Never look back, Life goes on ! (:

Dont push your limits way too far. You know i dare to leave.

You may say i have not changed, then well. I will leave when i cant take it anymore.
Back to 3rd week. Mark what I say.

Leaving and coming back is you. Then well, treasure this chance and make sure it dont slip off again ! But I can see, its slipping off very very soon.
You aint treasuring it. You aint trying your best to hold it.
Not appreciating what you have right now. Taking whatever you have now, for granted.
Wait till its gone and then starts to regret.

If you had thought through it so thoroughly and make your decision so strong that you want me back, then well. where's your actions?
forgive and forget. Im trying very hard too.
But i failed again and again whenever people starts mentioning.
This morning woke up at 10am due to this nightmare.
Yes, loser think back again. What to do?
You think I can just let it go so easily?

oh well, time heals, i hope.
I need assurance. But I cant see it.
I need care. But I cant see it too.
I need concern. But I cant see it neither.
I need a bf who ranks her gf first. Think of her feelings, whatever he does, think of her. well, I cant see it also.

well well..
I shall end here.

PRAWNING WITH THEM . (:

well, just watched fann wong and chris show.
Very loving. (:
Chris damn sweet to fann. (:

Anyway, 5 more days ! i dont really look forward now.
For, i know my 3rd oct there wont be any surprises like last yr. oh well..
and yea, the day which im suppose to make the decision.
Yes or no.

I hope by then I will make the right choice. To be or not to be. (:
Lets see hows it goes bah.

3rd oct when clock strikes 12. well, what will happen? who will be next to me? wellllllll. lets see.
anyway, im kind of sick of being treated like some invisible woman or some retard.
Sooooonnnnnnnnnn, either the other party changed. If not, I will lead my own life.

hmmm ! today stayed at home the whole day.
One meal a day. No appetite at all. Someone forever killing it. (: (:
and my ideal weight still far away from me. :(

Supposed to go out today. But the entrolment spoilt it leh. evil..

I hate yb lah. My lobang just gone like tt. lol!

HELLO JOE. I KNOW YOU COME AND READ MY BLOG. SO HELLO TO YOU. LOL.
I PK YOU !


ohhhhhhh, my cert still not yet collected. Victor dont burn okay. lol!
& one last thing,

to siling:
cheer up girl. Everything will be fine. If you need someone to talk to, im just a phone call away okay? Dont cry le..
Their loss. They freaking heartless , damn cold blooded to do this to you.
anyway, you need any help. Just tell us okay? Dont bottle everything up to yourself. (:
Take good care of your health right now hor !

ello .

WEDNESDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, LOW YI SANG. (:
Last year of teens. :(

anyway! Went prawning at 2pm and caught 2 only. 1 each :(
But many just slipped off from the hook.

and my friends were soooooo nice ! They bbqed prawns for me and jeff ! :D
Very fresh, very tasty ehhhhh! i like !

ended everything at 5 plus and headed over to ny ny.
Kl had this reservation at 6.30pm. Walked around hub and went back to nyny.

Ordered and cake was presented .
She happy siah. (:

8 plus, left the place and went over to find eloys, nette, nic and sebas. Met up the rest .

homed at 2am.



THURSDAY.
house. slacked.
Mj time.
movie; phobia. (:
I screamed in the cinemaaaaaaaaa. LOLOL!



FRIDAY.
rot at home till at night. (:
I missed out the funs. :(
my wii !
anyway, had dinner at 252 and back house and slack.

SATURDAY.
woke up at 10.30 despite sleeping at 5 ? :D
house. slack and slack.
soccer. friends coming over. Mj. make up.
homed. 12.
slept after that. with someone not replying my msg. zzzzzzzzzz

SUNDAY.
jiahao called 5 times ! from 1:30am till 3:45am .
Damn evil. Im sleeping leh !
hahah
alright, prepared and went down. Friend driving. LOL !
guessed what, his friend is my friend's friend.
damn small world.

to kranji.
Road marshall. Slack to max. I stood there do nothing but talked to uncles and aunties.
heheh. sat down and they started craping. lol! i keep laughing only siah.
Back to pick up point 2 and bring them home.
well, that guy suck to max.
I dont know why he bullied my friends. They claimed that cause he couldnt get near me.
OH PLS, you this lj bin . I see alr also dont feel like talking lah.
Then went on saying what, which one is your bf? eh, i think i find you very familar. yea yea.. crap!

