Never look back, Life goes on ! (:

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! everything's gone!!! angry angry.

I wrote like half a page leh! neh neh..

gonna retype everything! arghhhhhhhhhh

alright time checked supposed to be 12:12am but now is 12:21am. =.=

okay, had lesson till 5pm! called yng huah up and asked her to meet me earlier than 7pm. hahaha! Sat at void deck doing revision while waiting for her. Soon she came, started chit chatting and then yi sang came! More chattings! :D

Ade and kok leong came soon after.. Chatted till 7.40pm and went over to botak jones for dinner. Jaron finally came! Cajun with potato salad and french fries for dinner; shared with adeline. Damn loser lah.. We couldnt finish it sia.. Bad bad.. My girls' appetite all shrunk alr lor!

Jaron house next. Lady gaga's. hahahaah! Off to central to meet melissa and 11pm. Chit chatted at central mac till 12 am.. Genting, bangkok, paris, korea, japan and blablabla! and also school works! ahhahaha..

Home with kok leong by cab. Thanks yo ! :D
Saw cheng chuan, lie zhen and gang outside mac. waved goodbye and home here i am! (:

Tml's ndp. sian.. I dont look forward to it anyway. Kind of sian already!

ANYWAY, goodnight to everyone and you too. (:

things are drafted.

anyway, i wish my birthday faster come and of course, other than this. still got one more thing. (:

so my wishlist! people see ah!

- Wallet
- Pink Camera
- Bracelet ( i dont have much bracelets! =[ )
- Watch
- Handbag
- shoes( but cannot buy for me, superstitious lah. lol! or i pay you back one dollar. HAHAH)
- Moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
- Luck
- Hazelnut contact lens( zero degree one )
- Perfumes
- Make me slim down to 35kg ! hahahahahahhaahahahah =/

THAT'S ALL . not much right?

okay, i made this to make me happy. hehehe. people, you all buy all these for me i sure happy like mad. and also im sure that day i will be happy again! :D

day 1.
I hope nothing changes, instead i hope it will become much more stronger. I hope i can do it. I will show you the strong diana darling. I dont know what is your reason for doing it. But, i wont ask anymore questions.
i love you alot alot.
I hope you will still come my blog everyday like how you used to and tag me everyday.

i will still update my life in here so you will know what im doing.

i slept at 11 plus last night but suddenly woke up at 3 plus, couldnt sleep cause i was thinking of you consistently. I cant help it. I managed to sleep at 7am. It was then i realize, there wasnt any morning call at 8am. I texted you and called you but no answer. I scared you were late for work. Anyway, kept recalling the days. I know im stupid, but it just flash back unknowingly. No doubt, i teared twice silently and once very 'loudly'. I hate the way im behaving now. But i just cant help it. Im too serious in it..

Many questioned me on why did i cried so badly ytd. To those who concern about me, i hope you wont ask this anymore again. When i tried to answer, my heart aches again. sorry guys.

and thanks to two of them. I shant say out their names. I really thank them. Thanks for holding onto me.

alright, had one proper meal for whole day even though i had no appetite and now i got gastric pain. But this time round, i really got no appetite to eat. I shall let it pain. =(
For the past three days, i kept feeling headache, shoulder aching and keep wanting to vomit but you see, i didnt eat. Therefore, there wasnt anything for me to puke..
I feel that my fever coming soon but whatever. i wont care much about my health anymore.

anyway! im here rushing for my sbr project and later on pjm project.

Once again, i hope you can make it on sunday.

sch at 10am. did pjm in class. sbr after sch. finished at 3pm. homed. touch up pjm. done.

anyway, if you got nothing to say to me, what for call me? (:
go ahead and say i dont feel like talking to you. (: i most welcome to hang up your phone. i wont do any quarrel anymore..
I'd thought through clearly, what for quarrel when its just like the beginning? what if in the future? ahahha! damn funny.
SOME boy boy doesnt understand what is REASONING AND KPKB. hahahahahah!
like kid only! need to lecture! (:

3 words = kpkb. LOL! BEST JOKE OF THE WORLD.
hate me for all you wan. I had enough. and yea, i go gagaga over army guys! hehehe!

okay, the end!

goodnight everyone! school tml ! (:

runny nose, headache, cold, backache, sleepy, stressed. LOL!!!

im a troublesome girl!

