Pardon my bad handwriting xP

Don't worry, I won't post this monthsary thingy every single month. Only doing it because I think the first month is always kinda special for me =) Will change it to bi-annual or yearly after this because I'm lazy to think what to find every month hahahaha

One month and counting.........up

Love,
me

My heart melted especially when he smiled. I know he's kinda young but still, nothing wrong with stalking right =P Didn't take my eye off him throughout my train yet.

Yes P, u are cuter than him by a lot. That's why I told u he's cute only, not cutest XD teehee *wink*

Love,
me

I'm taking this opportunity to brag a bit. No no, not humble brag. Like really really brag =P

Any of u guys into opera song kind of thing? U know things like from Phantom of the Opera or the Wicked?

If u are, u might heard of IL Divo, a pop/opera vocal group. They started to gain popularity around 2006 onwards.

They were having their tour promoting their newest album, A Musical Affair and stopped at Malaysia as one of the destination for the tour. P managed to get few free VIP tickets from his friend, don't ask me how and I'm not really interested to know. All I know is that it's free and it's VIP tix =P

It was held at Genting Arena of Stars and considering how sucky the weather now and with haze, it's a really a nice break that we both desperately in need. Super foggy halfway up to Genting and freezing cold with heavy rain during the concert duration.

Their performance is seriously out of the world, mind-blowing, sending goosebumps all over me from beginning till end. They were joined by Lea Salonga and I really love her performance of "Defying gravity". Out of the four, David Miller, the tallest one among them caught my eye the most. He sang with such expression and super high note(and he's super hot xp) 

All in all, I really enjoyed that weekend. Can't thank P enough for such opportunity and I also haven't been to Genting for years already

Muacks my dear P =)






Love
me

In a relationship, there will always one that love more than his other half.

Well, that's what the norm and what outsider will think of but sometimes that ain't the case.

When u are the outsider, what u see is what's on the surface only; the tip of the iceberg. U rarely know the backstage story, things hidden from the public that only the two of them experience about. Even if it is the case, it's never a wise thing to point it out in front of their face

Back to the above statement. It's inevitable actually for it to happen and it's neither bad nor good. Feeling isn't something like a switch where u can adjust how much u want to love someone, it just happens to be that way.

If u happen to be the one that love more, never ever think that way or there might come a point where u will feel so tired. Love is never meant to be calculative. Instead, think that u have not love him enough, that there are so much more that u can do for him. Keep the flame going bright. The easy part is to fall in love but the hard part is to maintain it. Show him that u will keep loving him, no matter what. He needs that reassurance to keep trying, to believing in it. Most important of all, never get tired of it.

But if u are the black sheep in the relationship, don't fret and don't be stressed over it. It happens and never think that it's ur fault and u don't deserve him yada yada yada. That's all bullshit. U deserve him as much as he deserve u. Feeling takes time to build up. Never force urself to love more, take it slow. And u know what; since u been perceived as the love-less one in the relationship, it makes thing easier for u a lil' bit because whenever u done something extra for him, he gonna feel so happy for that.

After all, relationship is meant to make u complete. Two different people coming together to make it whole.

Have hope.

Love
me

Today would have been another normal day if I didn't receive that piece of news.

My close friend is attached!!! hahahaa XD

Someone I knew during my foundation year, he is the typical chinese boy; smart, geeky, nerdy, very nice guy and patient. U know, those traits that I'm always attracted to. So yeah, u can guess that I took a liking on him last time xP

We didn't have time to meet up during our degree due to busy schedule and whatnot but we still kept in touch and update from time to time. Finally got to see his shy, kiddy smile back last year when he came back to Malaysia after his graduation.

And lo behold, he didn't change one bit. He's earning quite a lot now but still look as messy as he used to be last time. He was one of the few straight friends that I came out to and the only one that I felt genuinely concerned about me. He knew all bout my past relationship cos he's the only one that asked and I'm more than happy to divulge everything.

So back to the story. I texted him today since been quite some time since I bothered him and after some courtesy exchanges, he told me this.....

"Btw, I found someone I love...."

That alone put a smile on me like nothing else. Been waiting forever for him to find a girlfriend and I know with his smile, it's easy for him to get anyone he wants XD hahahahaha

Well TKC, wishing u and ur girl all the happiness in the world and I'm waiting for ur wedding invitation =P LOL

Love
me