Never look back, Life goes on ! (:

10:46pm

YOU ARE IRRITATING !!

Anyway,watched this err, i dont know what is it about show. hahaha!
Got this beast or something. Aiyah, dont know lah.

THEN, i got so pissed off again! >:(
Hopefully i wont gt to recall again lah. I HOPE. BUT I THINK I CANNOT. :(

okay, anyway. Clear cut already. So you dont have to be scared or worry already okay?

Double happiness on my birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :D :D :D
I wish siling all the best yea ! WAH, NEED TO SAVE MONEY FOR YOU LIAO LEH. LOL!
Nevermind, i got present in return! hohohoho!

Just reach home not long ago. I hate someone now. really, stop mentioning the past. Irritating do you know that? What's in the past IS ALREADY A PAST. Stop saying it!

I gained one kg. emo. :(

Tml meet up with siling for lunch ! weeeeee!!

okay, tt's all ! muack muack

:(

I dont know what to do now. :(
Plus my girls not hereeeee. :(

I dont want to blog here in case of any unhappiness. :(
Dont do anything also wrong. Do already also wrongg. :(

I wanna be alone can? :(
SO COMPLICATED! :(



Yesterday many things happen again, i know. my life damn drama. I also dont know why man..

Had veryvery bad flu and im sleeping most of the time. Quite happy leh. No troubles except i keep sneezing lo.

Then 7 plus, drama starts. Left at 8 plus and bebe msged me. lolol. love you lover !

k, nothing much happen in the end la.

Slept at 12 plus after hanging up the phone.

That's all. byebye!
sounds boring man.


Tan yh just made me feels much more better than now she like tt. =(((((
idiot!

:D :D

Ima daily blogger. LOL !

Ytd steamboat at lynette house. Didnt ate much but laughed alot. LOL!

BENSON VS GALVIN! P-E-A-C-E. no more mentos.

Chin Jie, JIAYOU! HAHAHA.

Today reached home at 9am. Freaking sleepy. Slept for like 2 hours only. Home; knockout till 12 plus, peilin msged me saying jj not going anymore. ='(
Then i msged wei shan saying the 3 of us not going.

Back to sleep again! Then jeff called me like 3 times. Basket. I wanna sleep ah.
Offically woke up at 2.45pm. heheheh.

Connection sucks badly. booooooooooooooo !
I got very very bad flu. siansx.

I wanna go out! But dont know where. =(

YAY ! :D

Both papers D-O-W-N. Im super happy lah.
Finally 7 weeks of holidays are hereee!

Im late for exam again! :(
I went out early already leh. Then blk 50 very far o.o

REALLY REALLY VERY FAR. THE SLOPE VERY VERY STEEP. REALLY REALLY VERY CHUAN WHEN I REACHED THE CLASS.

I got watched throughout the exam. AS IN, RLY WATCHED. lol!
Checked my water bottle, my jacket, my calculator, my everything. >.<>.<>.<>.<

1:05am (27th aug already!! FEN paper!)

HAHAH! fire fire. burn!

Val and yh know nuts about fen but i just keep saying answer to them. HAHAHA! BORING.
ADDDDDDDDDD, WO LAI LE! :D

Boring, i feel so sian now. 2 more days very long sia.

5th time reading soon. tsk! kiasu kiasi.

6:54pm !

Ytd my blogskin cocked up. Idiot. At this timing.
So i went to use the default one. LOLOL.
Simple and nice leh.

I STUDIED ! Keep telling me this friday 11am freedom. lol! got use sia.
I never use comp( okay, i did this morning, for 10 mins!)
I never watch tv( except while eating!)
I never play anything.
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. very motivated. 50% sia. who not scared!

k, back to mug mug mug !

GOODLUCK TO ADELINE'S CRIT TML ! :D

oh yes, show you people some thing. lolol. HELLO EILEEN TAN, DONT KILL ME. LOL

qiu xuan(: says:
*2 MORE DAYS
eileen-❤ hong says:
*thursday ah?
qiu xuan(: says:
*fri lah
*walau
*lol
eileen-❤ hong says:
*oo friday?
*LOL
*so is friday and monday?


DAO HONG AH, PLEASE MAKE HER MUCH MORE CLEVER CAN NOT. hahahahahahha!!


Violet 1:41:11; says:
*不是所有分手 都能夠再虛偽的 做朋友 o.o

LOL!


afternoon world! :D

Woke up at 1pm today. very very tired.

Im doing my mugging now !(:

Tml is the day man! SCOREEEEEEEEEE. lol!

My right eye giving me trouble again ! =(

Someone just delivered washing machine over. why not money. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Gonna concentrate now!

(:
I despise guys like some losers.

Don't try to do anything funny okay?

Its useless, its pointless. In the end, things may turn more ugly instead of what happy ending.. Please do some reflection. This is not the right thing to do. You will only make me loathe you.

Alright, back to study. (:

afternoon world! :D

Woke up at 1pm today. very very tired.

Im doing my mugging now !(:

Today is the day man! SCOREEEEEEEEEE. lol!

My right eye giving me trouble again ! =(
&

Gonna concentrate now!

10:45pm

Just woke up ! =/
Going through again. hehe.
Had a nice catch up with otah. lol!
k, go study now!
eh! Faster go home ah! why so late sia!

I hate it when you come in and talk to me at the same time. Not like you cant talk to me after the call or after im not busy. Why must you forever picking such time to speak and till now, you still think you are right. Forever ignoring the one im talking to. Why must you be like that. Irritating! Damn pissed off with you.

5:27pm !

I STUDIED !! :DDD
Left last 2 pages of my notes and doneeeeeeeeeeeeee. (: (:
No distraction at all & IM MOTIVATED. haha!

I WANNA WORK DURING SEP HOLS! LOBANGGSSSSSSSSSS....

I think i got a cut on my left ear lobe. ='(



11:11 am now !


Someone called me since 4am. You think you very cute? You think 10 bubble teas can solve the problem? GO die lah.

I now prefer shaker fries. LOL! kk, decided not to think anymore. But way too much leh. Idiot.

&I dreamt of nick coming to cool me down. >.< Basket.

Just woke up ! 16 missed calls. =/ siao ginna !

Chopstick got off ! :D happy for him. lol. Army clearing off..
I think he so happy till the moment i online jiu tell me already. tsk tsk!

k, study time!
No time to slack already.
Im down with very very bad flu now. siannnnnnnnnn.

I feel like someone is stalking me. Really siah. Freaking scary. Everytime got the same thing keep coming out. :(
I dont like people to stalk me leh. Go away!

Had my erm, first meal; i dont know what it is. breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.
I dont want 2nd round later man. >.<
I beg you. HAHAHAHA.

I spent one hour eating again. tsk! I can never change. sian. lolol..
Study time now! I promised to study. lolololol. serious one ^.^ v

I gain weight to __kg. emo.. One meal can increase 2 kgs. more emo.
my 35kg can never be fufilled sia. I keep eating.
Val tan, how!!!! I getting fatter liaosxz. I promise to gym with you soon. HAHAH!

I dont know why i upload this but i suddenly miss hanging out with them eh! AND THIS IS TAKEN DURING 4TH OCT! ben xiao jie's birthday! AND YES, ITS COMING SOOOONNNN. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


Im playing f a f just now and i got said by wx and val. =(
emo liaoooo..

I gonna study already. promiseeeeeee!!

its 3:18pm !

One day i can blog like many many posts. tsk!!

Anyway, you are doing yourself harm. Not any other people. Whoever sees that tag, is you gonna get insulted, get hurt. Just barely 3 weeks. Not even exactly 3 weeks i guess and there you go.
Whats your aim doing this? Ruin whose life? yours? Is it because he didnt contact you anymore? Is it because you dont want to admit you lose already?
Comeon girl, you should know such things gonna happen soon. Its just a play. You know it and you played with it. didnt you?

I think everything should just come to an end yea? Treasure yourself more and dont do this anymore in the future. Goodluck to you. (:

What he had done is very wrong, i admit i mind but what is in the past, is already a past. Just move on. Im not the whatever you so call psychopath. LOL! k, tt's funny.


anyway, enough of you. I hope you will think before doing anything in the future..


kkkkkk. Just woke up from my supposed to be half and hour nap to one hour nap. TSK!
I havent reply danny's msg. hahah! Potential AD student doesnt do reply tt fast. Must mug like mad. haha!
k, one last page for IBT. I think i somehow forget the front. lolol!
FEN ! OMGGGGG. HALF WAY ONLY .

But there's renovation ahhhhh, how to concentrate mansszxz. so now must fish-a-fish. chillaxz. lol!

This is what i mean by person from good become bad. hhaha! tsk tsk ! Was online with ade. Then she started drawing all these to me. lol! Starting praise me, den ending shit me already lo!






AND YES! i found out something !
people who shisha! beware!! stop it already !
'At the worst, shisha was 400 to 450 times more dangerous than having a cigarette'

SEE THIS NOT?
click the link for the whole article okay!
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/8214097.stm

QIU XUAN IS AWAKE AT 10AM AND SHE STARTED BLOGGING THIS POST AT 10:27AM.
AMAZING ANOT ! lolol..

Slept at 2am last night. Totally knock out. HHHAHAHAHHA! didnt study much. Hanged at the same page for 2 hours? ahahah! =/

today today! i will study! no time already eh.

rightttttttt, my life very happening now sia..

to (: , thanks ah for telling me where jeff is . lolol! I thank you here sia. Then can tell me where is he, what is he doing now not? LOLOL!
and oh, sorry for the acting blur thing lor. Not purposely one sia. Normally i type J in caps one. Who knows people like you type j like this. It seems like i . anyway, THANK YOU AH!