I LOVE JEFFERY NG POH MENG !
TIME: 8:48PM

NDP NE2.

DAMN TIRING! I RAN ALL AROUND. leaders jiu shi ming ku ahhhhhh! everything must handle. Well, today we encountered lots and lots of troubles. some says knee pain which was an excuse, but nvm. another will be choosing of seats, sitting outside and bla bla bla. Beside all these, was fun lah. I took some photos and got caught. LOLOL!!!!! fireworks was nice! some performances were changed . They added more stuffs into it.

anyway, i reached there at 11.4oam . =/ lateeee!
Ben texted me asking where am i? =.=

okay, reached. Had kfc s lunch. not bad eh. Not oily plus its still warm. Raymond briefed us and ryan damn evil. He saboed ben on stage. HAHAHAHAHAH! nice one mi mi yan.

Bao hui got chosen which was lol! sway lah she. They were there to be 'role model' . Bla bla bla ended. Spot check time. I failed sia! fringe long, shorts was short. LOLOL!!! i nv even pull them up lor. IM TALL LAH.

den we went in at 2 plus. took some photos using i-dont-know-her-name's cam. Hers damn cool.
briefing and all and its time to get started! Was kind of slack but when it comes to my area. godddddddd! many say this and that. and yes! i saw xia xue! hahahahahahah. She damn fair pls! Show started for just few mins and we went down to have our dinner. Dinner was horrible. I didnt finish at all. Went up and marching parade was over. sorry wei xuan! next week i promise.

sat at my dispersal area and took photos and photos till yea, you know what.
ended, ushered. finally! debrief session! before that was searching for bean bean time. got 5 of it! hhaahah!We managed to go into the pictures ! They took it without us lah! damn evil.

EVERYTHING ENDED AT 10 PLUS!!

homeddddddddddddddddddddd. walked the path to esplanade. Saw the primary 5 kiddos. damn poor thing, they left at 8 plus but at 10 plus they were still sitting down on the road. bid them goodbye and walkeddddd.. Then, a group of army guys say hello to us. I thought by being friendly so i say byebye too! THENNNNNNN, one guy came and tapped my shoulder saying" my friend wans your no. but i think he's playing lah. okay, nvm. bye" so i continued walking. then, he chased me and stopped me WITH A GROUP OF ARMY GUY INFRONT AND AT THE BACK! and said:" he's serious, there, this guy" LOL! i went orh? really? den? goodnight byebye! " den i continued walking. HAHAHAHAH. THENNNNNNNN, they followed me and kept pushing each other to ask them to ask. =.= wah! this time indian guy sia! i scared like crazy. He damn fierce when saying." eh.." wah! I walked away immediately and they shouted the girl in red ! i bo chap, continued walking and yes. finally! no more..

walked over to suntec and here i am! :D 12 plus already sia!
He didnt came to fetch me tonight and there goes my durian. siannnnnnnnnn

okay, that's all. lets wait for pictures to be sent to me and i will upload here!
goodnight guys!

Tml NE2..
but i super sian. after hearing some shitty shit, my mood totally died down.
and i lost my auctions too. damn it!

I hate the way you behaves now and then.

040709 . (: THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

I LOVE YOU (:

Still got alot more but not gonna post them up ! hehehe =/ goodbye! :D

cute anot? he's only two yrs old !

This sucks. If anyone wanna say anything, pls say it STRAIGHT TO MY FACE. (: dont talk in front of me yet secretly preventing me to hear everything. This is horrendous!

alright, WEDNESDAY.

