A new STD awareness video by PT Foundation. I must say, it is very very creative in delivering the message across to the public.

And look at all the guys in the video...........I'm drooling especially the last one. He has freaking charming smile!!!!!!

Okay back to the topic LOLOL

People always worry too much bout HIV due to the stigma it carries if u are to be afflicted by it but they forget other STD's are as dreadful if u are to get it even if it doesn't come with the same curse as HIV.

Chlamydia - very painful discharge but most of the time asymptomatic
Genital herpes - incurable, blister at your dick
Gonorrhea - another 'pain-pee' symptom and swollen ball
Hepatitis B - asymptomatic, liver infection
Hepatitis C - just as bad as B
HPV - incurable, blast of liquid nitrogen to peel the wart off temporarily
Syphilis - damage heart, liver and brain in long run

There u have it. I think there are few more, rare STD but these are the main culprits so far. I'm not so sure the chance of getting any of these but I know it's high if u are doing it bareback. It's still high even if u are using condom in certain circumstances.

So, do play safe and play responsibly. There's nothing wrong with wanting to have fun but u can do it with extra care and love for your body a bit more than usual. After all, we want our future boyfriend to enjoy us inside out without having to tread carefully.

Love always
me

Slowly, I'm dissociating myself from people around me. I'm pulling back my feeling, hiding it deep inside while putting on a plastic smile.

It just......happens. There's no reason, no cause. Only effect this time.

No, I'm not emo. I'm perfectly fine. Things have become stagnant but it's not bad. It's just a routine day after day. Maybe it's boredom or emptiness or whatever shennanigan but it's definitely not me been emotional.

This too shall pass, just like my other phases as well. Life has up and down and sometimes, it's not even there. It breaks from the circle and float into nothingness. That's when u feel this emptiness, like life itself has been sucked out of u.

U know, the feeling like u have float out of ur body and u are looking down at urself from above. It gives u an eerie and calmness but not the good kind of calmness. It's calm calm, like u don't care kind of calm. Maybe it's not really calmness. Maybe it's indifference.

Yeah, it's indifference and also oblivious. It's different, these two. Indifference means u still aware of ur surrounding but u choose not to be bothered by it while oblivious is one when u just space out and things just brush against u without leaving a mark.

I don't know what I'm babbling about now. It just makes no sense to me but I still gonna post this up.

Love
nobody

I have a confession to make...........I think I'm turning into bottom =.=

Blame my horniness or whatever but managed to hit up a guy back at my hometown and I was utterly dominated on bed by this hunky guy. Surprisingly, the pain aroused me so much that I was leaking precum non-stop throughout the session.

Yeah, I came out of his room with me wincing every time my shirt brushed against the nipple but damn I can't be anymore satisfied than that. Will be skipping a lot of details here since well, it's really quite embarrassing to certain point on what we did =P

I realised that even though I may be shifting towards the other end of the sexual spectrum, I'm still very much the same off bed; I still want to take care of someone and provide the support and warmth which most people attribute it as a top's trait.

Ah well, doesn't make much difference as long we both walk away smiling =D teehee

Love
me

Well as promised(and been bribed with homemade muffin), I'll write or more like introduce my friend's recent blog here since well....he asked me to do it hahahaha

http://www.deelicious.my/

I have no idea why he wanted to blog out of sudden, Bored maybe or just bored with the bf xP so yeah, if according to his description -

"Basically, me writing about things I like, tried, experienced, and putting down my views. And I will be covering from foods, coffee, fashion and beauty for men - yes, pretty much lifestyle. Think "feature" and "beauty" segment in the magazine you usually read. Yupe, that's pretty much it."

So if u are bored and got nothing to do, check him out.....errr I mean the blog. He's attached, so no touching touching hahahaha

Taraa~

Love,
me