I PROMISE TO STUDY NOW.

12:15pm

very very sleepy . =(
But i cant sleep! i want to study!
Msn war now. scary sia. yl, malvin asked me about the emoticon.
Kelvin asked me to chat with him on phone.
Quan saying me.
WAH. now my motivation here then you all come and talk to me. lol
Galvin. stop targeting on my girls! tskkkkkkkk!

Had much fun catching up with val and ade. (: These two. I need to meet up soon. lol! Too long never catch up already ah. They feel so lost. tsk tsk!

Goodluck to those who got test tml ! :D
Zhabos! JIAYOU!

I just ate supper. sinfullllllll x(




9:27pm

:D :D :D :D :D

SURPRISE WITH BUBBLE TEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
THE PEARL VERY NICE TO CHEW. ❤ thank you ! :D
i got combos of pearlssss. kk, random

So what have i done from 4 plus till now. hmmmm, i slept till 6.30pm !
woke up. msn with sher, keng lee, yi han, yl, joe,yh, val, violet, siling, danny soh XD loolol. Cant rmb all though.


basket danny talked to me on msn just now and make fun of me like non stop. =.=
First thing jiu loser. Now book in jiu fb calls me no-lifer. >.<>.<>.<

FAT LIKE SHIT NOW.
My flu is getting worse and worse & im feeling super tired but i cant sleep. Very helpless ah ! =(



That's about it. and here's emo qiuxuan!
hahahah.

anyway anyway, im feel loved these few days. however, its not easy for me to accept you that fast. Im trying to open up my heart now. But im very contented with my life right now.
I can see that you are trying your best to hold me back but im no longer that qiu xuan that you once know me. Neither am i the girl that was with you for one whole year. For, the scar is always always there. I can never forget those 20 plus days, which close to one month. Way too scary, way too much. The things you had done to hurt me. well, you may think its just some small matters but to me, it affected me very very badly. You made me lost trust. You made me fear of getting into a r/s. You made me feel that everyone is toying with my feelings. You made me think that i got no one to trust except for my clique.
Very scary do you know that?

The promises you once made to me, you said 'im gonna break it, no more.' then again, right now you say, i still rmb all those promises. Which one should i trust?
Are you serious right now? I dont know.

I maybe the one who knows what you dont like, what you like. What you are thinking now and then. I maybe the one who understands you but so what? You bring me up so high up and then throw me all the way down. Its very painful you know?
Again, i know you regretted leaving me, you regretted the things that you had done to me during the past few 20 plus days. But regretting is useless. What's done is done. No point crying over spilled milk.
A broken heart remains as a broken heart even if you try means and ways to heal it. Scars are always there..

I hope after days or maybe months, im able to regain back those trusts i had in you. (:
I fear to see your friends and your family members. I dont know how to face them. I dont know what should i say to them.


And i guess, someone did come to my blog and read it. I dont think you should make yourself so miserable by doing such a noble thing to me and then hurt yourself. What for? You think i will feel happy in this way?


Alright, i dont feel like blogging already. goodbye people! (:

edited/ 1:34pm

=.= jimson chua.

First thing see me online ask me for the bf. Because of someone lor. very smart ah. I like <3
SMACK YOU ONLY.

and lol, ran red lights. stupid or what sia! Reckless drivers. ALL.

I DID SOMETHING ULTIMATE COOL IN MY MSN PM. HAHAHAHA! now ppl come asking me. LOLOL! see i happy den i teach you all lor. LOLOL! niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Actually, you got no one else to blame but you yourself alright? (:
I shant say much anymore, this is your business. I wont want to get involved in it. All i can say is, it needs 2 hands to clap.

Anyway, I will just lead my life just like this. No more any other things.
Fun and laughters. (: greatttt life!


i cant publish this post and im still down with flu.

Jeremy, i think you can keep your concern to yourself ah. HAHAHA! =/
and someone in fb, if i didnt reply you. This is so obvious already leh. Dont come and talk to me anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee. =/ =/

1:15pm.

im freaking tired though i slept like on and off those kind. tsk tsk!
Ytd night 'turning pt' was not bad eh. I like the car banging each others. LOL! if can like tt, den i go drive. LOLOL..

There's one scene wth disgusting . the i-dont-know-what poke STRAIGHT through the legs. WTH.

okok, then went over to chomp chomp; hokkien mee, sotongs, stingray and sugarcane. I very long never go there already. and and , I very very long nv eat proper meal and its a big and heavy proper meal. TSK. To night study after that. hahah!

Muffin and Mac takeaway in the morning when i dont feel like eating. ='((

And here i am now. ((:
Studyyyyyyyy.

Choon song alert sia. The moment i online immediately talked to me . lol! fishing freak!
kkkkk. night study later at 9 ! :D

BYEBYE!

seeing people of familar faces make me feel so x( strange! haha. well well.. Cant be blamed. approx 1 month never see already.
& recently kept having slight headache and flu ! Damn weak immune system.

3:03pm

Crap! Woke up after like 4 hours of sleep then niceeee. flu! ='(
Then wanna tweet cause melvin asked me to tweet. But didnt. lol! Wrote in fb saying i hates flu !
Wah immediately got kelvin and yao xing asked me. lolol. full time stalker.

I still needs time okay. (:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, TML'S my cousie 21st birthday but we not close. And no one close to me gg. very sad. So never go already. ah! sian..


8:33am.

Just reached home not long ago.

I dont wish to blog about ytd's stuffs. I'd told those who's suppose to know.

To you: i know you are reading this. I really need some time. Dont do this to me can you? 3 weeks. You may claim you'd already sort out your feelings and you know i may have like someone.
I really dont wanna hurt you! Please, give each other some time okay?
Love cannot be forced. Our trust is broken. A successful r/s requires trust. I know you know that. You may be confident in saying, yes i still love you. But, how can you reassure it to me? I dont want to get hurt again. Really again. 2 weeks of torture, is way way too much. That was my darkest period. With tears accompanied me all day long. That was very very scary.

Regret? i admit i regretted mentioning it. Then again, 2 weeks later. Everything is different. Much different from what you thought. You know i got alot of choices, i dont wish to limit myself to one. I need a guy who loves me wholeheartedly, cares for me all day long, listen to me as in, not to the extend like ordering you. Dont do things that i dont like. You know what im saying. (club, pub, scold, shout and many more - one year, you should know)
If not, i guess, i dont mind being single without hurting anyone. I think this will be the best choice. (:

I know you understand me very well. I'm glad you know im a good girl.

You are still playful, you wanna play. I didnt stop you.. Till now, please dont admit you are not in the playful mood. We are not few days of friends. I understand you.
Isnt it be friends much more better? I mean like, this is what you want isn't it?
I had already stop contacting you. Untagged all the photos of you and me. Im already doing what i should do, as friends. Replying your msges. Answering your call.

I think your life is very good now. Mine too.
Dont be so no confident okay. One yr, im sure that it wont change tt fast.

No more 0407. It will be memories. I know you are strong enough to face it. I can do it. Why cant you? (:

Time will test how strong our r/s will be. Takecare. (:



Right, last night went out to pray and to eat and sit down to chill. Headed over to mac and chit chatted with them. Life's good right now. Please dont destroy it..

Home aftermath . 8 plus reached home.
Checked movie timing. Shall see how tonight.

Alright, im gg to do some note-ing now.

Danny soh is crapping in fb now. >.<>.<

Sherwin is being ultra lame in my blog. Crazy fellow!

edited again at 5:58pm!

Just woke up!
My both eyes pain again !
Woke up, see phone! WAHHH. 1 missed call from mummy, 2 msges from js and bh. tsk tsk.
Then msn, sher,yk, violet ! :D

I need to bathe soonnnnn. going out ! (:
Dont worry lah man! Im safe and sound with friends! tsk!
Is you who are the one who needs to takecare! Outfield damn hiong, damn scary!





tsk tsk! decided to do on a new post. I think my starting of the previous post nice leh! TSKKKKK..


okay okay. Now 4:12pm only! boring!

WO
HEN
MEN
AH !



我
很
悶
啊 !

6 more hours to night study andd my breadddddd ! :D

Studying now eh. hardworking right? But i dont think everything goes into my brain. ahahah!

Yi han damn crap ! See what he type in msn. lololol sia.

YiHaN - ツ says:
*go out lehs
*haha


He siao already. Asking me out at this hour! crucial siah. NO TIME FOR YOU.

AND OH ! to yukai: GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EXAM TML ! :D jiayouuuuuuuuu.

I think blogger sucks! IE cannot open one. load also so slow! curse blogger ! @#$%^&&^%$#

kk, i know very random. But, add colours to your and my world mahhhhh!

wah, i slept at 4am last morning. kay, i also dont know what i did. lol!

This morning 9am jeff called me, i dont hear it. lol! Called second time then i picked up. WAH, HEAD DAMN PAIN AHHH! dont ask me why cause i also dont know why! LOL.

Wanted to go back to sleep but suddenly got this f.f.f.f.f pain in my stomach. Really very pain ah. Very stupid. FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR. Dont know what to do. Force myself to sleep also cannot!
Then to toilet. lolol. Feeling much better. TSKKKKKKKKK!

yay! Today gary is coming over to central mac to bring me my BREAD from tony ! wah, herb butter with brown sugar! MY ALL TIME FAV MAN! :DDDDDD
I very easy to takecare one. Everyday bread can already. TSK TSK!