Lesson at 10am. I got morning call everyday. hahah! Loveloves!
Took 132/165/166 as usual. I cant rmb which bus no. alr.. ANYWAY! THAT'S NOT THE MAIN THING! THE MAIN POINT IS I SAW THIS OLD MAN PEEING ON HIS PANTS WHILE SITTING ON THE BUS. AND GODDDDDDDDDDD, I SUDDENLY RMBERED WHY SOMETIMES THE BUS TENDS TO HAVE THOSE URINE SMELL. SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, OR MAYBE I SAT ON THEM BEFORE. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! I FEEL LIKE PUKING AT THAT MOMENT. I think some people in the bus smelt it too lah. but i saw it. o.o NOT i pervert okay! i sat directly oppo him and i saw something watery on the grey part. AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Ibt lect. 1 hour instead of 2. Headed over to makan place and ate hor fun. I won foo hong siol. okay, this is crap! haha. im competing with a person who eats way too fast faster than me. HAHAHAHHA! aiyah, nothing to do also.

FEN lect, one hour instead of 2. i love today totally. (:
home after that. way too sleepy. Home and slept till 8. Im lacking of sleep for past two days! 5 and 6 hours for each day respectively.
Woke up and started doing sbr.
Thanks god. This assignment at least everyone did some tiny weeny part. And luckily i got jia hui. (:

slept at 1 plus again!

THURSDAY.

School at 11. FEN TUT> BREAK FOR 2 HOURS>IBT PRAC> END OF THE DAY! :D

bus over to dear's house. SBR again. slept and went over to fetch mummy home and yes, back again to do SBR final touch up. Slept at 2am.

YAWNS* woke up at 7am this morning( FRIDAY).
Almost couldnt wake up! Thanks so much for calling!

To school. bus 74 was crowded. saw hou jun, shi yan and jin xiong. I didnt know i was sitting next to jin xiong when someone turned his head and look at me and nudge me.lol! den i went" OH, HELLO!" den slept the whole journey. Very sleepy!
IBT LECT>TUT>BREAK FOR ONE HOUR>FEN LECT> RMT LECT FOR 1 HOUR>END OF DAY!
short yet i feel so sleepy!

home immediately. half an hour of bus journey. (: very fast.
and i encountered this ulta disgusting shitty old man. HE SHOULD SLEEP ALL THE WAY TILL I ALIGHT MAH! horrible! he woke up half way and started sneezing. Alright, sneezing is normal. BUT SNEEZING WITHOUT A TISSUE PAPER IS OMGWTF! He used his t-shirt to wipe off his mucus and den went RUBBING HIS SHIRT TOGETHER TO SPREAD THEM OPEN. crapppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
It lasted for 10 MINS OR MORE. AND HE SAT 4 SEATS AWAY FROM ME ONLY!!!!!!!!!!

All i know is a very suay lah! sian!
not i dont like eldery, but why i always encountered such @#$%^&^%$#@! stuffs!!!

ALRIGHT, THAT ASIDE. On a lighter note, SBR IS DONE! :D finally. Last edit was 5pm sharp. k, im cool. Im always on the dot. LOL!

reflection on children party- i know this is very random, but this is what i did for the past few minutes. Sitting down recalling what had happened during 27th june. It is a long and wordy one.


