Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Dont be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You dont know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Dont hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if youre wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

^^..love this song by the pretenders..i dunno why..but always feel much more happier and hopeful after listening to this song =)

haha..end of term 2..but the start of a muggy period..bleah..

went for drama production, ehh not too sure of the title, but i think it is "tiptoe through the tombstone" or sth like that, haha, went with my darling moonie ^^, it was really funny la, couldn't stop laughing, although at some parts i was stoning cos slept really late the previous night. Thought that wailumn's role didn't really suit her, or at least i'm not used to seeing such a grouchy wailumn for about 2 hours..

American idol season six just ended!! Felt super duper mega sad that melinda didn't get into the finale!! Seriously america is weird in their choice, blake and jordin, quite obvious who would win already. Read something on Yahoo!, sth like if melinda won the competition, she would be a star, but if she was voted out, she would become a legend, haha, i guess that's quite true, she already is quite a legend on the show already, and i even think she performed better than carrie underwood on the show, plus i guess jordin sparks would nvr be the real american idol, cos many people will still think that melinda is better. Anyway, the finale was not that spectacular in my opinion, at least i found carrie and bo bice's finale much nicer. Was waiting to see how jordin sparks going to die by choosing the song "fighter" by christina aguilera, haha, and she really did, her voice was too sweet for that song, plus christina got so much more power in her voice. The other two songs were nice, but just lack the sincerity or the impact that i feel when i listen to carrie or melinda sings. Lala, too bad, but at least she won instead of blake, haha..

This past week i felt myself nearly cracked under the pressure of h3, but in the end didn't take the test of some irritating headache that persisted for nearly 24 hours, and the worst thing is that after i took the medicine, i got allergy T.T. Had a swollen eyelid for like the rest of the day and couldn't see things properly la. Anyway, sometimes i think that going to hc has made me doubt my own ability, my mum always said that i can study, but my brother always say that i must change my studying method or my lifestyle or whatever, and my results always prove that my mum is wrong. Sigh, sometimes i wonder if i took up too many stuff, but i knew what is causing such crappy results that i'm having now, just that it's hard to change =( Now I have to pia my SAT and h3 test for this coming week, sigh!!!!!!!!!

yesterday had co interviews from 9am all the way to 5 plus in the afternoon, then still had a meeting to decide on the new committee until abt 9pm. Haha, 12 hours altogether, at least half of my brain cells are dead liao la. Hope i chose a good successor, after my previous failure. But somehow, i feel uneasy with the new committee, for certain posts, but guess i can't think of any other better combinations, and i should just stop thinking abt it and think about my confirmed-dead-block test II

found myself forging new friendships over this busy period, at least really those that i can really confide in, just that now wishing that i can have a gossip/talk-cock session with old friends, cos i guess i really neglected them..

haha..syf's over, and we've got what we wanted..

anyway, end of a crazy period for me, with all the gekness with other ppl, long hours of practices etc etc...but then this also marks the start of a new crazy period, with 3 lecture tests next week, h3 chem test on the last week of the term, SAT on first week of june hols, 10-day switzerland trip during june hols, upcoming block test II (with seriously a lot to study for) and tons of hmk waiting for me to complete, haha..obviously i m going to die terribly..

have been rather emo for the past few weeks, not cos of syf, but rather abt my changing perceptions of some ppl, maybe i shouldn't be too bothered abt what other ppl do or think, cos it's simply their own choice, and maybe i should just learn to let go and really move on with my own life, like what my blog layout says..

anyway, really thankful for the encouragement given by various ppl during my 'emo-ing' period, feels really good to know that there are ppl out there always concerned and always around whenever i'm feeling down, even if we don't contact one another often nowadays cos of our hectic schedules..and feel closer to my family too now, cos they have really been a strong pillar of support for me all these years, despite my high irritability etc, haha, it's just that i only realised that fact recently..my mum says it's cos i've grown up, haha, but i dunno if tt's true or not...oh well..

haha, this is such a random and a rather emo entry, bleah, haha, just want to say my life is fulfilling right now, even if i have so many failing grades, and lots of mood changes that ppl always have to put up with..guess this is a period where i just want to learn how to be independent and responsible to myself ba, in terms of work and relationships with others..

anyway, jia you to the band ppl for syf tmr!! ^^