Monday, February 28, 2005

Meeting at east coast with keith's upcoming t-shirt business' e-commerce site. Met his partners Yijun and Stanley. The moment they left, me and lynette were bitching about how hot Stanley is *gulps* We both agreed he's Fork Concepts' hottest client! Uhuh uhuh uhuh! We went for a short joyride, went town for a chillout kopi session at Cosi Cafe Scotts (in our slackest attires) Lyn was complaining all the way about how difficult it is to see cute guy drivers on the road.. I couldn't agree more... hahahahaha

posted by gaffal at 2/28/2005 05:18:00 AM 0 comments

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Been a while

Far & Damon (Shahir) Damon & Patrick Had coffee with an old friend (and his bf) today.. also known as my gay husband, damon. Our history dated wayyyy back.. when he, i and sikin hanged out lots. Now, sikin's married, he's always busy with work (and bf) we hardly meet... I last saw him like 2 yrs ago, at sikin's wedding... Boy, do i miss those zaman gemilang! He's still gorgeous as ever.. not to mention vain... Man, was I glad to see him...

posted by gaffal at 2/24/2005 11:19:00 PM 0 comments

Sheesh!

My house ah.. a lot of mosquitoes u know.. especially early in the wee morning, like 4-5 am.. sheesh...! I might as well start a Baygon business.... Or could it be due to my room's filthy condition? hehe.. Baby complained lots the last time he was here.. said if i gave him an hour, he'd make the place spick and span... heh im sure you can by.. so nice of you.. hehehehe Looking at the pool everyday, I feel like swimming.. but no fren... boring la swim alone.. My gfs all lazy asses dowana swim... Maybe I shd swim later.... in the eve, since he's gona be unavailable...

posted by gaffal at 2/24/2005 05:13:00 AM 0 comments

Allure

I really pity those kids I taught this afternoon. They were struggling hard to digest what I was teaching. So much for wanting to learn advanced flash! They were restless the moment I started on scripting. I hope they'd be able to take it. Gawd. What was the teacher thinking, sending Primary 5 students to learn programming! Chanel Allure Pour Homme Sport really gets me goin' crazy. A guy walked past me today wearing that parfum. Irresistible scent. Apple aromatherapy heals my soul. Especially when it costs only $2 a pack. Long day tomorrow. And heaps of deadlines to go... and I am missing...

posted by gaffal at 2/24/2005 02:23:00 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

3 Cousins

I can't remember when was the last time I went out with these 2 close cousins of mine. Yaya yes.. I see her like every 2 days.. but shikin, its been a while... She's always busy with her 12-hour shift job...
But it was all good.. We drove ard tampines.. shopped... had dinner at billy bomber's (went JUST for the shakes, but unfortunately shakes not available on the menu today.. darn!) Catchup on what we've been up to and all.. madness.. We really gota do this again soon... Anyway the shot sux.. I looked fat (or maybe i am?) and the 2 babes blurred... Urgh

posted by gaffal at 2/23/2005 03:25:00 AM 0 comments

What is becoming of me?

I don't wanna be in this position, really. I do not know:
  • What I want
  • Where I and they stand
  • Whether I am kidding myself
I will soon be a year older and I have just lost sense of direction. In life... I've been running away from this problem for 2 months and I still am. I know it's an important unsettled business that I have got to face. But I can't afford to lose focus now. Not just yet. My work and studies are at stake.... Ooh deutschland? nimmt mich mit dir mit!

posted by gaffal at 2/23/2005 02:00:00 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Drop it like it's hot

My baby, lookin' hot and sexy today... His manly smell (and i don't mean odour) still lingers... *Yawns*

posted by gaffal at 2/22/2005 04:26:00 PM 0 comments

Monday, February 21, 2005

You know..

I feel so insecure with you. Like you're gona take off anytime. Like a timebomb waiting to explode, destroying me.

posted by gaffal at 2/21/2005 01:03:00 AM 0 comments

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Just you

I was wild. I had a rollercoaster ride. I had my fair share of fun. I made plenty of mistakes. I have been there, done that. BUT I was naive and stupid I was hurt plenty I have been through hard times Everyone has a past. It's just a matter of having enough guts to admit it. Especially to someone who matters to you. I like you for what you are, never for WHO you are. I like you despite your weakness and flaws. I still see you despite the huge risk im taking. I still go on ignoring all the endless advise by my peers. BUT It's sad, baby that YOU can't handle my past.....

posted by gaffal at 2/20/2005 05:54:00 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

I'm your biggest fan

*LoL* Funny la, by! I blog-hopped only to find your fans. Cute la they. Like from a girl: "I'm Mrs-yourname" Amusing!

posted by gaffal at 2/08/2005 05:59:00 AM 1 comments

Monday, February 07, 2005

Buses and Trains

You always want what you cannot have. You often crave for things afar. In life, you make several sacrifices. You sacrifice yourself for others' happiness, and at times you sacrifice others. I am walking away from you now. ----------- Hey Mom Why didn't you tell me Why didn't you teach me a thing or two You just let me go out into the World You never thought to share what you knew So I walked under a bus. I got hit by a train Keep falling in love which is kinda the same I've sunk out at sea Crashed my car, gone insane And it felt so good. I want to do it again Hey Mom Why didn't you warn me Coz about boys is something I should have known Their like chocolate cake Like cigarettes I know they're bad for me But I just can't leave 'em alone Hey Mom Since we're talking What was it like when you where young Has the world changed or is it still the same A man can kill and still be the sweetest fun

posted by gaffal at 2/07/2005 01:27:00 AM 1 comments

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Hello

I was happy the second I woke up this afternoon. But now, I'm feeling kinda blue. Taking a break for a while. Later

posted by gaffal at 2/03/2005 01:08:00 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Superdeluxe

If any of you ever get to visit tokyo, and you're into Art, do visit this: http://www.super-deluxe.com It's a superb place from what I heard. Food, drinks and art performances: music, live painting, etc. It's a pity I missed it when all the art campmates went there, while I and Barry went to grab some italian dinner (i was kinda sick of jap food by then). I should have gone there. Darn.

posted by gaffal at 2/02/2005 02:14:00 AM 0 comments

Longing to get the fuck outta here.

MSN, 1256AM (GMT +8), with Gift in luxembourg Gift says: hey Far lost in confusion says: i heard everyone's in berlin now? Far lost in confusion says: or so aidil says Gift says: well Gift says: I'm still in lux but I'm going on saturday Far lost in confusion says: im so jealous Gift says: well.. Gift says: sorry for that Far lost in confusion says: lol Gift says: you will hate me even more Gift says: I have to go to brussels tomorrow I want to go to germany. And meet gift. Oh god, please grant me my wish. No, I do not want to get married, yet.

posted by gaffal at 2/02/2005 01:50:00 AM 0 comments