' Planning and organising is never an easy job. Having a successful event is the best thing for any organiser. A sense of satisfaction. Well, this applies to me. Through so many weeks of I&E lesson, many discussions among team members, we managed to hold a children party on the 27th june 2009. I dont know about how others feel, but i feel great. It was definately a fun and enjoyable day for me. Seeing the children enjoying themselves happily, i soon also indulge into their stress-free world. I like to see how innocent their sweet faces are. It is priceless! Well, and also, through this I&E lesson, i got to make new friends who are fun to be with. I got to work with different types of people. Though no doubt i met some difficulties during discussions( which was discussed in the reflection 1), however, we still managed to come out with a conclusion, an answer. Teamwork is always important for a group work. Im glad that i have team members who at least care about their grades and have a same mindset as me; wanting this children party to be a successful one. Im glad that i got such a nice lecturer who is always there for me when i need help. I thank him for his great help. Without him guiding us, i dont think this event will work. On the 27th june 2009, we went down to commonwealth community centre( where the event is going to be held at ) with lots of materials, goodie bags on our hand. We waitd patiently for the children to come. Though the amount of children was not as large as 40 to 50, however, they really made me smile. They are very cute and also, naughty. Game started, they were screaming, laughing and shouting. Dont judge people just by their looks. This is so true, they may be small but they are very daring. Minutes later, we became 'good' friends. They are very sociable. Something then happened, one of the children vomited for, he ate things way before the activities. I must admit that we should not play games that are too vigorous that leads to such thing happen. Next, a small little boy went over to sit down. I approached him and started questioning him stuffs. He told me he got bullied by the malay guy and doesnt wish to play games anymore. I tried consoling him and gave him sweets. In the end, everything is alright. Im glad he's back to normal, and again, playing and laughing happily with his friends. Played a number of games. First was musical chair, second was the dog-and-bone, third was the join-the-caterpillar, forth was the 'Simon says' and lastly was the hunter-earthquake-fire game. Everyone has its fair share of fun i believe. After all the games had been played, it was distributing of goodie bags to the children. We prepared more than the amount of children being present so we decided to go each and every floor to give out the remaining goodie bags. We went up to the highest floor and went visiting each and every of the houses. I feel kind of sad when i past by each house. The house looked very run down. However, some words enlighten me; which is. even though they are poor, but they are contented with what they have. This is so true. Im so touched by their expressions when we said" its free, you may take it. (: " Then the next moment, they went 'thank you thank you'. This is so heart warming. After all the goodie bags are being distributed, it was then a passer by came forward and say' may i have that packet of flour' (Cause we bought extra initally), we gave her without a second thought. Then the kids went" i want the balloons! i want the ball! i want this! i want that! " So we gave them everything that we could, i love the way how they react. Even the smallest thing can make them smile till so happily. Again, this is priceless. It is actually not a very easy job even though it is a free admission entry to the children party, not every children are willing to go down to play with us. Some of their parents are not at home hence, they got no permission to go down to play with us. Planning of the activities in consideration of the safety is also another important factor as kids are very playful and hyper which leads to running about the area. Organising an event needs lots of effort and team work is required to make it a successful one. Im glad that this children party has indeed made me learnt some lessons. It helps me to maximising the money to buy more items, having a budget in mind to keep track of the amount of money spent, putting myself in their shoes and spare a thought for them, planning activities in consideration of the duration; how long does each game consists of, the place; where is it held, the amount of people, the number of things to buy. Through this children party, it makes me feel more like volunteering in the future. Though money is everything but money cant buy happiness. Indeed, i encountered quite a few problems before the event was being held( this was stated in the reflection 1), but as a group, we managed to conquer them and make this a success one. In my opinion, i feel that, since it is a group work. We should not depend on anyone to do everything, instead, we should help out each other whenever one encountered a problem. I believe that if now you help people, next time if you will to encounter any problem, im sure people will help you out too. Last but not least, when we are a group, we must have this mindset which says" one for all, all for one." '


Will blog more about today when i come back. so, stay tuned! :D





edited.. 10.29pm

yay! backkkkkkkkkkkk.. from central with A GUY! HE SEND ME HOME. DEAR, ARE YOU JEALOUS NOW?!

lame, okay.. so went to eat dinner. Shared with mummy a bowl of ban mian. i know we very cool. thanks.
bought some stuffs and homeeeeeeee. i got my chicken pie!

i backache now.very sad. okay, byebye!

AND YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I FINISHED MY I&E ALR! NO MORE OVERDUE STUFFS ! :DDDDD

okay, im backkkkk!

people complaining about my previous post already. LOL! not cool meh?


beware! THIS IS AN ULTIMATE LONG AND WORD POST. hhaha! blame on my laziness lor..

so FRIDAY,

to school at 10. The first i saw was hx, okay, no comments!

