry for making u cry today, my dear. It was never my intention but at least we cleared thing up, no =) I promise nothing will change other than that 'thing'. We shall see how thing goes from here on. MUACKS!
Love,
me
Went to Pangkor as planned during the CNY break with J. There were not much pictures taken during the trip, so don't think I'll upload any picture for the trip. I did enjoy the trip even though I didn't think the same for J since he got pinched by a crab. Think he got phobia with sea now after that incident =P
Birthday's coming up soon. Gonna get a year older which is not something called for a celebration >_< still thinking what to do during the day. There's one thing need done before the blessed day. Let's hope I get the answer.
Sorry for making u cry today, my dear. It was never my intention but at least we cleared thing up, no =) I promise nothing will change other than that 'thing'. We shall see how thing goes from here on. MUACKS!
Love,
me
Monday, February 4, 2013
Of mimicry and free
Chatted with J yesterday. He told me bout his meet up with a new guy that he knew from Jack'd and me been 'kepoh', asked him to spill every single details XD
J said the guy told him he resembled his previous boyfriend in some way and that's the reason why he contacted J in the first place.
It made me feel a little bit irked towards that guy. When someone said u resemble their previous boyfriend, so does that mean they don't see u as u but rather as a copy of someone that they used to feel comfortable with?
I will feel quite offended if a guy that I'm dating said something like that. It's like I'm not good enough to him and he like me because he saw some other 'guy' in me. If he can like the other part of me that doesn't coincide with his previous bf, then maybe all will be well.
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I AM DEBT-FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to settle my study loan for my degree today. With that, I'm off the shackle and no longer bound to them in any way. As far my experience goes, I really will try my best to take any loan from them for the time being. The management was quite inefficient and quite few major problems during my study period.
But no more, I'm free =)
Love,
me
J said the guy told him he resembled his previous boyfriend in some way and that's the reason why he contacted J in the first place.
It made me feel a little bit irked towards that guy. When someone said u resemble their previous boyfriend, so does that mean they don't see u as u but rather as a copy of someone that they used to feel comfortable with?
I will feel quite offended if a guy that I'm dating said something like that. It's like I'm not good enough to him and he like me because he saw some other 'guy' in me. If he can like the other part of me that doesn't coincide with his previous bf, then maybe all will be well.
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I AM DEBT-FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to settle my study loan for my degree today. With that, I'm off the shackle and no longer bound to them in any way. As far my experience goes, I really will try my best to take any loan from them for the time being. The management was quite inefficient and quite few major problems during my study period.
But no more, I'm free =)
Love,
me
Friday, February 1, 2013
The Impossible
No, this got nothing to do with yesterday post XD
Watched 'The Impossible' yesterday and dare I say, it was one of the best movies so far in my life.
It was based on the true story of the struggle of a family that was involved in the tsunami tragedy back in 2004 while they were in Thailand. They were separated after the tsunami hit the resort and the movie followed on their journey before they were finally reunited.
30 minutes into the movie, my eyes were wet already. The sadness and pain portrayed in the movie were so real that I was overwhelmed by it. Till certain point, I had to go out to the toilet and washed my face because I felt really nauseated.
Go watch it if u guys are in for some good movie. If it isn't as good as I claimed, it won't get nominated for Oscar =)
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It's 1st of February. It's ur birthday and I had been thinking whether I should wish u or not. Not like u will notice my message anyway since u are so busy having fun somewhere. So, let's drop a 'happy birthday' on ur FB timeline. That should suffice. Bye then
Love,
me
Watched 'The Impossible' yesterday and dare I say, it was one of the best movies so far in my life.
It was based on the true story of the struggle of a family that was involved in the tsunami tragedy back in 2004 while they were in Thailand. They were separated after the tsunami hit the resort and the movie followed on their journey before they were finally reunited.
30 minutes into the movie, my eyes were wet already. The sadness and pain portrayed in the movie were so real that I was overwhelmed by it. Till certain point, I had to go out to the toilet and washed my face because I felt really nauseated.
Go watch it if u guys are in for some good movie. If it isn't as good as I claimed, it won't get nominated for Oscar =)
It's 1st of February. It's ur birthday and I had been thinking whether I should wish u or not. Not like u will notice my message anyway since u are so busy having fun somewhere. So, let's drop a 'happy birthday' on ur FB timeline. That should suffice. Bye then
Love,
me
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