oh well...today is really a bad day for me...haiz

first thing in the morning...sad yeo....he made me damn angry today...i handed up all three zuowens and one more ying yong wen already..and he said tt i still owe him two more zuowens and 1 more yingyong wen...for goodness sake..then after tt he suan me indirectly by comparing my learning attitude with deborah...grrr...ok..i agree tt deborah has a much more better attitude than me...but he as a teacher sux a lot..do u noe tt i handed up my zuo wens like two more weeks ago..and he haven't even mark it??????????...wth...dun accuse me just because he is such a slacker..and he dun mark things...even if my learning attitude is bad...it is his duty to mark stuff..inefficient....

after tt...stupid mep...gets on to my nerves...i lost at least 15 marks liao...cos i suddenly got blank mind when i see expressionism and musique concrete...not tt i studied musique concrete...haiz...sure die liao..my A1 for mep has flown away...and km and cy...both of u can just give me $1 each beforehand..and the worst thing...I THOUGHT MUSSORGSKY WAS 20TH CENTURY...grrrrrr..what was i thinking abt...and i m damn unsatistfied with my melody writing...die die die....my wish for 8A1s gone...

after tt my mum irritated me....sometimes..i think my parents are too overprotective...my mum didn't allow me to go to popular just now just because by the time i get home will most likely be 8 and it will be dark..i mean..i noe it is not safe for me..but dun u think tt u are too overprotective..i need some freedom too ok?...haiz...i think sometimes i m in the wrong too...cos maybe because i have produced too much adrenaline cos of school work...i tend to have very bad moods...then usually vent on my parents..but nowadays seem to be so mean to claire...i really feel super bad to her...sorry claire...haiz...sometimes i should learn how to restrain myself...

think next year i must be more hardworking...and dun procrastinate...but sometimes i doubt myself...whether did i make the right decision to take 10 subjects...it seems to me tt i m struggling..perhaps i have too many things....10 subjects...cca....piano....actually..come to think of it..my life is only these things...i dun really have a life...haiz....

oh well..today is quite eventful...haha...actually not really...

anyway...got meeting at eight today...actually was a bit late..but since kelvin came in later...i shall be early...haha..then got zhaoji and fen zu...fenzu quite fun today...cos we went to play cball at abt 11.15...though it is not allowed...but cannot disappoint zichun right???...anyway..zi chun is so nice lor...he everytime come and fen us..some more always bring us food...thx zi chun!!!!!!...hmm...still got wad...oh..after tt during lunch wanted to find twc...but too bad she wasn't there...then zichun, lydia and dorea went to macs to buy for us...only the sec threes and zi chun ordered...the sec twos all didn't...then they very bad leh...just buy themselves..then dun wait for us and eat together...then me and vincent and xingzhong went to play vball...quite fun..haha...i always have beginner's luck i just realised...oh before i forget...poor vincent was fired by dorea's violin teacher..heard tt he couldn't play the accompaniment...so i think dorea is going to find a professional now..haha..inefficient vincent...ok...after tt didn't have time to eat..so went for dazu..dazu ok lah...just tt i was tired..but then today ji guan yu SUPER NICE...muahahahhahahaha...thx to dyb...haha..no lah...everyone did well today..we improved tremendously...then even kelvin said tt dyb was good today...haha..tt was when vincent asked him..then it is like everything was perfect...except a few parts...four bars in the kuai ban..the xiao bo and bian zhong and zhong suo..otherwise...PERFECT!!!!...aiyoh..i can't it lah...dyb and tby sounded super seh in the front part...i really enjoyed today's ji guan yu..but hua mulan was quite a letdown..and yi zhi hua..as usual..haiz...

after tt had conducting lessons...quite fun actually...then played cball until quite late..then went back home..stupid dorea...she was trying to stop me from alighting the bus...then she put her whole weight on me..and make me cannot go out..but in the end she let me off...haha...then when i was going up the overhead bridge..there were these two guys sitting on the steps..then they made way for me and i went up...then when i was up on the overhead bridge..i heard them behind me..and was wondering what they are doing...so i just walk quicker..then when i was going down..one of them came up to me..and said erm...i turned back...but continue walking..and ignored him..then after tt...i sat down at the bus stop..and he came to me and said tt his friend was asking for my contact number...then i was like..dot dot dot???...then i said sorry...then he left..haha...i tell u...it must be truth or dare lor...just like wad faye said..but anyway..they should have better taste...want to play truth or dare also should get a prettier girl...haha...and faye...feminine girls doesn't mean they are chio-er...anyway..i say those two guys are out of their minds...btw..before i forget..they seemed to be around our age...

tt's the end of my entry..shall go and bathe now...stinky me...played cball twice and vball today...sweat so much..and haven't bathe...yucks...

i m damn angry now...cos i want to go for DHP very badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know what..they got the five pillars of DHP..ok..it sounds gay..i prefer the word 'sabbathicals'..but nvm..tt's not the point..the thing is...firstly...they got mathematics and sciences programme, billingual programme AND CHINESE STUDIES PROGRAMME...all i want to go leh..and then there is this humanities and arts programme..which i m not really interested in..except maybe the mep part...and lastly is the knowledge skills progamme..which is not bad...sadness...frankly speaking..i think DHP really suits my interests..but the sickening thing is..I CANNOT GET IN COS I WAS BORN A YEAR TOO EARLY!!!!!!!!!...argh...feel like repeating my sec 3...i really like DHP...haiz..maybe tt is one of the reason why i want to go to dhs...not because of DHP..but because it suits my interests...

haiz...next week need to go back for four days...mon to wed is co...mon got extra lessons too..then thu got hsk...irritating hsk..now mOo and ym abandoned me for tt...hmph