OH YAH, ytd didnt took pictures. Very sian leh. Camp no cameras! IN THE END, so many bought them lor. Then the dinner is nothing. Sat down on the floor to eat. DOUBLE CHEATINGS! >=(

&& i walked round and rounds the jp already. lol! very big ah, next time go cannot alone one. SURE LOST! lol..
&&& I saw keng lee and kevelia at amk mrt when im going home! Keng lee so poor thing. Need to go work! Very shocking ah!

I got alot of things to say leh. but i forget already. Keep thinking i wanna blog this morning but very lazy to on lappy. =( see, all gone..

Time to study now now now. (:
I everyday say also tired riaos. lol!
why am i keep sneezing for few times onlyyyyy. damn irritating!




AIYO! I THOUGHT I GOT PUT MUSIC INSIDE LEH! SORRY AH PEOPLE! view my blog with no music as background.=/

I suddenly rmb today is the first day of the ghost month festival. AND GUESS WHAT DID THIS STUPID WEN BIN DO TO ME?

Jaker Adelphia Blessed Upon A Phrase says:
*happy 7 month ghost festival HUAT AH, may the ghost be with you always

wth! i hate him to maxxxxxxxxxxxx.

Just came back!

duhhhh, so boring! Dinner wasnt good man!
I saw my pictures alot in the video i guess. wthhhhhhh. Jeremy . tsk tsk!

SO ! i woke up at 12 noon today! started preparing. LOL! like way too fast. I thought im late in meeting violet mah. Wx, js texted me. wth. They old alr. Keep asking the same questions.
THEN, took train down to bl. VERY FAR. 0.0
Met up and chatted alot with violet and shopped around. Bought bbt and walau, i reached there i very full already. >.<

Soon everyone came! Jj and pl! :D
Settled down and prize presentation! Wei shan got the most hardworking award! woohoo! congrats!

8 plus. We left. Wanted to chillax with jj and pl. Kns, pl cannot come out already. Then walked around lor. (:

I saw jimson and kelvin. (: But the danny soh or sth i nv saw eh.
and the photographer is still tsk tsk! Keep trying to take photos.

I didnt ate the food. Not niceeeeeeeeeeee.
Js asked me to find him at sweettalk. lol! i didnt though.
And that basket kelvin so fast jiu went over to safra. LOL!

Searching for green green for violet but in the end dont have but i saw js. lol! behind ah. Never call. And now he dont believe me. basket.

THEN, on my way home. i freaking got stalked again. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Scare the shit out of me. Asked me the time and walked behind my back again. chua sai!

Decided to meet mummy up and went home with her. (:

tt's all !

TML'S NIGHT AND SAT'S woohoooooooooooooooo!
Goodnight ppl. Gotta remove my make up. lolololol. ma fan!

Morning everyone.

I read your blog. (:
Cool. purely a movie then why you dont dare to say it out?
Well, you just wont think that i did reflections. You just wont. (:
Anyway, im stupid, im foolish, im childish, im stubborn and also immature..

You just wanna blame the dropping phone matter. You know im searching high and low for your pictures of ultraman till now? I wanna do your iphone decoration and yes, im a fucktard. I still went to save everything in a folder called 'ultraman'. LOLOL. IM SILLY, IM STUPID.

You are contradicting.. tsk.

like haha? i dont admit mistakes? i dont give in.

Anyway, fine man..
Like my blog title says" Never look back, life goes on !" (:

20 plus i dont know the exact dates for i had already forgotten it.. (:
I manage to be a whole new person, not a totally new..But at least, I manage to SHUT UP (:
Isnt this what you want? SHUT UP. DONT TALK TO ME.
I dont deny sometimes i feel miserable but, i felt like im a such STRONG girl now.

I dont believe there's such thing as 2 mths after the first 2 weeks. You didnt prove it to me. By turning each other into strangers and expect me to pin on high hopes to think you will be back to me? HAHAHAHA. laugh my ass off.

Yea, you can say its barely one month and i'd changed into another person.
Well, if you say that this mean you dont know me well at all..

If you were to love me so much, i weigh so much in your heart. You wouldnt have left me and find someone so fast in just like 3 days? This isnt the right way to hurt someone you love so much. How am i suppose to know that YOU LOVE ME SOOOOOOOO MUCH when you can do all sorts of craps with her infront of me? (:


Gah, i dont wanna mention anymore. You made me first day of the broke up extremely miserable. Very.. I completely broke down.







well! Enough of you.

Lets see. My today's event: Out shopping with violet to jurong point. tsk tsk! sua ku.
Then 5.30pm to meet lovely pei lin! then to jurong camp!

Kelvin! I see you one time, i punch you one time. I make you crippled. hahahaah! fierce car not!
TT someone, ohhhhhhh. he got no bluetooth. If not i can bluetooth fuck you to you. LOL!! Make you go high and do sth then go jail. TSK!

Dinner at 6. AND I GOT TO WEAR JEANSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. super sian mansx.


oh yea, ytd! 6 windows: yisang, kok, wilson, sherwin, violet, kenglee! :D
Xie xie ni men eh. They damn joker. Cannot take it ah. hahaha

0909. Rmb ah someone. tsk! FOR YOU ONE HOR.
I also wannnnnnnnnnn. HAHAHA

Then now sebas msned me. lol! asking me got go tonight not, i say yes, he great sia. GREAT WHAT. see you! hahahaha

arghh, i hate my stomach! kkk, i mentioned it many times. But, machiam like dying sia. lol!

NO WORRIES, NOT GG TO THREATEN TO DIE. lolololololol!
immature thinking sia!

Mr tan nudge me now. tsk, still dont want to study. bth..
ah! studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

RIGHT, my stomach is feeling like crap now! =(

Hey , finding a new fling makes you feel good?
Talking on the phone with her when you claim you are going to sleep WHEN WE ARE TGT.. well done.
Going out for movie with her and claims you are with colleague and went, darling darling, i just lost my way and ya da ya da.

Everything you did, well. to hurt me huh. Thanks rly, thanks. You mean you wanna be to follow you to find a fling? wellll. maybe i should try huh.
Everything you wrote.. Copy and paste to her about the question i asked. Im not afraid to write here down already.

qn goes like: So you prefer me or weimin.

Reply: wei min.

oh! amazing. This is the thing i should follow too!

Again, have you ask, what has go wrong? First 2 weeks, trying ways to avoid. Which you think what you are doing is right.

Knowing new girl and choose her over me in fb. That's right too. (:


well, enjoying? Friends pity me. They console me. They cheered me up. How about you. Where were you when i need you the most? gone for good. You know how much i fare for my ibt test on 5th aug? You dont know.
Sometimes i wanna be back to the time when i studied law . I know you dont know when it was. But i didnt. The times.

well well, gone for good. (:
goodnight guys. Im tired for all the cryings now. bye!

>.< ULTIMATE SHOCKING NEWS!

Wont mention here though. BUT WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Let me wah here lah.

My god. Takecare of yourself eh.

I hope he will be serious soon! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

all the best, girl. (:

well well.. The one who asked me to move on was you. The one who stopped me was you again.
Do i really understand you? I guess no.
You pushed me away so hard. Having fun while im suffering for these whole period. I don't know whether you did put yourself in my shoe. Maybe you did and feel that I'd suffered.but so what, you didn't stop what you are doing. You didn't.

I cried days and nights. I tried means and ways to hold but to no avail.
4TH Aug, damn miserable. Meeting up for a simple i got rejected. I cant do anything and then, i got to know you went to somewhere with someone which i yearn for it for so long.

I really cant take it anymore, the way you treat me. Am i nothing but shit to you? Leaving me as and when you like. Leaving me alone down there? Making me holding onto this small lil hope, hoping to be back again?
I still rmb the last day i got to see you. I rushed down from school all the way to yck with an empty stomach, resulting with gastric pain home yet i dont even feel like eating, just a 3 mouthful of bread and im done. Cant you see im trying to revive this r/s but well.. You insisted.

Seeing you leaving at that moment with no turning back to look at me once. I see you walking away, far far away from me. Yet i cant do anything. All i can do, was to sit down at the stairs went crying and crying. But the person who came back to find me was benson. Not you. You really left me. Very very far away..

Im admit i was at fault in the past, how about you? Are you at fault too?
Reflection. I did. I told you in the first week that im sorry, i regretted for doing all these. I did. I blogged about it but i drafted them. Dont believe, you can log in to my this account and take alook. I thought 2 months, things will change! naive naive. TOO NAIVE.

Alright, i guess im done with all these. (:

EDITED AGAIN!

Cannot help it sia! I saw something super funny ! wait ah. i upload. tsk. =.= i upload i press cancel.kkk.. HERE! POINTS DOWN*

LOL! mr panggggggg! are you my stalker? hahahah! You read my blog so many times ah. You better give me like 100 marks for I&E man! lol.




Afternoon guys ! (:
Time pass real fast right now.
I still rmbered how i struggle for the first week of aug. Days passed very slow and i was counting down to end of sep. It went like 63more days, 62 more days. Then i found out, this is so not true. But well, no more counting down for, i realize. I got bluffed. This will never never come true. Its just an excuse, right?
Im trying to make myself feel better by thinking after 2 months everything will be same. well well, you are just lying, just an excuse! gah, such a guy!