It was IBT lect> IBT tut> break> RMT lect> RMT presentation. Super nervous! I dont know anyone of them in the class and furthermore that lian an and jian zhong kept shooting us with questions. Damn you guys!

Got back RMT paper. Well, result was not up to my expectation but well well.. ='(

Lesson ended, stayed back to see koon long's group. Alicia was kind of upset with her presentation. Hmm, i think she done well yea.. Everything goes smoothly.

whats more? ended at 5 plus and rushed over to cathay to find them. To think that i ended lesson late! & they should be already there by the time i reached! GODDDDD. the queue was extremely long! Long to the extend that i got to queue at where dear and i went in to see the phone outlet there. freaking long. Pictures will be up in the next post. (:

HMMM, they came soon after. Started taking lots of unglam and anyhow pictures. lol!! Finally like 8 plus, we managed to get seats. Ate black pepper chicken. Nice. I ordered baked potato.. Should have ordered mashed! i prefer that! Next time eat must choose that already!

Then we started gossiping about girls outside. AHAHAHAHAHA! I think they heard us. Through the holes up the glass. ahah! WHO CARES! and we saw a butchhhhhhhhhhhhh. kok leong damn dumb. He cant figure who is the butch . stupiddddd!

okay, Im the last to finish again! Its always me! hahah.. everyone knows my pattern already.

9 plus! decided to walk around and to Plaza sing. Checked out guiters yo! The two guys wanna buy. Now i know what is bass and errrrrr, i forget already!

10 PLUS, took 162m with ade and changed over to 132 and homeddddddddddddd!

SATURDAY!

NE2. was fun . But it rained and the rain was super big! The droplets hit me very strongly! I feel the pain!
Fireworks in the rain. Sounds cool and nice but its not.. Shoes filled with water and poncho doesnt do much help. hahha! Furthermore, everyone is busying covering themselves and not paying attention to the fireworks. ='(

Fireworks was nice! There's hearts. :D but sad, dear not with meeeeeeeeeeeee.




okay! so so, i woke up at 8! prepared and meet yh! Thanks for printing! soccer girl sucks pls! stop saying it! ahhahaah. so paiseh.

Meet them up at yakun and had some briefing. walked over and attendance taking. Sebas needed 10 'not very goood' one from both teams and he says mine is more not very good. Its just a remark. I mean like, just admit it la? So i told Ben that we need more ppl to go over and he replied:" ask him fuck off" >,<
ridiculous isnt it?! i got stunned and speechless. So sat down and ate my lunch. Western food. Everything was soft. ahahhaha!

Fooled around and there's ice cream to eat! I wanna the FULL choco one. Then those army personnel fooled around, k, nvm. Ate vanilla one instead. Then pop! Kelvin beside me saying" ice cream so nice meh(in chinese)" LOL! chua sai. Imagine one guy came standing beside you and say this to you..

k, briefed them and went over to the parade. Everything started only at 3 plus.

Show was okay okay. I like the kindness lion. so cute.
Pictures with pei lin.
Saw tpdb. hahaha! like so cool. ONLY THEIR SCH AND ITS ONLY THEIR DB.
other sch also dont have! Texted dear immediately when i saw it. lol!

Dinner was pizza hut ( 1 slice, 4 drumlets and 1 garlic bread).

My first time ushering was quite good. Im at the area where tony tan is going to be sitted at. Some VIP lah. Then there's many many army personnel surrounding me. ahhahaha! I managed to lead and block them. yay!

Something mean happened to me.. Kind of buay song but again, what for right? You jst got attitude problem, even SOICs people say that. Shame on you. I wonder why you still got her. She should leave you and find someone good. People, please keep all your assumptions okay! He's freaking rude and not respecting anyone! Horrible, i really wonder how can his gf manage to be with him for so long! GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.


