hmm..improvement!!..only owe ms chong and mr yeo hmk now..heehee...

i m feeling quite glad..cos this sat no co...although i miss dazu...but i have to make use of sat to do projects.....so much hmk and tests and projects coming up!!!...

btw....realised tt i seem to be pmsing nowadays...maybe i m in a very bad mood nowadays...but i confirm i m not pmsing ppl...maybe too tired..sowwie to mOo, claire, ryan and ym who have to stand my mood swings...

today..sad ym used my innocent cute little 30cm ruler to jack ryan..he placed it in between ryan's legs...and u noe wad happens next...nice claire mei mei help me clean it later...evilness...ym...next time if u want to jack ryan..pls do not use any of my things...and ryan...haha...sowwie tt i say ouch for my ruler instead of u..heehee....

my mep is going to die...written haven't studied, piano haven't mastered the piece yet, cello my teacher seems to be super unhappy with me...wish me gd luck!!

today no co...and it is a long and hot saturday..thank gdness i m indoors...

feeling quite depressed this past week....maybe it is because of..
1. gong yan is over and i m missing it too much
2. missed quite a lot of lessons, esp maths, and getting very frustrated
3. my mouth hurts cos of braces...

haiz...still owe ms chong, mr yeo, ms koh and mr jee hmk...hope tt can finish by this weekend

feeling quite stressed now...me exam coming...and i m going to die for it...esp for practical...i got my scores but haven't mastered them yet...and tls almost scolded me for tt stupid cohata...and my piano teacehr was like giving me a talk yesterday abt she can't help me much if i dun help myself, i will appreciate it if u will practise more etc....siighz...i noe tt now my playing is like crap...and i m getting even more frustrated...

siiighz...sometimes....i m thinking whether wad my mum says is true...whether izzit tt i can't cope...maybe i have too much to handle...maybe i shld drop something??...but i definitely can't drop piano nor cello...cos it is for my mep..and cello is even for my co...unless i drop one subject...haiz...i really dunno...

can't find the motivation to study hard like the first term (make chinese an exception)...maybe i m feeling too tired...haiz...

btw...sunburnt again frm sports day...i look weird with a brown face and braces...

P.S.: kar mun..where did u find the ramly burger??..i can't find it when i went bedok yesterday??

totally screwed up co concert...my string failed me at least two times yesterday...haiz...i really think they shouldn't put two shows...cos very tiring for students...esp those who have to pai wei, i.e. move chairs and music stands here and there...haiz...quite disappointed when desmond say band concert better than co concert...haiz..i dunno lah...

frankly speaking...no offence meant..but i m quite irritated with those who are biased against co...being in co has lots of stress....cos we have to maintain reputation blah blah blah..and we have more cca activities than other ppl....and it is so tiring after sitting down there for at least seven hours and playing yr instrument on a single sat tt when u get home..u are too dead tired to do yr hmk...and we still got additional shangyin lessons to go to...and shangyin lessons aren't cheap..i pay over $2000 per year myself....and we co members have to pay funds etc...i get so fed up when ppl starts insulting co...it is like...i nvr comment anything bad abt yr cca...and wad right do u have to insult mine.......sowwie if i sound very offending here...but i m getting too irritated...and STOP saying c-o-c-o-n-u-t in front of me...feeling very offended now...

got lots of hmk to finish right now...owe ms chong, mr yeo and mdm ong hmk..siighz..i m dead..tmr still got chem test...

P.S.: once again..sowwie to those who i offended in this entry...

tmr is co concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....but i feel a bit sad...cos today ttk last minute say want to cut down ppl for ren ding sheng tian..and only the sec four cellos are going to play tt song...sickening...tt is one of the best songs of the whole concerts...and there they are depriving sec three cellos of the chance of playing it..HMPH!!!...

anyway...some songs to note during the concert for those who are going...
1. tai yang: very rhythmic and nice song...conductor will look super interesting....must look at the percussion side...since this is some sort of a drum concerto
2. hua mulan:ex-syf song...nice nice too...but nth much...except must pay attention when cellos are playing the melody!!!!
3. ren ding sheng tian: haiz...super challenging song..tt is wad makes it so nice...suona concerto...and the orchestra look very cool when they are playing this song
4. chang an she huo: nonsensical song..best time for u to slp...but one thing to look fwd to is perhaps those playing the small luo (percussion) may throw the small luo up and catch it near the end of the song...look out for tt...
5. yue fei: very nice song too.....errr....conductor will look quite interesting i guess...
6. hong lou meng: heehee...will remind some ppl of the fond memories of reading abt jia baoyu and lin daiyu..anyway..it is the JC1s who are playing..so standard much higher
7. jie ri de huan si: MUST CLAP LOUD LOUD...COS IT IS DYB SONG!!!
8. tan qi wo xin ai de tu pi pa: tby song...so must clap loud too..cos faye is playing and dorea and i and vincent playing accompaniment

those who are going..if can rmb..buy chocs for me!!!...or soft toys will be a gd idea..heehee....

anyway...another thing is i have been slacking too much the past few days...so hopefully i can finish my el, chem, physics, ss, mep, practise piano and do my minutes...oops...tt is abt too much...siiighz

P.S.: i stepped on a half-dead cockroach today...haiz...sowwie cockroach...