To think i trust you wholeheartedly yet you did such stuffs to hurt me. (: well done boy; promise breaker! :D


anyway!!

Just had my lunch. Ytd slept at 3 again. =S

gary; dont think of that matter already. I know its very unfair. BUT! what for to get so piss off when she's like had already changed that much? (: Not worth it yea. & promise to meet up soonnnnnnnn. hehe! I miss tony people too ! =( my von ; my host partner! I just recieved her e-mail! tsk tsk!

Hmmmmmm, I feel so happy now. listening to songs now! lol. kkkkkk, study! sseerriioouuss!
Looking forward to tml ! hohoho!

byebye! :D

12:21am..

both slept. (:

Take good care, jeff (:

To that someone: lol, alright alright. i will download some indian nice songs for you yea. ahahah! stay tuned! Im sleeping soon too! If not tio scolded sia. lol!

Just had my carrot cake. lol! ahh, ppl. no comments!
My stomach burning =( I dont like my weak stomach.

Im dl -ing songs now! heheheh.
Been so slack recently. crapppppppppp! Tml tml ! i swear!

violet! CHILLSZXZ. dont think so much ah. :D just played uno and hexic with her on msn. tsk tsk.

sherwin! Goodluck to your exam though you dont know my blog link! LOL. i dont want to tell you! =P

hmmmmmmm, i dont know what to blog already! OH, I IRONED CLOTHES! :D :D :D


good morning everyone! sleep early for these who haven sleep and is right now reading my blog ! >=)

8:58pm/


YK, THIS IS FOR YOU. FULL TIME STALKER.

Wah, i need to start studying cause this guy mentioned about exam exam. chuiiiiii.
Ask me go night study later. kns, no mood. ahhaahha!

27th still long. chillsxz.

Anyway, i finished packing my room already! Threw some stuffs away. (:

k bye. GO. STUDY. LIAO!


6:13pm/

hehehehs!

Just now had much fun sia. someone lolool.. I dont wanna say already. LOL! so funny!
I shouldnt have send that song sia. lol. so high. AND YES, I GOT TO KNOW SOMETHING LIKE SO COOL? hahahhaha. do something will go jail. TSK! BUt so far i think haven happen bah. IF HAVE CFM LAUGH SIA.
ayerrr, ppl wanna know? =P dont tell leh!

Then i started to get very boredddddddd. Decided to continue to pack my room! Very messy ah!
Saw some stuffs. Initially was waiting for the day to give, but ahha! its okay ah. Just keep it lor. lol! Prepared too much already. Then now no use. hahahaha.


Have much fun walking round my house pasting names. tsktsk! My room very nice one leh. so sweat! LOL. =/ copied. hahah!

I wanna change phone soonnnnnn! After exam i guess. PINK PINK PINK!

kor kor went out already. wah siansxzsz.
ah, need to study liao.

PEILIN, SEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.





afternoon world! :D

2:49pm.

tsktsk! Woke up not long ago. wx ah, keep msging me but i cant bring myself to open my eyes like that. O.O only can o.o LOL!


So slept till 1 plus in the afternoon. teehee!
Like i said, notes done! Need to do serious mugging later on after my lunch! IM EATING LUNCH. YES! YOU DIDNT READ WRONGLY. QIU XUAN IS GOING TO EAT HER LUNCH.

Ohyes, just now tidying up my room. tsktsk. ALOT OF STUFFS SIA. hahah! damn messy!
Your glue lousy one. So easy drop off! hahaha. Or maybe is like near to one year already tt's why not sticky! hahahaha.

Passport yet to collect. soon i guess, maybe going out of singapore with poly friends! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

kk, go eat liao. edit later on! byebyeeee!

tsktsk!

Be more confident can you! What is in the past is past! Why do you still care so much when i dont even care already!

Anyway, just had my supper. hahaha! die liao lor. everyday like that..

Hmm, very amazing, one day i can talk to different types of people. As in like, ys, yh, kl, sher, violet, js, kel tan, yk, logs guy, cs, cj, xq, jer, cas,ws and jeff. lol! amazing huh.

and i finished writing notes already! 10 pages, both sided. (: very happy. gotta start soon. 9112 ! i rmbbbbbbbbbbbbbb alr! :D

Yi sang sent me songs. I super like. Hehe.
and i keep forgeting to reply wx's msges. =/ sorry ah. AND TODAY HE SHOCKED ME LAH. lolol. jio you jio you. you must be kidding wx! hahaha.

Just hanged up the phone. Hehe..

I very sleepy now. yawnnnnn* butttt, not gg to sleep yet! teehee!
nights nights people!

Today is the first day of the study breakkkkkkkk! woohoo!

123 posts before i hit 'new post' ! hehehe.

amazing that i wrote so much ! anyway, today was home the whole day. Tired actually but dont feel like sleeping. Wei xuan and i think chopsticks booked in too. Poor thing.

Anyway, im supposed to do the notes one butttttttttttttttt, distractions all over. ahahah!
and i ate like choco ice cream, choco cakes and choco hello panda. Freaking sad. My itchy mouth. Im gonna grow sideways soon lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ='(

k, bye !

edited/

1:26pm.
Just woke up after 6 hours of sleep. Not pig already.
Then when i came in to my ssweet-heart, then i realize i didnt put in songs to my blog. >.<
Abit slow. haah! okay, im MUGGING now. LOL! tsk, write notes only with nothing goes into my head. hahahaahahahhaah . =/

and wednesday 19th aug. ORANGE SECTOR, SEE YOU GUYS THERE! :D




:D :D :D


I love things going on right now. (: Everything's perfect.

Just reached home like 15mins ago? Time checked: 6:33am.

hehe! First time overnight at central mac. Kind of fun eh. With my girls and kok. (: (:

Like what he said, u girls spend half of the time chit chatting.
Ahh, we did studied sia. I wrote like 7 pages of notes . both sided one okay! Hardworking. Potential straight As scholar. TSKTSK!

Great talk with them. Rly rly straighten my mind after this meet up session.
Thanks kok and sang. (:

Initally was damn tired when i first reach mac. lol! slept for 12 hours still tired!
then i started getting very hyper. hehe. I dont like guys to look at me like tt. yucks!

Anyway, saw eugene koh and sheldon. lol! Damn qiao lah. But i very paiseh to see him. LOLOL!!
No pictures taken of me being very very very serious in mugging. tsk!

Kok's lappy no batt. haah! no switch also so he got no choice but to sleeppppppp.
Then we decided to leave at 6am cause he needs to go off too and we just follow suit lor. So here i am! (:

Gonna write all the notes down before going to sleep!
Someone just look down on me. =( i can run your Army half marathon one okay! SURE FIRST. okokay, enough! time to do note-ing now!

good morning guys! :D

edited/

7:45pm.
Emo after recieving one msg.. =(
-Just finished my first meal for today.
-Playing roller coaster kingdom now. Nothing to do.
-Going to bathe soon and out till tml morning. (:

Bye people.




hello world! Im back from my 12 hours sleep! hehe!

Ytd slept at 4 plus and yes, was talking to this errr, logistic guy from ndp, kelvin tan (the poor boy who fall down when he clubs , TSK! and nearly got banged by car. lol) and jimson and melvin. All dont need to sleep one. come and talk when im watching my UP and ice age 3 lor! hahahah. Finished, offline and slept!

Few mins later, a call came in. I rly very tired ah. Sorry sorry, if i say something that somehow hurt you, sorry okay? (:
Promise to talk more. But was very very sleepy le mah. hehehe!


Right now talking to boss! yukai and yi sang, hehe. Life's great without tests, worries, stress. LOL! currently lah. Later need to go study already! WOOHOO. overnight! i like! <3

kk, im gonna be a good girl and write notes now with nothing goes into my head. =(
lol! BYEBYE!


**TSK! some of the people damn cool sia. Used words like, qiuxuan jeff. pang kok meng. Mr pang! Is that you ! AHAHAH, ndp 09 and many more sia. ahhahahah!

YOU ALL AH, SALUTE SIA! anyway, ssweet-heart getting very famous huh! Everyday got lots of hits one. But NO TAGS at all! grrrrrr. anyway, HOW TO PLAY FISH A FISH WHEN I CANT LOAD IT! =((

Had hokkien mee for supper . lol! YAYA. i know damn fattening. But i hungry mahhhhh.

aiyah, i fat already lah. Nobody wans also. LOL!

okay, i wanna say sth. YOU ARE _ _ _ _ _ ! AT 11:30PM YOU WANNA ROUTE MARCH WITH YOUR GUY. lolol! >.<

Back to my moviesssss. I got lots to watch! But im freaking tired, but i dont want to sleep yet and tml is the day! yay! (:

yay! NDP 09. (: Damn memorable. This is where i got to know so many people. (: I love them.

If this is the outcome you wan, i will fufil your wish. (:

alright, got to sleep alr! TML RETAIL LAST TEST PAPER! :D

left 5 and a half hours to sleepppppp! ='(

wan an everybody!

Just got home not long ago. (:

To town . Retail mgt needs some retail . LOL!

Life's good right now. But i feel super bad with what i say this afternoon. But i dont want to hurt you, you see. (:
I hope you understand yea? (:
Enjoy your movie!
Im freaking tired yet i cant sleep yet! booooooooooooooo..