'People on the steps' I AM on the steps, so this means im on the first shift? please..the way you speak so not clear. and yet you expect us to understand?! crap! Even pei lin doesnt even understand lah! Weishan saw it too.. & i clearly know its not my fault at all. :D

stop being unreasonable and just listen to what OTHER PEOPLE tell you okay?

' i think im not going to the next NE shows and the parade already.' You are totally a L_ _ _ _ . (:
Sebas only tell you and you not happy already. Do what they say la. Why so stubborn? lol! You dont come den dont come lor. I manage myself for next few shows then..

anyway! The second half i went to sit at the yellow sector seat. Not a nice view though. Too far away from stage already! ALL ANTS.


8 plus, get into position.. anddddddddddddddd before we got high, it raineddd. =.=

ushered them out and went to the ground. Took lots of photos!!! All with the photographers. They damn mean lor. Took my pictures DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF ME. Like, cameras infront but they are looking somewhere else and their reactions super fast one! click non stop. lol! confirm got alot of peilin's and mine photos. lol!
Even when we are ushering the pri 5 kids back. TSK ! THAT BRYAN ALSO COME IN AND CHAP ONE LEG.. =.=


Had debrief at 10 plus and waited for papa to fetch me home. Im drenched! Kept sneezing non stop. PUI! i know im a very weak lady lah! hahahha.

slept at 1 plus! Did PJM awhile and slept. Cannot take it cause i ate flu medicine! Dear says: EEEEEEE, you sick ! tml i den dont want to meet you! Unless you are well and i go find you! "

ZZZZZZZ, SUCH GUY RIGHT! hahahha. but nah, he loves me alot. Even though he says that, he still came over lah, despite me having minor flu. ahhahahaha! say say only! like i believe! =P


SUNDAY!

slept til 2 plus. power not?! (:

he came over at 4 plus and i finished my PJM at 8 plus. With him stoning beside me. ahhaha! i love you lah. Thanks for watching like a small kid beside me. He did help me with some stuffs. hahaha! love love.

went out to eat at 8 plus. He kept complaining that he's hungry. ahahahaha! THEN THEN, he almost cried while eating. lolol! tears in his eyes. hahahahahahahahahahaahah! okay, i know im a very mean gf. But who asked him to eat chili right! AHAHAHAHHAHA. =/


HOME after that. =( time spent just like that!



MONDAY! (today)

woke up at 9.30am! prepared and to school. AND IM THE ONLY ONE SITTING IN THE CLASS FOR ABOUT 15 MINS WITH MR LAI! horrible or what!

soon soon, kandace, hanisah and wayne came! yay! got people already. but another assignment coming already.

lesson ended, went over to plaza sing to get some stuffs and home!

so here i am! :D

goodbye!

HI!

BLOGGED. :D

BYE!

i wont go into any further details about what i did. butbut, i will like to say" DEAR, PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. I see you like that, yet i cant do anything but to pat you to sleep. ='( i feel so heartache, so sad.. get well soon okay. (: "

&so sorry about what happen today. I know its all my fault. but i just dont want to waste money on such unnecessary stuffs. I promise to listen to you okay? but not this, cause i dont think its worth it.. & also, all i want is to go and take care of you. nothing much. Dont worry or think so much okay?I will be fine. I will be there for you no matter what happens.. I really hope you are fine. Hope its such a minor virus attack. Im so worried about this H1n1 attacking you. ='(

Hope its not. Faster go and have a check up can? Dont let so many people worry about you.

There's still so many things i wanna say, but i think i shall just stop this topic till here.

okay, MY LIFE! hahaha..
woke up at 8am. Dear called me. I dont know why he knows im waking up at 8am. He can predict! omg..
Prepared and out at 9. Happen to meet Yong Cai on my way to school. He took the same bus as me but i was on the lower deck, he was on the upper one. so yea, and he saw me way way before we reached np bus stop. zzz.
hahah!

okay, headed over to atrium and soon the rest came over. RMT report is done. fooled around and submitted it.
went to block 34; fen tut. i brought all the lecture notes! yay. I know its not something big deal but this is the same time i brought everything to school.. hahaha! bag damn heavy.

