Never look back, Life goes on ! (:

yay!

i saw so many things that i wanna buy leh! :(

anyway! PS got this bodyshop sale!

people faster go seeeee!

im aching all over.

damn heavy with laptop and the stuffs that i bought. hehe.

quite happy eh.

but lol, came home on phone. wah nizeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. someone spoilt my happy mood.
yay! nice ! :D

its TGIF ! yay! meaning weekends. yay yay yay!

kay, im hungry and angry at the same time now! boo to that person.
such a ______. yea.

alright, byebye! :D

p.s XIA YI ZHAN XING FU DAMN NICE!!

hows life guys! (:

im back again.

Today sunday yet im home! :D

ima good girl. heheheehe..

staying at home, surfing net, chit chatting. watching show. Not bad also ah. (:

ohh! i missed out half an hour of the stars award alr! ohmyyyy. =(

and i missed out the genting fun too! boooooooooooooo :(

Im having monday blues already. Damn bad.
Alright! time to go !

blog tml if im online yea (:

Monga last night with peeps.
no bbt and shilin though. =(
but great company! hehehehehe.
love it.

okay, bye!

Im serious. Being good doesnt benefit from anything.
It only get worse and ppl will start to take you for granted and climb over your head.
SO, DREAM ON!
i wont be nice anymore.

anyway, life has been good.
It maybe bad in certain ways but no worries. im strong, alive and kicking! (:

I wont get defeated that easily. teehee.

Dinner was delicious! :D
heheheh.


p.s NO MORE EMO POSTS ALREADY.
I need to add more colours to this blog! hahaha.

Aint the same, not the same anymore. (:
live it!

Time spent for today was real fast!
Presentation for 3 hours! lol.

saw van too. (:

alright, time for show now! byebye!

Things not going to be the same and WONT be the same anymore.

I hate you who cause my misery, make me landed in such state and yet you dont even feel any gulity.

You are just a failure in everything, thinking everything is right.
you are of no fault.

Im clear with what i am doing.
If you say im wrong, yes then. im wrong.
im at fault.

Im clearly didnt do anything.
No trust and tt it is.

You did something wrong but you aint sorry about it. not trying ways to amend this mistake and so some reflections.

fyl seriously.

Look at how much fun i had missed out.

I hate when my knee cap hurts.
I hate when i look at my knee cap which looks so UGLY.
I hate it when i started thinking of so many things that is sooooooo shit.
I hate it when i cant be like who i am!
I regretted going down.

I should have perserve.
look at what i am now.

Fishing ytd night i missed out.
lame!
now looking through their photos.

WHO CAN REPAY MY FUN AND LAUGHTER?!
who's gonna cheer me up with the stuffs i want now?!

I want to do so many things now but i cant do.
I want to go so many places to chill but i cant go!
Who's gonna responsible with all these?!

To hell man.


Tml.

I need to work. HOW TO GO AND WORK IN SUCH STATE.
DRESS?!
looks so ugly.

PANTS?!
it hurts.

HOW!
i hate this..

If there's scars. i will never forgive anyone.

My mood has been so moody ever since wed night.

Looking at the wound everyday makes me feel more sad.

When will it recover?
Will there be scars?

Im so scared. what if there is?! how am i gonna go out in the future in shorts, skirts, dresses?!

sighh..
my retribution i guess.

im stupid, im foolish, im dumb.

if only i can turn back the time...

its been 3 days staying at home.
i cant even walk properly.
Neither am i able to walk for long.
Whenever i sit down and stand up again, i need to wait for 2 mins to fully stretch my leg. what is this?!

Not to mention run, jump and whatever shit.
every night i got woken up by the intense pain on the knee cap and that i need to eat painkillers to numb the pain..
THIS IS NOT THE LIFE I WANTED AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To think im used to be an athlete.
now more like a crippled person.
this is shit!

fml

Dont wait till everything gets haywire then you start to panic and realize things ain't the same and you cant turn back the time to where it was.

Isnt it worse?

so yea, to everyone out there. Please. Think before you do. Think before you speak.

Think twice and dont regret with your choice.

These few days had been so tiring till i think im collapsing any point of time.
Every second has been thinking of so many things and worrying of the condition.


Ah yi, JIA YOU ! :D
you can do it!

hahaha. Been so long since i last blog.

I dont know what should i feel now.

sad, disappointed, anxious, nervous, shitty or what.

Damn confused.

More and more things piling up.

Im not interested in those love love stuffs.
Dont come and disturb me please.

& i had seriously enough of everything.
Stop your nonsense now and think through it.

Cherish things before its gone.

I had done my best and not gg to care anymore.
Im so sick and tired of everything now.

whats wrong with you!?

Anyway, ytd went to SGH in the evening and only back home in the morning 6am.
I hope things turn out to be a good one.

please, good people deserves to live. Bad guys like ___, they ought to die.

My head keeps spinning around non stop. so stop giving me troublessss.

I had enough.
Take it or leave it now.

Things are changing. Good or bad i dont know.

Im sorry that I had caused harm to you.
Sorry, I dont mean it to either. I didnt know things turned out that way!
I hope you can be back to your days without me appearing in your life okay?

Millions of sorry.

Anyway, work has been going fine. Things are getting better on work just that there's no internet access which is very bad for me. hahaah!

Getting my pay soon! Though its little lah but still got extra allowance mah. lol!

shopping shopping! heehehe.

I wanna watch fire of conscience at 7:20pm but now already 7:35pm. =(

damn sad.

clash of titans are all fully booked. even worse.

Ju on only cine has it. damn it.

double sadness.

okay, i go watch show now! BYE!