Anyway, SBR today was good. (:
I thought this paper i gonna cui. But it turns out quite nice! (:
Spent 2 hours on studying last night. Then woke up this morning at 8.30am to study, fall back to sleep till 10 plus and then continue to study till 12 noon. Ate lunch and back to studying till 3 plus and slept for half an hour again! hahaha.
THANKS GOD! It came out like the security personnels which i know very very well. (: 14 marks!

Kandace is a cheater! LOL. She can cheat very well sia. See my answers till so clearly. lolol.

Anyway, SBR. GIVE ME AN A OKAY!

okay, gonna go study RMT alr! (: powerpoint slides in mel. After tml will be freeeeeeeeeeeee!
Friday night postpone. sadddddddd.
Stay at home and relax and chat and play games then! or maybe go out! hehehehe.

BYEBYE! Tml paper at 2 but lesson at 9. ='(


hmmmm, i hope you are doing well yea? though we are like totally not contacting each other anymore but still, all the best in your future okay? Anything you can still find me though. (: I will be there for you..

To wx, cheer up yea. Dont think so much already. Be happy always okay? (:
All you need is time, relax and think of friends around you.

Damn saddening, recently so many unhappy things happening around me and my friends. Sound like im the cause of it sia. All started by me first. =( July and august dont seem to be nice months for us! GAH.
I hope things will change soon!

heheh! Just got back home with someone fetching me back from NP to amk! :D

Thanks thanks! (:

Anyway, someone was so cutee! hahah. Though you scared me okay! hahaah. 11:45pm called me asking me to turn in early. LOL! freak me out ah. I thought you call for what sia! Then this afternoon called me while im busy listening to revision lecture! hahaha. Call to see me im okay not and had eaten lunch not. cute ah you. lol!! dont worry about me sia. Nothing will happen one. (:

Kelvin sent me some lame msg and then was doing some texting with him and HIM. lol. THEY ARE MACHIAM IN CARHOOT ONE LEH! Timing damn zun. Then asked those questions. LOL!

Was MUGGING. rly serious mugging for PJM. and yay! I slept at 12:30am! But couldnt sleep sia. Think too nervous already. Forced myself to sleep at 1am! :D

Up at 8am (: Bathed and prepared to schhhhhhh.
Damn early today! 9.30am reached! Top up my ezlink card. LOL! 83 cents. Very pathetic. =/
All cause of my laziness ah. hahaha!

Jurong camp in 2 weeks time? Very far sia plus damn ulu i guess. haha!
KAY, SO LIKE, PJM IS DOWNNNNNNNNNN. freaking happy lor! Though these few days all my entries got PJM this three letters but i nv study at all. LOL! lazy ah. BUT NOW (: (: (:


I got confident in A though butttttttt, i dont know ah. Later they marked very strict then ho seh lor. =(

They very jian ah! Choose any 2 out of 3 from each section. Jiannnnnn! I know how to do qn 1 2 and 3 can! but no choice to give up on 3. =( so i did like the last qn which was damn last min when i learnt it. GAH. i REGRETTED NOT STUDYING THE 10 ELEMENTSSSSSSSS. kk, regret is useless yada yada. I know ah. but sad leh!

SBR TML! NO sch tml till test at 5 to 6.30pm! CAN SLEEP LATE LIAO ! hehehehe. study study. CCTV, SECURITY GUARD, BARRIERS. GODDDDDDDDDDD. =(

I go rest and eat my dinner now! Today i very guai, i ate egg tart in morning, chicken rice during lunch and home cooked food for dinner now! hehehe. 3 times already! No one can scold me liao..
BYEBYEBYEBYE!

I got alot of pictures on hand now. BUT, hahaha! L-A-Z-Y ! woohoo! byebye!

PEOPLE, CLICK MY ADS PLEASE ! :D THANKS AH! :D
ITS AT THE HOMEPAGE. CANNOT SEE, CLICK F5 .


amazing! Many people come to my this small lil blog. teehee! Thanks everyone concern. (: Love you guys!


SADDDDDD.. in till friday evening. ='(
'rmb to consume at least 3 meals a day' HAHAHA. WAY TOO MUCH AH. DEMANDING AH YOU.

Noone to entertain me, no one to cheer me up when im sad. But now no more sadness, so dont need ! hahaaa.. BUT still, Boring ahh! Nvm, i got my zha bos (:
Zha bos, saw this? touched not? hahah.

Anyway, this is the time to start mugging very hard without any distractions like __. LOL! =/

Time passes very fast!

Anyway, one word to say to you. LOSER. big time loser! I despise you. Lousy coward.
k, stop. Enough of you. You disgust me only. Typing this sentence can pollute my blog already. PUI!


Right, Gonna start doing my tuts already! haahha. Haven touch yettttt. >.<

/ Edited

Boring day today, i very sian now. study study. ALL WORDDSSSSSSS ! boring!
Just had my lunch. (: clypot rice is niceeeee but im feeling very sian now. ='(



Damn terribleeeee!

Everyday sleep at 3 or 4am one leh. SIAO ONE. BIO CLOCK SPOILT !!! totally screwed up! ='(

Anyway had lots of fun sia! hahahha.

Woke up at 12 plus! IMMEDIATELY START STUDYING LIAO SIA.

Now stopped awhile to rest. Helped alvin to do up his survey on queensway shopping centre. lol! Faster revamp man.


To violet, wei shan and sherwin, cheer up man! Time heals! seriously. Dont think too much alright? (:

Recently very lazy to upload pictures leh. Will do so soon lah. After my exam on 28th aug? HAHAHAHAAAH.

I heard something very ridiculous also. Shant say over here. (:


I forget my youtube user and password! LOL.. NOW CANNOT LOG IN LIAO LOR. ='(

kk, byebye! Back to study! keep sneezing. arghhhh

So my this week schedule:

wed's PJM.
thurs's SBR.
fri's RETAIL.

Thurs out to town with friends! Retail revision! hahaha.
Fri's night gathering! :D

Edited again and again! ='(

No mood for pjm siaaaaa. Alot of things to study!
Recieved a short and sweet msg. haah! (:

A random friend's conver in msn. TAKECARE GUYS! :D

Becareful when you are out there.

aiyer, very sian. Nothing to do. Egg tart for dinner. HAHAHAHA. jUST ONE! and im super full already. lol!



edited AGAIN!

wah! Watching ndp parade AGAIN! lol..

im a sicko! keep watching though i can remember everything. ahahah!

niceeeeeeeeee. Damn memorable this year man! :D

With friends and all and live for err, 6 times? :D

SUPER FEEL LIKE ALL IN ONE WHEN IM THERE. VERY TOUCHED. kk, too agitated alr. hahah!

FIREWORKS THIS YR NICEEEEEEEEE. Finally i got to watch them like so live. Though i watched once with him luh. hahaha!



alohaaaaaaaa!

Just woke up not long ago! geeeeee..

Ytd slept at 4am! my god! My dark eye rings ='(

Im waiting for my nail polish to dry! =D
anyway, today will be the day to start mugging hard. i promise! (:
Tests coming already. Damn scary ahhh!

Okay okay, blog about ytd. (:

hmmmm, slept at 3.30 am previous night and woke up at 10am ! Washed up and all and took bus over. Tried studying on bus leh. failed. One malay guy went blasting his headphones. wth sia! damn loud till i cant concentrate! The whole journey i only manage to get in 3 paragraphs. LOL! Alighted and walked over to shear's bridge. Wah OR damn poor thing can! Only me as leader there! Wei shan and sebas were having their meeting. Soon soon, ppl starts coming in! Then i went to have my leader's briefing. THEN, ALEX ASKED ME TO GO FOR SOME ARMY INTERVIEW. >.<>=(

Packing for ytd was the worst of the worst. I hate those VIPs. seriously. There was so many miscommunications and that alex was involved in the picture lor. WTH. they are ultimately super selfish..

Anyway, by 6.10 we finished packing them already. Saw michelle and guo wei there too. (:

Seated beside the VIPs and watched the parade. Zaty and i rushed off for dinner at 6.30 and back there just in time to watch the parade. Tried my best spotting wei xuan already. AND i think i saw him? lol.. not sure too..
Someone asked me go to the top to watch. I den dont want. I rather be with friends. Everything was every nice. i like the actual parade. All very united. (:

Pledge taking was awwwwwwwwwwwwww. touched!
dispersal kind of cocked up for my area sia. again, those VIPs. =.= Speechless, really.
The MP beside me damn young sia. I dont know he how old. He looks like malay but when he talked to me. o.o CHINESE. hahahaha!

PARTY PARTY. (:
Everything ended. I was shouting and shouting non stop. feels so happy, so relieved.
To toilet next. ALL LOCKED.
Back to grand stand again! Then the photographer, lol. loser asked me whats my name again. I think i saw one of them damn familar. kk, nvm.

THEN! went to floating platform for phototakings!!! VERY HAPPY AH! KEPT LAUGHING AND READY FOR SHOTS. hahahaahahah! Pei lin and me damn zai one. I pulled jia jun also. lol! I save you man! hahahaahhaha.

Kelvin and jimson called me asking where am i. I playing sia. ahaha. so they say okok, they wait. LOL!

11 plus.. Finished everything. =( so sad. Swee kee called me and asked me where am i ! hehe. loves you. usher waited for leader usher to end everything. hahah! so sorry.

