haha..feel so weird today..two years ago dhsco won gwh at syf 2005..and i spent today at sch having syf rehearsal for hcco..and i nearly could meet sophia!!!...cos her sch rehearsal slot was just before hcco's..anyway..today's rehearsal i was quite gek..haha..mainly cos i think it wasn't used really productively...and the recording which we listened after we got back to school wasn't that good..at least shouldn't be that standard when there is like less than 20 days away from syf..sigh..but on a happy note, today's bus ride home was quite fun, haha, but cannot say why =P

feel quite guilty to think abt this, but kind of hoping that 10th may will come soon, cos really feeling that i am so exhausted from the practices and the ever-piling schoolwork, and remaining totally clueless abt what is happening during h3 lessons..guess i m getting moodier nowadays, more and more ppl kept saying that i look very sian..bleah..

yest had class outing after co prac, haha..at first when sutyee, wanting and i went to the prawn farm, everyone super stone la!!...cos a lot of them didn't managed to catch a single prawn, but i considered quite lucky, cos i caught one very fast, somemore quite big, haha, but dun dare to go touch the prawn, cos got pincers, so in the end wayne had to help me "settle" that prawn..and we managed to catch a lot of prawns!!!..was helping out in the bbq in the end with jason, sam and dixon, then ms tay kept piling lots of prawns for us to bbq la..at least the prawns taste super nice, and hopefully no one gets diarrhoea..after dinner we celebrated sutyee's bday..haha..was quite funny la..cos we gave her a radish to represent "mr cai", and after that some of them started a war by smashing cake pieces into each other's faces, luckily i managed to dodge most of them..haha!!!...but feel sad for the cake la, it looked so rich and creamy and nice to eat =(

was thinking abt stuff for the past few days..cos of all the talk about testimonials and syf..was like thinking about what i m going to do after a levels, then i just realised i really want to do a lot of things!..like getting a job, esp sth related to medical field, getting my piano dip cert, taking up cello again, learning jap, organise dhs gongyan, go for a tour in russia, haha so far the list stops here, but seriously i won't have enough time to do all these la, so i guess i m going to forgo my trip to russia..get a job and earn enough money to pay my lessons for cello and jap..haha!!!..but before i can dream all of this, i guess should make sure that i won't die that bad for block test 2..

haha..talking abt syf..suddenly all the dhs ppl are like getting together cos of syf, and all of us are like hoping that all the arts grps will do very well, but i feel kind of sad that dhssb only got silver, even non-dhs ppl can't believe that, oh well, over is over liao, hopefully the next syf can get 4 gwhs la..and was talking to dorea today also, then we realised how little we talked to our old classmates and cca mates liao, cos everyone is just so bz with their own stuff, sigh, sometimes come to think of it, quite afraid that because everyone stopped talking for too long or there isn't any common topics, friendships can just be lost like that..

then was also thinking about the years spent in dhs, really missed those days la, cos it is like the happiest times in my 18 years, life isn't that hectic in dhs, and dhs kinds of keep us in this fantasy world, where everyone is nice to you, where there is no sign of ppl trying to pin ge ni si wo huo, and we can crap freely abt stuff, and are always rushing to buy wantons after co and mep, and after every single pe lesson the girls always have to bear the smelly BO from some of the 4M guys, gossiping abt teachers etc etc etc..sigh...missed dhs lots =(..not that hc is no good, but guess it is a really diff environment ba..

rah...time for me to go mug math liao =(..still got 5 items tmr..

haha..just finished watching hana yori dango II on crunchyroll..so in quite a good mood now =). Proud to announce that crunchyroll is my new substitute for youtube! ^^ Got so many nice asian dramas inside. So if anyone can't find the asian dramas in youtube, can go look for them in www.crunchyroll.com, heehee!

Anyway, yesterday Friday the 13th, haha, quite a sian day ba, cos dunno why was feeling super tired throughout the day. But super happy cos my whole class got A for pw =) Haha, must thank my whole group for the hard work put in, even though we met so many problems in getting our interviews done, after certain people kept daoing us =( Come to think of it, pw was quite fun, haha, even though it is such an irritating subject =)

Forgot to mention that i went heeren on monday with dorea. Wanted to buy a nice nice poulenc cd by pascal roge, but so sad cannot find!! Bleah, shall try my luck at gramophone soon. Anyway, i realised how how how nice heeren is to shop!!!!!!!! Sigh, wish i can go shopping soon with friends, it is like i nvr have a proper shopping trip with friends since the hols after o levels, bleah, show how deprived i m now..

Haha, lastly, jiayou to dhssb, dhsse, and dhs choir (although i dunno when is it) for syf!!...so jin zhang for them la, esp dhssb, since my classmate said that very little gwh this year for sec sch bands, like 1 in 50 got gwh this year..haha..jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! ^^

oh well, got back all my block test results, and died horribly, esp for bio and h3 chem. Guess it's a wake-up call for me, to make me realise that it's not the time to continue slacking liao, with a mountain of backdated hmk not done yet, plus syf coming up..

sigh, trying to snap myself out from this depressed mood, and get myself to focus on block test II instead, but sigh, i just can't help it..

rah!!...not making any more sense liao =(

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!...YIPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, went to SCH today to watch dhsco syf competition. Haha, seems like dhsco got the most seniors there la. Before they started playing, i felt so jin zhang for them. Then when they started their first note, i nearly wanted to cry la, cos it like made me think of two years back when i was playing on that same stage as a dhsco member, then started to feel super jin zhang again, esp for those parts when they can easily show their mistakes. Set piece was quite okay, but then i think the choice piece a bit weird. But who cares, we managed to maintained it!!..haha..so proud of my juniors =) Nearly wanted to scream out loud during hcco prac when i received zhiying's message..haha..but thank goodness i didn't..Hopefully dhssb, dhsse and dhs choir can manage to get gwh!!!..jia you jia you jia you!!! ^^