I ALSO SIA. IN DUSTBIN MUST BE. zzz.

anyway, ended !
Homed at 12 noon ! and yeaaaaaa. not sleepy yet. just hungry !
i go grab something to eat first !
BYEEEEEEEEEEE

I hate promise breaker still ALOT.

Why back out after agreeing on something? so ridiculous.

and its just so simple to tell someone tt you went to eat, to toilet or whatsoever.
Just say it. Is it that difficult to type those few words out to inform the other party?

AFK just like tt is a disrepect to the person you are talking to, you understand?
When you want tt someone to talk to you. You will just keep nudging and all. But tt someone never ever find you irritating and reply you very promptly.
and what is this now huh.

No respect at all. Come on, if you want people to respect you, first, you got to show some simple basic respect to him or her. That's all.

Ignorance is bliss but being ignored is irrtitating !

Every morning, i got to get piss off.
I think im aging. =.=

I hate promise breaker, yes. YOU!
Dont LPS i tell you. Say one thing, do other thing. WHAT IS THIS YOU TELL ME?

Good things always come to an end.
isnt it so true? (:

And for mine, it lasted for last than one week and its GONE ! :D

anyway, 12 more days to my birthday ! totally looking forward !

prezziesss anyone? LOL !

AND TML IS LYS BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY!

19TH 19TH ! our last yr to hit the 2 already. My god. Must treasure this yr sia. make it memorable. lol !

Out with rac to bugis today. Bought alot of stuffs. tsk tsk !
Retail therapy is very very good for health!

but my ugly truth is gone. :(
nvm, phobia tml ! :D
sang they all say till like nice sia, esp the last part. I wanna watch the ward one and the car. Like so eerieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

anyway! met sang and all and went over to 409 to eat.
Back to hub for sang's phone and homed.

Im glad you found it ! heheheheh. Thanks god ah! you toot shit. lol!

I thought i made the right choice. But for now, everything seems so blur, so scary.

I hate reality.

You are way too scary.
I dont know what is coming up next. Way too scary for me to believe you.
Tears everyday.. This is how bad it is.

I dont wish my oct to be like that.
Aug is already a ultimate bad month. I guess, sep can be on par.

This is totally a nightmare. When will it end?

My jaw still hurts. My head still hurts. I cant turn quickly. Sucks.

I hope you know what you are doing. But i dont think you know yea.
Contradciting it may seem. and yes, it is.

Twice everyday, you failed to do so. for, i dont see any. I feel like, its coming forward, yet moving backward two times more. You get what i mean?

well, i cant see your actions. prove? you asked me just wait and see. I still got those msges. Do i still need to spell all them out?

Did it get any better? i guess no? Worst instead.
tell = report. Very ridiculous.
club= freedom. I dont get the link.

anyway, its getting worst than ever. Reason being: bo chap atittude. (: that's all i wanna say.
bye.


and sorry to my friends, i dont mean to do these to you all.
Please forgive me ya? I will settle this as soon as possible.
Im also hate this feeling but no one is taking any initative. I cant do anything either.
The actions, the attitude.

sorry guys.

hello, birthday boy (:


back to school (:
Miss those days eh ! My cai fan stall not open. emooooooooooo

thurs, fri and sat !
hahaha! 3 DAYS NEVER BLOG !

ehh, nothing much leh.

slack only !

online shopping most of the time. I aimed alot of stuffs already. All bookmarked. (:

Someone pls watch out. LOL!

Just now i rushed like mad woman. First time shopping in such a rush manner leh !
Bought me-to-you bear. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, not for me ! how idiot!
VERY CUTE YOU KNOW!

Within that half an hour, walked in the store, choose the bear, swipe the card, money fly.
Went in to another shop, chose the card already. To counter for payment and shocked ! went to withdraw cash, ran down to shop and pay and flyyyyyyyy to carpark.

and homedddddddddd. :(


alright, ppl go enjoy 2 chalets in a row later at 6.30pm. boringggggggg.

Clique chalet on 15th sep . (:

Woke up at 11am. Bathed and prepared and met val at my bus stop at 1pm..
Went over to eat and ss to buy stuffs.

Jeff came after so many calls !!
Total amount 70 plus dollars.

Headed over to another ss to get stingyray.

To his house next for ice box, knife and all..
I feel like sleeping in his car already.LOL !