Headed to marina square mac at around 12 plus. Said hello and bye to them and went off. Kelvin on train already. Luckily. I thought he really wait sia.
But jimson waited i think. He everything ends at 10.30 lor. Called me that time 11 only sia.
Then he asked me to go over to taxi stand. I dont want and he walked over. Saw bao hui there too. lol! Had a mini conver and after that i boarded the bus. (:

Alighted at swimming complex and guess what. NO BUS ANYMORE. lol! wth.

swee kee and me started walking back home. =( very far and we got bloody stalked! =.=

WALKED DAMN FAST AND LUCKILY IM HOME. phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Msned till 4 plus. Cannot take it and slept. (:

That's all!

Wei xuan liar sia. WHERE GOT NDP REPEAT AT 2PM!!!!!

Ndp today. Had much fun but something happened after the parade.

Sorry jimson. Sorry. ='(

I really dont mean to do this. I didnt know such thing can affect you so badly. REALLY!

And sorry to make you waited for me to finish enjoying then went over to find you at esplanade.
I think you shouldnt end that late also.. But thanks for waiting. (:


It ended very abruptly. sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I really dont know what to say to you but sorry. But you did say something that made me sad also okay! That's why i like that mah.

Anyway, i fucking feel so giddy, so uncomfortable sia. Stomach pain on and off. Giddy like max.
Wth sia. Keep losing weight i think.

My waist become 22 already. lol.. I can lose so much just few days. God. Kelvin says i slim down alot. Yea, i think so too.. My weight right now is like 37.5kg only.

I dont wanna blog anymore. Kind of no mood. sian.
Anyway reached home at 1:30am. Homed with swee kee. We got stalked. Damn scary. Msged someone immediately but no reply. LOL!

k, nvm.. goodnight ppl. Blog more tml. (:

HELLO WORLD! its 1:59am.

New day, new start! D

AND YES! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY AND ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEN QING! :D

This yr damn fulfilling, im able to watch the parade live ! Life's way to good. I got to know new friends! Like my OR2 group members. Thanks god, they cooperated with me very well. Got to know them more too. Hang out more often alright! :D

hehe. and yea. not forgeting army guy! hahhaah. I admire you, seriously. You got the courage. haahhaha! saluteeeee!

Anyway, msn with sherwin, jim, violet, yu kai right now. Jimson, yi sang, yng huah, adeline, sebas and wenbin slept.
Had a good time talking to them. Love everyone. (:

Cheer up man! lost 20m in poker can slowly win back one! hahahaha! (:
I pity you sherwin, hahaahah! she's totally a sicko, psycho. Keep wanna end her life. My god. damn sadist. Say what not taking medicine. wanna die. errrrrrrrrrr, no comments.


Anyway! few more hours to go! :D
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. im so happy now!
and yes, wei shan! CHEER UP ALRIGHT! i doubt you will see this lah. But fear not, we are here for you! your friend also dont want to see you like tt too! you must be strong and continue to move on! (:

Pink bag with 2 hearts! Jimson ! you better get that for me! hahhaa.

alright, written all the notes. hehe! Damn slack today also. =/
I will force myself to rmb everything one! :D

kk, goodnight everyone!

edited at 6:04pm..

GAGA. Chatted with jimson, yi sang, yng huah, yong boon and violet and right now chao ah beng. hahah!

random conver and asked me out . lol! after 28th aug den im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Small boyboy must be stress over sch work lah. ahah! so long never talk to him sia.
I guess i rly need to do alot of catching up with everyone.

LIFE'S GOOD RIGHT NOW. (:

Dont think too much okay, im not using you. Thanks for cheering me up yo! Flyer flyer. ahahah!
Racing now. lol! how to race sia seriously. Singapore so small. lol!
I dont like to make guys sad sia. Dont know what to do. I sad people console me like easy, guys sad, dont know what to do furthermore it concern about me myself. crap sia.

LOLOL, hello yng huah, yi sang. Thanks ah! your advices. LOLOLOLOL!
yi sang damn down now. Aiyo, sure there are better guys out there ! :D


To you: Is you yourself make me do that. I told myself to be strong and forget you. I am now. You forced me to such a corner. You hurt me damn badly you know? I guess you know nuts! Sometimes i rly hate you to the core. You are leading your life with her. Im leading my life well too. No worries..






I just hope my next one wont do anything like this to me anymore. Treasure me and not let me get hurt anymore. Dont take me for granted. Vent anger on me and did something fucking shits behind my back and claims that he's sleeping when he's talking on phone with someone. Out for movie with colleague when he's out with another girl alone. Tel me, WHAT IS THIS?!

kk, chill! no point getting angry over such guy. (:

I only want a guy who loves me whole-heartedly, treasure me and most importantly dont lie. Who will be the guy? (:



alright. mugging again!



Just woke up 45 mins ago. keke..

Slept at 3 ytd again! =(

Damn suddenly i felt damn miserableeeeeeeeeee. Wtf am i thinking. hai..

Replied one msg and tried my very best to force myself to sleep.

Thank god. Im able to sleep throughout the night, instead of waking up and started crying like a bitch. (:

Sebas seriously morning sms me! >.< bthhhh. Cannot wake up means cannot lah. hahah!
Guys, dont think too much. He's younger than me pls and he got a gf man. LOL! not a flirt okay. He came sms-ing me and chat with me on msn.

All the guys i had listed ytd were they themselves came talking to me. I didnt approach them man! Dont get the wrong idea. Just cause im no longer with ___. Doesnt mean i had changed into a whole new person and make myself so cheap. GAH. im not such person. (:

okay, Today is serious mugging i swear! Cannot slack already. Its a saturday. Damn sian, home alone today. Boring ahhhhhhhh!



things doesnt goes right today.. Dont know what happen. Suddenly everything changes. =(

kk, bye

fishhhhhhhhyyyyyyyy. die lah! I never save my old temp. I saved the new as old.

DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB! i wanna bang wall and drink detergent and die alr.

why i so stupidddddddddd!

nuffnang icon gone! adelineeeeee! help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ='(

emo liaoszx.

People, please click on my ads!!:DDDDD


edited again at 10:35pm

gone for good? i hope not. Will you still be there for me ?

anyway, jimson, i really thank you yea. Thanks so much for making me laugh like crazy. 1 korean gf, 2 local one. FUNNY LAH HOR! enjoy your supper yo! den sun bian go geylang ahahah! wth. lol!

hahha. thanks sebas( pls dont morning call me tml! thanks! lol) ,
galvin (hahaha, random man! but dont be so sad lah! have more confidence yea? ),
chopsticks( WAH! great time catching up sia, army life in tekong or the seletar camp or sth damn happening!) and
violet( GOODLUCK WOMAN! :D supporting you all the way! hahha. i hope you can find yours man! If not i can pester that chua one hahahah!) :D
yukai( YAYA, i know about the full speed shit thingy lah hahahaha! thanks thanks okay? I dont feel like going out to study leh, paiseh ah! goodnight!)

rehearsal was a fake one. haah! jimson went for briefing only and violet and all went thr for nothing! heard sebas saying only got sound out.. Nothing else. haha! heng ah! nv go down.

'so when i see girls in red, i look at their shoes' you sound damn sicko pls! hahahha.

for once, im happy again. but now no more! geylang for supper.. haha..
Chatted with plenty of people! From primary to secondary to poly siaaaaaaa! Damn happening!
but again, the xiong very disgusting. Who can help me sia! He kept pestering me NON STOP. EVERY DAY EVERY MIN. goddddddddddd.

WAH SEH! 8 mins ago, im chionging my sbr quiz. XIA SI WO. i forget to do sia! whole day got time but never do. LOL! qiu xuan can just bang wall and die i know. lol!

ALVIN, SHUT UP LAH. FEN TIPS LOSER. EVERYTIME ASK ONLY! CANNOT WAIT ONE LEH YOU.

Just now was fighting against the time, damn kan chiong and yay! sbr last quiz 10/10 ! woohoooooooooo! 10 windows now. Yet im still happily blogging. ahahah!
This quiz ah, make me go search dictionary.com sia. lol!

Tailgating
–noun
1.
the board or gate at the back of a wagon, truck, station wagon, etc., which can be removed or let down for convenience in loading or unloading.
–verb (used without object)
2.
to follow or drive hazardously close to the rear of another vehicle.
–verb (used with object)
3.
to follow or drive hazardously close to the rear of (another vehicle).
–adjective
4.
pertaining to or set up on a tailgate: a tailgate picnic before the football game.


HAHAHAHAHAH!


okok, my posts damn messy! i got too many things to say ah!!!

marina barrage! flyer! henderson wave! GAHHHHHHHH. I WANNA GO THESE 3 PLACES AGAIN AGAIN! who can bring me go mansxzsz. Though down there full of memories, again! Time still pass one sec by one sec! No time for you to slow down. (: LIFE GOES ON, right people?

I may not be able to let go yet, but i will try to live my life to the fullest! :D
like how someone told me to. haha! happy always. trying huh..

Im not that cold blooded to the extend that doesnt thinks of how people feels and does things to hurt them so badly that they cried for hours and hours. Can be up to 12 hours. (: and yet nothing changes.
Im not that cold blooded to the extend that can come up with something trying to ditch me away. I cant.
Im not that cold blooded person to the extend that can totally ignores me and yet left me alone standing there feeling god damn helpless.

