Friday, December 31, 2004

2004 at a glance.

Flashback:
  • Igraphik takes off
  • Started teaching in Poly, part time courses
  • Relationship with Noh deteriorated
  • Drifted away from mira, due to her and my lack of time spent
  • Bro Shahir got into Temasek Poly
  • Partied full-time
  • Stopped praying
  • Severed all ties with Rudy Daniel Ong, my very first real boyfriend
  • Rashes outbreak
  • Curfew fully lifted by parents
  • Broke up with noh
  • Got close to Kimberly Gillis, before she left for her hometown Vancouver
  • Graduated from Diploma in Multimedia Arts (Interactive)
  • Continued Bachelor of Interactive Arts
  • Finally got my ZOUK Membership card!
  • Got ecstatic literally
  • Worked with IP Technology Solutions Pte Ltd as a Web Designer for 4 months.
  • Got close to foam
  • Represented Lasalle-SIA to tokyo for a 2004 Asia-Europe Media Art Camp for 2 weeks
  • Got close to Lux's loveliest person, Gift Amlumyong (I love u darl!)
  • Got a 7200 from dad, lost it at zouk, stolen.
  • Tried rock-climbing but i suck at it
  • Few close friends got hitched: Shazlee Tre, Lenny
  • Close friends shermin & shikin gave birth to her first boy
  • Fork Concepts registered as at 29 December
  • Dreadful Tsunamii happened
  • Heartbroken plenty

The ending of one chapter, the beginning of another. 2004 was a bad year, for me, and for a lot of people i know. "New year resolutions" (as if) :

  • Fly with Fork Concepts
  • Work harder, smarter
  • Reduce smoking
  • Reduce booze
  • Reduce zouk
  • Mend things with noh
  • Severed all ties with those unworthy people
  • Save money to visit either a) Gift in Europe or b) Anisah in States

For all my friends, I wish you a prosperous and joyful year ahead.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Free again.

Hey. Guess what? I'm back to freelance again! Yes, only after 3 days of sitting 8 hours in the office.
Finally negotiated with the company to let me do it on a freelance basis instead of me being on the payroll, working full time.
Managed to finalise the business registration this afternoon with lyn babe.
Design + Multimedia + Marketing + PR
We are in business. (Heh. We actually started working over a month before we even settled on a company name!)
The start of another episode. After my first company Interactive Graphik, I hope this will be another success!
We are on our 5th client now.
Waiting for all these buggers to sign quotations, and then I'd have to work my arse off to meet deadlines.
Quite amazing actually.
Oh yeah, now... I can do lotsa things. Since I'm back working from home again.... Own time, own target. I just love it!
The match starts at 7.23pm later today, STAR Sports - Singapore VS Myanmar (1st Leg)
Noh said he wont be playing but he's benched, coz he's still injured... oh well.
Yaya has already been sms-ing me asking my plans for friday. Gosh she can be annoying sometimes lah. She bloody knows where I'm gona be.
Dmitri will be spinnin' at zouk so duhhhhhhhhh...
Argh my sinus is killing me now... Think i woke up from the wrong side of the bed this morning... My nose has been runny like an ancient tap splashing water continously for hours.... Ggggrrr...
Gota go pop the pill now to make this liquidy shit stop splurting out of ma nose...

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Do you know...

.. how much i miss tokyo? http://japanesestreets.com/

Why aye

You know.. Now i feel stagnant. When i feel stagnant, I duno what to write. But I feel like writing. Coz i am bored. I've got lotsa stuffs to settle, but big boss ain't in town so I can't make decisions. So everything is practically halted for the moment. You know, it's kinda bored when you're not in town, hahahaha...

Tempted to touch

Before the end of the night I wanna hold you so tight You know I want you so much And I'm so tempted to touch....

Monday, December 27, 2004

I'm dazed

Sleepy. Slept at 5! Talked to H. Cute lah he. Ab called. Fabulous. I felt sorry over the tsunamii thang that happened. Damn waves. Shocking and unexpected, balls. H came out on the news today, hahahaha.. So did noh.... But I didn't manage to get BH this morning so I haven't read it yet.... The whole day at work was boring. I literally slacked through.... Meeting a potential client later at 7pm.... then go back and do another client's shit.... Work, work, work.... Where's all the moolahs!!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Wishy-washy

I wish, last night didn't happen. I wish I hadn't met Ab. I wish I hadn't met J. I wish I wasn't so emotional. I wish there's an ON-OFF button somewhere in my head. I wish I hadn't gone to lengths for some unworthy persons. I wish things were simpler. I wish life was more beautiful. I wish men were more sensitive. I wish I was still feeling what I felt 3 years ago. I wish I was a better daughter. I wish I was a better friend. I wish I had loved myself more. I wish for a lot of things. But the thing about wishes is that, it doesn't come true. Not for me, at least. You always want what you cannot have. You often crave for things afar. You take people who love you for granted. And then in the process you lose yourself.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Getaway

Had a chat with the Tokyo Art Camp's kids: Rani, Gift & Samuel (Ms. Indonesia, Mr. Luxembourg, Mr. Spain) Rani's coming over on 28th to spend NYE with me here. Gift is in germany every damn weekend. Both of them promised to drag me to Berlin. Can't wait. Ja, ja!

Hello.

I still miss tokyo. Thus the header, and the pictures. 15 hours before I meet him. *Cross fingers*

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

La Force Des Filles

Fille et Fille Associates is flying off, soon, i hope. Working full time is out. Freelance is in. Oh, Ab's sweet. Too good to be true. Don't fall, far.