Kiss me twice. I'm schizophrenic.

My first entry about you after I gave you up. It pains me to listen to those songs you've always played on the car stereo.. but it's my only solace, for the deep cuts in me that'll take a bloody long time to heal. Got a new breath of life, a new man, a new lovelife, a whole new principles of life. But some things don't change, that cannot go kaput. This wound won't heal for a long long time.

I mmmmmmisssssss him, heh... (Last seen him about 3 hours ago, though.) Poor baby had a nosebleed (literally) before he left... He's like this fragile boy... whom I feel like pinching and patting most of the time.. *grins* 13 more days before we fly to phuket!

Farhana chants: "I'm not insecure. I've been through way too much fucking shit to be insecure. I've got huge balls. But I've been humbled. That makes you grateful for every day you have." (Original quote by Drew Barrymore)

Today was rather a big day eh. For lotsa people, and most importantly, since I'm writing in my own lameass blog, myself. Today marks the moments i introduced Nabil to two different groups of people who have played and still play a big role in my life: the six babes, and FOAMily. This afternoon, galpal Farhani got engaged to her beloved boyfriend (whom I have dearly forgotten his name). Little gathering we had, finally met shermin, with her gorgeous sparkling-eyed son, Sharfan, her husband-cum-my-ex's bestfriend sofian. Haven't seen her in yonks, and she had obviously shed some weights after her firstborn, who's now almost a year old. Me, Shermin & Sharfan. Farhani (Bride-to-be), Shermin & Sharfan. I feel OLD. The six babes are: Sikin, Shermin and Anisah - Married Natalia & Farhani - Engaged to be married Lameass me, Farhana - Attached. I'm still free, ya'll... Free from the deepholeshit dungeons of wedlock that is... And boy, am I glad..... *phew* Anyway, brought Nabil to meet the foamily at Nur's condo's BBQ. So now, he has met everyone else 'cept shahrul (who was called back to camp last minute; merci to NSF, and Jonathan Lai (who apparently was too lazy to come after he finished work). This is Jacob's Creek Shiraz Cabernet babbling, btw. And finally, I feel sleepy, after a failed attempt of counting the sheeps, hyenas, and VOX-knows-what (foam, you guys should get what i is hintin...) and got only a 2 hour bloody sleep since last night. T'was fun tonight babes and hunks.