Im glad many pulled me along. Im glad i got you guys. Really, much fun and laughters. Be it in school or at home or outside or yea. hahaah! I maybe laughing real hard this moment and then another minute feeling sad. BUT BUT, i promise you, i will be strong. No more tears anymore.

okay, pjm pjm. focussssssssssssssss ( k, this one say from afternoon till now, lol! i wrote something lah, i will chiong one! no worries man! :D)




He's still as cute as ever, silly boy. As thick skinned as ever, and high egos. haah! The only thing that he change was perhaps his character. His playfulness. yeap.
Im always laughing at what he does. Lol! Never fail to make me laugh at his actions. hahahaa. Saw something on fb and blog. so cute. For that moment, i was laughing in front of my laptop alone. HAHAH.
caring, loving, handsome, cute, nice, sweat. (:

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I just saw something that makes my heart sink deep to the bottom. I was shocked to see he went into single.
I thought he changed from r/s with names, to single and back to r/s without name for, he's with her.
I thought its my wishful thinking and that i should have change it back to single again.
I thought im doing the right thing. BUT IM WRONG. ='(

Then again, i realize, im fucking foolish. When i saw he changed to single, my heart sank. hai..
For, i thought he in r/s is WITH HER! fuckkkkk, i damn dumb.
I didnt know it was me! ='(

Few days of not contacting. i feel damn uneasy. But what to do! I got to let him do whatever he wants and i wont or cant stop him. I hope he's feeling better now. without me by his side.


all i wanna say is, i love you still. hope things will change and get better than ever. I have not changed yet as for your infor. I pasted my name on my laptop too! How about you?

Did you removed the cute lil thingy on your laptop which i pasted to surprise you? (:
Are you still using my browny pouch with big bear on it ?
Does your iphone still have 0407 marked as first yr?
Does your pillow still have my smell?
Does your wardrobe still have all my zha ba langs inside? and earings and toothbrush on the table?
Is your table still messy as ever?
Did you place your money anywhere, anyhow still?
Is your keyboard dying or still the same with ctrl spoilt, 'y' gone?
Is the 0407 folder still in your comp with all our pictures in it?
Is your 'stained' flying ultraman key chain still intact on your keys?
Are my 2 zi lian photos still in your iphone?
Is your doggy still on your bed? which i choose to hug it instead of you sometimes? (:

All maybe all these are gone. gone for good. All my wishful thinking again! stupid qiu xuan.

So many things i wanna say to you, but i choose not to do so in case you get angry again.
goodbye boy. Rest well and endure with your last few weeks of attachment.







right! 5:12pm! :D

Time passed real fast today siaaaa!

Headed to school at 10 am ! heheh. Im early for FEN! (:

Ytd i slept at 3.30am. lol! Doing nothing, really. Study also nv study much. Some asshole guys came talking to me. LOL! Then at a moment, i got gastric pain. GAGA! serve me right. Then i went mia for awhile, Mr chua started nudging me. lol! lac lah . Wont die man.

So , today supposed to be going down to marina! To see mr chua, wei xuan, ben, kelvin tan. NOT. lolol! I wanna the goodie bag only. =/ i like bean bean and the heart heart. Gave one to jeff btw. so yea, left one. (:
No planes, no fireworks i guess so im lazy to go down. Nv meet my clique also! I wanna rot STUDY at home today lah.

Damn lazy lah, 5:45pm show starts leh. Forget to bring pass to school! dumbbbbbbbb. Now i cannot see the nobody nobody but you dance. LOL!
Anyway, fen revision today! Rushed through sia, kinda pehchek.. Cannot catch everything.
Then when he showed us the table for the performance based. i felt someone looking at me. LOL! dex tey siol. Oribi quack! Is you dont want to listen to me one. hahahaha! loser. =p

Rmt lect, last lect last tut! I sneaked into the class cause my class at 5 leh. I den dont want. Then attendance was taken! hahahahah! nizeeeeeeeeeeee.

Ytd facebook was so happening! and yahhhhh, sebas and yong boon saw me ytd afternoon! But i didnt see them sia. lol! both came up and told me this. Abit too late not?

Today saw yu kai! :D Talked to him throughout the journey and tang pei yi posted up my picture up to her project or sth! damn maluszsxz.

Kay, den when i tried to study on bus, i cant sia! Tireddddddd. oh yah, one strange uncle walked past me and say hi. like errrrr? er xin. haahah! er = son, xin = heart. HAHAHAHAAH!
-.- = tired. bb = angry. JIAO WEI

Ytd was crazy over flyers! hahahaah. hell lor, i keep mentioning i wanna flyer during my birthday. LOL! who's bringing me go? HAHAHAHHAAH. Got this couple meals worth 199 . lol! Now single how to sia. lololol.. no choice but to ditch that thought. GAH.

k, pjm time! :D

Today was great. Thanks to jimson, jimsy, you xu,yong boon, xiong, ynghuah, yisang and many more in the facebook.

They made my day, like seriously.
to that nobody nobody but you, lol! though we knew eachother for like awhile, but rly thank you ah! hahah. damn joker lah he. We chatted for 6 hours? lol!! crappppp. Damn nonsence. My day is all about facing comp and typing and typing. ahahah!

Im studying while msning! hahaha. cool or what! I can mulittask. tsktsk!

yongboon, cheer up man! you can do it! hehehe
xiong, pls stop what you are doing man. Im kind scared of you. Dont ask that question already. You know its impossible pls. I wont contact you either lah, you know yourself too. gahhhhhh

k, right now. My life is great! :D Im smiling happily in front of computer after so many days of torture. I got to move on, if not nobody is gonna wait for me yea?
Im still keeping the hopes in myself. My promises to you will always be there. (:

right! back to chatting again.

AHHH, JIM, YOU SUCK BADLY LAH! foresee what shit! i hate you ah! hahhaah
goodnight everyone!

school tml at 12 noon! weeeeeeeeeee

MY GOD. i wanna die now .

Not sad or whatsoever leh


Shivering sia! chua sai to the max.. the xiong guy everytime talked to me online one. But i nv give a damn about him then i changed my status to single and he now asked me he got chance anot. =.= wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

never reply jiu ask can i date you. wtf pls!

say sorry meaning no indirectly liao leh.. why still pester sia!

crap! and that jimson chua. even crap one lah. tiny like what shit. He damn zai. Just passed by him and he can come up and asked for no. for three times. lol! brave man. Rejected yet then managed to find me in facebook. lol! zai like what. say heartware pic and saw me den blabla. lolol!

Act one long lost friend with me. Kns. Wanna know me jiu like tt. Now attack to msn liao lor.

Watch out on sunday you this chua man! lol!

and yay, he didnt reply me already. thanks god. Dont pop that question up again, i dont know how to reject youuuuuuuuu.

(:

Its okay, Just say everything to her yea? (:
yea, i love to spam calls and msges. gaga.. and made you so scared of me.. Happy that you left me right? :D

COMMIT SUICIDE! why not you choose one day and make my dream comes true? HAHAHHA! scared siol! Badmouthing is a no no thing, rude ass. (: Just speak whatever you want yea.


HAHAHAHA! She doesnt even loves you. LOL! you are not her type of tea yea. believe me or not. Up to you. (: Enjoy playing..

I was once your toy too right. teehee..Glad you have much fun yeaaaaaaaa?
Ruin ruin HAHAH! Dont know who's ruining whose! Pot calling kettle's back. LOL!
Goodluck! You prefer those wild girls yea, and not those-girl-next-door. haah! EVERYTHING IS A LIE SIAAAAAA. what future? what house? what car? what children? i DONT see any. (: chillllllllll~

anyway school today was errr, fen tut and sbr presentation. Fen tips! :D
sbr presntation kind of err, sian leh. lol

then back home! giddy sia. Going to sleep soon. (:
0407 is still l0ves! but i can see changes already! What to do!
yeap, tt's all. byebye people!


i want my birthday on flyer again! arghhhhhh. I doubt this will come true. boohoooooo!

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now is UP de movie leh! damn cute lor! I wanna watch it but ='(

kkkk, whatever !

Just finished my ibt quiz. Attempted like 5th times to get full marks. grrrrrr. irritating!
I just helped yu kai finished up the blog skin! k, not me but thanks adeline for your help yea..

ahhhh, back to rmt again! =(


Few hours ago, i tried making myself happy. Yea, i manage to do that till right now which is 9:43pm. Though the feelings kind of hanging down there.

Im chatting with white termite now! hehe. i missed primary school life though the maths problem sums killed me =/

okay, just had my proper dinner like after so many days! x/ but, nobody cares also lah. But mummy everytime says me. So sorry mummy! She forced me to eat dinner today cause she cooked and she knows i wont waste her energy and money on food. hehehe.

YA RIGHT! just now i watched the errr, taiwan variety show hosted by li qing one. Forget the name already. Then there was this doggies competition. Damn cute the first one. It shivers when it got scolded. hahahah! Acted in show before eh. small size and super cute just like me. HAHAH! okok, sorry people.

Then the last one, my god. Damn touching okay! He can act very well! Like there's two person pretending to be mama and papa. Then they leaving to america for slimming stuffs. Then it kept barking, after that walked away and turned back. walau.. damn poor thing like that.

LASTLY! this small lil boy aged around 8 yrs old? wah! smart sia! professional xieeeeee~
My knowledge increases leh! hehehe..
Firstly, you guy know how to crack open a cocount without much effort?.
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give up?


answer is : USE milk candy! Make 2 of them into cone shape and placed it on the floor den hold the coconut side by side and knock it down! and tadahhhhhhh
reason being: The smaller the surface, the pressure will be greater!


