had spa today. acid running down my hands. itchy n painful. washing under water didnt help lehx. no choice. Ren lo. i was trembling while doing. cos time was short.. i was panicking but i stil didnt finish tabulating my results. arghh. i only finish the expt 10mins b4 time's up. terrible sia. aniway.. heard tat thermometer flying. burette breaking. piang* all happened infront of where i was sitting. lucky during spa, u need not pay for those apparatus u break. a thermometer is ex ok. 30+ i heard.

arghh.. comp gettin laggy again. wads happening?

sat for chem retest. i hope i can hit the 25 mark. if nt there'll be a re-re-test. stupid enough eh?

my dear.. poor ting.. had 2 scary nitemares last nite. lucky pi li huo's ending liaox. haha. talking about dreams, i havnt have been havin dreams lately. or shld i say i dont rmb ani dream lately. hMm.. mayb 1.. the one when u feel as if u are falling from somewhere n suddenli awaken up realising it's onli a dream. i suppose quite some ppl have tis kind of dreams too.. wad about u?
btw i heard from somewhere tat one person can have a few THOUSAND dreams a nite. pretty amazing eh?

[x] u are my pillar of strength [x]

tml gt maths test. im not hoping aniting from it. jus do my best. broke down just down. cried lo. hais. dun wish to say further. thanx for being there dear..

tml daddy goin overseas for work... gonna miss him..

[x] WHY [x]

y i noe nth when so mani tings happened.

y i seem to noe nth.

y studying is so stressful.

y is there so little time.

y do i get tired easily.

y are there tests and exams.

y do time pass so fast.

y m i here.

[x] WHY [x]

a series of whys for mi to ponder about...

hais..

boring long day in sch. today the 3 of us were rather quiet. cos farhana din come to sch. but we stil 'missed-call' her hp to disturb her. haha. i was nodding my head while in gp lect. super boring. chem ah.. retaking the test. im expected to get 25/30 for the next test. e consequence of gettin lower than tat is to retake again n again.. til i finalli can do it. dots. im praying hard*

afternn PE is torturous. but i was glad tat i had shuxian to accompany mi, well, other than the ppl in my cls la. nice of her though she jus sat aside la. aniway, these 3 girls sort of arranged to take turns pei mi for PE everywk.. realli sweet of them lor.. vien even volunteered to do PE with mi leh. shutter run. 45 sit-ups. 60 push-ups. 5mins step-ups. its veri 'hiong' ok. u can try it if u dun believe. at e end of the PE, i experienced excruciating pain on my 2 arms. every inch of movement HURTS so badly, til my tears are on the brink of flowin out. i almost cant hold anyting. now better liao. "i can't wait to see the monsters again."

sometimes i tink my attitude/tone towards things n ppl realli sux. and the sad ting is tat i din realise it til the veri last min or when things changes. IM SORRIE. i dont wan anione to be upset animore, esp u.

tml is fri. marks the end of the sch week. hooray.

[x] thoughts of the day [x]
~ life's not as easy as u tink, neither is it as hard as u tink

ytd was vday... celebrated a day in advance.. heEz.. for details pls click my dear's blog.. hahas.. a little lazy to type.. lalala.. aniway.. take neoprint gd wad.. so nice hor?.... yeah.. next time shall pull u take more.. lols.. i picked one best one n put it up on friendster le.. lalala =p

today ahs.. i was a little moody for no reason. duno y la. my legs are aching badly.. ytd mornin pe.. warm up had 1 round and 10mins of step-ups. so 'hiong'... but after tat netball game was fun. enjoyed it lots. afternn pe is comin.. hMm... im pretty sure it got to be lots of items...

today had the communication workshop. not fair la. they pushed forward the break then CT... made us stay back an hr for the workshop when i could have already gt home n by e time slp liao.. duh. aniway, found the speaker veri familar.. thought hard n realised tat i attended his workshop back in sec sch..

hmM... tired.. tml gt band.. seems like ages since i had band eh..

[x] thoughts of the day [x]
~ obstacles are part of life's challenges... take them on bravely and stand strong
~ Every day is a vday when love exists

HaPpY nEw Yr ppl!!


da nian chu yi.. went to my 3rd uncle's hse.. it's a tradition that we gather in one of our hse.. well.. there's practically 3 tings for use to do there onli. gamble. eat. tv. dats all.. i tink yrs is abt the same rite?..


chu er was more of boring.. cos is maternal side relatives. not close to them at all. practically tv n dream all day. visited my Godma and Godpa... my dad's godma n sis.. blah.. shall skip details.. then at nite ahs.. hMm.. mummy, 2 aunts, cousin had mahjong session in my hse.. lalala.. boohoo... no chance to play mahjong.. awww.. mayb next yr shld bring our own set n play.. Lols...


chu san.. wich is today. had sch.. dots.. y cant they jus put it as a sch holiday. gp tut.. thought i would have the review test.. well... didnt la.. ended up watchin the movie "Dead Poets Society"... pretty boring ba.. the angmoh speak v.fast.. 1/2 the time couldnt catch what they'r saying.. guess i have to buck up liao.. 1hr break.. stoned at the table outside lt4.. then 1hr of chem tut.. super borin... well.. gt back the news tat i failed chem test.. need to retake sometime next wk.. sian diao.. dampen my mood.. hais.. i noe it's expected la. but i didnt want it also ok. I DUN EVEN HAVE TIME TO STUDY FOR GOODNESS SAKE.


later goin chiang's hse to bbq.. uMm.. wonderin wad else to do there... . .


[x - wish all of ya have a gd yr ahead - x]

yeah.. the concert's over.. enjoyed it.. though i was stil sick then.. haha.. managed to play still aniway.. lots of 'water vapour' in the instruments.. yewww.. haha.. sounded abit watery at times.. haha.. the percussion emsemble was abit lame but nice la.. haha.. the part on bumble bee is the cutest.. lols.. my senior gave mi flowers.. how nice of him.. those made from cotton tingy on wires de.. aiya. duno how to say.. so paiseh nv buy aniting for them =x encore piece.. festive celebration.. well.. i bluffed my way thru.. lalala.. the two da4 tou2 wa3 wa3 so cute.. haha.. ran out throw chocolates.. then snatch baton.. haha.. abit lame la.. lols...


now tat concert's over our next major event is the SYF.. i pray hard*


today's lessons was sian ba.. phy test.. a die-die situation... chem prac was converted to 2hrs of solid tutorial.. how bad... zzz.. luckily we ended well.. a little bit earlier..


went to yx hse today.. he made honeyed water for mi.. yea.. so sweet.. hEes... did some tutorial.. maple a little.. lalala...


[~so sweet~]

aiyo.. sian diao oh.. wake up earli in the mornin with a sorethroat.. gt ulcer n sorethroat.. hais.. duno can recover in 2 days anot.. zzz

now stil gt slight flu.. dotsssss....

I WAN TO RECOVER.. PLSSSSS

*Praying hard*

haiz.. im going mad.. im breakin down.. bcos of band n studies.. sian diao..

band is takin SO MUCH of my time.. barely have time to do hw.. not to mention revise for my tests..

tests.. comin at the wrong time.. GP, chem, Spa, PHy.. maths ah.. mayb spring test.. wth.. everiting comes when u r bz..

today's band practice to mi was veri "xiong" ah.. abt 4hrs of solid playin.. felt so tired.. so cold.. my mouth gt ulcer.. so PAIN... felt breathless as i played every single bar.. felt so much like crying..

tml chem test. 4 chapters of total memorising work. DIE. Im prepared to take a retest liao.

SOBX

sometimes... i wish i didnt join band in the 1st place