everybody around mi is stressed about sth or another, be it CCA or studies.. even the always cheerful farhana has turned gloomy these few days..

Band.. mayb im complaining too much.. but i realised i've been just too stupid mayb.. cos NOTHING can be done.. since they want it to end in june.. so be it.

yes i agree that mid-yr exams is covering a lot.. but i believe there is still time.. there's still a month plus left.. it's time to pick up speed gradually.. make gd use of yr time but give yrself a break sometimes..

it hurts to see people around mi being upset..

Be strong. ilu.

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS.. "there is band prac tis wed and it is compulsory for all J2s to attend as practice haven't officially end for J2s. practice only oficially end on 11th june"

SIAO LA

i tot MRS MICHELE TAN SAID THE J2S OFFICIALLY STEP DOWN LIAO.. NO MORE BAND PRAC FOR US.. THEN WAD THE HELL IS TAT..?

U DIDNT KEEP YR WORD

I HATE U.. N I ALWAYS WILL..

it has been a long and bz.. bz wif a SPA and 2 tests.. SPA was ok.. physics is cfm fail.. jus waiting to see how bad i fare yah.. maths.. i duno how to say.. i was kinda mental block when i 1st saw the paper.. qn 1.. i was desperately tryin the draw the graph and desperately pressing the calculator to get my ans.. i took like 1/2 an hr to do one qn.. wif onli 20mins for the other 2 qns.. wads worst is tat i couldnt get the ans.. for last qn.. i'll get a big duck egg.. haix.. i was actually hoping to get an 'A' for the maths test.. but now i jus hope i can scrape through the test..

ytd went to watch the volleyball match.. NY girls lost due to their decreasing morale i guess.. lost their steam after the 1st match.. but their losing was a glorious one.. 2 (NY): 3 (JJ)... well.. the stadium gt much livelier when the guys match started.. obviously.. it was more exciting u see.. could sense the excitedness when the whole sch cheered like almost every moment during their match.. cant rmb the score.. but i tink it's 3 (NY): 0 (TJ).. aniway, both was a great match.. well done NY volleyball team!


haix.. life's gettin tougher..

silver is wad nyjc band got.. i was kinda disappointed wif our performance, nt realli the results.. doubting whether it was our best performance..

aniway.. yx realised tat all the bands in the tim-reynish concert onli gt a silver.. mayb it's a curse.. well.. im talkin crap.. mayb it's jus fated.. fated to be in a silver band.. it's predestined.. well.. Everything happen for a reason..

mayb it's time to realise tat.. not all hardwork pays off.. wad is important is tat we learn to see things in a different perspective.. God wants us to know that.. what matters is not the results.. but the process all of us has gone thru together.. and the friendship we've bonded..

My journey in band has ended.. though not as glorious as i wanted.. but i tink all the hardwork we put in is still all worthwhile..

And now.. i officallly end this chapter of my life in band.. & all my memories will be kept in my heart.. forever..

Tml's the day.. SYF 2005...

feelin excited and anxious now.. waiting for the moment to come..

this is the 3rd and last SYF for mi.. time really flies yea.. cant believe it.. almost 6 yrs in band.. in just a blink of an eye.. band life has been tiring, fun... though i've been grumbling to myself about the tiredness i experience.. i tink it's all worth it.. the appreciation of band music..the experiences the 6yrs of band life have given mi.. the friendship we foster... i will never forget the time in HIMB and NYJC Band..

tml, we, NYJC BAND will touch the hearts of the judges.. and perform like we've never done b4... GO GO GO!!!

[x] Fear is only a 4-letter word.. it only takes courage to overcome it [x]