Had hokkien mee over at canteen 3. Been so long since i last ate it.
Sbr prac. Only our group went.. It was fun and enjoyable lesson! :D
i use the penner or something to do the checking point like how security guard does his roundings. very fun in searching the 'buttons'. Mr leon pey made us go here and there, in and out. rahhhhhhh.

Task done. Cctv next. Had much fun zooming in and out. ahahah! spying you and her, him and me. HAHAHAH! okay, this is crap!

I didnt know cctv has SO MUCH functions and can ZOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMM. i mean zoom, really zoom! from like this room to canteen 3. Every single person you can see lor
hahahahaha!!

After that was SBR prac. confusing moment. d01 came up for IBT prac and our friends went to FEN prac. then again, they came up cause they say its odd week but actually its even week. and FEN is on the even week. so they are right from the start lah.. LOL!

so FEN was all about hose reels and sprinklers. Got to see real life as to how the sprinkler works. WET and PRE-ACTION sprinkler system. How it sounds and rings the bell and den water starts to splash out. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.. There's three pumps too. One is the jack something something, then after next will be the big pump and then the standby pump which runs on diesel. very very cool. But the sound was duper loud and im quite scared though. ahahah!!

Prac ended, headed to library and slack. Really slack and i feel so sleepy at that moment. Read teens and to SBR lect. finally last lesson. Class ended at near 6pm. Went to bus stop and took another 74 instead of the coming 74.

Went to dear house and he's very sick. =( homed alone at 10pm. I asked him not to fetch me home. I want him to rest well and recover fast! so, felt so strange to sit bus home alone though i did that before lah. Bt used to be with him! when his car haven come. LIKE SO STRANGE!

but i really miss the time when we can sit bus home tgt eh. but this wont happen already lah! lol.

okay, goodnight! RMT presentation tml! :D

and this too ! :D

my opportunity cost! meaning my next best one! (:

VERY VERY CUTEEEEEE !

OKAY! RANDOM! back to PJM again! ='(

edited! 9:26pm..

back home quite some time. quite active in facebook due to some comments that i wrote. Was quite disgusted by ONE PRETTY, BLUR, CUTE girl. Then again, the next moment i saw something i dont wanna see. like oh my god. You got no shame.. pls! go reflect upon yourself before you do anything pls! such a disgrace! SHAME ON YOU.

I know you wont be seeing this butttt! maybe you will. (: lets see. No doubt, is you! Though im not close, or should i say, i dont really know you, OR EVEN, dont wish to know you. shameless bitch. You suck badly, really.. (:

horrible, i never see such a girl before. Why are you doing this to yourself? Dont you know you look cheap? oh! maybe you dont, cause you are brainless kiddo! hehehe. so cute of you. i like.. Maybe try banging walls can help you decrease your stupidity? hahahahahah!

alright, enough of you. Congrats, you made my blood boils. haha! Ni cheng gong le yea. happy not?

Enough of you already, so proud of you. You able to make me type some junk over here.

Purposely made it smallest. See already also feel like giving one tight slap. I hope i wont see you again! hahahaha.

hmm, dear! takecare of yourself okay! he didnt go for his gym today. Feel so sick. ='( i cannot do anything for him also! He dont want me to go over then i just listen to what he says lor.

Recover soon okay! love you!

EDITED AGAIN!

im duper surprised!! there's spain, brazil, south africa, india and portugual viewing my blog! so coollllllllll! not only singapore reads mine. hahaah! :D

LOLOLOL! seeee! i never lie! and i dont lie! :D

Back again! :D

had a very good afternoon nap just now. ahhahaha!!

oh yes, forget to say! i did quite well for PJM! :D


wilson phoned me just now. O.O
xia dao wo leh.. and oh surprisingly, i beat him leh! miracle..

FEN so difficult to do and net is so irritating ! =(

Jeffery is missing ~~~ k bye!

hello again!

so like went to school for 2 hours only? =((((((((

damn waste time! all these can be done at home pls!