ANOTHER ONE! shit, forget..
OH YAH! oranges! you know how to count how many slices of orange are there inside without peeling out mah?
hahahaha!
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answer: Look carefully into the green green tip of the orange! the 'veins' thingy! hahaah. YAY!

IM DAMN SMART NOW.
hahaha!

okay okay, need to do RMT already! and also help my friend with the blog skin though i know nuts about it. LOL!!! =/

BYEEEEEEEEE!

qiu xuan will stay strong! love you still. (:

add ons...
Its 6:15pm. &i homed.

I felt so miserable. Today had ibt test. Nothing goes smoothly. Instead, i think i screwed the paper up. =( Such a failure.. I cant make you proud of me.

Many things came to my mind while im awake, on bus to school and back home.

I dont know how to start with. Too many things yet I dont know how to write them all down.. sighh. The purpose of this post is not to gain any pity from any of you. I just got no where to voice them all out. Not even my family. They have yet to know the truth and i dont wish to tell them. I scared they will be sad. sorry mummy and korkor..

Right, Ytd was kind of one of my worst day. Im super disappointed in_______. 4th aug yet i spent my day alone at home. Major project was a big fat lie. I know you didnt do it. Dont get mistaken, i just happen to know it.
I dont know why you become like that. That place isnt near at all.. Last time i used to ask you to bring me over to there yet you say the parking fee was expensive. Hence, i didnt ask you to go anymore again. But ytd you went over instead. You are SILLY, boy. Really.
YOU GOT U-S-E-D !! if you dont believe what i say and continue to go on like tt and tell her everything, well.. that's all i wanna say. Goodluck to you. Im not trying to break you two up now. Really! Im being frank to you! Please for god sake. stop whatever you are doing now and wake up!
Im super worried about you lah..
Pls think very carefully today after reading my post. I swear this will help. She doesnt even love you at all.

It doesnt benefit you at all and its not worth it. Your hard earned money should use it wisely and not all the time for the petrol. And even if you wanna drive, you should know who to drive. As in, some of the people dont worth it. Maybe you may think i dont worth it also but its okay..
Righttt, im nobody to comment or utter anything. (:

Next, wanna be best friends yet things turned out so ugly. No doubt im partly at fault, but dont you think is very unfair to me? If you love me so much, you shouldnt have made me suffer till like that. I dont know how you feel cause seriously, i realize i dont know you that well.. I thought i am, but for now, no longer.. I dont know what you are doing and what's your aim for doing so.
We are really difting apart, very far apart. sighh..

I know i shouldnt have say it out and im really regretting it. Its all my childish act. I tried means and ways to contact you yet i failed. You treat me like we have never known each other before. Just like passer by. Like how passerbys just pass by in our life. On the road or whatsoever.
Reply was cold. I couldnt do much anymore..

One year plus. I really really dont know how you manage to leave everything down and move on with your life.. Those WLJ, jeffaqx, j-aqx, detergent girl, detergent boy, darling, dear, pink candy floss, red candy floss, birthday cake, zara tee, keychains, couple tee which you say its not nice, ultraman, pouches, eye masks, necklaces, book, box, clock, cards, letters, cookies, jellies, movies that we once watched esp incredible hulk, strangers and transformers, honey green bubble tea, fish soup with rice, excuses to chalet, excuse to friend's house, bringing me out to eat at the tpy there, to fish and co, new york new york, pinsi, bangkok, genting, flyer for our first year and etc. I cant finish listing. I have this whole folder which named as 0407 and its all full with our memories. But well..

I felt so fucked up. I cant bring myself to study. Even when i forced myself to do so. I really thank you for the flyer. You are very sweet. Thanks alot. You know i longed for flyer very long already and you made an effort to book it and surprised me. No words can describe how much i felt at that moment. I felt like crying that time, but i held back. It was a very very memorable day for me though it lasted for just a few hours.

One thing i dont know should i be happy or sad. I lost one kg. im 38kg now. I felt happy initially then suddenly, i realize i shouldnt be happy at all.. I skipped lots of meals. Sometimes i can just eat one egg tart and that's all for the whole day. Or even right now,chicken pie in the morning and its 6:33pm yet that's all i have eaten.
Last time you used to nag at me for skipping meals for, you scared i got gastric pain. But now, even when i got gastric pain, i didnt even voice out to anyone. I tried to eat some food but they just disgust me. I got no appetite to eat at all. Its been a long time since i last ate a normal meal.
How i wish you were there to say and scold me or even da bao food for me.. Its all gone. No more.

Threaten to die? spam calls? psycho ? NO WAY MAN. I wont do it.

I got scolded by some of them though. They did wake me up from my childish act and senses. They really did. Thanks so much. Crying is all excuses. Crying is nothing. Crying doesnt mean you can get back what you want. I know all these but i just cant help it. I felt very torturing. very miserable, horrible. Exam coming, tests coming, projects deadline drawing very near.

Friend you claim, i dont know what to say anymore. Im very scared things will go very wrong and then you will start to regret or maybe you dont. Im stupid to still care for your feelings when you dont even do so anymore to me. But this is diana darling. You know it yet you wanna break my heart into bits and pieces.

I miss your mama's cooking.. your mama's dessert and your everything. but i dont get to eat anymore.. ahhhhhhh !

well, i dont wish to say anymore further. bye..

HEHE! something made me happy for a moment. (:

Job wanted! :D

Come and visit me yea on 17th sep to 20th sep. keke..
Hopefully can get in. (:

And one more thing, this is super hilarious.

Conver between me and mummy..

Me: Mummy! you dont need to prepare for work ah! 4:12pm already leh! Points to the clock.
Mummy: HUH! Today my off leh! Dont scare me leh! Let me enjoy one day off can?
Me: LOLOL!!! okay okay. paiseh.

Then after that i walked back to my room keep laughing. >.<
Totally forget eh. blur sotong.

Alright back to study for IBT test!
Tml! roarrrrrrrrr!

I promise to score well. Make you proud of me. That's my promise to you.
I will work very hard for it.

I realize, whatever i did was all wrong. really..

Im sorry, mummy..
I regretted. There are so many things i wanna tell her yet i cant.
She kept mentioning his names like" going out with him ah?" " where is he?" "Msning him ah?"
Then every fri i will not be coming home so early, but last fri morning she said:" aiyah, cfm wont come home so early one right? " i didnt dare to tell her but to say, no ah.. coming home tonight lah. need to study leh.

Sigh, I really dont dare to tell her this thing. I hope 2 mths later , things will change and i wont need to say any stuffs to her. Just live the same way as i do from 040708.
As for this time of period, i hope nothing will happen. My nothing i guess you should know it.

To someone: Not abt regretting being with you, in fact. I loved every moment i had with you. I swear. I treasured you alot but i guess, right now. You no longer love me anymore.. Im sorry for whatever things that i had made you so angry. Today is 13th month. But we no longer able to celebrate it.
I dont know if you still rmbs it not, but i will rmb it forever, deep in my heart. 0407. We chose this date cause of my birthday. I love you. (:
The things you gave me, i still keep in well in the box. Esp the necklace. I love it alot alot.
My birthday is coming, i dont know what will happen, but i rly wish you will be there for me..

Once again, thanks for everything. I hope you wont be so foolish to do such things. Please dont continue with what you are doing now. You will get hurt sooner or later.
As an outsider, i can see things very well.. Maybe you are not now, but please think okay? I dont want things to happen to you. Please takecare of yourself.

with much loves,
your diana darling.

Everything is a lie. A total lie.
Whatever you said during the one whole year are lies..
I trusted you, yet you just make me fall so badly.
You lifted me so high up and now you threw me all the way down to the bottom.


Every year celebration, Promise to marry you, love me the most, 'darling! happy 18th birthday and incase u forget, its our 3rd month! =D i wna spend with u, every year k? =) ' , 'darling im slping alr! i want u to hide in my arms every night! weii dun slp late hor. turn in early! wo hen ai nii (: ' , ' i wna hug u! my pillow has ur smell =( i need u to slp with me. my life wouldnt be perfect without u. darling, please promise me, u will not leave me in any circumstances! ' , ' happy 2nd months! darling, i will love you twice everyday. sincerely hope we'll last til we old, laughing at each other white hair.. (: baby, i love you.'

I kept all these msges in my phone and will nv delete. but all these promises all gone.
Last till old. We are not now.
Life wouldnt be perfect, i guess you dont need me anymore..
Leave you in any circumstances, you mean this kind of situation? I already promised you i wont leave you, why must you do this to torture me and you..

i seriously dont know why all these are happening to me.

Firstly you say you wanna freedom, if you want it. Why did you go and find another one?

yea, you say its not serious but what for?

Are you trying to agitate me and make me go off? Is this what you want?
Congratulations.. You and wei min will be the best couple. I congrat you.

You wanna play, right. you are playing way too far, way too much.
Im here trying very hard yet you alr gave it up.

I really dont know what to do now. Thanks for making me feel this way. Thank you.
Everything is a lie, is a dream.. That will never last till im not in this world.

ultimate big trouble..

My whole body system damn cocked up now. haiiiiiiiiiiii

Test coming this wed. Haven start studying yet. Worrying and thinking of all kinds of stuffs. lol..

I wan pink candy floss, i wan bubble tea, i wan flyer, i wan sleep sleep, i wan talk on the phone, i wan msges, i wan simple dinner, i wan movie, i wan bite bite.

k, bye