Yi sang called me and say they reached and wanna go eat lunch. Stupid woman..
Miscommunication with my side and yi sang's side.
lolol !

and idiot we went to the wrong side.
Took the stuffs back to room and they went out for lunch while i stay in the room camwhoringgggggggggg ~
Someone doesnt wants to care about me so i entertained myself lo. I played ban luck myself. Boring and went back to play his 'unblock me'

Prepared the stuffs and finally 6 plus, THEY ARE BACK FROM ARCADE.

start fire and all. AND I KEEP EATING AND EATING AND STILL, EATING..

HEHEHEHEH..
I LIKE LEH.

did sambal prawn with j. wah, SPICY TO MAX BUT NICEEEEEEEEEEE!
pictures with val .
upload soon !

Then went out to red house, freaking hot cause mr chiang chun i scare me to shit. Say alot of nonsence. Idiot.
Back to room and we played murdererrrrrrrrrrr.

yh always the police and i always wink at her. DAMN SUAY ;(
Then change game to 'up and down' with joininggggggg.

from 'up to down' to '007 bang!'to 'indian poker' to 'zhong ji me ma'

007 i always die when ppl is saving me.LOL !!
keep drinking.lololol.

finished up the vodka and no more alreadyyyyy. :(
Ade super high after that, and stupid. I keep laughing non stop at chun-i's way of talking.

NOTHING MUCH ALR. BYEBYEEEEEEEE
SOMEONE EMO NOW! YES LAH !

Tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY HO KOK LEONG ! ;D

the previous day was cake baking day.
Went to dh's house and baked oreo cheesecake. geeeee.
The children were soooo naughty lah. hahah ! and it was the first time i see a dog eating up the bone ! errrr, awful sight. LOL

Anyway, it was very successful and it tasted very nice okay ! ahahha.
Im gonna do it again soon ! hoho.

Saturday, met them up at 1 at amk station. Guessed what, yh, ys and jaron were late !
Val reached there lol. early, surprisingly leh ~

Trained down to somerset and walked over to cine.
Had teppanyaki and photo taking with chef. LOL !!!
Surprised for jerry i think quite successful bah.
4 plus, headed over to LWS sch and they went for lesson.

Walked around orchard central and i suddenly lost mood due to something. well, not gonna say anymore.

Cabbed back with jerry and adeline.
The rest, i dont wish to say anymore.
Had a very terrible headache though.

Sorry jerry, ys, yh, jaron and mel. Sorry jerry for spoiling your day. So sorry. Hope you had a wonderful day with them. (:
Happy birthday to you again !

Pictures will be uploaded soon. Stay tuned !

yoyo ! (:

Slept at 4.30 am and woke up at 10.30 am.

Prepared and went out.
Idiot, didnt pick up my calls. I du lan to maxico.

Walked to bus stop and intended to bus home. But didnt in the end lah.

Played games and off at 4pm. To amk hub, watched proposallllllllllll ~
Like finally !! heheh.

Show starts at 5 and it end nearly like 7 ! Dont know how many missed calls and 3 or 4 msges. I pity yanni. x(

Evil! off what vibration lah. Make ppl angry only !
Went to toilet and met them at interchange, went over to 252 and had fish soup with rice.
Yanni was like so busy with her phone lah. ahah! and wah, next time must eat with her ! NICE AND SLOW EATING PARTNER. LOL!

And we were chatting about FD and all. LOL! fun sia .

Home after that and they went over for fishing with their classmates. (:
Im so full nowwwwwwwww. and i forget that mummy cooked. =/
Eating second round again. DIE LAHHHH.

Sometimes, i seriously feel like giving up what im doing.

Sometimes, i feel like hanging there but after awhile, i find it very meaningless.

what am i thinking man!
zzz

k, bye

Mondayyyyyyyyyy. New day of the week !

AND IM HOME :(


Just woke up not long ago.
Never pick up = never meet :(

Woke up and saw anna sui plastic bag in front of meeeeee !
there's mascara and nail polishes ! :D

heheehh. so happy !

i go eat pizza now !


back from pizza..
Whole day in front of computer . Very tiring ahh. x(

okay, Im hungry like crap now. I got gastric pain already and yet still got time to jio more people out. zzzz...
I got nothing to say now. CRAP!

Feeling so xin ku just now for like 2 hour plus. :(
Nap for one hour and woke up due to pain and that call. (:
Bathe but no use leh :(
Ate egg tart as dinner. HAHA.
Then then, decided to do some long lost online shopping; it makes my pain less pain. lololol..

kay, back to shopping liao ! :D


okay, 6th sep is ending soon !

7th sep is coming. cheer up cassy ! :)