...and I don't do well with
change! No, really. I don't. When I was 25, I finally moved out of my parents house and into Stew's condo. I sat on the floor in our bedroom and cried...cried for hours. I was only about 5 minutes away from my old house, but I couldn't handle the change. I eventually got over it - until Stew and I moved into our first house together. I couldn't figure out the commute to work - I hated it. I didn't have anything in place - therefore, I cried. Luckily, my summer vacation fell over the time we were moving, so I had some time to adjust.
We all know about the changes that are about to happen in April - but I'm excited for those! I'm excited to meet our baby boy - and to become parents. But things in my work life are also changing. New boss, new responsibilities, and a new location. As of Friday - I'll be commuting about 45 minutes each way.
GASP! I know! How will I ever do it?!?! Let's be honest - it's not the drive I'm worried about, it's the fact that I won't be able to go to lunch with my Mom every day! For the last 8 years - we've gone to lunch together. I see her every day. Now is not the time for me to NOT see her.
I'm pregnant, people! She needs to see me everyday. See - this whole change thing is not good for anyone.
I have decided to take a more adult approach to all these changes - and not just sit in our bedroom and cry. So I'm making the best of it - thinking of the positives. So here we go: For one - my boss is very cool. Yesterday, he ran an errand and I got text from him asking if I wanted a coffee, tea or hot chocolate. I responded "No, thanks". He brought me a tea anyways and a homemade twinkie from a local diner. Yes, I said
TWINKIE. It was to die for.
And, seeing I'm relocating of sorts, I started cleaning out my desk. Keep in mind, I've been here for 8 years. I found a stack of old CDs that I apparently use to listen to at work? Not sure.
Yes, that's my old Limp Bizkit CD, along with Nas, Brittany Spears and a really old Dave Matthews CD. And yes, I will download them in my Jeep.
Another positive is that today I was treated to lunch at the Backroom! For those of you that know the restaurant, you'll know it was good! I ate very well and have the picture to prove it. After I got back to the office, Baby G kicked so hard - unlike anything I've ever felt. I got this nervous wave over me. It scared me...he kicked around for a few more minutes - then finally settled down. So I'm guessing he liked the Backroom too?!?
And lately, when I get home - we normally have some sort of package waiting at the door. It's either something for the Baby, something for us or some sort of Christmas gift that we ordered. This week we got a package from Stew's sister. We put all the gifts under the tree - but I noticed two were the same shape and size. I happened to text her and see if she'd drop any hints. She let us open that one gift. Here is what we got:
A SNUGGIE!
I really don't know why or how I went this long without one! This thing is awesome! After dinner, I grab my peanut M&Ms and my snuggie. Stew got one too - not pink, a "camel" color.
Yesterdays package was "twofer" - a gift for the baby and a gift for our BIG BABY, Nate. Well, I wouldn't call it a gift for the Baby...it was an infant car seat we ordered. I was going to put it on our registry, but they didn't have the exact color and style I wanted, so I went ahead an ordered it. And I'm sorry to say, I didn't snap a photo of Nate's gift - a new orthopedic dog bed. I will though.
I did have a doctors appointment yesterday. Just another 4 week check up. For the first time, the Dr measured me. Another change - another exciting thing. I was measuring right at 21 weeks! Heart rate was good and he was moving all around. After my next January appointment, I'll go every 3 weeks, then 2, then weekly. I can't believe he'll be here in 4 months!
Only two more days to go until the weekend - and Stew and I have a fun weekend planned. More about that later!
Change is good! :)