Reached school at 9:24am. hehehehehe.. Im early yo!
Class was very very pathetic. only 7 came, including me.
hahahahahaah!!

did team update and the idea creation. kept asking us to help out other groups' one. so not fair! Then on the other hand kept hurrying us. lolol! what is this?? alright, team work yada yada. i got it okay? (: (:

anyway, week 16 faster come pls!
Not gonna write everything now. (:


okay, 12 noon. home! meet up with mummy, ate lunch and here i am. im super sleepy now..
so byebye!

alright, woke up at 7am.. laze around before walking to the bathroom..
prepared and off at 8am.

While on the bus, recieved kandace msg saying no lecture! lol.. im like halfway already!

hmm, den she realised that its her mistake! hahaha. scare me! early in the morning only leh! @.@

sbr lesson, late. The class only got like less than one whole tutorial class.
ended, pjm tut> common test paper recieved> not very happy though. Got penalised for small mistakes, how shit.

Lunch time, makan place as usual.
yenn: eheh, the girl looks like you leh! hahaha. action, hair and everyting except the face .
so i turned around. guess who's that?
kityee. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
so i waved to her and told yenn that she's my friend! den she still went on saying.. hahaha!

okay, pjm lect. nothing much.

grouping sucks again. I dont want to mention it. You know yourself best.

stayed back for rmt project, settled mostly everything. home after that at 4pm.

flu again. sucks.

home, slept till 8. unbearable.
project time.. no mood. LOL! so difficult.

Many things have been going through in my head but i cant voice them out. Damn sucky!
No family stuffs over here. i know them myself very well will do. All i can say, Im not as good as what you all think. (:
Reality is ugly, very.

I need assurance. i need some security.
Whenever i tried to voice out something, some negative stuffs will be shoot back to me.
I guess this is what i deserve it. I wanna be like a baby, no worries, no problems, no stress, no nothing! How nice.. All i need to do will be wake up, drink milk, sleep! hahahahaha! That's so nice..

But you see, this is all my wishful thinking ! hahaha. so naive!
plans plans. I got no plans. I got no aim. I got nothing! hahaha.
maybe i got some people who are there for me.. (:
Must be optimistic! lol..

optimistic or pessimistic also got to pass everyday. Why not stay optimistic? yea, easier said than done! lol!!
This is so not drama, this is real life! :D


alright, back to life!
hmmm, stayed at home today to do some of my project. Not fully done of course. lol..
he came over to my house after his training. (: I like this kind..
went out to eat zi cha; curry fish head, claypot tofu(supposingly to be tie ban but lol! mistaken), and lastly i dont know what name of the item again.. hahahah!!

home after that.. and here i am.

Its 10:04pm again! every time i will look at the time and it always happen to be 10:04pm. lolol!
its SHI YUE SI HAO! hahah. meaning 4th of oct! :D the day i was born!
okay , this is random. back to project now!

byebye! :D

smile with teeth; smile with no teeth. LOLOLOL!!


act cute king; act one shy king.



CHAWAMUSHIIIII!









TWIST TWIST! :D



see how dirty our table are =/



soft shell crab is love! :D



Mr chan trying to take shots of kl. Then in the end, his got snapped! hahhaha.
After taking this photo, i laughed non stop. haahah! so dramatic!

look at his action! o.o



strange uncle! o.o who stares into the camera when i was trying to take the surrounding of the outlet.




Yam and strawberry frozen.




Group photo taken by the outlet manager. Thankyou.

I even requested on taking another one. =/



Models of sakae. LOL! just kidding.




Kl looks fierce in here!



yay! i can go into the whatever you call that ! :D
im skinny yo!





yng huah the lao zha bo! :D



kok leong that tomato!


jaron my mei!



our twist twist picture! omg.. sun yan zi singing right now. okay, random.. NEXTTTTTTTTTTT



1,2,3,4,5 ! :D




random picture! ys looks funneh here! lOLOLOLOL!